Friday February 29, 2008
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Sup Guys, my life.... l must be retarded. K so last night, didnt sleep till 630am. Was reading through my xanga from the summer of 05 and reading Brown and Dom's xanga and just laughing bout shit. Ended up just getting into it and couldnt stop reading, esp all the comments back then when everyone use to still use xanga. So many comments from so many people. l know a lot of people still read this now through Facebook Notes but its hard to get an estimate how many besides what people tell me. Wake up and lied to myself to skip all my classes again. Weds is sat, thurs is sat, jeez its really so bad. Esp lm skipping when important info is given out, l am truely stupid. Stupid for convincing myself that tho its important, fuck it anyway cause l wanna sleep. My dreams were interesting atleast. So when l finally did get up, l played Halo3 for a while. Had fun and then l got mad at stupid people then l started kicking ass so l had fun again. lm still not AS good as l was when l was hardcore into it but lm still decent. Just a lil above a 1:1 ratio. Like real lil, l prob kill 51 people to every 50 times l die. But with flag capturing, lm a military genius. l should be a military general. No for real, l love it and it really interests me and lm already a Chess master, chess is the base of all strategy. Anyway, made runs for Adam, hit practice and worked on my sets. The 1st 3, well dont really have a 4th. l gotta figure my shit out. With the dance team performance being yesterday, l only had today to really concentrate on tomm's competition in Virginia. This sux, honestly, lm not as prepared. Well depends, its a 2v2 battle and lm planning to enter alone for now. Practice was good tho and stamina wise, l think lm good. We'll see at the event. l mean, trust me, from 1v1 battles, l've been completely exhausted b4 dancing and embarassed myself plenty. Its good to have no shame. So afterwards, made runs for people, ate my Chinaking and got a shower while talking with friends back home and watching Ninja Warrior. It def got a lot harder. B4 l thought l could pass stage 1, now... the jumping spider... ehh... Thats rough. Got ready and me and Rich headed out, got Matt and hit up APD house. Partied there and it was a good time. Saw a lot a lot of friends and played a lot of beer pong. Joked around with friends and met a few people but for the most part, it was the same crowd. Def heard some funny things and yo.. Adam Little with the quote. l was talking bout how l didnt know someone at the party and he replied 'but she prob knows you' and then said l quote hahahahhaah 'it takes nothing to know Rob Zheng but it takes something for Rob Zheng to know you' OI$WHG)IH$W GIH$W GIH$WGIHW $GIH$W)GI HW$GIH$WG HOIHW$OI$WOIPGHWOI$GH :I$WGO:H$GO: HO: H$W*GI: H$W$OG:H I$GH)$WGH )$WGH) $WHGIWH$G W$HGI$WHG IW$HGH$W GIHW$GI HW$IGH$W Lemme bug out a lil more )I HREWGIHWQ$GIH)I$GH$WIGH)$WI ok lm done. He was making me laugh all night. Esp when Jenna and Amber were blocking the light in beer pong and he was asking the girls to get their boobs off the table hahahaha so random but so so funny. Had a good time and always fun being with the Theta Phi girls. Afterwards, me and Rich hit Shorty's and chilled with bros and friends. A lot of greek life was there as DZ had a social with Sig Pi and LXA had one with Dance Team. Got shots, got a coors and ran around. Its always the same people there sadly but it was somewhere to go. Socialized and just caught up with people and got some info bout... things. Hit back and been chilling. Playing detective last night and tonight.... yo for real, lm so good. If not a military general, l should be a detective. Just things l realize and what possibilities there are with... stuff and then what l realized bout info l got. lm SUCH a good spy. What lm spying on you say?! Hahhahaha nothing important, just cool to realize that lm able to retrieve info that l want that others cant. Ahhh l wish l could say but toooooooo many people read this that l'd be wary. l feel omnipotent hahahha. Tomm hitting my 1st 2 classes but skipping my last to hit home to Dom's and then we're getting Hack and hitting up Virginia to meet up with all of LOZ/AWR/4F. lm ready to enter the 2v2 alone but l MAY enter with Gunjak from AWR not sure. He's a good bboy tho def and l'd feel good with him as a partner. lm sure me and him can think of a commando or two b4 the battles start. If he is my partner l see myself getting further as l save energy so l can go fuller out in my rounds and l have better routines in later rounds. Pretty much, lm set to win 2 battles and if l win my 2nd battle, l dont have much left for my 3rd. Just the stuff lm coming up with now and all that, l def have jumped up another level but that means my standards of routines have gone up meaning, l have less cool shit. We'll see how things go. lm hyped to compete again. As much as l miss missing out on things and which l got MORE invitations to things tomm night, lm glad that lm gonna be dancing and then theres some big ass funk party afterwards hahahahah l dunno all l heard was we're hitting up a big funk party so we'll see. Atleast lm having fun. Always. Late.
Posted 2/29/2008 at 2:55 AM
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Thursday February 28, 2008
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Sup Guys, 03a84gh8haeih e8ihegih oegh eigh aiega <- l do this too often.. But thats about how lm feeling right now. K wake up and l COULDA went to my 3 classes but l tricked myself and lied to myself a lot that it wasnt important and went back to sleep. My dreams were REEEEEEEDUCKULOUS!! Hahhaha l was IN Halo 3 just sneaking muh'fuckas. Very fun time, just hiding behind rocks, waiting for people to pass me and shooting people in the back. It was a crazy dream!! l woke up and was very upset. So eventually woke up and just did the right thing and played Halo 3 till 530. Making weds into sat. So yea, had fun playing and listening to these lil kids sing. lm guessing these 2 lil kids were friends on the other team and you can hear your teammates through the headset and you can the enemies through your tv if you're close to them. Seriously, me and my teammates could not stop laughing everytime we'd rush in to kill these lil kids, we're start to hear these lil kids rapping through the tv. It was amazing. Multiplayer games online with headsets seriously has been hilarious since 2001. Hits 530 and get my crab cake from Mark's and superglue to refix my digital camera. Hit up practice and went over our routine a few times with the dance team and had fun just screwing around. Hits 7pm and we all hit up Keystone together and sat down and watched the game. Hahahaha Kutztown demolished the other school, whoever they were, l forgot, not important. So at half time and the girls danced 1st then me and Chris went out and did our pose and walk hahahaha l love it cept l heard cheerleaders saying 'what the hell are they doing' l kinda wanted a reaction like that too. Whos left in Kutztown to worry bout anymore. lm a senior and half of my friends are leaving when this semester ends. Everyone else.... meh what does it even matter anymore. Not to sound too depressed. But yea, screamed 'Party time' and then 'Whoaaa' during the slide in the routine and had fun performing. Ahhh me and Chris's last performance together at the bball game. Doesnt mean we wont be entering other bboy competitions tho. Had a good time and afterwards, just chilled and watched the rest of the game talking with my friends of the Ku Breakers, Ku Dance Team and some of the cheerleaders. The game was just.... laughable. Kutztown had over 100 points which is just embarassing for the other team. Pced out and got Italian hoagies from Camillo's and been in my room since. Coulda done stuff, had 4 options tonight. FOUR!!!!!!!111 But decided to make a fifth option and chill in my room alone all anti social like. l had enough social time to fill this and another life time. Hahha four options on a weds night but one was just gonna be ridiculous amounts of driving, another woulda been costly, the 3rd woulda been kinda beat and the last woulda been fun but lm just physically exhausted. K so yea, just played Halo 3 with Riv for a lil and ate food, watched History Channel and South Park and grabbed a nice long ass shower. Riv was making fun of everyone as usual as he's an asshole in general but esp on the mic. So here was a scenario... lil kid: hey.. hey guys Riv: Talk to me when your balls drop lil kid: they just did.... in your mouth Yo..... l lost it. It was damn priceless. Riv didnt even respond. A fucking 8 yr old boy just pwnd Riv. Truely priceless. Seriously, since the old ass Rainbox Six 3 days on reg Xbox with Domkey and Turbo and aoi54eghoi5eag oieagh oieahgoieagh oieaghoieagea all the shit we use to do. 'Party time' with flashbangs and smoke grenades hahahahahaha only a few will ever get it. Gears of War, Shadowrun, RainbowSix Vegas, Halo 1,2 and 3, COD4. Seriously, if you cant be with your friends, you can still play and laugh with your friends. l love technology. Like... we just laugh a lot. Shadowrun making Joss look like an ass. 'Ahh he moved!!!!' 4 chainguns unload hahahah4oighoi4eagh5h5ea goieh GOD what a good time, we are such NERD ALERTS!! Oh well, its not like its any secret or that my life is any worse. l honestly believe nerds specifically of any category of people have the most laughs outta anyone else. Like just the jokes are witty and no one gets it unless youre involved with scene. Anyway... with everything else. lm not gonna worry anymore bout time conflicting events. Just theres nothing l can do bout things happening at the same time which has been bothering me a lot lately. Now till the end of the school yr, there are 6 dates that events are occurring at the same time that REALLY piss me off. But l mean hey, atleast lm having fun. Just seems like God is laughing at me. That faggot. Cmon man, seriously. lm still trying to figure out my life when l cant even figure out the next few days. With friends, well with friends back home everything seems really good. Its a good feeling that home is still my safe zone for all the chaos going on. With friends at school, l feel like a heavy metal bass player is grabbing and shaking my head as he screams horrible lyrics in my face. l hate people screaming at me. But friends are friends and lm doing my best trying to play good guy between friends and cupid between people and seems like everyones upset bout something along with just who really are my friends and whos not? With so my friends graduating this semester but thankfully a few of them realized they are staying on the 'extended plan' haha which lm happy bout, but the ones who arent, its just sad. Every semester is sad seeing friends go for the many reasons, transfers, graduating, drop off by grades or finacial issues. It just sux. This semester is gonna fly by with spring break around the corner then April is all thats left. With friends, theres just too much to say. Atleast they're ALL not useless. Actually, just seems lately like the whole damn world is useless. Undependable morons. Thats what this world is filled with. Oh well.... l think l have a pre-planning problem. Like maybe l worry a lil TOO much but then again, my life for the most part runs mad smoothly and l have A LOT of fun so maybe its a good thing. l dunno where lm going with this. Just hopefully..... things work out. l hate people saying 'Rob give it up'. Like l just say 'nahh lm gonna stick with it' but for real, l really get angry where l hear 'give up' like.... WHY would you give up in ANYTHING that you aim for? Having goals is what makes people better people. The joke has been used countless times where its like 'you got a one in a million chance' and the other person replies all happy 'SO I GOT A CHANCE!!' and lm sitting here like 'YESSS!!! YESS YOU DO!!'. The best quote l ever heard in my life EVER was from the show 'Andy Richter Controls the Universe' which was btw an AMAZING show... but the quote is a response to his friend telling him he has no chance at a girl and he replies 'you're probably right but lm gonna go for it anyway'. Like that confidence and determination is something l love to see in people. Too bad l chill with a bunch of flaming d-bags. Thats life. Late.
