Rob Zheng: November 2005

Wednesday November 30, 2005

Sup Guys, lm soooo0o tired.
lm looking at the pants lm gon wear tomm to dance at the men's basketball game and it says Bear on the ass haha get it lm bear ass haha get it get it lm corny.
So wake and was ridiculously tired but hit classes anyway. So get to my 130 class and pass out anyway but not fully. Just sleep enough where l daydream with my eye closed but l still hear and learn everything in class. It was all bout slavery changes for an hr and half. Then hit my math class and did really good on my test. I think l can get a 60 on the final and still get an A in the class haha.
Later chill with the 314 girls and get dinner with them. The 115 guys were next to us and chilled with them a bit to at dinner. I stuffed my face mad good. I LOVE FOOD. Hit back and get ready for both dance practices.
So tired and lazy but went to BBoy practice anyway cause l should. Marc was sick so he wasnt there and neither was the linolium.. So no headspins today. Just worked on flares windmills and round off's to back handsprings and to backflips but instead of using my hands to give me height, ld pose with my hands on my waist so there was some style. The round off gives me enough height. Played fight with this lil 6 yr old Romeo for a while cause l just got to fustrated in the end. Then hit Ku Dance Team practice.
So yea, worked hardass on the missy dance. Learning everything right best l could. I was so tired as it was from bboy practice. Jess cleared up alot for me which was good and Megan just seems to know EVERYTHING so well, l asked her 16431246 questions. Kelsey yelled at me for my head positioning again haha my badd but thanx Kelsey, good look. My whole lower body aches so bad its ridiculous. Having flat foot doesnt help either. My feet hurt so bad after standing for long periods of time and from 7-11, yea that shit hurt haha but oh well. Cant wait to dance tomm cause the games get packed to the point where you cant find a seat as l remember last yr going to see the dance team. I invited alot of friends and so did the rest of the team along with people that will be there in general. Im hyped.
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Posted 11/30/2005 at 12:32 AM

Tuesday November 29, 2005

Sup Guys, l felt useful today.
So wake and go to class. Skip my 3rd class history cause l forgot to turn in a paper and he dont know but he'll know when he realized lm the only one who didnt get one back but then again, lm prob caught either way. Get lunch with Susie and finish my philos paper. Play some Perfect Dark Zero and beat 2 missions on Perfect Agent and wow was l happy. Its so sweet, listening to music on it and looking through new pics with it, tho l could do it on my comp. My TV is like my 3rd monitor for my computer. Mostly l use my left monitor for internet and right monitor for aim and smaller things.
Later get dinner with Rich. Dinner was very social tonight. Saw dance team buddies Keri and Kelsey, Kelsey having on our dance team jacket that l also had on. 314 girls come by and chat with them for a bit and other people came by our table to talk. Other friends Natalie and Heather sat to the table by us and caught up a bit cause we havent partied together in a while. Head out and chill for a bit. Go to 314 and just talk with the girls bout all this junk till its time for my dodgeball game. Dodgeball our opponents didnt show so that sucked. Then dance practice.
Dance practice was the highlight of tonight. Just alot of laughs again. Jess made just some ridiculous comments like how we should hunch like a sumo wrestler haha. Jess look look!! Your in my xanga!! JESSICA DeeeeMARCO!!! Hahhaha, she likes to read it so that will be her shout out. My feet KILL so bad from practice. Talked with some of the girls bout who they may wanna take to the dance team date social. Jill once again was hilarious with commentary. They're just obserd. Kelsey gave me some advice on what l was doing wrong and gotta work on my pre turns.
Now lm back sore and just finished editing pics. Oh yea l do this really stupid smile and thumbs up shit when people compliment me or when my answer is yes to a question and l dont feel like speaking.

<- l look stupid.
NEW PICS!!

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Posted 11/29/2005 at 12:9 AM

Monday November 28, 2005

Sup Guys, alot has been up.
So 1st off my haircut is getting good notice. Changing it from 'The Flick' to now 'Brook'ing my hair, it was something l was nervous bout. I miss my old hair tho, seriously since 8th grade EVERYONE from my high school had that hair style. Short in the back and sides, get a 1 on the bottom, 2 around the middle and blend it to the top. Comb it down on top and in the front flick it up and do whatever with it. It was always fun playing around with how l wanted the front to be that day. But yea, besides that and when l had my hair parted which was like 6-8th grade, l only had to blowout look for a bit in 12th grade and it was a bit too wild. I had that typical crazy azn look which alot of azn bboys have. Now its short but still brooked. But yea, since l got it, complements for the last 5 days.
K so wake and get in the car and head back to Kutztown. My mother pissed me the fuck off so bad in the car ride and shes still the only person that makes me mad in general and who does it nearly everyday and everytime l talk to her. Shes just an idiot, all my close friends hate her too. Anyway get back and get dinner and Mike meets up and plays my XBOX360, hes so dazed bout it. Play around with the music settings and shit and decide to put in Joof's Trance vocal mix in the xbox360 and play it while playing it on my comp and having visuals on full screen. My room felt so futuristic it was amazing.
Dance practice was aiight. Start with warm ups and l felt outta shape cause my body was aching. Talked with some of the girls what they been up too over break and whats been going on. Practice our Missy dance and Amy teaches a bit more of her dance. My feet kill right now. We got a date social on dec 8th so l got a few ideas who l may wanna ask but rather just have girls ask me to go so l left my away msg as..

'Currently accepting date requests for Dec 8th's Ku Dance Team Date Social..
Biddies can now hollur at me.'
That way if one of the girls l wanna ask, says 'hey rob l wanna go!!' then l can say yes rather than be nervous and ask, though its not like jr high when calling a girl to ask her on a date took me 20 mins sitting by the phone. Its just a date social and more of a fun time that l get to bring a friend.
Im feeling fresh, new haircut, new puma shoes which are mad light and l dance better in, xbox360.. Having a good time.
Watching History channel bout things banned from the bible, crazy shit.
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Posted 11/28/2005 at 12:47 AM

Sunday November 27, 2005

Sup Guys, this break flew by.
So wake and talk to some people bout just whats up in general. Play some video games for a bit and go visit Dom. Meet up with Dom and Lou and get perogies at Dante's. After we go pick up Jo, this short azn girl who l tricked making her think l was korean all night. Also second we got back, another azn biddie Ann calls up and says 'Rob, pick me up!!' we were RIGHT BY HER HOUSE TOO!! So yea, we get her and we all chill at Dom's. Joss swings by too and we just talk bout all this junk. Turn on the XBOX360 but not to play video games but to play music and look through party pics. Its pretty sweet just that music was coming outta the tv as we're browsing through summer party pics. Yea we coulda did it at the computer but just cause it was on the TV and it was different made it a lil bit cooler. Its like a 3rd screen. Well for most of you it'd be a 2nd screen but me and Dom got duel monitors. I cant stand using one monitor which l am now. Just to much on one screen. So yea, some dancing and showing what we can do. More old friends drop by and l got to ride a skateboard while holding on a car at up to 30mph. I knew if l let go and try to just ride that shit l woulda have DEF got fucked up so l didnt let go and he just went faster except he took it easy with turns. My feet were so shaky from the roads on the skateboard. Greg and Ally come by and catch up with them for a bit. After drop off the 2 azn biddies and hit a party.
Party at some girl Kristen's was aiight. Saw some other old friends like Allison and Nel and other people that l'v met at parties through the summer. I completly forgot their names but it was fine and its pretty crazy to see who you find around. Also this dude from my 1st grade class l saw on myspace today. Haha crazy shit. But yea, party time, it was aiight, good and bad stuff. Bad stuff - girl to guy ratio was off and interesting girls.. few. Very few. Good stuff - well thats more personal haha and it was cool. Allison, l like the way you think haha. So yea after pce out and get food at Wawa with Joss Lou and Dom. Hit back and just had fun in the car ride being ridiculous as we saw Nel again. Get back and JP shows up that he just got back from a party too from warminster. We were all dressed nicely too all wearing blazer's. Some in shirts and ties. But yea, tell them all late and realize wow, its gon be another 2 1/2 - 3 weeks till l see them again and tell them, see you guys in 3 weeks and it hit me that my break is over. I was dazed. My break has been really fun seeing ALOT of my old friends. Just everyone is everywhere!! As much as l keep inside to myself and just chill by myself, when l go out l seem to see everyone enough as if l been out all day.
lm setting myself up for this winterbreak best l can. Setting myself up with just alot of stuff in general, figuring out how lm gon live for that month back home cause its gon be tottally different when l get back and then when l go back to KU for spring sem. my life will be different again. We'll see what goes down in a bit.
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Posted 11/27/2005 at 3:4 AM

Saturday November 26, 2005

Sup Guys, wow me and Brown accomplished shit in 5 hrs. Prob one of our more sadder video game memories since 2nd grade.
So today wake and take my grandfather to the library. Get some toys to send to kids in Africa. It's one of our volunteer things for the Ku Dance Team. I heard it was to kids of war so lm guessing its around west Africa like Congo were they'll go to. Got some glowsticks, lots of play dough and a stuffed animal. I was kinda thinking maybe one day the glowsticks would be useful so picked up an extra pack. Its kinda weird someone from another part of the world will be receiving my gifts and I wont even know what happens to them but ehh theres alot of things l wonder about. Get my Flu shot and pick up my grandfather. Hit Brown's and play Perfect Dark Zero for bout 4 hrs.
After was Rita's bday dinner at Red Robin. Saw so many people from the old council rock crew. Caught up alot on my friends about what we been up too and talked with Kyle alot bout greek life since he just got into TKE in bloomsburg. Talked bout Jr Prom and many stories were told. Saw Cait 1st time since my senior week that being like nearly 2 and half yrs ago. Sat with her and caught up what we been up too. Though its been like 2 and half yrs, me and her were talking around the time of last yrs senior week. Found out we drive the exact same car. Saw her honda keys and was like 'Civic?' 'Yea' 'Color?' 'Blue' and l put my hands up for a high five, 'Year?' '2004' HIGH FIVE!! Thats funny same car, color and yr. Took some pics and alot of people had cameras tonight. It was really nice. After we all hit Kait's house. On my way there l was following Cait who was following Kait and driving on the bypass l ride next to Cait to be like hey look we got the same cars but then people started to pull in fast behind her and l was gon crash into the person infront of me and l didnt wanna lose Cait or l wouldnt know how to get to Kait's so l had to speed fast ass in a right turning lane and pass this other car, so floored it and just barely made it. Besides that lil rush it was a chilled ride blasting the club music on the radio looking infront seeing my friends, looking back seeing my friends and to my right.... my friends. Chill at Kait's and just play around for a bit.
After hit Brown's again. Got some calls of whats up and l'll see people tomm. Me and Brown played Perfect Dark Zero from 11-4am on Mission3 on the hardest difficulty and WE CANNOT BEAT IT!! I mean yea l know its the hardest setting and they did a good job making it hard but 5 hrs and no progress!! WTF man... w...t...f....
Now lm back and going to sleep. May hit a club tomm but now Dom is saying he's having his bday party tomm so l should be there. We'll see whats up tomm.
Some other things happened which are opening up new opportunities.. Good shit.
Im having a great break, l'll def say that.
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Posted 11/26/2005 at 4:59 AM

