Saturday April 30, 2005
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Sup Wangsta, so its sat and l feel like a waste. Kinda woke up late to get picked up to go to Philly for the Rocrite competition. Anyway, got an email about a new show by the people that made American Idol, same thing just with dance and to go to Shampoo may 8th and just show off and get picked to be in the show and also to go to their casting on may 9th. I dunno, maybe l'll be on tv a few times. Who knows, maybe l'll win the thing and become somewhat famous like Kelly Clarkson, scratch the curly haired douche bag. Kelly Clarkson is cute. But yea, lm def hyped bout it. I was thinking bout it from 5-830am in the morning till l got tired and passed out. Last night, Oblivion house to see alot of my friends, mostly the BBoys. Later headed to AST with Ken to chill with some of the bros and sis sor. We then head to Chinaking to meet up with Rich and Zach. Chinaking was good and saw like all the ussually freshmen/soph that go out nearly every party night. I think once people are in their jr and senior yr its just the bar. But yea, Ben gave me some Bacardi 151 and wow, l still have nightmares from the 1st time l had those shots. Lastly, l had the worst nightmare. I was riding a bike around campus with 2 Deagles with silencers on them, l dont think you can even put a silencer on a Desert Eagle if lm right. But anyway, l was riding around campus with guns in my hands showing them off to my friends thinking lm cool then secruity sees me and starts chasing me and lm riding away as fast as l can looking for a spot to ditch the guns and they kept cutting me off around corners. God damn it, l was so relieved when l woke up. Late.
Posted 4/30/2005 at 3:42 PM
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Friday April 29, 2005
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Sup Nuks, new word copyrighted by Rob Zheng. Ahh baldy, l love partying there. Esp being good friends with Rach who lives there. Always good time esp how many people were there. Kim and Alyssa offically changed the dance move the Robot to the Rob-ot and its now MY DANCE MOVE, anyone caught doomg tje rbot/ the rob-ot will have to dance off against me FUCKASS!! DONT BITE MY SHIT!! ITS MINE NOW!! So lm drunk and l made a few new friends. l say few because l knew everyone else at the party cause lm so popular hahahahaha, jk actually lm not jk l knew that whole party pretty much. Alot of the fraternity bros were there, all the ussually girls that party place to place were there and then l met some guys who helped get my cup filled in some ridiculous line for a cup cause this FAT GIRL FAT GIRL FAAAAAAAAAT GIRL kept pushing my cup back and saying the keg was fucked up? HER FACE WAS FUCKEEEDD UPAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAH! And met some girls who work at some of the places l eat at. It was nice and simple. I later decided to seclude myself to get a view of the party and think of some things. However from my secluded spot sitting on a table, some people move the keg right up to my feet and l was beer bithc. Lemme tell you, being beer bitch for 20 mins, you meet everyone at a party and you have the most authority hahaah. Suzzzzzzy came by and l hooked her up and l hooked up Zach ahead of that FAT GIRL WANANANNANANA and teased her about to fill her cup and filled up Zach's cause she had to be a FAT DUMB BITCH AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAH stupid girl. Why are hot girls nice to me and fat girls mean to me, cut out what l said in the previous sentence. No but for real, nasty girls always hate me but whatever fuck them. Lori is hot, Mel is hot, Suzzzy in my dorm is hot hahaha and lm down with all them so it dont matter right? Damn man, for a simple 2 hrs of partying l had alot of fun. Took some pics of my view and Vanessa doing her beer bong hahaha. Damnnn lm gon really miss partying 2-4 nights a week with these people. I look forward to those freshmen to meet tho, they'll all be out lm sure. FUCK reputations and shit, l just like to have alot of friends. Laaaaaate.
Posted 4/29/2005 at 12:51 AM
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Wednesday April 27, 2005
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Sup Nukka, god damn it!! Hahahhaha yo you know what l love.. the 'exuse' of being drunk hahahaha. Irrational decsions can be the best ones cause they're stupid and unpredictable and if you get lucky, thats awesome and yo, lv been getting lucky hahaha. I checked my buddy Lori's xanga and she had this crazy song 'girl fight' playing and yo l love it!! Hahaha and l love watching girls fight hehe. But yea, its 2am and lm halfway done reading this book/writting this paper about this book thats due tomm in 12 hrs. I never thought ld be that much of a slacker but its come to that. I remember the 1st paper l was assigned 1st sem was given to me on a friday and l had 3 weeks to do it but l woke up at 10am that sat morning and worked on it to 4pm. Now l resorted to 12 hrs b4 its due and what am l doing? lm talking online, dling dance comp clips of my friends and writing in my xanga. But anyway yea that song has got me going crazy. Instead of writting my paper l been sitting here in my chair dancing... yes, dancing in my chair creating and making up routines. This paper will be shit. Late.
Posted 4/27/2005 at 1:58 AM
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Sunday April 24, 2005
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Sup Fools, l danced alot today. Woke up, ate lunch with Rich, chilled with Jess, ate dinner with Jess Jared Jer Michelle Brit and Nora then danced with the Ku Breakers at the KU Dance Team's showcase, then dance practice with Jenna. Now ordered ALOT of chinaking cause lm chinese and all. Late.