Posted 2/28/2008 at 2:43 AM
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Wednesday February 27, 2008
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Sup Guys, last 2 days have been pretty exhausting. K so real quick with monday. Pretty much hit classes and then right after class at 1, l passed out till 9pm. Woke up and met up with the Ku Breakers and Ku Dance Team for practice. Went over the routine a few times, hit back, played some Halo 3 with Rivera and some of my friends from home, Quigs and Hackney. Riv sucked balls since he just got 360 and Hack wasnt holding up but Quigs got back into it well. After that, passed back out again. So woke up today and felt refreshed. A lot of sleep after a night without sleep. Hit classes and that was that. Ate with some friends in the AF and talked bout the weekend. Got back and just got on Halo3 for a lil while till practice. Practice was good today and talked with Dom bout the 2v2 in VA this fri. Damn... there is a lot of bad timing lately. Ughh oh well. So practiced pose transitions and as of now, l plan to enter alone. l should be aiight. Hit back a lil to eat some food as l was starving at 8 and at 9 hit back and we practiced with the Ku Dance Team. Fun just chilling with them and fooling around and aoi54eghoea4ghoighiea I LOVE MY ROUTINE!!!!!1 Its seriously just me acting out and having fun. The one section of the routine l may use on fri as well as it is a pretty sweet simple set. Its only like 11 seconds long but its bad ass. Hit back and now lm here watching tv and eating candy. Gonna run to Turkey Hill and get some lemon flavored icecream. Everything for the most part is good. There is a lot of bad timing tho on stuff going on. Just like l said b4, anytime lm having fun somewhere, lm missing out on fun somewhere else. Just sux that theres always so much happening and its always all at the same time. Oh well.... happens. With friends, well.... l hope things get better. Why cant everything just work out perfectly? Dom just sent me a video he's in promoting the That Jersey Jam event. So many damn events coming up but l dont wanna be missing out at school either. Its sad enough theres only 6 more party weekends as spring break kills 2 of them coming up. http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=505231270887&oid=20962752136 Its a pretty sick promo video. Dom's dancing most of the time in this in black. Well..... time to screw around a lil more and pass out. Late.
Posted 2/27/2008 at 12:26 AM
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Monday February 25, 2008
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Sup Guys, ahhh today has been pretty simple. Woke up and talked with friends online. Morgan invited me over to Old Main as we both had a lot of school work to do so got Chinaking and garlic knots from Mama's and hit over to Old Main lobby. Emily came by too and the 3 of us worked on stuff from seriously like 330pm to no joke 10pm. Talked bout junk, goofed around, ate food and did our work. They both were working on an art project and l did A LOT of reading for History class. Talked bout just A LOT of things but we did have over 7 hrs. Danced around and played dance, electro music. ADHD... its kinda annoying but kinda fun. Makes school work last a few hrs longer too however. So yea, ordered more food from Mark's and Joey delivered it to me. Ate food and took a long break. A really long break, kinda didnt go back to doing school work. Just chilled and bullshitted and harassed people who were reading the bible and was screaming 666 and holy shit, omg, jesus christ and they eventually left. Religion.... ha. So at 10pm hit practice with the dance team. Went over our routine a few times and l like me and Chris's part a lot. Its just fun. Straight up our routine is just fun. The cocky super ego walk at the start, the big donkey, boom boom boom and the super hard gay slide!! lm gonna scream shit when we perform l swear on my life. Party Time, WhooaAaa and Hard Gay are 3 things l will be screaming during our performance. lm out to just have a lot of fun with it. lm hyped for the performance def. Should be a good time. Afterwards at like 1120pm hit back to Old Main and been chilling with Morgan since. Just been helping her with her art project. Umm havent really done much cept get Sheetz, ate that while watching funny japanese videos on youtube and other dance music videos. Its 632am now and we're still working on this project for her class due at 8am. College students, its a fun life. So yea, going back to help her out since we got an hr left and for as simple as this project seems, its actually really hard and time consuming. 2nd time chilling with Morgan for crazy amounts of hours. 3pm-650am, so thats like 16 hours of chilling adding the hr l have left and minus the hour l was at practice. lm getting tired now which is bad. l plan to hit the library an hr early to play on excel and mess with the study guide my prof gave as l have an excel test in bus info systems at 11 and fin. accounting class at 10. After my philosophy class at from 12-1, l think lm just gonna hit back and pass the fuck out, l'll be late for practice. Electropop Lenny B radio mix. lm actually impressed by her ITunes selection. Note to myself incase l forget. Download ATB albums. Jonathan Peters - Devils fiction Late.
Posted 2/25/2008 at 6:57 AM
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Sunday February 24, 2008
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Sup Guys, l fucking love my life. Friends, drinking, dancing. Wake up and went into the living room and chilled with Morgan Matt and Kristen. Morgan took a funny pic of me which was sent to my phone which is now my background of me in my blanket and l really do look like a catapillar. So we chilled for a lil then got changed and ready and headed out. Got Andrew and then dropped off the girls so they could change their shoes as they didnt wanna wear heels..... Bitches these days, honestly. Jk jk!! Dropped off Matt and got the girls again. Dropped off Andrew at my place and me and the girls got Bagel Bar and some a bunch of friends there. l dont ever really eat there but its good food. Pizza bagel with a bunch of junk on it. It was damned amazing. So afterwards, got Andrew, hit Dollar tree and searched for Happy Birthday things for Ash's birthday that was being thrown at Ziggy's house as l promised Zig l'd help clean and set up since he was working. K so bad incident. lm looking for ballons and cant find any and turn and above me is a single ballon that says Happy Birthday. So l am looking up, walking and turning and reaching for this ballon and l said 'Oh Happy Birthday!!' all happy l found a Happy Birthday ballon and walked into the ass of a bent over old lady where l really didnt see her since l was looking up and then l like fell over her a lil and had my hand on her back. It looked REALLY BAD!! Her husband being behind us, l said sorry and walked away fast. It was fucking hilarious. Morgan laughed the most by far at the incident. Afterwards, we hit Ziggy's and chilled. Got bored and threw those streakers, stringers whatever they are called, its like toilet paper but it says Happy Birthday all over it... yea just ALL OVER the living room hanging everywhere like a big ass spider just left the fucking room. l found it funny and took some pics. http://photos-162.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sctm/v200/120/80/529893162/n529893162_410595_9152.jpg http://photos-162.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sctm/v200/120/80/529893162/n529893162_410594_4272.jpg Fun times!! Riv and Sabrina were over to chill and had a good time bullshitting around. Hits 4pm and dropped off Andrew Morgan and Kristen and hit back to shower and rush to RiderU. By that time l was chilling with Kristen and Morgan for 20 hours already. So made a few phone calls and got changed and hit up RiderU. A lil over 2 hrs of driving cause of traffic and got Vee. We looked bad ass indeed. So we hit up Solena's bf's place, Chris and jump in the car. The 4 of us get lost in Philly as roads were closed and junk and eventually got the Osaka, a well known Sushi place in Philly where l almost took Krysta over winterbreak but we ended up at Byblos, another well known Philly restaurant. So Jo0f(Jo0fCity) was already there and the 5 of us ate Sushi and Teriyaki and whatever we ordered and drank saki and wine. SUCH A GOOD MEAL!! Prob the best real meal l had since summer. Laughed bout junk, honestly a lot of laughs and l enjoyed being around a classy nice Philly Sushi place all well dressed. The saki kicked my ass a lil and after we finished eating and drinking, it was time to drink some more!! And dance!! YAY FOR DRINKING AND DANCING!!! If you could swindle Sex in there, life would be complete. So we hit up Monkey Bar(get the play on words joke?) and that place was mad fun!! So got a round of shots for everyone and Jo0f got hooked up with another round of shots for us since he has connections like that. One of the big truths in life.... quote by me - 'If you cant do it yourself, have friends that can' cause honestly, you cant do EVERYTHING yourself so befriending a useful person is important. Befriending everyone actually kinda helps. So drank and danced for the next close to 3 hrs. WHAT I LOVE BOUT LOUNGES OVER BARS ISSSSSSSSSSS people are DEF much better dancers at lounges. The bar... people just suck. Prob all wasteful obliterated retards who even if they were sober, cant dance anyway. Ok maybe lm going too far. But yea, l took a seat back and seriously enjoyed watching some of the dancing tonight. Like l never SIT BACK to watch other people dance at bars cause they are impressive. Tonight... well ok 1st off the music alone at Monkey Bar was amazing. House music and just the beats were amazing. Me and Jo0f playing trumpet with our beers to some crazy ass song hahahah. So many pics taken tonight and wowoowowoww. l wanna learn to salsa dance now. For real. Like not go pro or any shit but to learn enough where l can play around with it and goof off if l hear something fun to play around with. It just seems MAD FUN and l was honestly kinda jealous of this couple who were killing it on the floor. Other dancers, this one girl who was house dancing. Very impressed. Danced a lot, mostly acting stoopid. Thunder claps and acting all Reggaeton and did some tops. Everyone was showing off at Monkey Bar so l showed off too. It wasnt like l was the only one so it was fine and just had fun dancing to brand new good ass crazy music. Seriously, house music is prob the BEST music to dance too. Well that and dance music... dur dur. DRUNK DANCING..... does life get better?! Seriously, just what a fun ass night. Got a few phone calls and texts from some friends back at Kutztown. Just people needing to find locations of certain parties as they were lost hahhaa and other stuff.... middle man l am. Got some questioning to do tomm morning haha. Said bye to my friends and it was good meeting Chris and awesome getting to chill with Jo0f in over a yr. Been a while since we practiced together. Always a pleasure seeing Solena and Happy Birthday Vee!! You're 21 so now we can do adult things like lounges and bars and more club nights haha. l love my posse's. Hit back and Brown texted me the mapquest directions back. Thank you Homie. That is a true friend to actually text all the directions and miles out. So now lm here... bout to pass out. Got a lot of work tomm. Studying for a bus info systems test all on the new Excel and a lot of reading for History. Also dance practice with the Dance Team for the performance on weds with the Ku Breakers. Oh lastly, l got hooked on by a friend this song for an Old Navy commercial. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOffLJ3e48A l know its a girlie song but SOMETHING bout it is just EXTREMELY catchy. l think its when she goes high pitch in mid sentence. Its so peaceful and relaxing. Been passing out and waking up to it the last 2 days. l thought this was a well known artist but shes just an Indie artist for now. Theres another song by her on her myspace thats really good and lm wondering what else there is. The reason why l know lm selfish is tho l had a BLAST tonight, l know l missed out back at school but no regrets. No matter what l do or where lm at, l'll always be missing out somewhere else but atleast lm having fun at the time as well. l mean, l dont think its bad lm upset to miss out as every person should want the best for themselves but at the same time, l am grateful that lm in the position TO have multiple plans each night and only able to pick a plan rather than have no plans. l love my life. Late.
