Sunday November 30, 2003
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Feeling better bout my accident but ok listen up. Im into 2 girls of the
exact opposite in extremes in personality. Its like liking both parts
of a ying yang. One girl is so pure and innocent and shes cool as hell
and def girlfriend material. The other girl is a crazy ass outgoing grl
that is fun as hell that ld take to any club anytime with some bad
habits. I dunno. I dont wanna say to much tho but l need help on my
situation. I feel just really dumb and weird that lm like this. Im me
eckoboi86. Cya.
Posted 11/30/2003 at 2:4 AM
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Saturday November 29, 2003
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Car accident. Turned on my car, turned on my defrosters so l could
see my left and right side better. Made a left turn, just hitting a pole
on my left side of the car. Its really fucked up and lm in prob the
worst mood of my life. Was chilling with Samm Dom Lisa Jorge Duron and
later Ryan and Brit came by. Yea, killed the night. Stole alot of shit
b4 the accident to. 20 dollar shirt, 12 dollar braclet, 30 airheads, 2
Hollister and 2 Abercrombie&Fitch perfume for Lisa and Sam and got
Lisa gloves..... Karma is something to think bout now. I always kinda
believed in it but l dunno. Did the stealing lead to my car being
trashed? Or was it just by chance cause l been stealing for 2 yrs now
and bad things happen eventually and l might have said the same thing
bout this anytime. Well l dunno but lm prob gon keep stealing cause l
dont believe in god or any of that shit. We'll see what goes down but lm
not in a good mood at all. Even worse, lm starting to like a girl that l
dont really agree with on many levels but her personality is by far the
most intriguing lv met in so long and she dances...... Yea its sad how
if a grl can dance, l would like her so much more but yea she does the
same dance as me and shes really good in general from what l saw, body
waves OMG haha. But yea lm starting to really like her and shes already
been with 2 of my friends and l dunno, personality is just amazing, just
what she does is something l dont agree with, and l dunno, l really
shouldnt but lm gonna anyway cause l cant change my feelings. Im out
tho, Cya Foes.
Posted 11/29/2003 at 12:53 AM
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Thursday November 27, 2003
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Yo0o Esay, last night was damn nuts. So much happened. Aiight aiight,
so l go to Dom's, we play video games and go to the mall to kill time. I
stole him a huge ass 15 dollar braclet from Abercrombie&Fitch for
his bday. Stole neons and sold them to Kyle for 28. Aiight so we pick up
Mark and grab tickets to Jillians lock in. Some ass calls my cell to
yell at me and blocks the number and mark just gets on and pisses him
off bad haha. On the way back to Dom's we're driving next to this car of
girls. So Mark is dancing with them and l presummed they were all
friends. So we're speeding driving parallel to them dancing for like 3 4
minutes. They cut us off and we stop at a light so they are waiting
infront of us. I run out and take a picture of them and run back in the
car. Then they told me they didnt know who they were. So yea l took a
picture of random people. Pick up Lisa and Samm from Lisa's house.
Lisa......... shes really something. Prob one of the most intriging
people l met in a long time anyway. So anyway shes drunk haha. Last time
it was Samm that was drunk. We get there and l kill the rest of her
Yuengling, just a lil tho. Go in Jillians and start breaking. I got in
alot of broke my ass doing a front flip. Gainer is still ok, needs work.
Just danced our ass's off. Later when the dance was dying, we made a
huge ass like 10 min circle and got the dance back together. At the food
area OMG did we make a scene. I honestly would have to say we had the
most outgoing people there that night. Bob, Dom's bro, was so damn loud
and funny. Him and Mark start going "HEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!"
and eckoing it and the whole cafeteria was doing it ahha. Lisa and some
bitch almost got into a fight. We didnt have any drinks so l stole 2
pitchers outta the bowling area. I almost got caught but Jorge had a
friend who worked there and l just kept shaking my head not to say
anything as l walked behind her boss's back. Bob Mark and Lisa were def
the crazy ass ones of last night. Ok heres a lil Trix story. Girl walks
up to me and hugs me. Shes pretty cute, realy nice face tho, long blond
curly hair, bout 5"5. Hugs me and says "remember me?". I honestly didnt
but felt so0o bad. I was like "yeaaa..." shes like "where do you
remember me from?" l said ".................WORK!" she says "Its me
Jill, Anthony's friend?!" I go "yea yea!" shes like "did you say work?"