Friday November 25, 2005

Sup Guys, damn l am tired..
Rachel is one of my fav dancing buddies EVER!!
K wake and pce outta Brown's place. Last night we played just to much Perfect Dark Zero. Took us so long to beat a lvl tho on the hardest difficulty. Ate so much food and well, my stomach wasnt to well today. Drinking cream soda and mike's hard lemonade/rasberry. Crackers with spicy mustard, pepperoni and spicy cheese. OMFG it was amazing. I cant believe it costed $40 tho for how much we bought. So then yea, talk to people online bout tonight. Just figure out whos all going and whos all meeting up and get phone calls from diff people and make some calls and Rachel tells me shes bringing all these girls. Haha Jack meets up too and the girls show with one of their bfs and Rachel jumps in along with Katie and we hit Club Shampoo.
OMFG well.... tonight was China night. I felt like l was somewhere on the east side. Moving along there were so many azn's, l was blocked off from this girl. It was the Great Wall of China chilling in a club. Danced and grinded with Rachel ALOT tonight cause she's just perfect for everything when it comes to dancing. Shes attractive and knows how to move and just a fun person in general. Later on the whole group that was there split and did our own thing. Everyone was all scared to dance with these 4 amazingly hot azn girls. There was a ring no joke around them of people just staring at them. Some idiots were like dancing behind them but not dancing WITH them. Like the girls didnt know they were behind them but the guys were trying to appear they were dancing with them. They looked around and looked confused and l just pitied them. It took me a while to build guts to dance one tho. Like a long time actually, try 30 mins. I almost went up twice and l got so nervous my heart like stopped and it was so hard, l had to walk away. Later on l danced with this other cute azn girl who looked SO MUCH like Jenn it was ridiculous!! I wish Jenn was there tonight, l know just like last night, l would have danced with her all night. Also this girl l was grinding with, we did that holding hands thing and she leaned back on me and it was all cute and then l really started to think, what if Jenn was here? Later on built up the guts fast, like 30 seconds fast and danced with 1 of them really hot 4 azn girls. Was just relieving l did it. After l just danced with Rach the whole night. On the really hype songs l saw myself ending up making up some new moves. Just simple casual stuff that l could use in choreography and in competitions but simple enough to dance with a friend. There were as always some guys who couldnt dance so they just tried to be funny ALL NIGHT and l just looked at that sadly. Like l mean it is a place to meet girls but l mean if you cant dance, why try a club. Thats like trying to pick up a girl while your golfing but you never golfed b4. Smart? No. No it wasnt. I see people trying to be funny at a club as the same people who were playing tag at dances in jr high and high school. Like honestly, what are you doing? Oh well, just really tired and my back aches so bad.
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Posted 11/25/2005 at 2:40 AM

Thursday November 24, 2005

Sup Guys, ahh video games, the best past time ever.

Wake and get my haircut at C.Webb's. After that l go out with Vee to get applebees. We catch up with ALOT. Its the 1st time l seen her since the day l left college. Talk bout pledging and how much we thought bout pledging over than school. Talk bout friends from home and our friends at college and what classes we are taking. After that l go get Brown. Had a ball running place to place. Best buy, oxford valley mall, circuit city and acme. Got battery packs for our xbox360 controllers and got $40 worth of crackers, spicy cheese, spicy mustard, pepperoni's, cream soda root beer and 3 cases of Stewart's Cream soda. OMG cream soda kicks ass, who gives a shit bout the price. Get back and play Perfect Dark Zero on XBOX360!! So yea, we eat all this food and play this game on the hardest setting. It took us 3 hrs to beat 2 levels. God did we get fustrated. Ehh, it'll be accomplished eventually.

Tomm got Club Shampoo planned for the night and wow lv been talking to ALOT of people that will be coming with. Im not exactly sure whos gonna be riding with me now and at my guess it'll be like 5-7 cars rolling up with me. Even as lm chilling with Brown he tells me 2 groups of girls wanna chill, both old nesh friends. One group, Lauren and Lauren asked bout Shampoo and l promised Lauren Do. Id call her tomm and see whats up. Also Rach calls me up and says her and her girlfriends wanna come and would meet me at my house so thats awesome. I cant wait. Gotta call up Jack Kyle Bruce and Dan to see if they wanna come too. Gotta even the girl to guy ratio a lil bit even if its amazingly scewed me and 25464 girls hahha. Other Jersey and Philly girls that l met at Club Egypt and Club Shampoo way back in the day that l still talk to plan to meet up with me there and l think l should be set with dancing buddies for tomm night. I still hope to maybe meet someone too if that happens but if not, l dont curr. Prob dance in an open circle or two. I missed clubbing.

Me: Yo Brown, why are there speakers all hanging on this side of the wall?
Brown: Oh I got surround sound speakers that comes from one way.

Haha riiiiiight...

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Posted 11/24/2005 at 4:11 AM

Wednesday November 23, 2005

Sup Guys, wo0t to an amazing performance tonight!!
I love my dance team.. :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KATIE!!
So yea, wake and decide fuck all my classes lm gon sleep. I slept pretty late again last night cause l was online talking with DANIELLE A bout Harry Potter till like 4am hahah and working my phi paper. Get lunch with Joey and chill in my room b4 meeting up with the rest of the Ku Dance Team. So get there and sit and chill with the girls. It was really nice just chilling and socializing b4 we had to start practicing. DEBBIE was helping LINDSAY in detail with situps and JESS asked me bout my xanga haha. KELSEY asked me what do l write in my xanga and l told her l write bout everything l did that day. We all had a lil discussion bout that. Line up and wait for MEGAN C to find her spot so l know where l stand. JENNA R stomps twice for the practice run and l looked out for NICOLE cause she ussually misses it haha. LAURA made me laugh just with her commentary she always has. Practice 'bring'em out' and the timeout dance a few times. I was so excited it was our 1st performance, standing there bent over waiting for KRISTEN to play the music. Blanked out but helpful LAUREN is always good for correcting me. RONELL was seen vibrating her hips inbetween practicing dances. Its cool now that l can do the dance but think about other stuff and daydream yet l still do everything. One section of the dance MEGAN G is infront of me for the most part and l just blank out looking at her doing the dance. Chill in a classroom and we got a surprise. AGAIN!! How sweet. Kat from the dance team last yr left us candy and a note with a secret msg using the candy. It was pretty creative l must say. LINDSEY was taking alot of pictures today. Sat and looked at pics with the girls. Time to perform we went out and sat on the bleachers waiting for halftime. Talked with JENNA D bout being nervous and almost had a heart attack when a random buzzer went off but it wasnt halftime. Chill and talk and some of the new girls seemed really nervous and the ones from the team last yr seemed to be fine like KERI and CHRISITINE. Ask TANYA which people in the crowd were her friends and ex bf she was talking bout and she points out allllll these people haha. Go out and dance and yo BEST TIME!! I really had alot of fun just that it was for real for real this time. I swear l heard some scream 'WHOAAAA!!' and lm not sure who it was but lm pretty sure it was JILL cause she always does it in practice haha. Whatever it just put the mood more in fun mode. After we chill on the bleachers some more and then the mascot comes over. I swear the person is drunk, that person just runs and fucks around haha. JULIE shoved him over and over again in the back when he was sitting with us and he fell over and onto the floor hahahaha yo l was laughing so hard. When he turned to see who it was she overexaggerated her 'l dunno who it was' face and hand gestures. Oh man it was hilarious. All of a sudden its our time out and ran out again and danced. It went SO FAST. After that chill with the Ku Breakers who recorded both dances and watched them both. Say Late to all the girls as everyone got bundled up. EMILY esp looks really warm with her coat and scarf. Walking out CARISSA told me to wait up but l told her lm going up to chill with the bboys so I gave her a hug and said bye and gave her my ballon. Chill and practice with the breakers for bout half an hr then hit my room waiting to get picked up. Now lm here playing XBOX360!!
KU DANCE TEAM....... you girls are awesome for real.
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Posted 11/23/2005 at 12:19 AM

Tuesday November 22, 2005

Sup Guys, just everything is ridiculous but lm getting a XBOX360 and its the premium $400 one!! So yes.. Wo0t to that. Brown is waiting in the rain with his gf at Toys R Us and are 1st in line and have to wait till 9am haha good friends l have.
Wake, get bagels with Susie b4 hit classes and get dinner with Rich and chill with the 314 girls for a bit. Oh man, just one of them days where you can do whatever you want. Well everyday you can do whatever you want but today felt more free, l didnt feel restrained with work and obligations. But yo, l heard some really bad news. Like it didnt happen but if it does, wow that will kill alot of.. l dunno, l cant say anything right now cause l shouldnt even be writting bout it in general. But yea then hit dance practice with the girls and practiced in our uniforms. I like'em alot, jacket is def sweet. lm just hyped to dance tomm tho the crowd wont be big cause its break and everyone will be going home, oh well. Just dancing is going well and l just wanna practice power moves. Flares windmills headspins primarly with elbow spins and 2000s on the side.
Bad news been hitting me nonstop now and its just coming to the point where lm just annoyed. Its like cmon, good news. XBOX360 tho is very good news and my 1st love.. video games(age5) is still my good friend hahaha. Dancing is still well but theres alot of fustration lately with my own personal skills. With the Ku Dance Team l love them and this is a great experience for me. Like my life is split into two parts. My social life and my personal serious stuff life. Parties, clubbing, video games, meeting girls..... thats all good. Some of the things that really matter... ehhh.. sux alot and my grades are taking a turn for the worst too!!
Oh well, gon kill gov agents and nazi's with Brown tomm night and go clubbing with ALOT of people. lm seriously guessing the # to be in the 20s. Rita's birthday dinner with the whole senior week crew and visiting some Dirtay Jersay Girlayz hahaha lm looking forward to that and........... someone is single now so in words of Brown and the rest of the home posse...... GOooOO!!
Now lm just not thinking and shooting out bad decisions but MAAAAYBE it'll be fun for a lil.
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Posted 11/22/2005 at 12:19 AM