Posted 2/24/2008 at 4:57 AM
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Saturday February 23, 2008
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Sup Guys, oigohaoga -ae0g5ih5egh h g jjjjjj luck works in funny ways. If l lose....... atleast my friends can win. So wake up and DanielleO texts me that classes are cancelled. Def a good way to wake up and then pass back out. Wake up later on and made liquor runs for some friends and got Camillo's. Liquor run for Sara for Kristen's birthday who eventually were at my place later anyway. Played MASSIVE amounts of Halo 3 ahhahahah me and this group of kids teamed up and won 8 games in a row in BTB. So fun, good times indeed. Still got it. Me and flag running. l feel bad yelling on the mic but some people are so fucking stoopid. Didnt really do much till late. Showered, made a liquor run from Crowe, made some calls bout Sat and picked up Morgan Kristen Jo and Sara. After, got Matt and we all pregammed at my house. Gus and Chip came by and Kelan and Rich also chilled too. Ate and drank and watched the movie 'Cranked' which was nuts tho l only saw the 2nd half of it. l need to see the 1st half now. Talked to my friends of Sig Pi and chipped in for a keg. So yea, had a good time pregamming and eventually we hit up 30. Drank and socialized and just like last week, it was mostly greek life. Just its nice seeing greek life mix in together. Its hard to explain. Imagine being at a party with the wrestling team and football team and volleyball team and softball team all together and everyone knows each other tho everyones got their set groups. l dunno how to explain it any better and its a weird but really good feeling at the same time. Me and Koji won 3 more games of beer pong tonight making our record 7-0. Azn Invasion indeed. Ran around, Scott was making everyone do kegstands hahaha hes all about it. A bunch of friends just running around, taking pictures and laying around. Had a very good time. So after, there was another party by KSig 37 and dropped by there and saw all the bros lm friends with there. Some were also at 30. Stopped by and drank and socialized as it was pretty much the same group from 30 haha seems like people were LITTERALLY going back and forth between the 2 houses. So the Sig Pi guys brought another full keg to 37 and just everyone partied there. Seriously l been seeing everyone from greek life everywhere lately!! Its really nice. Had a good time and oh man....... games games games. Do on to others what you would like do on to you. Thats the quote right?! After that party ended at around 2ish, me Matt and Morgan went to Spuds but on the way caught up with Megan and Lauren and we hit up Mama's 1st but then met up with Matt and Morgan at Spuds then EVERYONE was there again. Greek life. Seriously, l dunno, greek life greek life greek life. Saw and ate with friends from all different fraternities and sororities and had a good time and they gave us extra food!! SCORE!! Killed my taco fries and flung fries at Julianna only to have her erase me from the background of her phone. We were drunk and taking pics on her phone and there is a pic of us that ended up as her background but she took it off and then left a mean facebook comment just now. Not cool Julianna. Hit back to 30 as the girls forgot stuff then hit my place. Chilling here for a while, watching videos, fighting Morgan(shes cheap and uses her nails), talking bout junk and now we're all passing out. Tomm Vee's 21st in Philly with her cuz Solena. Everything is just a rush. Def a rush. l dunno how people have time to just take their time on things. So much is just going on and damn.... l wonder if lm being smart bout how l live lately. Dont get me wrong, l love my life and have so much fun. Just seems like the way other people see me, the roles l play to other people and how it conflicts with other roles l play to other people. Ahh its really hard to explain but everything comes with a price. Everything. Just lately l feel like lm paying the price but not always getting what l pay for, ya know? Its rough sometimes trying to do things for people while still trying to help myself and its like.. l SHOULD be watching out for myself the most 1st or lm just gonna end up screwed but helping out other people is just more things l gotta worry bout and not to sound like an ass but what do l get outta it? But in the end, my friends are my friends and they watch my ass when it really matters. l guess timing has been off with some things and l can only luck out so many times b4 l end up losing. l prob am just stoopid in the end tho. Just l guess lm prob too selfish just thinking l can get whatever l want and be the best in any hierarchy if l really wanted to be. Just seems like that whole put your mind to it and you can do anything mentality is possible just.... not happening yet on some areas. l know l got it real good and all but l guess its human nature to always want more. l mean, why settle for what you have, ya know?! Got some news that was just like 'God fucking damn it' and it just seems like no matter WHAT l am doing or how much FUN lm having, lm missing out somewhere else. Sux. Oh well. Friendship before fame and fortune. Just hope lm making the good choices in life. l hate depending on others and sometimes its all l can do and if they fail... that sux for me but doing the adult thing, the right thing in situations, damn it sux even more. Winning, losing, its all just games. If l lose and my friends can win, atleast someone wins. l guess thats just life. <- Maybe that was the booze talking. Late.
Posted 2/23/2008 at 6:3 AM
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Friday February 22, 2008
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Sup Guys, ia4ehgtheageah life is nuts. K so yesterday(thurs) l had dreams that Harry Potter was running around my school and he was the reason why all these people were getting killed but no one cared and then l woke up and wrote in my facebook status that people slip me acid in my sleep. Hit class and my History Prof says l saw your facebook status and me and the class laughed. l was kinda embarrassed at the same time. Later on we were talking bout paintings and how if you were to look at them at an outside perspective how bizarre these paintings were if you didnt know the biblical story behind it and then he referred to me tripping on acid again hahaha. l gotta be careful with what l write. Got food and sat with Koji and his friend from Sig Pi and they only got a few new members as well. So next class was lame and just talked with the Sig Pi guys and chilled. Hit back and just bullshitted around. Played some Halo 3 and talked online. Hit practice and me and Chris got our routine worked out till the VERY LAST move. Everythings good tho and lm hyped. Our routine is a lot more... fun. We get to throw in a lot more personality into it. Should be fun. Afterwards, got a showered and hit Valentino's to visit Riv at work. Got a italian hoagie and a miller and we chilled and just killed that food. He said 'strip club' and sure.. havent been to one. So called Rich and he was down. We were meeting up with Phil and his 2 boys. So hit back, played some more Halo3 and Riv got out and picked us up. The 3 of us his some place Buck Rubs and it was a fun time. 4 girls were worth it, the rest... not so much haha Borat. Had fun tho and it was good to see what the big deal was bout. Didnt go up to the stage or get a lapdance or anything crazy. l prob should have being my 1st time but it'll happen later, no rush. Afterwards, we hit the party at 710 and that was real fun. Same people but always a few new heads. Some of my fav DZ ladies were there and me and Allie played some beer pong. Just drank and socialized for a good 2 hrs and its always good being there. Its so outta the way but atleast there are always a lot of people somehow. l told people to go there and Graveyard and heard Graveyard was ridiculously packed. Had a very good night indeed. Afterwards, hit back and just ate food and watched tv with the roomies and then passed out close to 4am. l knew we wouldnt have classes. Late.
Posted 2/22/2008 at 1:43 PM
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Thursday February 21, 2008
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Sup Guys, why is it that l get what l want if its pointless and if its important... lm screwed?! K so yesterday(tues) hit my classes and nothing special but me just feeling fucking stupid that l did bad again in my finacial accounting quiz. 2nd one, even worse than the 1st. l need to pass that class so l can take managerial accounting which is my last CORE class... taking core classes my 5th yr. And people wonder why lm here for 6 yrs. l just didnt figure out my life soon enough, thats all. But yea, l need to do well. l think if lm doing bad, lm just gonna sign up for managerial online while lm still taking finacial and then drop it and retake it next semester and hopefully the online computer system wont have some 'IF then' command that will drop me outta it. l doubt they do, the nerds running that site arent THAT smart or precise bout it. If not, my 6th yr l'll START taking classes for my major and then who knows if l'll actually grad college or end up being forced to drop out due to money situations. So pretty much, lm banking on my life depending on how a website runs....... yea.... my life runs on stupid shit like that... Great. Didnt do much but get back into Halo 3 really. Doing well and kicking ass. 18 kills, 2 deaths.... still like l was playing for the past week tho its been over 2 months. So hit practice and had a really good practice. Def got my sweat on. Worked on tops a lot as l been slacking in that area and came up with some shit. Just got inspiration and new ideas. Just on the positioning of my body and how lm so 2D all the time and how l gotta change that. Dance team girls came by to learn parts of Matt and Matt's routine as their in it specifically on their part ontop of dancing of course at the bball game. We dance on weds. After practice tho, ate my shrimp basket, showered and passed out b4 12. Today woke up and had over 10 hrs of sleep. Ahhh happiness. Hit classes which were the same as yesterday cause tues was a mon sced since we had off and class was just that. Hit back, eating crab cakes for lunch and watching tv. Found some books online for my paper for History so lm relieved bout that and played some Halo 3. Big Team Battle is now ranked!! So happy.... my fav game feature but it was just never ranked so l only played time to time for fun but l like what l do to be recorded and worth something. Tho its totally worthless....... if theres a scoreboard with my name to it, l care. Its sad how anal l can be bout that but lm not letting anyone think l suck when l dont regardless how douchebagish they are. Hit practice and worked on poses a lot. The one new thing lm working on from my back to shoulder to pop up, yo lm pulling skin like crazy. My WHOLE right arm from my right shoulder literally to my right hand is just red from the wood pulling on my skin when l push from shoulder to up and its a cool ass transition and all but.... maybe l shouldnt practice it recklessly. Pikes are improving a lil bit as... theres always room for improvement tho sometimes it doesnt feel like it. Good practice indeed and me and Chris figured out the rest of our routine and now its just reviewing it. Dance team girls came by again and practiced and chilled and it was a good time. Hit back, showered and ate a lil and met up with bros for an event. Good chilling with bros as always and had a lot of laughs. Ziggy and his jokes.... he got me tho. Also Wade... muh'fucka. He picked up my beer with his finger tips for half a second saying 'how much you got left, oh you pussy' and then put it down and l drank from it and my mouth was on fire. That half second he picked it up, he rubbed hot sauce right where l would be drinking.... it was slick l'll give him that but ohhh man, lm gonna prank him SOOO Bad now that he will prob attack me. It'll be worth it tho, l cant just let that go. But yea, got to know our new members a lil better and played some beer pong. Bill was visiting KU to pick up stuff haha and played pong with him and we won, of course. He was the one who told me to aim to bank shots rather than swish it if you're thinking in basketball terms. It DEF makes a difference. Hit back at midnightish and been eating shrimp and fries with cocktail and tarter sauce MmmMm MmMmMMM!! God l love food. So glad l eat like a fat kid but l dont look like one. Passing out a lil early again, drinking makes me sleepy. As for everything else, l got a lot of fun coming up. A bit too much where once again, lm missing out on some fun cause 2 events are happening in the same night. Got something to look forward to every single week until mid April. Just birthdays, roadtrips, spring break, socials with sororities, fraternity events(the most fun one each semester), a few, l think 3 dance competitions, my birthday and greek week. Yea.... with all that coming up. LIFE IS GOOD. Sadly a life lesson learned is.... that there are 2 types of people to consider worrying bout. The ones that will worry bout you regardless of what you do and the ones that wont think of you regardless of what you do for them. Picking friends is harder than it was in elementary school. Girls are stupid. Late.