lm like "no0o0o.........................yeaa" so shes like "ohhh" and lm
like "wait, do you even know my name?" mwahahah, shes like "Zang" in my
head "fuk" lm like "but do you know my 1st name?" and shes like "you
never told me" in a way that lm surpose to tell her. Im like "l know"
smile and walk off to leave something for a later. I dunno if forgetting
who she was or walking away pissed her off but she got her licks back
good, trix. So lm on the dancing floor and she comes up to me and starts
grinding. Im like ok that was easy. She then pulls me deeper into the
dance. We start grinding and she taps some boy to look over. The dude
gets jealous and starts grinding with her front. Girls are something l
dont prefer to share so l left. Im not gon raise her self esteem and
lower mine by sharing. So later on at like 3am, she finds me and we
start dancing again, then she gets pulled away by one of her friends who
had to go somewhere. lm like whatever thats the end of that. At like
4ish, she walks up to me and says "hey" lm like "yo" and she starts
dancing and itd be really mean to just walk away and plus there werent
many hot girls on the floor. So we grind for bout 30 seconds and her
friend pulls her away. lm like ok this is really gay. Im breakdancing
again and having fun with my posse. She comes over and is like
"everytime we dance, someone pulls me away, lm sorry!" once is a chance,
twice is coincidence, third time is on purpose. Im like "yea sure
whatever" trying to just blow her off to leave me alone cause it really
pissed me off l gave her a 3rd chance and she proved me wrong. So shes
like "no we'll dance this time l promise" lm like "aiight fine, l'll try
one more time" shes like "ok next song find me" lm like "where?" shes
like "on the dance floor" next song comes on l cant find her. Two songs
later l walk out to use the bathroom, l see her sitting right outside
the groove shack with the boy she tapped earlier. Gave her a dirty ass
look and walked off. That was the end of Jill the trix. Jillians, Lisa
had one mad hot body wave. There were 3 other girls we mad ass
lapdances. Esp this one moving to the beat. I stubbed my toe early in
the night so my breaking wasnt as good as it could be. Sometimes was
great sometimes horrible. Its messed like that. But lm really just
working on my toprock which is improving. Im taking alot of advice in
from the other breakers. Afterwards, took a group shot and went to The
Spot aka Dunkin Donuts cause its just the chill spot in the middle of
the night. After that went home. Mad funny times with the boys. Tonight
after thanxgiving dinner lm chilling with Dom Jorge Samm and Lisa again
at like 11 or so tonight. I spent however 467 miles in 5 days. Kinda mad
l spent around 40 on gas so far and l drive a civic great on gas. Well l
steal lots of shit so l cant talk. lm out. Cya Foes.
Posted 11/27/2003 at 2:42 PM
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Wednesday November 26, 2003
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Ahhh, the night was to big to type but went to Club Flat Spin, it was
aiight, phone lisa and samm, breakdancing, "Im sowwie but your dog died
naked" hahhahahahahhaha, singing "hey ya" drinking coffee at 330am
playing that damn number game. Mad food, killed mad gas, did 300 miles
in the last 4 days. Thong contest, Ashely l love you!!
Baby blue Victoria's secret Angel Collection...... Potential
fights, Nesh people, Racing---losing..........to joe haha, peeling off
on green. Flashing random people on the road. Yeaaaaaa crazy night l'll
def have to say. Tonight Jillians with Dom Mark Horhay Lisa and Samm.
Gon break, grind, dance and who knows. Fucking rip off tho, 25 bucks for
12-5am Jillians, what a bitch! Gon kill mad gas again and mad miles. To
levittown, oxfordvalley mall, bensalem, feasterville,bensalem then
afterwards bensalem feasterville,bensalem, levittown, home. You see
where the mad miles are coming from. Im out tho to rest a bit for
tonight. Cya Foes.