Monday November 21, 2005

Sup Guys, its weird how the days fly by in college. Alot of confusion and kinda a lil to much to comprehend right now. Its rough.
So wake up early again(1030) and l couldnt go back to sleep. Work on my philosophy paper and talk to some friends online for a while. Get lunch with Rich and we see Jess Amanda and and aaaaandddd WHITNEY!! Aww it was awesome seeing her. She called me last night but l didnt hear the call and wish l did, she was at 56 last night wondering where l was at. But atleast l got to see her. I miss that old group last sem of me Rich Ken Amanda Jess Whitney. Now Ken isnt coming back to KU next sem either.. But yea, work on my paper some more and later get dinner with Shannon and just talk bout negative things haha. I just made myself depressed and dragged her with me, talking bout how growing old will suck and shit. After go back to my computer and me and Brown were seaching where the fuck to get a xbox360 right in the store on launch. If you dont already know, Microsoft FUCKED UP and alot of people are getting screwed if they reserved an xbox360. I was suppose to get mine on tues and they said not till past xmas now. Heres a look. Gamestop l reserved at took 90 reserves so 90 people were gon be happy monday at midnight. Well that 90 dropped to 8. So yea 82 people are getting fucked and all looking and we all heard the news LAST TUES!! WTF?! So yea 90% of America is looking for xbox360s and l called every best buy, circuit city, walmart and target to see how many they are getting and at what time they are opening. Sadly our best bet is a place whos getting 20 xbox360s and of them, only like 4 or 5 will be the premium $400 one which is the better one that l want.
After dance practice and work on our dances and learn some of our new dance taught by Amy, an ilumni to KU who was on the dance team last yr. Get our warm ups that we'll be dancing in for tues. Im nervous for tues but it'll be fun. I hope alot of people show tho prob not cause everyone will be going home that night. Then next week will be hard ass with ALOT going through. Im just expecting sun mon and tues to just be rough but after its all over, it'll be worth it cause things should be easier after that. I love warm ups tho. Just a windbreaker with my name written on it (Zang) and Kutztown Dance Team on the back. You'll be seeing me in it alot.
Lately things been a mess tho just overall. Everythings been a rush. I JUST got use to this sem, now its over. I look at my life broken up into 4 sections a yr. Summer, fall sem, winterbreak, spring sem. Each time my life is totally different. Diff people, doing diff things. I chill with diff people at diff places. Sometimes l got a job and sometimes lm studying or writing a paper. Its weird how life is. This break will be a taste of my winterbreak. Clubbing and partying and hopefully much time with video games and hey, maybe l'll meet a girl.
This break, tho its suppose to be all fun, its stress itself. Tues chill with the guys, weds hair cut and try to see one of my several friends that live a bit far that l havent seen then thurs try to see more friends and go clubbing with people and clubbing alone is just a BIG MIX of people. Everyone that dances l just told to go to Club Shampoo on thurs for college night thurs. Then fri Rita's birthday dinner and prob Club Flow at night and sat see people. If weds fri or sat has parties, l'll be there, l miss home parties. Home parties and college parties are so different, its crazy. I know l'll only get to see 1/3 of the people l promised to chill with and maybe less if l play to much xbox360 if l get it but winterbreak will be more time.
I just need some really good news to come. Im not like depressed but l see myself so busy with so many different things that nothing exciting will ever happen.
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Posted 11/21/2005 at 1:50 AM

Sunday November 20, 2005

Sup guys, l have mustard hands and lm not editing this entry.
becuase lm drunk and yo tonight was fucing amazing. Ok full day 1st off get lunch with Tanya and dnaille and it was fun talking bout stuff and rach and another girl comes over and eats with us andchill. Then on my way back to UP l see Marie Mel and mair ena d chill with them and whatever and hit my room and work on my pare. Slep till 630 and then get lunch with Mike T and Devin adn becka and some guy on track and then as l l oeave l see 314 again and lm like wtf and l just chilllll wth them in the cacfe and they eat and we talk bout shit then work on my paper for the social. Meeeet up with all the dance team girls and get trashed. peer pong nad beaseball guys are prettyy cool people nad yo pl ayed beer pon giwht tanya and damn you danielle we LLOSSST 11111111111 so then just lots and lots of jungle juice an beer like l lost count then cops and l ummmmmm yea then track paryty and chilled with some track friends like mik edeviin and people and then busted then mama's and that was fun. Covered my hands in mustrad and tried to shake peoples hnads with my mustard hands and scared alot of girls. OOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aosfhaeghaghajklhjfaksjdf but fuck tha tshit cuase they were REALLLLLLLLLLLL Y not atractice at lall ut 'AAAHHAHA HOP{E THEY DONT GOT HOT FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!' hahaha yo but yea, l tried to tell them l was jking but they didnt hear me and wlkad awaya but al dontig vive a fucking and athen walked bsack and met people and wo000000000000tttttt!!!
tv on sould train and whbat ahwaht athwat? Cant dance yea all yog uly bitches dcant dance... yea cant dance umm yea cant dance all fucking posers and ugly ontop of thatc cnat dance . FUCKING posers.

Its one of them days when everyone seems to know who you are. I still wonder what am l doing with my life but atleast for the time being, lm having fun with my many many friends. I LOVE MY FRIENDS in Ku trust me, you guys make me laugh and hook me up like no other.
LLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted 11/20/2005 at 1:53 AM

Saturday November 19, 2005

Sup Guys, yo0 the pitcher at a party is the key to making new friends haaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahhhasdijkehkljeargklja !!!!!!!! WOt000!!!!!!
So yea, party tonight sweet.
Woke up and skipped all classes and finished another paper. Thats my life, papers and tests. Nonstop and no time to chill. But its good lm getting it done. So yea get dinner with Jennie and we're coming back to how we use to be. After just play on the computer and some shit and get ready to party. Call people and figure out my shit.
Chill with the 314 girls till we hit 67 and chill with all my friends. Lots of them, 1st off Rach who lives at 67 and she was cool bout me lying to people bout the pitcher. Yea took a pitcher and told people l needed it filled for beer pong and filled up my cup and my friends cups several times throughout the night. I filled the pitcher like 5 times tonight and Nikki filled it once for me so they would fill it sooner and not question her. Awesome shit Nikki. Yea alot of people were asking me to fill them up and l felt bad and ended filling some strangers cups. Met some cool people outta it and tho we traded names, l cant remember one person's name l filled cup. Im drunk. I drank alot tonight. Susie and Michelle were there and say whats up. Some of my fraternity bros of AXP Rich Grant Bill Mike were there and dance team members Danielle and Tanya and Tanya's roomie Andrea show up and we all scream each others name when we saw each other. Chilled with my dance team buddies alot tonight. Just socializing and drinking all night. Good time def. In the end walk back with Tanya and Danielle. It was a really good night. Tomm lm gon get food with Danielle and Tanya and work on a philosophy paper all day till our dance team social.
Laaaaaate.

Posted 11/19/2005 at 1:16 AM

Friday November 18, 2005

Sup Guys, what a fucking sick amazing night!!
1st off ld like to say...... Tonight was one of them Celebrity( 'Rob Zheng OMFG I love you!!' ) nights..
So ok 1st off with dancing.. l dunno, confidence lately has been off and that shit shows too so lm trying to concel that but ehhh l dunno, with making up new footwork and shit, l feel like an amateur all over again. With toprocking(dancing) in general, lm fine but like ground shit and power moves.. l dunno, sometimes l improve and sometimes l feel like a stupid newbie.
K so wake and hit my classes. It was fucking cold and my fucking history class had to keep the windows open....... Why? Beats the shit outta me, it was just cold in class too and l couldnt even sleep cause he just ran his mouth bout random junk. Hit math and shouldnt have went cause l learned nothing. Cross multiplying fractions......... cmon now l learned that shit in ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!! Yea, l get mad in class because l feel like its a joke on me. Its like an english class teaching you how to spell out words, ya know?
K so after classes get dinner with Rich and chill for a bit. Go to 314 and sneak up on Kendal and gave her a lil scare cause scarying people is fun. Chill with Kendal and Marie for about an hr just sitting around talking bout junk then they come back to my apt to chill. Get ready for dance practice.
Dance practice was aiight. Some good and bad things. 1 lm ripping to much hair outta my head on headspins and lm getting way to fustrated. Not really much progress tonight with headspins cept l can drill 2 spins in most times l just go for drilling now. It looks cool but its just really short so at a performance there will be built up hype for like half a second of excitement. Not exactly cool. Work on new footwork and came up with ideas but it wasnt working out right. I know crazy moves that are suppose to make people go stupid arent suppose to be acheived in a day but like its annoying wondering 'what if physically this idea is not possible' cause most shit dont seem possible till someone does it and everyones like WTF and then they try learning it cause its been accomplished but yea, thats my beef with making up moves. Not knowing if lm gon make something amazing in time or if lm just wasting my time on something impossible to do. Work on flares again and well its good to see my theory still stands. Practice hard, take a lil break and when you practice it again, subconciously you understand more and improve. So yea, lm rocking my upper body HARDCORE for the flares now so l can get around and yo, ITS WORKING!! So l can hit 2 flares everytime now, 2 full ones but the momentum still dies down. But atleast its stronger for a bit longer. IMPROVEMENT.. as long as its there, lm feeling ok.
After practice, get ready for the parties tonight. Meet up with Shannon and Brit and meet up with Matt and Mike who l practice with at Ku Breakers dance practice. Hit 45 lambda chi's party and that was real good. Played a few games of beer pong and yo the bounce is still good shit. Meet some people that l think lv met b4 and some girl thats always at Club Shampoo and saw some other friends l see at EVERY party night haha and it was just a good time. Drank alot and drank fast, just felt like getting wasted. Later walk to 30 main for Sig Pi's party and saw alot of other friends. See Andrea and wasnt sure if it was her and then when l realized it was her 1st thought was 'wheres tanya' and there she was. Tanya and Carissa go nuts and we all flip out and give hugs and talk bout who knows what. Aww man l LOVE MY DANCE TEAM!! Along with that, l got recongized a few times for dancing again. Some people said they saw me last night dancing at the party at 56 with people and others said they saw me dancing at the Mr.KU event. I love it when strangers come up to me and tell me they seen me around for dancing. Its cool just chilling and making a new friend. Pce out later on to Mama's and saw like ALL OF KUTZTOWN HAHAHAHAH!! So yea see some of my fraternity brothers and sit and eat with some of the AST girls. Mama's was just nuts. Some other guys of the Ku Breakers were around. Mike was working at Mama's and Chris came by cause hes working but got some pizza and sat with us for a lil bit. Saw Vi and flipped out!! Good seeing and talking with her always. Vi...........