Posted 2/21/2008 at 1:15 AM
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Tuesday February 19, 2008
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Sup Guys, ahhaa how wasteful but fun today was. Wake up at 3pm. Talked online with friends and junk and was planning to practice at 5 and didnt want to eat anything b4 practice as that just ruins the whole practice so just starved and showered and bullshitted around till practice. Practiced alone at 5 in the rec center. l mean, friends pass by and come in to talk for a lil but its a bit too lonely and l just really like being around people. l mean l did add more onto a set and transitions of pose to pose on some new stuff lm working on flows great now and its ridiculous how 2 weeks ago, something l was working on l believed couldnt even work due to balance and positioning and now.... l hit the pose, do the transition and hit the next pose. lm thinking bout adding another transition and 3rd pose so its hit, bounce up and hit something new then flow and then spike a final pose. Worked on tops and figured out how to do that spongebob dance thing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3n-XY55R1NI its actually not that hard, just confusing at 1st. It only took me like 3 mins to figure out and another 3 mins to clean up. Its fun to do if anything. l dunno if l'd ever use it rather than screwing around at a house party or a formal. Afterwards, hit back, got Chinaking, ate quick and got changed into nice clothes for pinning. l wore this blue express dress shirt A LOT lately. 2 fridays ago for a social with DZ, last fri for Theta Phi's date social, sat night for DZ's date social and then tonight for pinning. So hit the meeting, talked to the guys how the social with Theta Phi is pushed back a week and bout the big social of all greek life that may happen at the end of Greek Week. Its a while from now but damn..... Greek Week.... so fun. Esp last yr winning it haha. After the meeting, got beer and picked up some stuff some guys needed and hit 710. Drank and we just sat around talking bout greek life. Pinned the new members and lm already friends with one, Greg, and seen the others around b4 but was never formally introduced. Talked bout Greek Life for a LONG TIME. Just bout pledging and all the memories we had. Its ridiculous how one simple fun night is your memory on a certain event that happens every semester thats your story to tell to others. 'On my _____ night.... ' and comes a funny story. We talked a lot bout AST and how things were with them when we were freshmen and how things change a lot and what we thought of the older girls when we were still the new young guys. Its crazy we're the old heads now. We all say it.... Old Heads. Happens really fast. l mean l like being the cool older brother figure to the new guys and new girls of other sororities lm close with but l DO miss being the young stupid guy that l had these older brother and sister figures to watch out for me. They really did watch out for me too. Now its like, if l screw up, lm fucked and the only ones who can help me out are just as clueless as l am cause they're as old as me cause lm an Old Head. Talked bout the older brothers who all graduated for a while and times at 56 and Chinaking. The guys are set to get half of Graveyard next yr which would def be sweet. Everyones talking bout who lived in the craziest place... Cmon now... Chinaking last yr was PHENOMENAL and l never use that word. http://kutztown.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2208954675 just flip through the pics. Lingerie party being one of the best parties EVER and beerfest when we ran through 9 kegs in one day!! We use to get 4 kegs at some of our parties which is UNHEARD OF this yr. God damn, l miss last yr. This yr is picking up a lot tho. For me anyway, things seem normal. Played a game where we just go around a circle naming movies of an actor/actress someone picks and if you cant think of one, you're out, no sequels. Stayed till just bout 1am and decided to hit back as l have class at 10am tomm. Lately l been sleeping pretty fast, l dunno if its cause l been drinking or if my sleep habits are just finally becoming.... normal. Whatever, its all good for me. The stuff that happens and life long memories that retain with it. Its weird that living the moment, not to realize how that current moment will go down in history for you when you look back on. l miss pledging haha.. we were talking bout how we'd pledge again. Those were def some memories. My friends.... a bunch of other arrogant bastards. They're entertaining tho and thats all that matters. Oh yea, my new yrs resolution. Out the window, l made some stupid mistakes. O00oOo00oOopPPpPpSSaa?! Just..... being the good honest guy is just pretty boring and people walk over that guy. Have fun and die... l'll try that one out for a lil longer till life changes again like graduation or marriage haha who knows. Oh haha and one last note..... things always work well for me in the start of something new but then usually crashes, l dont get why. But l mean, theres just a lot of new starts lately and lm hyped to see what happens. Late.
Posted 2/19/2008 at 1:23 AM
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Monday February 18, 2008
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Sup Guys, Kutztown is back to being Kutztown.. This past week anyway has been amazing. So today l woke up and got 2 meatball subs from Camillo's and put in my laundry. Ate while watching the rest of Stomp the Yard and gave LaurenO from DZ a ride to another sisters house to drop off stuff and talked bout last nights date social and brought her back and threw my laundry in the dryer. Did some work, sent to my Prof my idea for my big paper and watched a lil tv and talked online. Later picked up my laundry and did a lot of reading. Not too hard stuff since just a lot of stuff is common knowledge like things bout DaVinci and Michaelangelo and what they're forte's were and so forth. Got a good number of IMs and texts bout parties again tonight and let people know bout 115. So talked online and got ready. Picked up Cara and Dean and checked out Graveyard a lil to say hey. Afterwards hit up Rugby and that was aiight and it was cool seeing some friends l havent seen in a while. A few of the girls who use to always party at my house last yr. Afterwards, hit up 115 and partied there with the DZ girls and friends from other fraternities. 30 and 115 is seriously the only time l see a lot of greek life mixed in. Seriously the last 2 nights, those DZ girls had guys from all fraternities in their house. So played A LOT of different drinking games. Catch Phrase again for seriously an hr. Played Kings(circle of death), up and down the river, fuck the dealer and later on beer pong. Played beer pong for a while. Won 8 games with NickiP. 3 of the games were won by me hitting Death Cup(their drinking cup - auto game over) and now lm getting beastly at it. Made a few good bounces and lies along with making people look away and hitting the same cup to end the game. Yo..... it is ridiculous how cheap a person can be in beer pong. Just pretending someone is asking for people playing and when they turn their heads to bounce or to pretend like the ball is by their foot so they look down. Death cup when they think lm gonna bounce and bouncing when they are protecting their drinking cup. l love beer pong if you cant tell. Had a really great time. Got chicken fingers from Camillos and ate while playing drinking card games and catch phrase. Was a really long party starting at like a lil b4 11ish and it was 4am when l left and its still going on. A lot of people again brought their own stuff so the kegs were lasting. It was chilled most the night and didnt get big till bout 1am. B4 1am was prob like 10 of us. When l left at 4am there was bout 30 some people. Really fun night. Talked with people bout Kutztown in general. Cops havent been too bad and theres been a lot throwing down. 115 having stuff def makes things feel like old times. Along with 30 throwing down a big fun party and John and John throwing 3 kegs last night and they didnt get busted either and plan to throw more often again. Just yea.... Kutztown is def back. Having several places to check out each night and parties lasting longer than 1am. Just feels right. Late.
Posted 2/18/2008 at 4:24 AM
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Sunday February 17, 2008
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Sup Guys, life is just hitting me in all sorts of ways. Wake up and got Spuds and hit up the bball game with Chua and recorded their dance with Jenna's related dance academy. Good dance and sat with April and the cheerleaders as they performed to record. l didnt think anyone would say anything and l dunno, just that comfortable l guess. They did great but the music cut out as there was problems with the speakers and they counted it out and finished the dance as everyone cheered them on. Ate spuds, talked with friends of the dance team and Matt and Chip and KU really destroyed Bloomsburg today. So hit back and just bullshitted around, played a lot on the comp, played a lil Turok multiplayer but its just not a challenge at all. Best score of 12 people the 1st game l was in and l havent played it in a week and few days and just.. theres not much more to accomplish. Relaxed and mad a liquor run for Colin and ate Chinaking while watching the movie Stomp the Yard. Didnt finish it but it wasnt too bad but yo... dance competitions are like that. But thats Hollywood, its entertainment to think it is like that. Got ready for the Delta Zeta date social and hit up 115. Got there and was the 1st one and just chilled with Kristine for a while. It was 10pm and l wanted to be on time and well.... l was kinda bored so yea, got there just at 10pm and people didnt come till like 1045 or so. From 10 till then, me and Kristine played the old card game war and anytime someone lost twice in a row, they had to drink. So usually War lasts a very long time but it didnt. Kristine beat my ass and l drank over half a pitcher in 15 mins. l got pretty tanked. A good number showed up at 1st and we played Catch Phrase as just EVERYONE loves that game hands down. Had a great time and that easily just breaks the ice. Sarah kept making people chug if the timer ran out on them. A lot more people showed a lil past 11 and it was a big fun date social as expected. Caught up with friends, some who l met from the DZ girls from previous parties and played some beer pong. Me and Dave won the 1st game by him hitting the middle back cup and me hitting the same cup immediately after. Did a rematch and he made the same cup and l shot for the same one again too but it was pulled away just in time b4 it went in. It was 100% going to happen again too if it wasnt pulled away. Lost to Julie and Pat and mingled around some more. Very good time. So afterwards, hit up John and John's by Camillo's as they had 3 kegs and partied there for a while as Rich and Ed hit there early. Rich wasnt there as he hit the bar but Ed was and caught up with friends and met some new people. Always fun. So me Ed and D hit up 59 and 69 and crashed a random party where l happened to know people, not really a party but a get together. Decided to hit up 710 and check that out and saw brothers and chilled there and they got some friends Melissa Ashlee and people and hit back to Camillo's party and chilled some more, the girls made friends and then hit up the bar. Saw a lot of old friends tonight. Dawson and Sarah were at the bar, 1st time seeing Sarah since last yr. Just sat around with Dawson Riv and Jamie. Old heads.... time flies. So after the bar, checked to make sure Melissa and crew didnt need a ride back and talked with them in the actual Camillo's. Ed called and got to 710 and chilled with bros for a while. Just talked bout a lot of stuff, goofed around and l ball tapped Wade a bit too hard hahahah well he got me earlier so it happens. Other funny stuff.... well everythings just a game. Good hearing good news bout some things and delivering good news too. Chilled with the bros till bout 3am and hit back. Plan to drink with them tomm afternoon. So got back, made food and me Rich and Ed watched the fights on Showtime. Talked bout Kimbo Slice vs Tank Abbot and what a fight... Kimbo just fucked shit up. Scary ass black man. Other things.... well.... everyday l wonder if l make the right choices bout what l do and some choices are bigger than others. lm sticking to my choice and all but...... its rough. Still not even sure what to do to be honest but my spot. Its not often lm in a lose/lose situation. Well things are still wreckless. Lots of things to still look forward to in the future and haha.... life is an acid trip. l really actually wouldnt know since l've never been on acid but lm sure its kinda like it... kinda. Late.