Posted 11/26/2003 at 1:34 PM
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Sunday November 23, 2003
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Aww damn aiight, big ass weekend. Parties, dancing in parking lots,
singing different parts of "Hey Ya" with some of the posse in the car,
picking up girls, running from car ghosts on train tracks
ahhahahahahahaha aww man. Reserved Dance Dance Revolution Ultramix for
Xbox then lm gon need to get xbox live for new songs, getting Counter
Strike Condition Zero when its out. Halo 2 whenever that will be, be a
while from now. Got more RAM for my comp, 256mb worth. Got a new shirt
from Abercrombie &Fitch, dark blue long sleeve shirt. Lots of crazy
moments. Now I got school tomm..... Oh yea, met a girl at work. Gail,
cute tall blond in 11th. I dunno but we're cool after 7 hrs of work last
night. I dunno, so lost on girls right now its sad. Im out tho to dance
a lil. Cya.
Posted 11/23/2003 at 11:4 PM
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Saturday November 22, 2003
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Yo0o Sup Foes, last night was gon be the weakest night l eva had but
turned out to be one of the best. At 10 l drive to Dom's. We end up
going with a bunch of people to nifty fifties and be wild and took group
shots and shit. At like 2am we went to pick up two girls, one that
goes to north another at tech. Waiting for them we go to the Bruswick
zone to chill, then l blasted music in the parking lot and we were all
dancing out there, just sessioning. They were helping me out with my
dancing. Always a good source of options to learn from cause most people
just like what l do. I like to hear someone with a good understanding
judge me. Ok so then lots of cruising around. Did about 100 miles last
night. Picked up the girls and chilled. Just drove around got food and
talked. Met the one girl Lisa. I already knew Sam from b4. Lisa is cool
ass shit but she smokes and drinks so l dunno but now l just got in and l
gotta go to work. I didnt even eat today and l wont eat till like 11pm
tonight. After applebees tonight, we're prob all gon chill with Sam and
Lisa late at like 1am again or so. Its gon be sweet. But yo lm out. Cya.
Posted 11/22/2003 at 3:43 PM
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Thursday November 20, 2003
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Yo0o Sup Foes, not much beens happening, just been relaxing. Lots of
sleeping but l gotta do hw soon. Just been having fun enjoying myself
and the next 10 days are gon be real sweet. Weekend then thanxgiving
break. Already got stuffed planned. Jillians is gon be real sweet. Made a
new rap/dance cd. DL Rockstar jason nevins remix by NERDS. Amazing. lm
out tho. Cya.
Posted 11/20/2003 at 10:20 PM
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Sunday November 16, 2003
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Im crying. Ok, dont think lm taking this to far but my family is
seriously the only true problem in my life. Since when they use to abuse
me when l was lil to now where they mentally harras me l will always
hate them. I seclude myself in my room on purpose so they come in and
fight with me. My father walks in yelling at me that lm not really doing
hw that lm talking online. Im reading notes off a book online and
talking to 1 person, who gives a fuck. Anyway, mocks me for bout 10
mins, one subject after another. If l yell at him, he always says "What,
lm not yelling with you am I, lm just talking" hes mocking me and
talking trash and so after he fails on one subject to bring me down he
goes to another, financial fucking aid book, then bring food downstairs.
I finally do yell at him and we almost get into a fist fight. Ass. The
only reason he stopped physically abusing me was since he tried to slap
me in the face in 8th grade and l dodged him and shoved him into a wall.
There after a fist fight where it lead to him chocking me on a wall so l
shoved my fingers in his eye socket and pulled. Since then he never
really came to close to hitting me again, nearly tearing his eye out.
Yea that would have been bad but he was chocking me on a wall, l rather
have him look bad with a fucked up eye than have throat problems or some
shit. Besides hes old and lm young. That simple. Anyway, outside of
school l believe to have one of the best lives you could see. Friends
with everyone, always happy, friendly to alot of people, tho l do bad
things that doesnt mean l cant be friendly, cause l steal things doesnt
mean lm a mean person persay. Anyway, at home lm prob one of the more
depressed people in society secluding myself in a room for a minimum of 6
hrs a day. The tears have dried on my face and l have to go back to
reading as pissed off as l am. I have a test on this fucking book about
hell called "no exit" where its just 3 people in a room talking. Thats
the entire book. lm out Cya.