. After we pce out and walk back and say late.
I think its nice every thurs is the same routine to practice with my 2 azn brothers from the Ku Breakers Mike and Matt and an hr after practice head out to parties. I hope in the spring they pledge AXP cause besides them being my good friends l see them fitting well with the other brothers and after the Mr.KU event the AST sisters seem to be good friends with them too.
'Rob, we are now fans of the Ku Breakers' - AST Meg. Awww how sweet

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With everything else, just a blur. Lots of just stuff happening in general. School work alone and grades is one whole section of my life l worry bout. With friends back home there are 2 issues to attend to and at KU its 2 issues as well. Personal life with just things more private, also 2 issues to think bout and l dunno. Its overwhelming and lm just gon hope things work out. Second l feel like lm almost set, l fall 2 steps back..
'Rob, your the most popular well known asian in Kutztown' .. <-Amazing.. Comments like these make me feel like the shit tho l dont know if l can agree 100%, l feel pretty damn good the statement was still made.
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Posted 11/18/2005 at 3:40 AM

Thursday November 17, 2005

Sup Guys, drunk and o0o l should be sick but maybe beer b4 liquor never sicker shit isnt true.
Cause l had 3 cups and then alot of jungle juice and lm waaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssteeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!#####################3
K so wake and hit classes and chill and get food with Grant(Pres of AXP) and some of the AST girls and some guys from other fraternities ate with us. Later hit my other classes and slept and got fucked by the rain. Got dinner with the 314 girls Ash Nikki and Mel. Then hit dodgeball and we won. Rich wouldnt stfu about me throwing balls so when l did peg people out l'd yell at him bout it.. I hate it when he tries to talk shit. Hes asking me to do him favors too......
After hit dance practice and that was fun. Alot of laughs again and it was feeling better again. I still dont feel tottally confertable with the changes but l guess l have to try to make the best outta it. I really just dont know what to do in my position and l wanna figure it out fast. If l dont, things may change and when l come to realize what l should have done and because l didnt do it, it'll be a regret and yo, l HATE regretting.. I guess l'll see what happens in time. lm still really sad.
After dance hit the party at 56 and chill with the bros and meet alot of new people. Mostly the lax girls and the ones l met and off their friends who've l met are all pretty cool. lv been mixing up names tho like crazy. Girls asking me to dance and just coming from practice l said no at 1st till some random guy started grinding with Ash and she was giving me looks to pull her off. So l pull her hand and she squeezes hard and l laugh and pull her off some dude. I felt bad doing it but sorry, she dont like you buddy. Just ended up dancing with diff AST girls and chilling and played some beer pong with Jess. Joked and chilled with all the bros as usual. Good time. Its pretty cool the new AST girls, l feel like we've been friends for a long time already.
So yea, history channel is all bout the history of beer. Its pretty cool to watch. Apparently the sons of liberty, the way they got a big group together to have a meeting, they threw a kegger hahahahahaa. Simply put. But yea, lm no alcoholic like some girl likes to say but yea, its a hobbie and part of my social life l enjoy. Jungle juice tonight was mad good l'll say that.
Still not feeling so well bout things happening and whats up with my friends but hopefully things will be ok in the end. I hope people change their minds bout things.
Late.

Posted 11/17/2005 at 2:39 AM

Wednesday November 16, 2005

Sup Guys, theres so much goin on that its just hard to comprehend my life and how things are.
K so with my own personal dancing lm not feeling to confident lately. Lack of practice prob. But l dunno, performing live is always the best way to re-look at everything. I got 3 papers to work on and a map quiz to dot places and lv been running around involved in so much and fixing up my spring classes and aek5yjkeajgkeajkejda..
Wake, pick all my classes l set up last night to 4am and fucking a people, alot of the good teachers were COMPLETLY filled up. When a teacher has a 4.8/5 over alot of ratings on www.ratemyprofessors.com yea everyones on that shit, that class is filled the fuck up. Damn you other people who are smart about the professors they request.
Get lunch with Brian and Shannon and later Jodi and Rich come by and chill. Simple lunch downstairs b4 going back to sleep again. Sleep again in class that is. I was so sure l would stay awake today in class but l heard the jist of his lesson. Louisanna Purchase, Lewis and Clark went to check it out and told the president, that northwest passage doesnt hit the ocean straight through. All that was said in an hr and 20 mins. Its amazing how well my teacher dragged that out. He musta been real good in college streaching his 2 page paper to 10 pages. Math was ridiculously easy once again and l didnt curr.
K so get dinner with Brian and Rich and stuffed my face tho l had to dance soon. Thought l could just well... use the bathroom and drop that weight but no goal. So yea l get to the Mr.KU event the AST girls were holding. Chill with people till it started and Katie was my escort for the night. Walked up and got questions and answered them on the spot the best l could. The 1st question bout whats my fav part about KU l answered Greek life and talked bout how pledging and the people lm friends with is amazing and the next question bout best childhood memory l told people bout ultrazone and got funny looks and last question, biggest fear, l said lm afraid to die cause l think lm at the peak of my life right now having alot of fun and dont want it to end and if l were to die later on after my peak, l wouldnt care so much and there was some funny faces, smiles, laughs and 'what are you talking about' faces haha l felt like a moron. Intermission me and Matt who was also in it and the rest of the KU Breakers danced and it was alot of fun always performing. I dont think l did as well as l should have because lv been lacking. I feel bad about it and l should practice toprocking(general performance dancing) more privately in my room. I just wasnt in the mood and feel energetic. The vibe is so different at competitions and clubs. Whatever, after danced on staged for my talent and did everything l wanted to. Windmills werent so clean tho and skidded my shoulder. Didnt win but it was really fun and l'll enter again next yr if they need people to. I love my AST sisters. Later on lv been getting alot of IMs by different sisters saying good job and liked my dancing and gainer(running backflip). My new shoes are even lighter now(pumas) and gainers seem like nothing and people told me l got mad height haha.Thank you Meg for starting up that clap for me haha.
After Mr.KU, l ride with Pam Jackie and Jess. Pam drops me off at my dance practice. Thank you Pam. Hit practice and go over both dances. Feeling tottally fine bout the 1st dance but 2nd dance, still got questions here and there. Things are different and well... change happens. After practice get a shower and call up Tanya from the dance team just to talk for a bit. Its good just to talk to a friend. Talked to other friends online and well, l'll just see what happens in time.
I told my friend Joss whos tire popped on fri when he was driving me home to party that 'bad things happen regardless what you do and if one bad event never happened, another bad event would and because of bad events, good events occur to that wouldnt have happened if that bad event never happened' Follow me? But yea l even joked 'hey maybe you'll get laid tonight just by how things are changed now' and haha next time lm gonna say 'hey maybe l'll get laid tonight due to our circumstances' cause....... Good for you Joss haha.
I just wish everything was back to normal cause back then, it was awesome.
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Posted 11/16/2005 at 2:2 AM

Tuesday November 15, 2005

Sup Guys, man no video games makes days so much longer, its amazing how much time l have.
K 1st off, lm apparently not on my 1st or 2nd shipment for the xbox360... WTF

.. yea l better get that within the 1st few days its out or l'll be MAD pissed. If l cant get it right away and l can get it somewhere else then lm just gon buy it somewhere else and use the $95 l have down for it to buy games and shit.
K so anyway, wake and hit class and got a 80% on my geology test and then rest of my classes were sleepy time. Its why lm so wired right now at 1am watching Conan O'Brien and eating spicy ramen. But ok yea, go back to my room to get shit and head to the SUB multipurpose room to meet up with the AST girls for the Mr.KU event l entered in and did the interview and all that. It should be fun tomm. Ended up just hanging around and teaching Sam dance moves. Me and Kate were playing heart and soul on the piano and we were singing on the microphone. It was a fun time. Kinda like a party just without the alcohol. AST girls = cool people.
After had dodgeball and lost... Ughhhhhhh l hate losing. Anyway our record isnt so cool anymore but we'll see how things go later on. Just the refs are a bit.... bullshitty. This one ref made all these ridiculous calls on our team but didnt make one ridiculous call on the other team. We were all really pissed at the shit he was saying. Hairy douche bag.
Later dance practice and well.. everything will be ok in the end. Just hope everyone else feels better, talked with some a bit after dance.
Time is flying by and people change. Other times, you just didnt really know them.
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Posted 11/15/2005 at 1:10 AM

Monday November 14, 2005

Sup Guys, what a weekend l had back home.
So fri was interesting. Wake and hit classes and take tests and nothing excited happened all day as everyday. Later on get dinner with the dance team and then heard some bad news. But yea after that, decided to go home and party. Joss gets me and we hit Dom's party. Just drank and danced and l gave Sam her birthday lapdance. I maybe went a lil overboard with it but thats ok, lm not home often. Stuff happened and we acted like we were in jr high in the given situations we were put in.
Joss: Sooo0o.... whats your passion?
Me Dom Jess: AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!! Your cheesy..
Joss and Lauren: Ahh omg whos there, get out!!
Joss............. your cheesy hahaha. Who says that, esp when your in bed with someone? Hahha what was really funny tho was how he said it tho. Viko Swaaavay like. So smooth lemme tell ya but l'll let it go cause we were drinking and he's a lightweight. Oh yea, Dom's nail outta his bed post cut 2 of my pants!! Ughh so l gotta sew that at Marie's soon. Went to sleep freezing and wake up burning up cause Joss set the house to 90 degrees. Go back to my room and sleep some more and wake up in time for the barbershop to close. So yea, my hair is still ridiculous but the front is fun to play with. Went to the mall with Dom Brown Dave and Lou and got new white and blue Puma's for dancing and l found all black Nike Free's to dance in but not my size, l was pissed. So hopefully l'll find time and someone to get me to the mall to get them. Run around and call girls over Dom's and some girl's Leslie and Emily come to chill with us and we just sit around, talk, talk bout dancing mostly actually and show moves to each other bout what we've been working on. After all pce out and me and Brown get Wawa b4 watching MadTV. Some how l spent $15 at Wawa which kinda sux... yea.. Saw some old high school friends and chilled. Watched Madtv with Brown and it was hilarious, esp the shit they had on Pres Bush. Its so easy to make Bush jokes. Just say stupid things and make up words in the process. Watch 'How High' after that and its still such a ridiculous movie hahah.
Roomate: How carbon dioxide is changed into air..
MethodMan: Plants you fuck!! :throws several beer cans at him:

Hahha what a dick. After the movie go to my place and sleep till 3pm of sunday and head back to KU. Today all l did was eat several times and play on the computer. No video games tho cause my steam account password was changed by who knows who and shit. Didnt get anything accomplished either but whatever. Its good to not worry bout junk for a bit tho l got 3 papers to work on and 2 quizes coming up. I'll be good.
Entered in Mr.KU by my sister sorority AST and got junk to do for that. I hope l win that $100, l need it.
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Posted 11/14/2005 at 12:46 AM

Friday November 11, 2005

Sup Guys, its 140am and lm drunk and l gotta study for my geology test thats in 10hrs and 20 mins.
Wait whats, huh, yea lm letting things go to my head again, yes thats it..
Ok so wake up and hand in my paper and and take my history test. So l bombed the multi choice but even if l got only 10/25 then of the 15 l got wrong, by chance of the 15 wrong, lm most likely to get 4 more right so l prob got a 14/25 which is 28% overall of my grade then the essay worth 50% l think l did really good cause l remembered our paper and wrote a book on women's roles so maybe l got a 78%!! Ok lets just hope so cause l got a 59% on the last test and a 60% and 75% on the map quizes and 75% on the paper. Ughh l just want a C for this stupid ass class l dont curr bout.
After was math and hit a 100% on my quiz like every quiz and assignment. 100% if l could make it any bigger l would oh wait... 100% oh look there we go. Yea true. Rob Zheng = math genius. True but l dont wanna teach it or anything. I just like to know % chance of alot of things but besides that and money l dont really care.
After pick up chili fries and onion rings to nipple on cause l dont wanna stuff my face b4 bboy dance practice.
Hit practice with the BBoys and work on headspins for FUCKING A 1hr and 15 mins. Ready for this?! Wow, 1st l called my friend Dom(Domkey) whos well known for bboying around the world and talk to him for tips for headspins. Later just work on tapping. Tapping tapping tapping and OMFG could l not be more fustrated. Ok so ontop of just working on taps for headspins my hair has been falling out like crazy. People say to wear a beanie or it will come out and be a bald spot. I hope not. Ok ok ok so yea, my hair got SO TANGLED on the top part of my hair that l couldnt even balance on it anymore. Like there was a lump of hair so no joke, lm bringing a fucking comb to dance practice to comb my hair to get this FUCKING ASS MOVE!! OMG one l dont ussually work on a move for more than 20 mins at a time EVER!! Hr and 15 mins, cmon on now people. I was screaming and cursing and punching the floor at practice cause wow, this is ridiculuous but you know what, when l DO get amazing headspins, it'll be worth it cause not everyone can do them. Not everyone at all (l dont curr if its improper english). K so yea, work on flares, work on cleaning up my windmills to make them smoother and yea..
Oh yea, lm def gon make a timeout for the Ku Dance Team now. I took 20 mins cutting up a song 'Get that hit the floor' -Twista ft Pitbull, and so that way it sounds natural and its 34 seconds but its 6 seconds of intro and dying off so it gives the team a lil time to get ready. I didnt get to make up any of the dance but l got ideas. So far l still have that one 4 count lol yess..
Lindsey: wait you mean, 1 2 3 4, thats it?
Yes Lindsey, a 4 count. But ok theres 3 parts where its like 'watch that asrlyjeara.. watch that argadeg... watch that akryeakgj aeotrgjeaoikg aerijadg' so yea, its watch something some junk for 2 counts then again watch that some bullshit 2 counts then watch something something more more junk junky junk for 4 counts. Get it? So yea, lm gon split that up in half of the team to do something different. Towards the end its the chorus and got a few good ideas for that but not sure exactly what l wanna do yet but for real, after l make it, if Vi and the rest of E Board approves it, they'll be impressed. I choreographed b4, its nothing new and l take it really serious. I hope they like it.
K so yea after burning my head from practice l head out with the 314 girls to party. Sadly we didnt find anything walking around place to place hearing stuff from Rich whos source was Liz and thats just a bad idea and l dunno why l followed but yea, we ended up with nothing.. I feel really bad cause my neighbors just went back and l feel bad trying to lead them places. Later l see alot of AST girls and they're heading to Lambda Chi on noble so lm like 'waaaaaait!!' l need girls to help get in, just incase. So yea get in and see alot of friends. Also text the 314 girls back but everytime they call l miss it but l finally get a hold of them but it was late. Chill with the AST girls most the night and some other friends from class or from other parties. Later on.. 'ROOOOOOOOOOOB!!' and l go 'Taaaaaanya!!' and chill with Tanya from my dance team. I love her. So yea chill with her and talk with her this dude brad and Shannon. Shannon is Pam's roomie who pledged AST but dropped half way cause of grades but she should pledge spring sem since shes mad cool and gets along with the girls. Good party and Meg put in her Abercrombie&Fitch cd from work with all this great trance. Just like the clubs.. so yea l had a great time just singing and listening to all these sweet songs that l never hear at parties and that was just awesome alone. 'Staaaaaaars shine brighter when you are near' l love the way thats sung. After the cd plays through she puts in her Britney Spears 'Oops l did it again' cd and l help her find play and tell her that the guys prob wont like it and she says we'll just hit play and walk away like we didnt put it in. I hit play and the 1st few beats are so distinctive and EVERYONE turns their head to see me and Meg by the cd player walking away while Britney Spears is playing haha. Kinda funny but alot of the girls at the party were singing all the songs lol.
After the party was over, walk back with Shannon and Pam and Chris and Gustavo meet up. Now lm back and l gotta study then lm gon try to make up some of the dance. Tomm l work at a nursing home with a dance team. Fun stuff but atleast l got friends to chill with.
Lastly, look what l see on Dom's myspace by Molly..
yoo dom.. im pretty sure sams bday is this friday n we def need to have a fuckin crazy club domkey prt2/happy bday for sam party..n i think zang should come home to give her a lapdance.. its tradition. <- AWWWWWWWWW!!
The situation l was in tonight and how EVERYONE KNOWS EVERYONE.. Its good to be good.
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Posted 11/11/2005 at 3:13 AM

Thursday November 10, 2005

Sup Guys, lm trashed.
So its almost 2am and wow tonight was ridiculous. 1st off ld like to say that l realize no matter what, theres always gonna be problems and shit happens all the time regardless and theres nothing to do about it. So every bad situation lm put in, whatever, if that didnt happen some other shit will occur so it doesnt matter anyway. Its a good way to look at things overall l think, that way l dont feel so bummed bout shit happening. So yea, last night at 3am Russ IMs me saying his bro who lm always friends with needs a place to crash. I say its fine for him to crash at my place and we chill and eat till 6am. Wake up today at 3pm missing all of my classes and l had a paper to turn in. So yea, 7.5% of my overall grade off that paper is off. This was the 1st half, the 2nd half is due in a few weeks but yea, now l start with a 92.5%.. Shit but whatever it happens. Next get dinner with Rich and talk to some friends and stuffed my face. 4 plates of food. God damn l love the south dinning hall's upstairs.
Next dodgeball, we lost 3-4. God l hate losing close games. I did aiight, got the same kid out a few times but l didnt dodge so well. I kinda dove into the ball one to many times. I hate that, that someones throw is off and you end up RUNNING INTO the ball rather than running from it. It happens but standing there and waiting to move after its thrown is to slow to and its better to just run one way and hope to be able to use the distance of moving your making to make the dodge cause from standing to moving in motion takes to long. Hope you all get it. Just one tip in life: Always keep moving.
So after was Ku Dance Team practice and l am sore. So sore, my feet ACHE. Went over the dances again and had alot of laughs to just the ridiculouslyness(<-l dont think its a real word but you know what l mean) of my team. Just l'll say this, they have a really good sense of humor than you'd realize glancing at them. B4 l really got to know them l thought they were a bunch of nice, innocent and calm girls who were just really into dancing and enjoying themselves but really, they're just loud and do weird things and make obserd comments and wow, they're really fun.
After practice meet up with Nicole Heather Marie and Kelsey(314 girls) and we hit 56 AXP. Party was crazy and it was SOOOOOOOO HOT!! Ok seriously, l starting sweating so bad, sweat was dripping off my nose and chin. Yea.. It hasnt been like that at a party in SO LONG!! But yea, lied to people saying the brothers needed some pitcher filled but really used the beer to fill the 314 girls beer. B4 l was just filling their cups saying 'Brother cup!!' but it was still a pain. Still, whoever follows me to a party is 1st priority to have fun. Im glad they got about 5-6 cups in b4 the last keg got kicked cause the beer was flowing nonstop. Wow at one pt there was no joke over 20 cups all empty with hands trying to push through to get filled and it was just like 'oh man will l ever get beer?' but l got good friends and tactics hahaa, got my shit done. Ben gave me swigs of Bacardi 151. OMFG is that shit ridiculous, memories from last yr. I'll never do 3 shots of that in one night ever again.
Now lm here and lm drunk. Things are fun but at the same time a mess right now but l know in a month l'll look back on this like 'what was l worrying about'. I always do.
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Posted 11/10/2005 at 2:7 AM

Wednesday November 9, 2005

Sup Guys, today was ridiculous.
Last night some dude and his roomie had some big fight and l was called to be asked if he could crash at my place. I let the dude crash and now l got a new buddy Jason haha. So yea wake up at 830am and l couldnt go back to sleep so l actually did alot of school work till about 1030am. Played some CounterStrike Source and Half Life 2. At 1230 got lunch with Rich and hit my history class. Now its funny cause second l got to class for that hr and half l fell asleep. Then on my way to math l decided to skip cause l was so tired haha. So yea, hit my room and go to sleep from 3-6pm.
Wake and chill then to my dance practices. So practice with the BBoys was good. I just been so tired tho l didnt attempt moves as much as l should have. Butttttttttttttttttt l hit 2 full headspins off one whip. YES YES YES!! Tapping is getting a bit better. I worked on headspins for a good 40 mins today... YeaaAa.. Im watching clips and people do them constantly and just analyzing EVERY detail lm understanding it alot better than b4. Overall tho, l like to just whip it once and drill as many as l can. Just as a cheap quick 'WhoaaAa Oh My GOD!!' and all the girlies throw themselves at me tehehe..

. Hahha well l'll say this, next time lm at the club, lm gon be busting out the new powermoves just cause for your typical crowd who doesnt know much bout the bboy scene, power moves are the best crowd pleasers.