Posted 2/17/2008 at 5:57 AM
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Saturday February 16, 2008
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Sup Guys, hahahahah ridiculous what happens def. l hope lm just tasting how good things will be in the future. So wake up and had a crazy ass dream, well leaving names outta it but l just remember pouring milk into a box of cereal and eating outta the box with a spoon and after waking up, it took me a lil to figure out what was odd bout that dream. So hit studied a lil and took my Accounting quiz and did aiight. Not sure bout one section worth 1/3 of the quiz.... Ughh we'll see. So next class just talked with Tracey as we were on facebook talking and not fully doing the work on screen. Passed out in Philosophy and was texting with my friend Morgan through the day bout random junk. Riv texts saying if l wanted to come with him to get a car. Hit back and Riv gets me in Skip's car and we got McDonalds 1st and talked bout a lot. Talked A LOT bout last yr and Chinaking and just all the crazy things that happened in the past. Its ridiculous how important the present is cause of the memories that will always remain the past to look back on. Glad lm always having a fun present haha. Talked bout just a lot and searched for his car and he found it and seems to be getting the price he wants. We test drove it and it seems legit. Afterwards me and him hit Lehigh Valley mall and l got 2 shirts of underarmor. Hahhaa got the wrong type tho. l got the cold shirts apparently lm suppose to wear in the summer to keep my cool and the hot shirts are the ones suppose to keep you warm in the winter. O0ooppPpSsaaA?! Still two bad ass shirts. One in white and one in black, each $25. They're like Abercrombie&Fitch boxer briefs, they just like mold your outline and its pretty sick. So afterwards, hit back and Riv dropped me off. Good chilling with him as l havent gotten to chill with him much this yr due to all the things going on with him. Its a lot different from last yr when we lived together in Chinaking(<- the biggest acid trip of my life.... will always miss it). So bullshitted around for a while, got Crowe liquor and got Chinaking to eat and chilled. Got changed and me and Rich were similiar in dress tonight for the date social Theta Phi Alpha was having. So got ready and picked up Lauren Lauren and Christina and hit the social. Saw a ton of friends of the girls from Theta Phi Alpha and l was good friends with some of their dates and it was a very fun party, funny actually too. In the bathroom l could literally feel the house shake from the dancing. Jamie and Danielle dancing on the windowsills and beer pong upstairs. l met some of Theta Phi's new members as well and talked bout Greek Life in general and told them bout the social we have set up with them next week, either fri or sat as of now. Flip cup theme as we're having 3 tables and just throwing mad people together to play flipcup. Had a great time tho and there was a lot of... events. The food was amazing might l add and good work Amy for the food and for setting up the date social in general. So afterwards me and Rich were gonna hit the bar as thats where a lot of people went afterwards but real quick went to say hey at 710 and just ended up there. All the brothers and the usual friends from other sororities and friends in general were there. Chilled, played some beer pong and laughed at some events. l shouldnt have been laughing at people puking and being piss ass drunk and wowowowowo some people were DEF on that level tonight. No reason to get THAT drunk... ever. Its not exactly fun to be like that. Had fun tho, took pics and just chilled with close friends. Hits 230am and everyone was pcing out so hit back. Just ate food and chilled with the roomies watching tv for a while talking bout parties in general and how things changed over the yrs. With everything, life is very good. The things people say to me.... l swear, its really hard to suppress the arrogance sometimes but damn do l love it. Some of the stuff people say to me tho is just really flattering and lm surprised someone would say that to someone else within just meeting someone but l personally am pretty obsessed with it. lm just afraid of being a worthless nobody after college. It seems tho with everything going good for me, theres more reasons for things to go against me, like... hard to explain but if everything was working for me.... ld seriously be living a dream so it make sense that there are just extra obstacles in just stuff in general. Always someone needing me to prove myself and its annoying. Just... who are they that l gotta prove myself 1st off and 2nd off.... just cause lm challenged now l wanna prove myself tho its so petty and worthless. l dunno.... lm still a child. Tomm got no plans but the Delta Zeta date social and there are 3 parties to hit up afterwards if l leave early. Thats a good life. Late.
Posted 2/16/2008 at 4:4 AM
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Friday February 15, 2008
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Sup Guys, lm pretty addicted to how good l have it. IF there is a God.......... he really likes me and yo... thank you God. Wake up and hahaha seriously MY DREAMS hahahahahahaha if l could went back to sleep, l would have. l woke up at 8am pretty fresh but like... just trust me, l DEF had to see what happened in my dream so l quickly went back to sleep to watch. l swear, its like HBO time when l pass out every night. l love my dreams. So woke up eventually at 1130 and got ready and hit up class. For once, the stuff l read applied to class and l raised my hand with more stuff related to what we were talking bout. My Prof for History is a good guy and he reminds me a lot of my old History teacher Mr. Gehauser from high school who l saw more as my adult friend than teacher. The teachers l like the most are the ones that just care bout you learning the material rather than........ 'lets see how tough l can be' mentality. l swear... for every class there should be a standarized test and the prof. job should be ONLY to prepare you for that test for each subject. Just its SUCH BULLSHIT that depending on your prof. really does determine you grade. Anyway, next class just joked around with my friends from Sig Pi and daydreamed and hit back, got another lrg shrimp and fries from Mark's and killed that while watching tv. Studied some more for my Fin. Accounting test tomm and relaxed till practice. Practice was good, just enjoyed being there. Just me and the Ku Breakers fooling around with a skateboard, practicing our routine then having a talk bout girls. WHAT A HILARIOUS CONVERSATION we had for like half an hr. l love these guys for real. Just we practice and talk and damnn..... the conversation....... obligation rule hahahaha... for real.. great group. So hit back, showered and changed and watched some Ninja Warrior on G4. Ate a lil then it was party hopping time. So hit Graveyard 1st to visit my friends that live there, Zach, Monica, John, Toner, Torch, Aron, AT and posse and chilled for a lil and drank. Always the same people there, just there to say hey and catch up since it was thurs. Afterwards hit up 30 and it was empty. Like seriously 15 of us drinking. So l texted a lot of people saying they had a couple of kegs and there werent many people and to come and yo, it filled up!! It wasnt FULLY packed like normal but there was a lot of people, a lot of DZ and Dance Team girls. Chilled, played a lot of beer pong and azn had to dress like me but me and him wrecked shit winning 4 games in beer pong and then we just retired so we could socialize. Ahhh l fucking love beer pong. Such a stupid game yet it determines your self worth.... SOMEHOW... trust me, it just does. So caught up with friends and had a great time but then l hit up 710 looking for Ziggy. It's his 22nd and l talked to his gf Ash and they said they were gonna be there 1st then the bar. So hit that up, caught up with a ton of friends and met some new people who are friends with my friends new to the crowd. Had a good time and joked around with Kate and Sam and how l tell those twins apart. lm getting good at telling twins apart lately in general. Chilled and drank with bros and yo.... good time indeed. Afterwards hit back to 30 just to chill and get my dance on. Crack Dat Soulja Boy.... what a played out song but did it anyway for a lil and yoooyooyoyoyoyoyoyoyooy the things people told me.... u54eahrgiheagiheagihea people are crazy and for real... lm really curious how..... just IM me for real... its just not right to write hahahahahahhaah but wowow me and Terry are just wondering.... 'prove it' hahahaha seriously.. 1 who says that?! 2 is it true?! Had a great time partying there and seeing my friends of DZ, Dance Team and Sig Pi but then hit the bar. So searched for Ziggy. Solecki made me do a shot of peppermint something and aghruiahegoiheagea gae that was strong... got me there tho. Talked bout his pong tourny in March and lm hyped for that. That just seems like ONE FULL GOOD DAY!! lm hyped. Ran around and GRANT AND BILL came back to visit, former alumni AXP brothers. l always did have an older brother feeling with them specifically. Bill dancing with girls hahahaha l def shoulda recorded it. Good seeing them tho and caught up a lot. Knowing everything is good for my friends makes everything just seem better. Ran around but heard Ziggy hit back eaoi5gha iehgi5ehagoiahgiea FUCKKKk so just drank and chilled and caught up with DZ and Theta Phi Alpha girls as they both are having date socials l may be hitting up. Had a great time and as always 'l never see you at the bar'.... l will be coming around more often, just l still enjoy house parties more and meeting new people and l like being in different environments but l will be at the bar more often. Its a lot of people's last semester so to see them, l'll be there. Hit back and gave Rich a ride back to our place and now lm home. Tomm its either PSU Main with Dom and Ryan but things are iffy bout that as plans got a lil screwed up so we'll see. If not.... l do have a lot of work l should be doing anyway like figuring out my topic for a History Paper and Bus Info work and l'd be hitting Theta Phi Alpha's date social on fri and the Delta Zeta's date social on sat haha. So00o good to have friends  .
The things l heard and people l met ha0i4hgihae4gihaegih5eagiae
wowoowowow theres more l could write but its not... appropriate for all
the people that read this. What l found out in the last month is a lot
more people read this from Facebook on the notes as some people didnt
even know l write in this Xanga since it goes directly to my facebook
note and people are saying 'l read you're note about.....' its nice tho.
Good to know people are curious bout my life. l really wonder if
MAAAAAAAAAAAAYBE one day... people will use this as a reference to this
time period... l mean prob not but who knows. All l know is l have a VERY GOOD LIFE and example.... this weekend which ever option occurs... PSU or two date sorority date socials.... l have a very promising future. l love my life but MORE IMPORTANTLY.... l love my friends who make my life so fun. Theres other small.... well more than small things that make me big headed but lm not gonna write bout it. Just know.... l act like l dont hear a lot of things. What a good time.. Late.