Posted 11/16/2003 at 11:56 PM
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Sunday November 16, 2003
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Yo0o Sup Foe, just woke up. Had a really good weekend. Ok met this
girl Lauren, got her number, made plans for sat to chill. Thats some
quick good news. Aiight listen to this. I went mad stealing on friday. Brought a neon light into pep boys and said l wanted a different color. Walked in, got a white one in replace of the green one and stole 2 red and 2 yellow in my pocket. So theres 80 dollars worth l got. Sold a white one to Joss for 7 and 2 reds to Bryan for 14. Went to Beauty land with Kate, stole Curve men, Curve girls, Ralph Lauren Blue deoterant but l thought it was the clone, and 2 212's. Owed Brown a 212 cause he lets me steal at rite aid alot and steals my film when its develpt for me. Gave the girls curve to a friend whos gon give to this girl cause we're new friends and he invited me to his party. Sold Curve men for 15, keeping the other 212 cause the bottle is so damn cool. Ok went to rite aid and stole 2 axe's for 5 dollars for Bryan. Hollister Co clone sold for 8, Colin saved me 10 bucks on Command & Conquer Generals cause he works there. Yea, profit is good for being unemployed. I may go back hosting but nothing has come up yet. Anyway, now people are giving me lists of stuff they want. Poeme perfume, Ralph Lauren Blue clone, Ralph Lauren Polo Sport clone, 4 blue neons, 2 green neons, Madden 04 PS2. I dunno, but l'll try to get some of them some. Its pocket cash but l like the rush honestly. Yea so with all that money l made, l spent 27 dollars on applebees, two entrees worth. Party on friday night at Oscar's house. Was sweet, like 20 people ld say were there. Very relaxing. Met a few people too. Intrested in one girl but l dunno, seems like fraudish. Seemed a lil intrested in me tho so l gave her less attention l dunno l think lm playing the game? lol, beats me. Showed off my neons, everyone liked them. Finished my film there. Yesterday just mad errands. Got them all done tho. Got Command and Conquer Generals its sweet. Just a lil slow on my comp. Applebees with the guys as always at midnight. But lm out. Gotta burn Rita(Hot) a cd cause shes (hot). lm out. Cya.
Posted 11/16/2003 at 12:3 PM
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Wednesday November 12, 2003
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Very tired. Always tired. Things are intresting. Just they are and lm
in a real good mood. lm different tho. Heh heh, l really wanna say what
lm thinking bout you guys are all gon think lm weird. School was good
again tho. Ap Psych, lots of joking. Me and a group of friends in a
circle talking bout my bad driving. 7 mins straight of laughing tho l
was dissed as a bad driver real bad. The how l stop at red lights for a
second and make left turns on red cause l think you can, only at night
time tho. The dazed out times stopping at green lights and the deers.
Beware of the deers. I really like my attention alot haha. Who doesnt
honestly. Damn tomm is thurs. Got mad tests this week. English vocab
which is a joke, Accl Bio which l know nothing and must learn everything
tonight, AP Statistics which is SUCH A JOKE cause l didnt pay attention
or do hw the whole chapter and learned everything in one class period
for the test and AP Psych which l gotta read a shitload. So l plan to
ace two and do ok in the other two. Im out tho to shower cause l smell.
May be in a school movie bout the remake of 10 things l hate bout you.
They need diversity! Sadly lm a white protestant male with blond hair
and blue eyes so there is no use for me. May see Liz and April on fri or
sat since the summer. Things are good. Im out homes. Cya Changs.
Posted 11/12/2003 at 7:38 PM
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Tuesday November 11, 2003
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Yo0o what a fun ass day l had again. Well l skipped school today and
went to Stacy's house at 730. Chilled with her and ate breakfast till
around 840. We then left for King of Prussia Mall. Damn was that a long
car ride. Got lost twice on our way there. When we finally got there tho
it was worth it. Shopped at every store. It was really fun. Got a new
sweater and pants from Hollister Co. and a leather braclet with 2 red
lines in the mid from Abercrombie&Fitch. Stacy was looking for
boots. Wow was she picky. But it paid off. We seriously looked at an
estimate of 500 boots. Like there were ALOT of stores with boots.
Department and clothes stores ld say about 22 23 or so stores had boots.