Posted 4/24/2005 at 11:29 PM
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Sunday April 24, 2005
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Sup Fighters hahahaha wow tonight was intresting.. Dance at Bearfest and fool around on all the lil blow up things. Raced against some of the breakers and Nicole, trapped her face between the blowup floor and a cylinder hahhaa. Messed around and talked to some friends and sor. sisters that were around. Later that night me Jim and Landiz decide to head to Double Deckers cause Tony said there was something there but nothing was, then we head to the Pink house cause Rich heard of something there but it was only a few dudes and like 3 girls. One of them being Jenna on the dance team who waved me in then some guy was all angry and was like 'do l know you?' so we left haha oooPppssSAa? Then we head to ummm.... Rugby House.. So umm yea, l got kicked outta that place 2 nights ago for stealing cups and l was unsure but l shook some of the guys hands, paid my 5 and they just joked bout me stealing the cup 2 nights ago and we were fine. When l went downstairs the guys were unsure and l told them the guys upstairs were fine and they were cool. Socialized with a ton of friends, fraternity brothers and people l been partying with all yr. One guy tho on the rugby team was mad drunk and hated me hhahaahhaa my bad. So he was being an ass and giving me shit and l brushed it off. Gave me more shit and l tried to get his name and be cool with him. Told me to fuck myself so l said fuck it. Later he was filling cups and lm like oh god and hes like no way am l filling your cup. Gave my cup to some girls each time l need a refill and they got it filled for me and passed it back hehehee. Later he pushed a guy Nate who helped me get a refill and blamed the push on me who Nate fell into another Rugby player. He then put his fucking hands on my and told me to get out. Wow me and 6 other guys were ready to jump him but some of the rugby guys arent bad and told me sorry about it and watched over me so no shit happened. Thank you Elvis. Was ready to pound the drunk ass in the back of the head and see how fast l could run hahah but yea, fighting, its still in the past right now. But god damn, l was really hyped to fight again but l know l shouldnt. Its unnessary and he was really drunk to so lm gon let it go and blame it on that. Chilled around main and met up with more AXP Bros and just chilled. Went back to the Pink house to see who was there and chilled with Angie a bit. It was funny cause the guy who gave me attitude there a bit ago was about to get into another fight. I left but l kinda wanted to jump in and hit somebody for the thrill of it. Fights.. their fun and exciting but wrong and immature.. Im sure l'll be in a fight again sometime soon but lm gon try to make it where l have to fight and not where l want to fight. I always feel bad about my fights afterwards anyway. Im glad Im in a fraternity tho. Tonight was good proof they have my back though l always knew from the start. Late.
Posted 4/24/2005 at 1:21 AM
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Friday April 22, 2005
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Sup Scotty, cause scotty doesnt know and neither does Lori's Prom date haha. UPDATE!! hahaha yo did fine on my dance, a decent amount of people came to see the show. Chilled with just a shitloada dancing chicks, 5 from the KU Dance Team. Afterwards head to a party with these dancing girls and just drank and danced. Did our dances haha and they filled in Jenna and Danielle's spot. They did their Brit dance again and uhhh it was hot. Its weird l was chilling with girls my age and down to 2 yrs younger than me last yr and now lm chilling with girls my age and up to 4 yrs older than me. I love dancing chicks. They dance, they're outgoing, they party and they got the cutiest bodies.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So lm kinda sad... Actually upset. I have so much fun here and at home and we're all growing up. I turned 19 few weeks ago and under a yr being 20 l ask myself everyday what the hell am l doing with my life. I been meeting girls who are all like 21-23 haha and l got a few good friends who arent gon be part of Kutztown next yr and its upsetting l didnt cherish the time more since its not gon be like that anymore. My friends from back home are also moving. Pretty far distances and just having pasts with so many people and not being able to see them much anymore and not having to much of a future with them sux. Its bad enough trying to balance life between college and home. Partying here, running around with fraternity bros place to place and a lifetime of dance practices ahaha and then trying to go to clubs and parties with friends back home, calling girls to see whats up for the summer . I started knocking off a few posters from my wall today and its weird. I love my friends for real, life use to be simple in grade school. Other note l got kicked outta the rugby house party last night hahah for stealing cups OOopopppSsSAAa1! lm laying around with Michelle and Brit on a coach and 5 guys surround me hahahah. Didnt matter cause cops busted them along with the TKE party we almost walked into till l saw cups come around the corner and more walk in haha. I headed to the DZ party cause their pledges just got in. Congradulations Jess and Steph!! Jess keep doing your hair like that, its hot. I got my dance to perform in the Spring Show then after lm gon head to that party for the dancers that Mia told me bout, lm not sure if Jenna is coming with me or not but she should since its the last few party nights. Late.