Posted 2/15/2008 at 2:42 AM
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Thursday February 14, 2008
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Sup Guys, hahahahah I FUCKING LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Parties def are worth living for. Happy Birthday Lauren O'Neill!!!!!!!!!!!! See two L's l didnt fuck up!! K so like today l skipped all my classes presumming they were cancelled. Well they werent but lm sure enough students skipped anyway so it doesnt matter, tho it does, my dreams were worth it. Seriously my DREAMS ARE SO FUCKING AWESOME... some days l wake up and wonder if l should just sleep my life away and watch my crazy dreams but eventually l tell myself l need to live my real life as that is a good time too. So got up, ordered Mark's shrimp and fries and killed that. Watched tv and studied for the finacial accounting quiz on fri. Its really harder than it seems. So worked on that for a while and at 530 pced to practice. Good practice, just went over some stuff and changed up some sets. Just trying to be more precise to the point of my routines. No dead air time and no bullshit footwork. Just.... trying to dance like the koreans pretty much. Short and to the point. Got exhausted kinda fast. Me and Chris worked on the 2man and pretty much finished it cept what we're doing for the ending pose. Good practice tho def and always good chilling with the KU Breakers and some of the Allentown bboys who came up. So hit back and showered and planned to just chill till get a text from Jen from DZ saying surprise party for LaurenO. So got changed and got a 6 pack of coors light from take out and hit Jen's for Lauren's party. Allie did a good job making sure everything was set up well as she is Lauren's big. FUN ASS PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 Had a great time def, just mostly greek life and good friends. Friends of the DZ girls and my friends from Sig Pi and K-Sig were all there along with other friends and got to know some people l've like known kinda but never really got to sit down and talk with and it was nice to really get to know some people l've been aquainted with for a while that l been meaning to meet. Played some beer pong with Josh and we watched him on One Tree Hill as an extra. Def enjoyed my view and yooyoyoyooyoy Allie and Lauren really can dance... l was deeeeeeeef impressed. Def two people l'd like to take clubbing or to a formal. Storing that in a lil note in my brain. Laughed A LOT at all the ridiculousness tonight.... people making out in bathrooms, the dancing.... thats a story of its own, the comments people were making and watching people... akward people hahaha me and Kim were laughing at someone's akwardness DEF. Drank and had some Jim Bucket hahaha never had that b4 l feel so not up to date. A lot of old songs were played tonight and woowowowowowowow what a good time def. Macerna ahhahahhaahahah and 'lm too sexy for my shirt' song whatever its called. Tonight was seriously perfect. Just surrounded by a ton of good friends... sitting around and looking at how good l have it. l love my life. Thank you Jenn for the invite and Allie good work on setting up tonight def. Now lm back and just gonna eat a lil food and chill with the roomies and pass out. Been talking to Vee and... astoldbyvee: so? astoldbyvee: i have 3 hard ass teachers astoldbyvee: who only gives out B's as their highest grades astoldbyvee: im gonna change that astoldbyvee: for sure l wish l had her mentality on grades like that. l have that mentality but..... on pointless things. Atleast l have that mentality?! l love my life so much. lm glad lm not graduating for till '10 hahaha. Late.
Posted 2/14/2008 at 2:54 AM
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Wednesday February 13, 2008
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Sup Guys, hahahahhahah everything is totally ridiculous. So l just watched the movie Donnie Darko and seriously...... what an acid trip. My life is kinda like that movie without the bunny. Anyway.... ok yesterday(mon) was simple. Hit classes, played mad Devil May Cry 4 and practiced by myself in the rec center. Nothing special nor interesting. Just practice was frustrating. CONSTANTLY trying to make up creative stuff ontop of not knowing the balance and rotation of just everythingipea 0eh54ag heagoi just trust me, its more annoying than it looks. Coming up with shit just takes SO LONG sometimes. Its so satisfying when things work out tho and after a while l did patch some ideas together. Ridiculous how several hours of working on a few sets leave me with maybe 20 seconds worth of something to watch. Atleast its a badass 20 seconds right?! Worked on power moves and saw some friends as they were coming by and had a few short conversations with friends. One girl, new to Black Flame dance team came by and asked to help her with stuff, just the baby freeze, tripod and kip up. Afterwards was my fraternity meeting and that was nothing special, just told them bout the Theta Phi social coming up and then hit back and at 10pm just passed the fuck out. Today l woke up at 8am but l had nothing important to do so just went back to bed. Just my dreams, so crazy, def worth watching so l go back to bed. Its not that lm tired, its just like... watching a crazy movie, like Donnie Darko. So gave Rich a ride to class and hit my 2 classes and my Prof said he saw me on fri cause he's part of the Town Watch and he said he called out to me but l didnt hear. l feel bad but hopefully next time he sees me or l see him, l'll go over and say hey for a lil. Mad cool guy, feel funny that he saw me dressed up running around with waterbottles in my pants hahahaha. Got a buffalo chicken cheesesteak from Mark's after class and it was snowing REAL BAD. So just ate that, uploaded MAD pics, like l think it was 108 pics. Just studied for my Financial Accounting quiz on fri as l need to do good. Watched some tv and studied for a good hr. God l learn so much more just from the book and sitting down rather than class. Afterwards, played mad Devil May Cry 4 and beat it. Relieved, now l can get more work done. Always a relief beating a video game. Just that.... accomplished feeling. And then Xboxlive records it and shows it for everyone to see and its on my facebook to show the world how nerd alert l really am haha. Watched Donnie Darko with the roomies and now they're passed out. Great movie tho. Crazy what happens. Speaking of which has been me lately. Just everything is so wreckless. Hahahha its just nuts what happens in time. The shit planned and how things turn out. l know in a few yrs lm gonna look back on this Xanga and read the shit l posted and laugh at how things turned out. Just wondering whats gonna happen in the future. Things are good and bad constantly and theres no like..... middle ground. Its like someone telling me a truck just totaled my car but then l got all A's in my classes. Its like YeeaAwwWYEAYeaYAwwawyYAwa with some whoa hoos and fucking-a's in there. l have very stupid but overall high achievements set out for myself. Stupid in the sense that lm in over my head. But thats ok, if l aim for high goals, even if l dont finish ontop, l'll get further than if my goals were lower ya know?! Take dancing, if l practice to enter a big ass high competition event, lm gonna get a lot better in a few weeks than if lm practicing to show off at a school dance. Anyway, life is good overall. Just l laugh at my own life constantly. Very hyped for the future tho. Something a lot of people been saying to me, well been saying to me for a while now is 'dont get your hopes up' just cause l always do, l get waaaaaay too hyped bout shit but its makes things fun. Let downs blow but lets hope that doesnt happen. My friend Tynee just IMed me.... 'dont give up' hahahahahhaha that is a funny phrase indeed. Reminds me yelling at Joss. By the way l had to do again as he was saying he was better than me at COD4 which l havent played in over a month and no one is on anymore but his ratio is 1.4 while mine is still better at 1.48 and then he said its cause he plays on harder game types. Get a 1.5 and then say something Joss. Hahhaha Joss.. joke in itself haha lm just jossing with you hahaha get it get it?! Hahaha for real Joss if you read this, lm sorry, lm jk. <- meLate.
Posted 2/13/2008 at 2:3 AM
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Monday February 11, 2008
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Sup Guys, l need to stop doing things that make me stand out. Like l do like hearing people talking bout me and hearing good things but then, no matter what move l make, theres people that like it and people that dont. Double lines, scarf being the current. So this day has been bullllllshit. Woke up, got 2 meatball subs from Camillo's and just played MAD Devil May Cry 4 and talked with friends online pretty much all day. Yea.... uploaded all the dance team videos and didnt do much else. Feels good to do bullshit. At 845 hit the bball game and had fun. Made A LOT of steals tonight, lm getting better, ball handling skills could use some work tho. Dove around a lil too much and had a bunch of crashes and shit but sometimes it paid off. Afterwards, Rich got Lauren and Heather from the fairgrounds and took them back and then hit back home. So showered and my god a shower never felt so good. Just stood there, in pain and dazed like a zombie for a good 20 some mins. l love showers. Its def one of the small highlights of every day. Now lm watching Southpark, the lesbian one mixed with the movie 300. Show is so ridiculous but l love it. Now l gotta do some reading for History class. l did some of it by accident last week haha. If you read me saying the stuff l read didnt fully apply to class is because l read the wrong section but now lm more prepared for this week.... SO THATS GOOD!! Oh the scarf and double lines, well 1st off, everyone wondering and that has been asking me, its a long sleeve Hollister shirt l just wrapped around. Its confy as shit and l like it. Half the people hate it, half the people like it. Its rough hearing people hate on it but ANYTHING different anyone does in Kutztown will be talked bout. Everyone is soooo0o... sheltered here. Philly, any move on style isnt a big deal at all. But here, wearing a shirt around my neck like a scarf and NO ONE KNEW till l told them, well it just seems to be on a lot of people's mouths from what friends have been telling me. The double lines in my hair, l think everyones use to. l got use to the way they are now. l didnt like them lower. Next time lm gonna keep them shorter. Either way, l like it and lm sticking with it. Conforming... people are weird. Late.
Posted 2/11/2008 at 12:25 AM
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Sunday February 10, 2008
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Sup Guys, this whole day has been me screwing around and drinking. l love my life. K so wake up and go back to sleep till it was like 245. Got changed, ordered Spuds, got stuff to mix my Nikoli vodka, got a fifth of Smirnoff Watermelon as l owe it to Melissa hahahaha l gotta stop getting in trouble. Got my spuds loaded fries and met up with Matt and Jarret at the bball game and recorded the girls dance while eating my spuds. The mix is the best one Matt has made yet and he even put himself in it a lil and did a VERY QUICK shoutout to every girl on the team as they all stand up on the part of their name. So after that, Justin met up with us and we played pool in the Rec Center till the bus came. Jumped on the bus and drank and watched the performance from last yr's game. Also watched Billy Madison and l didnt feel as immature anymore. Just drank, talked bout junk, listened to the mix Matt made for the girls as l wanted to hear the part he made just for the team and its pretty sick. He def improved a lot over the last 2 yrs. Drank a lot on the bus and other friends were getting wasted as well. Got in the Wachovia Center and sat with Matt Jarret Justin and all the guys l been friends with who been dating the girls on the dance team, Barry, Ryan, Ryan and Will. Watched the game, joked around, got food, icecream and beer and had a good time watching the game and the girls of the KU Dance Team sat right behind us. Saw Vi and Kat dance as they are on the 76ers Dance Team who were both part of the KU Dance Team. It was cool seeing them but l didnt get to talk to them. Its weird, growing up and see friends like... get somewhat famous to really famous. Crazy what happens. At half time, me and all the guys went down to the 1st floor to cheer on the girls perform. They did a great job and it was cool just to see them perform in the big arena. Ahhhh 2 yrs ago l did it... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtsYBN8qzzQ <- 2 yrs ago when l was on the KU Dance Team performing at the 76ers game. Afterwards, just chilled and drank and it was a good time. Being drunk, that perfect drunk relaxed chilled body feeling and surrounded by friends... yea... l do love life. Hits 930pm and we pced onto the bus. Took a seat and Mandi hooked me up with more alc thank you Mandi. Watched most of Step Up, 1st time seeing it since l saw it in theaters. Took a lot of pics, joked around and it was a good trip back. John and John were trying to have something but ended up not throwing. Got back and me Matt and Jarret hit up the party above The Tavern that my friends of LXA were throwing down as l saw Mike in take out and he told me it was byob. Good party, saw a lot of friends, actually A LOT a lot of friends and just chilled. Thank you Suz for the heads up. Around 12ish A LOT more people showed up and it got a lot better. Just socialized and drank really and KateA came back to visit! Afterwards, hit the bar and seriously EVERYONE was at the bar. Just seriously, walked around, talked with friends after friends and danced with a bunch of friends as well. l was only there for an hr but it was def social hour. Saw some of my friends who l was with earlier at the 76ers game John and John and Jenna and Jenna hahahaha thats kinda odd. Danced with friends and some girl in heels stepped back and torn my jeans like 5 inches. Had a good time and it was good just seeing everyone. Hit back, sewed my jeans and superglued and cleaned my Puma's. Been eating, uploading footage and watching History Channel. Passing out very soon tho.. Tomm is just video games, video editing and school work. Late.