One department store l think Stawbridges in KingofPrussia had seriously
bout like 200 boots. It was disgusting. Not over exatrating either! It
was crazy. Anyway, we were there from like 1020-140. Ok now getting home
was so horrible. Got lost like 5 times. Ended up on the same street
OVER AND OVER again. It was so bad. We couldnt find the 76E. It was so
annoying. We eventually got back and went to Oxford Valley Mall where
she found her boots that fitted perfectly and looked perfect on her.
They were a really good pair too. Like the best of the whole night. We
shopped around a bit more and went back to her house and chilled a lil.
It was great seeing her again def. Her dog was a lil crazy tho. Got home
about 530. Was a really good day. lm out tho. Cya.
Posted 11/11/2003 at 7:48 PM
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Sunday November 9, 2003
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Yo0o Foes Wassup!!! Im so just dazed now. The dance was AMAZING but l
say that bout all dances so like ask other people if you really wanna
know how well it was. Jill was great to dance with. Good mix of dancing
and grinding. The DJ however coulda been better but l mean its a school
dance Dj, l mean what do you expect. I chilled with Jill Lauren and
Lauren's bf Travis all last night at the dance. We were with Lauren and
Travis on and off constantly, was with them like ld say half the dance
altogether. B4 the dance when l got to Jill's l couldnt see her for like
an hr! Her friend was doing her hair and make up so l played chess with
her lil bro. Her bro is cool as hell, just a lil shy. He opened up
pretty fast tho after we started playing chess. Afterwards l met her dad
and step mother. They were really nice to and pretty outgoing. The dad
was something, like a good word, just dont have the word for it lol ya
know? Good guy tho. It was a relief to finally see Jill tho when l saw
her. Maybe it was better for me to wait. I tried to see her anyway but
her friend l think the name was Karla stopped me. Threatened to put make
up on me. I coulda dodged her like a shaolin monk but l didnt feel like
moving so l went back downstairs. Took pics and drove to the dance. Was
so great seeing everyone from north. Like it was so sweet seeing all
them. I miss them so much but l feel better that l was there to catch up
a lil on everyone. I mean its not like we even did anything, just
talked. I so wish we didnt get split. Anyway, l was breakdancing at the
dance as always. Peer pressure works so quickly lol. Didnt do as well
cause of my left arm being dislocated l couldnt straighten it and would
collapse on it constantly after 6 and 4 steps and some 3 steps and poses
omg........ I love the props l get tho after lm finsished. Many high
fives and pat on the backs from friends and strangers alike. I do like
my attention l admit. But anyway l did one of my handposts MUCH better
in the 2nd circle. The 1st circle was such shit. This horrible whatever
kinda dancer he was jumped in while l was breaking and did ONE MOVE the
entire time bout 6 times. Like some body flow thing shit trash. I was
like ok you got 1 ugly move, congrats. I mean if he didnt jump in while l
was still in l wouldnt have cared but like he screwed me up, ass hoe.
Me and Jill were pretty tired by like 9ish. It seemed alot longer than 5
hrs too. I had a bit of a headache from the breakdancing, all that body
heat, exhaustion and just being cramped in general and having trouble
breathing. I remember when l was undecided to break a second time so l
asked Jill. I was like "you think I should breakdance again later" she
said "yea do it" lol it was enough to make me go out again. 2nd circle
was so much better and bigger. Got to break with an old friend Rob G who
l havent seen in a bit. Hes good as well. Very commited. I wish my
shoes weren't as smooth cause it was to slippery. Like dancing with Jill
and casual dancing was amazing. But dancing infront of people was
horrible. Just slid around like a fool. Almost killed myself on the
gainer(running backflip) cause there was no traction on the shoes. So
yea, after the dance ended, we rented Eight Crazy Nights and watched it
at my house. It was so just like sick haha. Raindeers shitting
everywhere and like hairy old people. GOD OLD PEOPLE CANT DRIVE. Passed
one on the incoming lane going to my house for the b4 pics. Lauren
called up a bit later that night just to talk. God winterbreath
commercials are so damn lame. Like that guy dancing in that commercial
just BLOWS, honestly. Anyway, afterwards she was feeling a bit sick
earlier and the medicine was wearing off so l took her home a bit
earlier than expected. Dropped her off and hugged her good night. After l
dropped her off l had one of the most relaxing drives home in my life.