Club Biddie: Can you do headspins?
Me: Why yes bitch l can

Haha ld never actually say that......... unless l been drinking... ooOoOpSsSaaaaaaaaaAa my badd bitch. But yea, my body aches from the crashes l took from 2000s and Elbow spins. I learned to just take the pain to see how many spins l can drill in for everything like that.
After go downstairs to the main gym floor to practice with the Ku Dance Team. Im feeling so much better bout our 2nd dance just towards the ending, where lm suppose to be is still a bit confusing since we move around spot to spot a good amount alot in the last few parts. But yea overall feeling better. Just sore always. Feet ache and took my 1st hit in Ku Dance Team practice. We're practicing all these technical moves and this move just rolling on your toes and l dunno. 1st time anyway l was on my toes, body up. On the drop down lm suppose to be on my knees, bend hunched over. Well l held the up but then just gravity pulled me down on my back and yea, it just hurt. My knees hurt too. Bruises...... fun stuff. Oh yea, l may make a dance to timeout. I cut up a song into small parts to make up a dance for it and the overall dance was gonna be 192 counts, a few seconds over a min and then l was told it has to be 30 seconds. OI$Wteoiahjaoeja!! Yea thats really short. Plus a few seconds to prepare while the song is running. Hmm l'll still make it and see what they think. I might as well cause l really like this song Dom sent me 'Get that hit the floor' by Twista ft Pitbull and Pitbull makes any song great.
But ok my body aches and Conan OBrien is almost over.
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Posted 11/9/2005 at 1:25 AM

Tuesday November 8, 2005

Sup Guys, SO MUCH FUCKING HYPE!! OMG OMG OMG OMGOM GOM OGM GOMGOMOGM OGMOGMOGMOMOGMOG REWMOGREMGIMREOGMEIRGHJIH#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DRUNK DANCING WITH FRIENDS IS THE BEST!!
Ok 1st off its a lil past 12 and lv been up for 33hrs now.. Yea l didnt sleep last night, l couldnt so l played video games and been up since and l dont know why lm so awake right now. B4 l was feeling the need to pass out so bad during the day and dance practice but whatever.
K so get lunch and hit all 3 of my classes and got a B on a 30% grade of my Philosophy course. Im so proud of myself and school work this sem!! Ok so yea, after that chill and play video games and then was dodgeball. Hurt my legs and ass pretty bad. One kid ran up and tried to peg me and missed and l recovered a ball fast and ran up thinking 'bastard is dead' but no, shoes slipped from under my, skidded on my right ass cheek and bruised both my legs and crossed the line and was out. Overall we won today tho 4-3!! Wo0t Da Bombers <- our stupid ass name thanx to RichieRich <-also stupid ass name haha jk man.
Get dinner and talk with some friends and hit dance practice. So ok warm ups were easier than usual today but my left leg muscle is pulled from dodgeball and bruised in the front on both legs and my right ass cheek has A BRUISE!! Yea so sitting hurts a bit. Worked on the 2 dances we got so far and the 1st one lm fine with. The 2nd one... ehh l gotta work harder but lm getting there and every practice l notice good improvement. Just weekends l forget shit. Not good l know. End of practice get ANOTHER gift of these cards with condum poems haha with a condum and l dunno, its so simple but it means alot. The thought that counts right? These girls are really awesome. But ok yea after we get told we're dancing at a 76ers game and we're having a formal with baseball and we're also having a big formal in april. Fri and Sat night. Fri night being my 20th Birthday!! So yea, thats fucking awesome lm gon be with my dance team and my date for my 20th Birthday partying. I dont need gifts at all. Just being with good dancing buddies at a nice hotel with supposidly the largest hot tub on the east coast or something is all l need hahaha. So yea, its formal and l thought who could prob make it that was a fun date in the past of my 7 formals from high school. 7 formals in 3 yrs, that was alot of money lemme tell ya. But yea, l decide to ask Rachel. Rachel is so fun to dance with. Me and her use to hit up Club Egypt way back in the day haha and grinding or dancing, shes amazing. I love girls that mix it up between dancing and grinding. Both are great. Plus alc and dancing. OMFG l cannot wait. So April 7th(My Birthday) and April 8th(Jill's Birthday) are the party nights. What will l be doing? I will be drunk and dancing with my Ku Dance Team and one of my fav dance partners Rachel at a formal.
So yea also along with april and dancing is Beastmode 3!! www.myspace.com/beastmodeevent
$1000 to 1st place, l gotta get a good group together and try to win that shit. Esp its gon be IN KUTZTOWN!! Seriously, having real world people and shit come in KU is awesome but a huge ass dance competition in Kutztown.. Cmon now, that should be one of Kutztown's bigger events. By that time we'll work to spread the word and get flyers around. Saturday during the day, prob like 1-8pm or so, so everyone can still go out and party. I think they're making it $6 or $8 for KU Students. $10 to enter the competition. I cant wait!! This is what l practice my ass off for. Events. Iconz said Cesa was thinking of going again and last time, he came at me and l came back as hard and lm def looking forward to challanging him this yr too. Last yr in the 3v3 he came at me and as he was walking back from his set, l did a gainer(running backflip) right next to him and hit all my shit, all the toprocking on beat, footwork clean as shit and oh man. Weeks after that event people were complementing me on how well l did esp that it was Cesa. Cesa is a well known BBoy from Philly and been in the scene for a long ass time. For me to go back at him and shit, it knocked my rep up just a lil bit more. I plan on tearing him and other well known dancers up by April. Im working on power hardcore and will throw EVERYTHING l learn in a battle against one of them. Even if its ALL MY MOVES and not all theirs, to be up to a higher level will def be really good for me. I CANT WAIT!!
I think its time to build my dancing reputation now.
My game plan - Sets will be 'Blowups, Toprock, Footwork, Freezes, PowerMoves(Crowd Pleasers)/Blowups' and the best moves 1st as always.
Some pics of me and Rach from the past... Awww..

For your viewing pleasure..
PIRATE NAPALM!! ARGG DE MATTY!!

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Posted 11/8/2005 at 12:19 AM

Monday November 7, 2005

Sup Guys, today was simple.
Wake up and its 3pm. Get my lunch and do some school work. Play some CounterStrike Source and kick some ass but got my ass beat a bit on some new maps. I like the new maps that been coming out tho. Well designed and pretty smart for some interesting events to happen. Once again, Flashbang is the shit. Flashbang and either pump or auto shotty. Mac10 been having it too, running and spraying all the sitters with expensive rifles. Gotta love it. I love this game. Later on Chelsea comes over to chill. Just watch some tv, get a massage, talk bout dancing and all this junk and we get dinner at the cafe.
After that had dance practice with the Ku Dance Team. It was good remarking the 1st dance and working on formations on the 2nd dance. I was really nervous when l 1st joined the team if ld be able to remember all the dances and everything and l am. We practice alot and it pays off. Besides that, time with the team is nice. After practice hit my room and do the usual myspace, hotmail, facebook and of course as you can see, xanga. Got a picture of me and the rest of the dance team from the luau social on a poster saying 'Rob you got Leid!!' and this luau poster drawn by one of the girls. I think thats awesome.
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Posted 11/7/2005 at 12:52 AM

Sunday November 6, 2005

Sup Guys, pledging seriously was one of the best decisions lv ever made.
1st ld like to say congrats to the Alpha Eta's who are now a part of Alpha Sigma Tau, l got alot of new sisters now!!
K so wake up and its dark outside and lm like wtf

<- my exact facial expression. Well turns out it was 450pm.. yea.. So work on my geology project for a while. It seemed like ALOT of work and it is but not nearly as much as it appeared to be at 1st. But it is still gon be some of the most time l see myself putting into a single assignment in my life. Its ridiculous what we gotta do. Plan a trip to a national park but like PLAN PLAN it. Like every detail from how are we getting to the airport, how much in gas it will take, print outs of plane scedules and tickets, the car we'll get when we get off the plan, price to get in the park, what we'll do and how much every single thing costs. Like its EXACTLY what you'd do, pretty ridiculous.
Later on play some video games and talk online. Some of the 314 girls visit and chill here for a bit and relax till 1140pm.
1140 got ready for the AST initiation party. The pledge class of the Alpha Eta's got in tonight at midnight. So yea, at 56 we had a big party for them and it was alot of fun. Took alot of pics and video footage for the new AXP/AST Music video. Alot of people watched it tonight in Bobby's room. Got to chill and get to know the new Alpha Sigma Tau sisters tonight. There was good music and alot of dancing. Danced with the new Alpha Sig biddies too hehe. Had alot of fun with that. Then Benny Benassi came on and Sam flipped out and haha reminds me of the summer of Club Shampoo nights when l met up with her Alexis and Drunk Jenn(AST). Fun times. Of the girls, l'll give it up to Sam as my fav girl to watch dance tonight. Props to Kim for that jump - spin - hand on the crouch move. Very amusing. Just had a great time partying with the AXP Bros and AST Sisters. Seriously, this weekend has been dead on parties and my fraternity saved me on that.
Oh yea, flipping through the channels l saw some douche bags dancing so l was like ok l'll watch and see whats up. Wow ok where to start hmmmmm.. 1st they were like a church group right. They were on TV dancing and not well dressed to start. They all had similiar but obviously different camaflauge pants on and black shirts. All the black shirts were completly random. They obviously were told, everyone get camaflauge pants and black shirts and wow they looked bad cause it wasnt identical. So yea, lm glad my dance team is smarter than that to start. 2 their dance was HORRIBLE!! OMG it was the same moves over and over again. It was so slow too. Ok it was rolling arms and pull then do it again the other direction and then something similiar but much worse than the A-Town stomp. Then they just acted all jesus with that over exaggerated l love everything smile OMG l hate that face. You know, mouth closed with a big smile and small eyes. UGHHHH so fake it looks so bad. Ontop of that after they were done a lady came out to speak who looked disturbing and l have ALOT of beef with religion and shit but yo l was so pissed what she said.
'Jesus will bless you even if you put in 1 cent. Jesus told me that he will bless every person who donates..'
FUCK YOU BITCH!! HONESTLY FUCK YOU!! They pretty much says, 'give us money and you will be blessed by Jesus' BULLSHIT!! I fucking hate that shit more than anything. People using religion as a lie to get money and it is. Since when the fuck did she start talking to Jesus and why would Jesus give a fuck if people donated her money? So if l dont give money up, lm not gonna get blessed now? Im not even religious so l wouldnt either way but just the fact that people are doing that pisses me off so much. How bout the poor people or the people who live in other parts of the world who dont know about it and wont be able to donate? Its such bullshit. Theres so many flaws in religion l couldnt tell you where ld like to begin. I hate it all. People should be less in touch with God and more in touch with themselves and their friends. Stupid fucking people. Its amazing the ignorance l can see on TV. Truely amazing.
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Posted 11/6/2005 at 3:36 AM