Posted 2/10/2008 at 3:58 AM
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Saturday February 9, 2008
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Sup Guys, the price l pay for the amount of fun l have is... my grades. Ughh.. So wake up completely tired and SOMEHOW made it to class. Last night, just laying, watching Jackass with Rich and Ed, l didnt think l was gonna make it to class... that being it was 330am and l had class at 10. l woke up, drank my starbucks double shot and yea.... got back some not so good test results. 2 tests l didnt do as well as expected. One test l did just fine. So hit back, got Meatball subs from Camillo's and killed that watching tv. Played A LOT of Devil May Cry 4 and that is a great ass game. Some goals in that game, its not hard at all to get, just ridiculously time consuming... like try lm guessing bout 30 hrs of gameplay just to go for certain things. Not trying to do that. Beat the game, get what l can outta it and that be that. So eventually got my haircut and got the double lines but they are kinda thicker and longer than l wanted. lm used to them but its just not what l wanted at 1st but whatev, l can rock whatever. So made a liquor run for Matt and for Kate and got the box wine and 30 case of Miller High Life for the social and played more video games and talking online. Hit Julie's with Rich since l am social chair, l wanted to be there 1st as always. So all the guys showed up and then all the DZ girls showed and everyone mingled in for like 15-20 mins 1st. Everyone was good with bringing stuff and everything just went smoothly. Very relieved. Each team had a 30 case of beer, a box wine, a bottle of liquor and large pizza to finish for the race. Started the Crate Race and drank... drank fast, kinda.... drank a lot. Took a lot of pics and videos and yo LAUGHED A LOT A LOT!! So there was 4 teams. Numbered 1 2 3 and 4 and l was on team 1. So people would just walk over and say things like 'Ha, we're gonna win, we finished all our pizza.' 'Team 2 is gonna win.... you losers' 'Team 4 challenges you to a flip cup match' hahahahhahahahahahaha EVERYONE JUST WALKED AROUND TALKING SHIT!!!! l couldnt stop laughing. Even more.... during flip cup wowowooww l couldnt stop laughing. EVERYTIME l went someone would make comments and make me laugh HARD and l couldnt play right. Melissa was flipping once and Rich was cheering her on but it DID NOT come out right... 'Softer no wait harder Melissa yea harder yea yea like that harder you got it yea you got it' hahhaha me and her were laughing bout that. Had a lot of fun DEF and everyone was getting slosh faced. l love those girls. Chilled with friends and joked with bros and wowoowow I FUCKING LOVE SOCIALS!!!!!!! Its why l wanted to be social chair. Afterwards, l took my car back real quick and then met up with some of the DZ 'new members' at 56 and saw some friends. Pranks... GOD DAMN YOUUUU DOSIGHI$WHGIWH$GIHWIEG see tho it was really funny and l feel played and lm laughing bout it and it alllllllllll makes sense now... l was drunk last night and now.... l went overboard. Ughhhhhhhhhhhh. Hhahaha life.... what a joke.... on me... akakkakakakaka my life is a joke. So me and Morgan hit the 'Rec center' house as its Kyle's place along with the whole employee line of the Rec Center. That was fun and saw a ton of friends. Joked with JB still bout the horrible 56 bust night... that day was a night to remember but yea, bout how he said 'Theres no cops here!!' as a cop was behind him and l was like 'JB!!!!!!!! Noo0oOoO0ooO00O!!' and ran the other way. My friends of the dance team were there and chilled and joked around and all day tomm is bout them. Bunch of us pced out and everyone stopped by Spuds. l walked Morgan back and had a good talk with her. Mad cool girl and things seem like its gonna be a crazy semester for her. Hit back and met back up with my friends at Spuds and more friends came by and just ate and chilled and talked with other people where they partied at. Seriously.... theres so many parties goin on, just you gotta know who to talk to. Just it seems like A LOT more of the parties are like inbetween mass open parties and get togethers. Life is crazy. Hit back, chilled with Rich watching The Patriot and eating food and talking bout the social and now just bout to pass out. Its 439am right now. 3pm tomm lm watching the Dance Team perform at the game then hitting the 76ers Game. lm hyped. Then party. l do need to catch up on school work tho. Well... l am caught up but l need to be AHEAD of my work as next weekend lm prob hitting Pennstate Main again. Papers are gonna be coming up soon for History and Philosophy and we'll see... life is crazy. Just life is ai54ghieahgiheagiheaighieaghiea54hgieahg5ea and lm .................  .Well... good life still.... just wondering what the hell is going on. Late.
Posted 2/9/2008 at 4:43 AM
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Friday February 8, 2008
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Sup Guys, its 342am and l got a 10am... wttfff am l doing?! Everything is seriously a blur. Wake up and hit my classes and l did the reading and all just there was nothing said to apply to class and l didnt raise my hand and l know my History Prof thinks l dont read anything. Took my test in Bus Law and did well. Sure l got a B. Hit back, got Chinaking, killed that watching tv, too big of a line to get my haircut as l need it cut real bad. Played some Turok and made a liquor run for Colin. Hit practice and Cara and Sara came by to chill along with other people. Taught them some stuff and then started practicing. Added a lil lil to some sets but l think lm just mentally exhausted now. We'll see. Practice was fun for the most part. Just fooled around a lot and me and Chris worked on the 2man routine. Talked bout junk and the new MTV show bout dancers and l wanna check it out. Afterwards, got Devil May Cry 4 from Ginther at 30 and got a shower and played a lil. Game seems nuts. Storyline seems crazy. So me and Rich hit Graveyard 1st, saw a bunch of friends and ran around talking with people, just there to say whats up. Me and Jordan ran beer pong 3 games in a row. Beating the team that was on the table all night twice in a row hahaha who said they won 20 games. Well thats a good sign for us then as we're entered in Solecki's beer pong tournament in March. Should be fun. So was gonna give mad people rides to 710 but some bailed. Kinda annoyed by how some people were acting and oddly... people being stupid turned out to be a good thing for me long run. Even when people are being fucking stupid, things work out haha good luck indeed. Me Matt and Jarret hit 710 and chilled for a lil and were gonna come with some girls of DZ but then got invited to a DZ house instead and drank there and just hung out. Lots of pics taken, a lil bit of dancing, well me watching.. Had a good time def tho and stayed till 230am. Always good being around the DZ girls tho. So hyped for the social tomm!! Hit back and been watching Jackass with the roomies for a while. All passed out now. l dunno if l'll be able to wake up in time for my 10am. Def a lot of realizations tonight. Just... its always weird how no matter how much l think l know what people think of me, how dead wrong l am. How some people who l always thought felt 'too cool' for me really like me and came outta their way to talk to me and then how fucking stupid some people are that l did have respect for.... well l'll just leave it at that. Its crazy what has happened in the past and what lm already seeing in the future. Oh and had a dream come true. Well a scene from one. Too bad l didnt write it down. Nostradamus 2008 right here. Cept l only see pointless futures for myself. Great use. l did luck out tho. Really lucky actually. Plans go SOOO off course but for the better. Pretty much... if my life was Chess, l planned out 8 steps ahead of myself and my plans went to shit but somehow in 7 turns l said Checkmate. Thats a pretty good analogy right?! Some people... well, l just shouldnt bother with. Matt brought up a good point l watch out too much for other people and thats why lm stressing out so much like how l was stressing bout making 2 or 3 trips to get friends to other parties when really, l shouldnt be worrying bout how they're getting there and that its their problem and thats why people are friendly, cause l cater to them. Its just a habit, l like things to go perfect but its funny how tonight worked out. Def gonna be interesting to see what happens.. lm hyped. Late.
Posted 2/8/2008 at 4:0 AM
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Thursday February 7, 2008
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Sup Guys, lm watching South Park and its so fucking ridiculous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 Anyway... woke up and was in pain. Hit my classes and nothing really happened. Got meatball subs after class and returned the dead battery to the national auto. So really just chilled and ate food watching tv. Did some reading for History class and lm prepared to raise my hand a few times so my teacher knows l been doing my work as l just dont like raising my hand much in class unless l really am curious. Played some Turok and hit dance practice at 5. Practice was a lil rough tonight. Just couldnt come up with shit, well did but just they werent like fluid when l put the whole set together. Just l want everything to be one big motion. Like the sets lm making are SO MUCH better than stuff l've made up b4 but its a lot harder too as lm trying to find that perfect move for each spot lm in. Was REALLY fustrated a lot of practice tho and crashed a few times going for things that overall l dont even think make sense. Worked on the 2man routine with Chris and it was good killing my energy. Hit back and been bullshitting since. The internet has been crashing on and off all night but it seems ok now. A lot of fun things coming up. We'll see what goes on. Life is good tho. Late.
Posted 2/7/2008 at 12:51 AM
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Wednesday February 6, 2008
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Sup Guys, hahaha FUCKING FAT PEOPLE!! They always gotta suck. K so quick with yesterday. Yesterday l didnt sleep in fear l was gonna miss my test at 11. So l stayed up and played Turok, did aiight on my test in Bus Info Systems and Tracey was right, it is harder than expected. Hahaha oh well, its mostly common knowledge for someone whos on the comp all the time. So chilled and practiced alone. Made up more shit on the Ninja Gaiden set hahaha lm SO FUCKING HAPPY. Sadly.. it took me like 40 mins to come up with more shit to that set. Hit my fraternity meeting, told them bout the flip cup theme party we got with Theta Phi, finally a social with them. Also they are so hyped as l am with the social with Delta Zeta crate race. This yr... looks promising. Hit back and was on the phone with Nikki(Shyone <- prob one of the coolest bgirl names ever) for a lil then passed out. Today woke up, hit classes and that was that. Got some reading and studying to do for my 2 classes tho. Hit back, buffalo chicken hoagie from Mark's and chilled. Got other shit like markers for my shoes as clorax takes out color and batteries and junk. Played some Turok and hit practice. Added more shit to the 'Knee2Knee' set but damn lm really stuck now. Ok with making up footwork now, lately lve been going on a hot streak ever since l been practicing like crazy for the PSU event. Thing is, lm trying to be real unique, real different and unexpected but still fluent and have people saying 'why didnt l think of that' but that comes at the cost of being stuck constantly in weird ass positions. It takes me so long to come up with something to do outta the shit made up cause l am litterally stuck in my own body being twisted and crap and being in odd positions but yo, the shit lm coming up with, I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY WITH MYSELF!!! Dancing........ its the one thing lm sticking with that really... just gets to me like that. Practiced tops a lot lately as l been feeling unconfident in that, esp not practicing it. Its so much the music and the attitude. Dancing in general is 99% personality. Which is fun and why all great dancers have egos. Its true, they all think 'ha lm the shit' and most the time, they are. Some suck. So after practice, hit my bball game and had fun and did a lot of screening and got knocked down quite a lot by a fucking giant who just came down a fucking bean stalk... muh'fucka. Nahh he was a cool guy but he did cut my lip. After that, chilled played Turok and then Joey IMs me saying tits boobs mardi gras so we end up hitting the bar. The only nice pair of boobies(<- do l should childish?!?!?) l saw were my own friends. This obese slob fuck came up to me saying 'can l have you beads' and l gave it to her and she said 'do you want a flash' and l ignored her, not to be a dick but l dont feel like buying glass tomm morning from the eye damage. Was that mean?! Eh fat people, they so stupid.... and they eat too much hahahahahahahahahahhHAHAHG$WGIHW$GIH WI$GH(I$WGH (~!!!!!! Instana Ugly... Ok so joked around with friends, saw old friends and saw some friends whos 21st was tonight. Seriously the past week has been SO MANY PEOPLE'S BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 l swear... Mid May is when people like to fuck without condoms. So like... lm not wearing underwear mid May... whos down?! You?!? You?! How bout you?! Hahaha tits... anyway... real great time at the bar and met some new people. Really nice people, def made my night. l love my friends and my friends friends who l met. Lifes good. And its good knowing people are jealous of my life as l have sources who tell me everything and l swear.... people must be paid to say good things to me. My head... is big. Wont lie but l cant help myself after some of the comments people make to me. Life is seriously damn fucking amazing <- thats me.. everyday.Late.