The neons blinking to the club music off practically every radio
station. Sat nights, 95.7 97.5 98.9 102 and 103.9 all play music
straight from clubs. Was paranoid bout cops. God have l had a problem
with cops and cars. I think lv been in lemme think, 7 incidents in the
last yr with cops and driving. Odd only 2 tickets. Still it blows. So
yea, driving home on the newtown bypass was just relaxing. Gave me
flashbacks coming home from Philly after a night of clubbing. I miss
those nights. Got home, layed on my bed and had the best sleep ever. It
feels so good to hit the bed when your so tired. Better than l will
sleep tonight anyway. Im so awake now and its 1030. Last night was the
best night l had since the last time l went to Club Egypt then Jillians
lock in. My left leg is still a bit cramped from last night. My left arm
is fine tho l fell on it a few times. Its getting so much better now. I
got to study tho check out all these songs l just dled. Making a new
rap cd. Something for my neons to blink to. I may see Jill tomm night if
shes not working. Hope it all works out. But yo lm out. Cya Foes.
Posted 11/9/2003 at 10:34 PM
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Friday November 7, 2003
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Yo0o Sup guys! Im in like some of the best mood of my life. Im having
the best friday of my life. School and people are just like the best
thing ever. Been making a scene nonintentionally but making classes
laugh. Got the neons set up real nice in my car. Loving it. Party to
Damascus amazing ass song. Neons set up is so nice its crazy. 2 big ass
9" ones by the feet infront and a 4" in the back in the middle by the
feet. Seeing Jill in bout an hr from now. We're surpose to see Texas
Chain but shes asleep right now cause shes been having a headache and
feeling sick and she said she'd set an alarm at 815 but our movie is 740
or 1010 which l dont think she'll be aloud to see but l dunno. I dont
want her to get in trouble but its like one of the good movies out ya
know? To take a girl to tho. Im not taking her to Matrix Rev unless she
wants to see it. I saw Mat Rev and it wasnt even that good. Loving the
Civic, Big dance tomm night! Ahhhh, and got a fucking D in accl chem.
Pissed to shit. Im honestly just a dumbass. The teacher was hard ass
shit. but yea it looks like A A A B C C D. My grades for the marking
period, like a 2.86 GPA....... FUCK!!!!!! Cause West Chester wants to
see them grades and so does Kutztown and they arent gon like seeing a
fucking 2.86, hahaha good day right? Haha lm still in a good mood. Just
knowing lm gon see Jill 1st time in a while will be great. Then dance
with her tomm night. Im so xitedddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!! Dun nah nahh
nahh naaaaa :singing party to damascus beat: lm out tho to show Brown my
neon setup. Cya Foes.
Posted 11/7/2003 at 7:9 PM
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Thursday November 6, 2003
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So today was lame. I got Marvel Vs Capcom 2 for Xbox tho last weekend
and been raping. At the game for those of you who dont know gaming
termonology. I always dominated Ma v Ca 1 and 2 at the arcades. Just one
of those overall games that dont take to long to perfect if you play
enough. Ryu Ken Akuma. My lil ninja posse. So few days till the fall
dance. Looking forward to seeing Jill again. Chilling with Jill and her
best friend Lauren and Laur's boy Travis. Travis seemed a bit shy when I
met him but seems like a good guy. Laur and Trav look good together
anyway. Im just into my dancing for now. All you should dl "Party to
Damascus" Wyclef and Missy E. Amazing beat cept the mellow part is ok
but the Missy beat is crazy. I go nuts and spaz dancing in my room. All
my freestyle looks good when l dance to it. The mellow part is still
pretty good. Maybe l'll do the talent show to this if l go solo. I wanna
go solo anyway. I like my attention, BY MYSELF. Not with a huge dancing
posse. Tho that would be fun too. I rather not have 1/10th or so of the
attention tho if there were 10 of us lm sure ld get more than 1/10th of
the attention. <---------Bragging. My arm is constantly improving
with daily visual improvement which is great. Its not gon be to long to.
I give it MAX 3 weeks but lm pretty sure 2 weeks will def be
sufficient. <----- me using big words. Not even that big. Driving the
new civic is sweet sick shit. Gotta study damn vocab ishhhhh. So l
think lm gonna make like a tree and go. <---bitting jokes now. Im
out, Cya.
Posted 11/6/2003 at 12:11 AM
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