Saturday November 5, 2005

Sup Homies, jynxing isnt just a thing people believe in........... its real.
l treat alot of things like a game so when l lose, l dont look at it so badly. lm starting to think maybe thats a bad way of thinking.
So l couldnt wake up for class today. I feel SOOO BAD about skipping class and weds l skipped all my MWF classes so its really not good l didnt show. Like 2 of those classes theres a 10% participation/attendance grade and l think l skipped like 2/7th of the classes or so. Not good. Do some work for a while but get sidetracked. But whatever, l was working on the AXP/AST music video till 5 something am. I sent it out to people today and they all said they really liked it. I mean, for alot of them, its the 1st lil video their in. Ussually back home we got party vids from everything over the summer and of course plenty of dance competitions but lm glad my fraternity/sorority friends have a video to capture the time we've had together. I love them.
So yea, visit the 314 girls and get dinner with Rich and Jon. ALOT of people went home this weekend. Every 6 weeks ALOT of people go home in KU. I feel bad cause we got thanxgiving break coming up anyway, whats the point? But its aiight. Chill with Rich and Jon and throw shit at Liz and Mandy who l met later on tonight.
Talk to people for a bit and figure my shit out. Hit 519s then 519n with a few friends, dropping by to say yo to people and junk. Oblivion just starts so early and its so overpacked. 519n which was Ken's had no more than 30 people and 1 keg and it lasted alllllllll night and it was 3am and there was still alot of beer. Just socialized and chilled with alot of good friends and played freaking 13 games of beer pong. Won 8 in a row with Mike haha my new record. Of those games, l beat Jon more than he beat me so we had 3 one on one games. Hahah l look up to the kid on beer pong as STUPID as that must sound and trust me, l may be drunk as shit but l still realize saying l look up to someone in beer pong sounds pretty fucking dumb but yea, hes really good. B4 winning 8 games tonight, my record was 5 in a row at 69 baldy with him. But yea, he beat me all 3 times. Close games all 3 games but 1st and 2nd game he hit my drinking cup when l put it down which is instant game over. I put my cup down so ld be more balanced when shooting. Second my l shoot my 2nd ball, he'd pick it up and aim for my cup. Bastard hahah, l NEVER see people win by that rule but its a rule. l'll give him props for it tho. I was still bouncing like a beast tonight. Lying to people to fix up cups or to re-rack when there was no point or ANY shit so they'd look away from me for a second so l could bounce. I love the bounce. Had a great night and friends throwing up and taking pictures and your typical party night.
On the way back, in the name of this girl, l knocked over the lids of every single trashcan and recycling bin from the cliffs to University Place, l think l hit a bit over 30. It was tiring but really fun and then hit the emergency button that just chills there.
Honestly, tonight didnt seem like it'd be so fun but it really was. I love my friends and tomm is gon be sweet cept the whole, work on the geology project allllll day.
Yo for real, am l conceited? Like seriously, ld like responses on this please. Like l really dont see myself but here and there l can be on certain things. But really l know its a bad thing and l really dont want to appear like the person who thinks they're better than everyone else cause l REALLY dont think l am. Like l see everyone equally smart, just what you put your time into. Yea the people who get amazing grades may not have that great social skills but the ones who know how to dress very well and socialize and enjoy themselves may not have the best grades and so forth. Its how you spend your time l see it and l really dont think lm like 'all that' or any shit. Like someone may memorize all the countries and capitals of Europe but someone else who doesnt know it may know alot about fashion and how to introduce themselves at a party and more current things with music. Just one you get a test in and one you dont, thats all. Cause you get C doesnt mean your an idiot, you just dont care bout things like 1950s women's rights or how to simplify 72x + 62y = 12. Cause who really gives a shit... I DONT!! I see myself that l use my time pretty wisely and keep myself busy improving myself. Like my one ambition is to become AMAZING at dancing. Ok not trying to be conceited please work with me but ok yes, l see myself as a good dancer. After the ridiculous amount of compliments(and god l love them tho l act like l dont care) and how HARD l try and besides the comments but WHO says them, l see myself up there. Im the only male on the Ku Dance Team and tho theres not many male dancers in KU, theres guys that try and just appearing to have the rep as the best one, l mean cmon, it kinda goes to my head aiight. Like l really try not to show off or any shit. Just the other night some dude attempting to Crip Walk at a party and l could have def stepped up and showed him up and l didnt.. Why, cause theres no point. I dont need to prove myself to random people at parties. I should be better than that so lm not gon dance to show off every chance l can tho its what l primarly work on. Tonight everyone was asking me to dance and show them moves and l said no. I said no because l see that as showing off and lm not a show off, not like l was in jr high. I dance for reasons better than showing off. For fame and money is cool too haha. Last time l danced at a party was to show another friend who dances, my moves and it just ENDED UP SWEAR that there was alot of people watching. I'll only dance at a party if alot of people are. Modesty is the best policy and it really is. Bragging and being conceited looks SO STUPID. I can remember when one of my friends just talked bout his dick size for a few months and girls were complaining to me asking me if he talks to me bout his dick all the time too. Idiots. Everything in life anytime someone asks 'are you good at :whatever:' l'll ALWAYS say 'lm alright' because talking is talking and ANYONE can talk and ontop of that if you dont live up to the shit you talk, you look really fucking bad. Its so much better to let people see sometime and they eventually do. I mean l think EVERYONE likes positive attention to themselves but its noticeable when people beg for it ALWAYS. Its why l try to be as modest as l can. I just hope people dont see me being conceited. Just lm confident about my dancing and one day hopefully, l will be regonized all over for it, not because l told everyone l am the best but they saw and decided for themselves that l am the best. One day l hope. I mean being known for dancing in KU is awesome and l love it that people that lv never met will know me because they seen or heard of me dancing and thats amazing but truely, l want to be the best.
If l took things more seriously l dunno.. Im drunk and wanna play video games, not practice dancing ya know.. I dunno if lm like all other dancers, drunk and wanting to play video games or if they're practicing regardless what they did on a friday night. Self control - l think l have it now but lm not sure.
Iconz said hes having Beastmode3 in Kutztown in april. Its a typical BBoy(Breakdancing) competition and $1000 for the winners. He said either 4v4 or 5v5. I'll talk to my friends back home of BeatWhakz and maybe enter with them. If l cant, l'll go with the best team l can find and hopefully beat out whoever is up. I want to win it not for the money but to say l won it. Its all about the pride. I hope my maturity helps me improve faster. Im 19 and not where l wish l was. Wade Robson was 19 and choreographing music videos. lm 19 and drunk off 13 games of beer pong..

. Not exactly where l want to be.
I see the ones who beg for attention never get it and the modest ones who dont plead for attention, end up with it.
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Posted 11/5/2005 at 4:18 AM

Friday November 4, 2005

Sup Guys, so not ALL party nights are amazing but its ok.
Wake up and hit my classes. Ughh so double shots arent working so well since l chugged one at 1030am and fell asleep till 1230. Anyway, take my map quiz and sleep in history and then do nothing in retarded children's math. Got food with Rich and saw the AST girls, like 30 some of them downstairs getting dinner and talk with them. The ones who saw it said they like the music vid so far so lm happy bout that. Get back to my room and work and edit on it some more and hit dance practice.
So yessss...... FLARE TO HEADSPINS!! So l started the combo last practice and today l walked in, 1st attempt HIT IT!! Not only did l do flare - low back kick - plant - headspins BUT instead of crashing on my side or whatever cause l ussually spin outta control, this time l was falling towards my back and coined dropped outta it. ON FOOTAGE!! IM me if you wanna see the footage, my 1st power combo. Am l happy or what!! So practice it a bit more times just to make sure l can do it and it wasnt just luck. Practiced other power moves, elbow spins and 2000s. Hurt myself pretty bad on the 2000s tho. Whenever I like most people have a fear doing something, theres always a slight mistake from hesistation. Like the 1st time doing a backflip, ya know? Everyone does that jump half way there and freaks out and splatters on the floor haha. But yea, l was trying to get over that with 2000s today. Oh, 2000s are when a person spins on just their hand, like a handstand but my left hand is holding my right wrist. Competly vertical, spinning, legs together and tight. I told myself no matter what just hold it till l crash to see how many spins l can get outta it. Got a lil bit over a full spin but on the crash l crashed on my front with my body completly stiff out. So yea, my balls no joke stuck out a bit more than the rest of my front body and yea, l felt that shit. Had a circle and had fun with that as it brings out what you practice.
After work on the video and get ready to party. Talk to some people on whos coming out and tried inviting different people l ussually see come out so l tried to bring them out tonight. Matt Ramon Mike meet up and hit 56. MASSIVE PARTY!! It was ridiculous. Joe bought a bottle of smirnoff and was selling shots for $1 and actually sold his whole bottle!! WTFFF!! Outta a bottle you get ALOT of shots which is ALOT of money. He had to have made atleast a $30 profit or so. Yea so l dunno why my fraternity was having a Christmas themed party but it was fun haha. Later a fire alarm got pulled tho and we all had to pce and 30 wasnt having anything tho there was a rumor they were.
Got mama's with the group and alot of other friends came by and chilled. Me and Jess offically had dry sex in Mama's. Haha Jess that was the quickest dry sex in history but it was amazing..