Posted 2/6/2008 at 3:15 AM
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Monday February 4, 2008
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Sup Guys, day has been productive kinda haha.. Wake up and its already like 330pm. So got changed, washed up and ordered food. Talked online a lil and headed out to get my Chinaking and clorax along with a battery for my car keychain. So 1st got the battery and clorax to clean my shoes and saw Aly and Sarah as l hear 'Adidas' as thats Aly's nickname for me since l met her due to the lines in my hair. So talked with them and they were getting stuff for a small Superbowl party. Gave them a lift to Weis as they were gonna walk from CVS to Weis and l didnt think they realized how far it was. Dropped them off, made a beer run for LaurenO Ryan and Kristi and then got my Chinaking. Went back to Weis, found the girls, chilled and gave them a ride back and then finally hit home. So since then, just ate food, Jon and Steve passed by inviting me to 30 as there was a Superbowl party there. Relaxed, tried studying but it was rough as the commercials are fun to watch too. There were some REALLY GOOD and REALLY BAD commercials. The baby talking bout stuff being one of my favorites. Sad the Patriots lots tho. l feel bad that they were undefeated all yr and just happened to lose the last game being the most important. Thats whats always rough bout being at the top of the ladder...... only place to go from there is back down. l honestly think its harder being #1 than climbing the ladder... in anything. Played a lot of Turok. Unlocked some achievements and studied. Didnt really do much since then. Just been playing online, playing video games and studying. Eating food and watching History channel and talking online. lm not gonna sleep tonight in fear lm not gonna be awake for class and my test in Bus Info Systems tomm. Things are good, got some ideas. Good ideas, bad intentions. Not BAD bad but like hehe bad. Late.
Posted 2/4/2008 at 4:31 AM
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Sunday February 3, 2008
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Sup Guys, life hits fast. Ok wait so last night, John comes in running from cops hahahaha everythings all good but he was real scared. Funny story tho and he chilled here for a lil. He just ran hoping the door was open haha. JennaR came by and got him and told him its all good. Nice late night visit. As lm passing out NikkiR aka ShyOne calls as shes walking back from a party and we just talked bout junk. Good times to drunk dial. So wake up mad late in the day and play a lil Turok. Ordered Spuds and KateE texted needing liquor. So talked with friends online, played a lil more video games then headed out. Was kinda late.. Video games... you fuck. So got Kate's liquor, got my Spuds and hit Shaffer Auditorium to perform at some big dance event. Met up with the KU Breakers and saw some friends from Alpha Sigma Tau and the Theta Phi Alpha sorority and some other friends in general. Chilled back stage and watched a dance act. We performed afterwards and did the pussy eating finger tongue thing and pointed to the AST girls as a joke cause some guy did it earlier in a performance. Did well and it was fun. Always fun showing my ass off. Afterwards came back to chill and play more Turok. Talked online till the bball game. So hit that and met up with Ryan and Ryan, bfs of Kati and Lindsay on the dance team and Matt came by right after the event we danced for was over. He made it a few mins b4 the girls performed. So recorded their dance and its my fav dance they have so far. l saw it yesterday at the BringDaNoise Event. Good time chilling and joking around with friends of the team and the game was really good. Real close but Kutztown lost. Really crazy game. Afterwards, me and Matt got Gus, hit my place and chilled till Kyle's started off. Saw some old friends and l call it the Rec center house cause its everyone that l see at the rec center. People who lift and people who work there. So drank and played some beer pong. Did aiight as Gus as my partner with a 1:1 ratio. Met some new people and yea.. Chua you are right. 'Oh great, now you gone and made his head big again'. HAHHAHAHAHAHA head big INDEED!! The comments.... sometimes its good and sometimes..... not so good BUT the fact that people lve never met or heard of are having conversations bout me.... :brushing shoulders off: l swear people are being paid to blow my head up. Anyway, had fun at the party, met some new people and just chilled watching old school Batman, the 2nd movie of the originals. Had fun and lol.. research. Always good to know. lm glad to know haha. Pced out afterwards and gave the guys a ride back and hit back and played mad Turok. Beat the game and played online for a while. Real fun game. Its 8am. Gonna try to sleep. Late.
Posted 2/3/2008 at 7:46 AM
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Saturday February 2, 2008
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Sup Guys, today was fun. Wake up in pain asking why l decided to take a 10am mwf. Fridays being the worst after a thurs night of partying. So hit my accounting class and did well on my quiz. Prob B or C. So afterwards, my next class was cancelled so l just went back, skipping my philosophy class but that MIGHT have been cancelled too so who knows. Got Camillo's hoagies again and the game Turok for my 360 from Ginther, thanx. So the game is bad ass. A lot like Gears of War, storyline and the characters def. Great game, def play it. So played that like all day till 4pm. Hit Matt's event BringDaNoise. Chilled, played Karaoke for a while b4 people got there and got food. Hung out and A LOT A LOT of friends showed. Just socialized for a long time till the event started off. Made a liquor run for Steph and posse. Matt and his crew were rapping, the dance team danced and l like their new dance the best of all them so far. Good work Jenna. Then me and the Ku Breakers had our lil battle, old heads vs new blood. Real fun and Bert and Marc came through to come back and yo... l was really impressed by the younger guys. They atleast have an idea how things go. l also think its cause it was us and not strangers they felt a lot more comfortable as we goof off in practice. Had a lot of fun. Sat and chilled with the dance team girls most the time. Got to see a lot of friends tho and def glad they came out. l prob got a lil TOO wild at the event but it was seriously so many of my friends there and everyone else, l never seen in my life anyway, l dont think l'll be seeing them around and if l do, who cares. Afterwards, hit back, got cleaned up and LaurenO and posse showed. Got ready, pregammed and made a beer run. 30 was small so l hit my brothers place up on Noble. That was nuts. A LOT of new people, met a ton of people, caught up with friends and yo, people were mad pic crazy tonight. Not just me. Just ran around, drank. Had 50 different beer pong partners but won 3 and lost 3. Sat and chilled as PeteW and Jordan played music and it was a REALLY GOOD party!! Funny stuff happens as always. Just..... Kutztown IS a big high school. Everyones intertwined and connected and the things that happen. Lifes funny. Sometimes you cant get your own beer outta another room cause you're a good friend hahahahahahahaha good shit homie. Life is def funny and ridiculous..... and funny. Chilled till 2am and just l dunno... good night indeed. Well lm gonna play a lil Turok and pass out. Late.
Posted 2/2/2008 at 2:32 AM
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Friday February 1, 2008
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Sup Guys, l lost my mind... l really have. Wake up in pain and hit class. Class is getting better. lm making new friends and its nice. l mean, l always become friends with whoever l sit around cause, it just makes class better. More secure too l think. l have security issues. So yea, in Bus Law hahahaah seriously just talked with friends from Sig Pi and Justine ALL CLASS god we did not shut up. l wonder how loud we were haha. Got a lot of info bout stuff and hahahaa man.... lm a good guy. Deep down, yea l do expect favors in return but yo... lm a good guy. Hit back, got italian hoagies from Camillos so0o so0o good. Chilled and watched tv while studying more for my financial accounting test tomm. l should be good. So hit practice at 510pm and that was good. Got winded quick. Was just playing around with a lot of tricks. This double twisted back cartwheeel is confusing as shit. It make the cartwheel a total bad ass move. Worked on 2000s, on a few poses and seriously, my energy is just sucked out. Afterwards showered and hit Theta Phi's party with Christina. Not too many people but it was chilled and it was good saying whats up. Was suppose to meet up with some people but plans were such a mess ughh why why why?!?!!?! So afterwards, hit up Graveyard to say hey to friends and chilled, hahaha lifes funny. Didnt stay too long. Gave Aron and Marlana a ride to 710 and partied with bros and a bunch of friends. Had a really good time and as always. Just walking in, l felt like a fucking God. Always nice. That God like feeling. Just all my friends, all the bros and friends and then hot girls lm always down with. Life is good. And l was freaking out all day yesterday and today. Great party, ran around, laughed with friends, good news and well some bad news. Gina is leaving KU for another school. Her major isnt here and it is best for her but she leaves tomm. Outta no where she told me while she was playing beer pong with Cory. l really am sad, its always rough seeing friends go. Its life tho. Just sad that things change. What hits me the most is its so sudden, l said goodbye to her tonight  . Wish l had a
few days of notice. Its def the suddenness of it that upsets me the
most thinking of it. l hope things work out for her tho. Miss you
already Gina!! The party was a fun time, Pete and Jordan playing music
and they played some old ass Blink182 hahahahaha 'late night, come home,
works sux, l know, she left me roses by the stairs, surprises let me
know she cares' hhhahahha oh man, l was singing along fo shizzy. Great
time. Played A LOT of beer pong with Emily. We won 4 games, lost 3.
Hahahahaha we cheated Pete bad one game when l was taking a pic with him
and people and then slipped the ball in the cup walking back to my side
and pretended that l shot it and they fell for it. Emily was doing
REALLY GOOD the last few games. Holding me up. Its funny cause the 1st 2
games she didnt make any shots and shes like 'youre holding the team
up' and after she said that, she was making cups like crazy. Fun times. Got back as the party was over and chilled with the roomies for a while, watching movies and eating food. Life is good. lm not studying anymore. l got a test in 7 hrs. Fucking SUX. Oh well... Future... hahaha who the fuck knows. Seriously a lot of good and bad things been happening lately... actually for a while. Its really hard to comprehend if life is good or not. l mean OVERALL it def is good. Just upsetting news time to time. Its life. Some big changes too. Well, l think l adjust well. lm glad some things are being figured out while l create more problems for myself. Gina Lenz... l will miss you a lot. Good luck with everything and hope to see you soon. Late.
Posted 2/1/2008 at 3:3 AM
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