. Later saw another old dancing buddy Nicole and caught up with her and chilled then ended hacky sacking by Beck hall with some random people and Kim.
Get back to my room and Nicole who l saw earlier tonight calls me and we end up on the phone for a lil over half an hr and well... shes single now.. finally haha. Shes known l been on to her but l dont see her as much as l did last yr at all but ahhh dating.. yeaaa good shit for me. l'll be sure to call her again sometime soon to set things up for our date

!! Wow didnt see that coming but the best things in life are never forseen.. l'll say this about her, shes one girl who lv had a crush on b4 who l feel totally comfortable being myself around.
Ridiculous.
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Posted 11/4/2005 at 1:55 AM

Thursday November 3, 2005

Sup Guys, lm so exhausted.
So l wake up and then said fuck classes lm sleeping and woke up at 345 and got ready to get food. Hit dinner with Rich and Liz and chill and talk to alot of people bout just all sorts of junk whoever was around. Me and Rich talked bout some fraternity business and whats up with the other sororities and fraternities on campus. Work on the AXP/AST music video and sent it around to some people today. They all said they really liked it alot and l put in alot of time in it so far so lm glad its paying off. Get ready for my dodgeball game but our opponents didnt show..
So get ready for dance practice with the Ku Dance Team and did that. Its weird, l always feel like l dont know any of the moves one day and the next day l'll come in knowing everything. Well we learned a new part thats ridiculously hard. Just it dont flow in my head right as of right now. Practice wasnt as tiring as usual. I dunno what it was but my body was just really tight today and warm ups didnt really help. My body actually thinking bout it, has been really stiff and sore for the last few days. Dance, Dance, Dodgeball. The 3 D's of exhaustion. Well wait, l cant really say the same thing twice tho its 2 different practices and completly different but anyway. Yea stick around for a bit looking at dance classes that are being offered and then hit my room.
Get changed fast and heat up a bagel and get the cream cheese and hit 56. So yea, my fraternity bros are gon be having a party EVERY weds night now so its somewhere to go after my last weekly practice with the dance team. Eat my bagel and walk down and chill and drink with all the bros and the usual crowd thats there. Alot of the bros were coming up to me telling me they really like the video and lm so glad. Others who didnt see it, went to Bobby's room to watch and loved it. They're all telling me they cant wait to see the rest of it. I finally got the big picture of the entire fraternity from Grant today b4 l left the party. Marie Nikki Nick and Heather(314 girls and a 115 guy) came by to chill and drink. Just alot of laughs and Marie had alot of moonshine. Oh man so yea, walking back took about 15 mins longer haha but its aiight. Me and Heather walked her back and it was fine. Some funny things happened tho l must say but l wont embarass a drunk friend.
My feet ache so damn bad. Things are going really good tho but its time to relax a bit and sleep.
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Posted 11/3/2005 at 2:26 AM

Wednesday November 2, 2005

Sup Guys, wow am l tired.
Today to note was a good day as most are. Wake up early again, 730am, cause l been sleeping earlier, like 3am last night or so. Go back to sleep cause theres nothing to do tho till my classes. Hit my classes and sleep some more. Get dinner with Rich and Bill and relax in my room b4 my dance practices.
BBoy dance practice with the Ku Breakers was like the usual. I was all hyper today for some reason. I dunno, l just felt the need to be a nusaince or whatever haha, l was singing every song and dancing around all stupid but l still had a good practice. Urban Techniques Crew been coming by alot lately and practicing with us. Im glad they come, they DEF help out alot of the Ku Breakers and l like that. Worked on power moves for the most part but rehearsed some footwork and toprock. That double spin lm working on is coming along better. I think l know the beats pace on which l can and cannot do this move on cause its 2 spins on a beats time. Other note worked on headspins and ways to get into them with more momentum. So now l do a flare to a low dragged right legged kick back into headspins. Just a full rotation outta a flare and that back leg to kick adds alot and l spin ALOT faster so l can bout 1 1/2 spins but we didnt have linolium so lm sure it'll be more spins on that or on wood, like gym floor wood. Really happy bout that tho.
After l head right to Ku Dance Team practice. Was sooo tired but lm picking up the dance better today which l feel great about. Everytime we learn a new dance l feel like l just blow cause l dont know it well but l think l got this shit down pretty well now. Just the ending is SO FAST and so much, l gotta work on that but right now, my body aches ALOT. End of practice we get noted that on a poll taken by Kutztown students, who would you wanna see at more performances, which club is well known around campus and stuff like that, that apparently the Ku Dance Team was the answer for all of them and we are being asked to do more performances on more things. Along with that we may have a quad social coming up. We'll see.
Just got a shower and did some school work. I gotta add captions to all the pics and then change around video files using Windows Movie Maker so l can put them in Vegas Video 5.0 and start to make music videos for 4 things.
Ku Parties
Alpha Chi Rho
Ku Dance Team
Ku Breakers

lm gon work REALLY hard on them. They'll be amazing l promise.
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Posted 11/2/2005 at 12:33 AM

Tuesday November 1, 2005

Sup Guys, wow l been drunk for the last 6 days and seriously, what a good time it has been.
So 1st off ld like to say for the last 3 weeks, exactly 2 or more people have come up to me and asked me if l was in AXP/Breakers/Dance Team. Mostly the Dance Team tho, actually ALOT have been asking me if lm on the Ku Dance Team. But ok so lets start off.
Wake and hit my classes cause l slept early (245am) last night and woke up at 730 and then woke up at 11 and got ready and hit my 12, 1 and 2 class and got bagels for lunch. I never eat lunch haha, l just get things to go and eat them later on the night. So chill in my room and work on shit like pics and crap. Myspace, facebook, hotmail and all the usual crap l fill my internet life with haha. No CS tho. I think my self control really is improving, esp since elementary school when EVERYONE of my teachers told my parents l have no self control. Im a really different person than l was in elem school, l'll def say that.
Anyway, get dinner with Rich and SO MANY people came to our table just to talk. We ended up staying there for an hr, 1 cause the food was so fucking good tonight and 2 being social is always nice and the upstairs cafe is my spot for finding out bout shit, for real. That and me IMing everyone on my buddy list 'hey, where you heading to tonight' hahaha but yea, it was good ass food and just everyone coming by telling me of places. Do school work 530-730 then my game.
Later had our dodgeball game and we WON!! FUCK RIGHT!! 4-1 of the 7 games. Bastards got lucky with their win. I dodged like a beast luring balls tho l RE-MOTHERFUCKING-RIPPED my scab open again, l got it last mon, ripped it open again on weds and now its mon and l re-opened it again with this roll l like to do. When lm to close upfront and someone runs up to peg me, l like to dive to my left with my left arm in a half circle 1st and it rolls me to my upper back and l roll back to my feet while my right tricepts keep the half circle and use my right hand to push up so lm back to a stance. Its a fun trick just sometimes l cut up my arms.
After we win our game, l had to rush to Risley for dance practice. So get there and warm ups were just so hard. I feel bad that 3 of the 4 days l have practice with the team, lm so tired from dodgeball or Ku Breakers dance practice. So we learn alot more of our new dance. Its alot harder than our 1st dance in my opinion but l dunno, we'll see how well l know it later on. Just alot of confusing things l gotta fix up. We got the cd of all the mixes tho so lm gon listen to that and see how it is and practice in my room tomm or so and figure out my shit. One thing l cant stand is holding people back and bringing people out to a bad night. Just the other night the 314 girls were like 'dont worry, you dont gotta entertain us' but if l bring people out, its my responsibility they enjoy themselves, if not, then l have a bad time. But yea, still had a good time at practice. Just was so dead by the end of it. Rush out and call up the 314 girls bout tonight's party situation.
So hit my room and scarf down food and pepsi, get ready and visit the girls next door, 314. Get Nikki's cop costume and we pce out to 169 main. I realized it was TKE and was iffy and when we got there people left saying it was over so 58 noble was still up so we hit that. Good thing for friends who party, lemme tell ya. Hit 58, my 1st time there tho lv heard of parties there alot this yr and yo, it was sweet. Meet alot of people, guys and girls and they all came up to me. I LOVE THAT!! Some dude asked me if l was on the Ku Dance Team and lm like yea, and hes like 'yea l see you everywhere and everytime l tell people l see this kid around they say "yea hes on the dance team" haha'. !!!!!!!!! Cmon now, l like to hear that people talk about me when l dont know them in a somewhat positive light. I mean, the Ku Dance Team has a pretty good reputation lm pretty sure. Either way, l like that people know me. Its funny tho l been part of AXP since last spring and Ku Breakers since l came to Kutztown but it really does seem like overall, people know me for the dance team. Like 3 girls asked me tonight if l was on the dance team and l was seriously waiting to hear 'arent you part of the breakers too?' but they never asked. Like seriously, Ku Dance Team rep is where lm having it. Honestly, last yr somehow l just knew alot girls who were on the dance team for some reason but l dunno, l didnt realize it was like this. Maybe cause lm the only male too, ya know? But whatever, l love it. Party with the 314 girls and some new friends lv made tonight or the last few parties l been too. Its sweet, fall sem, just meeting people like crazy. Sadly spring sem is just chilling cause everyone knows everyone by then.
My day was filled with running around. Woke up, classes, internet daily shit, dinner, school work, dodgeball, dance practice, party.
Walk back with Chris Marie and Heather. Marie was trashed and had to look out a lil extra for her but shes our good buddy, its no biggie.

BBoy - Breakdancer
Talked to my buddy Dom (Domkey of BeatWhakz) one of my closest friends that is a serious dancer. Hes a big reason why lm improving so much in BBoying and l just watched the footage of him at BITB and damnn its ridiculous how good he is but at the same time, because lm his close friend and watch his shit all the time how l notice how he still does some of the same old stuff from over 2 yrs ago thats still hot. Its all about personal custom moves l think. I got a good amount but l want more. He's taught me alot bout bboying and helped me with bboying through dancing in general along with concepts and ideas for footwork, poses and helped me with power moves. He's really well known in the 'bboy world' and pretty damn famous which makes me really proud to be his friend. Every serious BBoy knows who he is and to say he's a close friend of mine is pretty cool to say. Along with him is the rest of BeatWhakz of course. Though of the group Ryan(Napalm) known for his power moves, seriously one of the best on the east coasts along with CrackerZacks for contorsionism and ld have to say Turbo just being well known are in the top compared to the group of being somewhat celebrity status but as of right now Dom appears to be the most popular. Honestly tho, he's still a rival and someone l want to surpass sometime in the next 4 yrs. Thats my aim right now.
Wait till l get this double step - double dragged spin l been working on. Step 1 and 2 are both on counts 1 and 2 with the right foot being right foot toes then right foot heel and then spin is on my right heel and left toes at regular leg spread and hit 2 spins and stop on 4 just on beat. When l perfect it, heh.. My fav toprock set being L backstep - L front - ball chain - uprock - pop to left side - double tap R - L drop backstep - spin -R step out right L= left foot R= right foot.

NEW PICTURES FROM THE LAST MONTH!!
CLUB SHAMPOO, DANCE TEAM SOCIAL WITH LAMBDA CHI, HAYRIDE AXP SOCIAL WITH AST AND PARTIES IN GENERAL!!

Late.

Posted 11/1/2005 at 2:13 AM

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Holy fuck you have pictures......now there's some on my site but not nearly as many and you're in one of them. You're th eonly one that i know of who has a full body shot of my costume. Is it ok if I use it to show my mom? Let me know.
Carly Ann

Posted 11/1/2005 at 7:22 AM by EmotionalArtist

whoaaaa. i think you have a picture on there of every single person at kutztown haha. i loved looking at that though. it seems like youre having the best time :) its so fun partying with you

Posted 11/1/2005 at 3:9 PM by natalie_fayfay

hahahaha omg great times hahaha its cool its cool

Posted 11/1/2005 at 10:27 PM by MDCisRuNNinDaGaMe

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