Posted 4/22/2005 at 3:44 PM
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Wednesday April 20, 2005
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Sup Dancers, wow so this is like dance week. Mon-Thurs is just dancing throughout the day, with dance class practice for the spring show, private practices, spring show rehersals and shit, Ku Breakers practice for the weekend and BlackFlames dance practice. Dancing at - Fri - Spring Show at 730pm in Risley Hall Sat - Bearfest at 12pm with BlackFlames DanceTeam and 1pm with Ku Breakers at on the DMZ Sun - Ku Dance Team Showcase at 7pm with Ku Breakers at Keystone Not going to the Rocrite bboy dance comp this month cause of so much here. Im gon miss KU so much now. Just everywhere l go, talking with people here and there and knowing lm not gon be seeing these people for 4 months. I really feel like l know a ridiculous amount of people on campus. Last few days cause of the spring show dance performance, l been meeting a decent amount of girls haha. Some on the Dance Team and some just serious dancers. They're pretty cute too hehe. Dancing has its perks. Late.
Posted 4/20/2005 at 8:9 PM
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Monday April 18, 2005
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Sup Fools, lm freaked out.. Ok so my email adress is eckoboi410@hotmail.com right.. Well someone of the email adress of eckoboi27@aol.com emails me some zip called '5.zip'. No virus's are detected so outta curiousity of course, l opened the zip. The zip contained a txt. I opened the text. Sorry. That's all it said.. l just emailed the person back but like weird shit like that freaks me the fuck out.. Very bothered. Late.                                     Late.
Posted 4/18/2005 at 3:34 AM
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Sunday April 17, 2005
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Sup Posse, simple life. Ate, did work and chilled on blankets with music on the DMZ with Brit Michelle Jess and Jeremy, ate again, party at some shitty place so we all did like 4-5 beer bongs and then smoked at baldy hahaha. For paying for nothing, it was pretty sweet. Late.
Posted 4/17/2005 at 1:5 AM
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Saturday April 16, 2005
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Sup Clowns, wow w am l in a good mood. Today was huge. Lets see, registered my classes with the easier profs l could find on www.ratemyprofessors.com hahahaha reading 'EASIEST A EVER!!' 'A bit boring but show to class and you will def have a A or B' yeaaAa hahah lm taking those profs. Danced with Jenna a bit, we're aiight on timing for the Spring Show. Got my AXP Shirts. A longsleeve grey one, Black T, White T, Maroon T, all having Maroon and Black either on the shirt or letters or outline of letters. Food with Rich Jess Whit Amanda and Ken and later on Bobby and Aaron. Party - Harley's place has been a place l use to go to alot even b4 l knew him in the start of the 1st sem. ALOT of people showed. I knew so many people, it was so chilled. Walked around a corner and heard my name screamed by a few people everytime, best feeling. 'RobZheng!!' 'Zanger!!' hahaha and yes people say my first and last name as one. I love it. Just drinking and socializing with everyone. Crow Bros and my fav sisters of AST. Took pics. Met some new people. Scared random girls in the bathroom hidding in the showers till they were bout to piss and jumping out and screaming. WOW is that so fun when you've been drinking. Dead ass, def try it. Hide in a shower and just wait. People are using the bathroom like mad always so you never wait more than a min. But yea, met some DZ girls that l saw at the auction. Tanya specifically, ahh shes so hot. Got some food at turkey hill and headed back. Real fun night. Late.
Posted 4/16/2005 at 1:40 AM
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Friday April 15, 2005
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Sup fools for I AM THE CHAMPION!! 1 week after my birthday is always a good day for some reason. Ok ALOT happened. Today - Dance Class, Dance KU Breakers practice, Dance practice with Jenna, making up my dance for the spring show and dance competition vid. Yeaaaaa, l didnt realize ld be this involved in dance by 2nd sem. Tonight - Social with the SOB girls, ehh just really talked to this one girl Katie who was into dancing. Shes one of those girls who danced like all their lives and did jazz ballet modern lyrical tap hip hop and had the typical body of one who did. We were just talking bout dance and clubbing here and clubbing in Philly. Haha shes fast cause lm talking to her now cause she added me on facebook. Facebook......... what can l say about this.. Also, some of the brothers sent my music video with me and my roomie singing and dancing to numanuma to ebaumsworld.. Oh man.. l walk in with people saying lm crazy and people watching the video. It spread fast. Me Ken and Rich pced the Social to go to the upstairs letterman's party. Wow did l feel popular, l just knew everyone there and l heard my name a freakin billion times when l walked in. Saw alot of the ussually party people who are always out. Nora Michelle Brit and Jeremy were there and chilled with them mostly. Just chilled with all those people for an hr and then went back to the social. Haha then we left the social again to crash the AST TKE social. Also saw Ali and Kelly going to the bar haha. Since they been 21, they're always there it seems. So like, the AST girls from what they were telling me werent really digging the TKE guys so we just crashed. Got hugs from my fav Drunk Jenn, Sam Ashely Lauren. The guys were pissed and accused us of drinking their beer when we didnt. The guys were saying shit like 'umm l thought this was a social' and crap and giving us dirty looks but who cares. The girls didnt like you. Alyssa was trying to keep everything under control and l talked with her for a lil bit. Shes a good girl always watching out for people of the house. Say late to all the fraternity bros and my fav sorority girls, AST. On the way back, we put our thumbs up hoping the bus would stop for us but didnt. It came around tho on the way back and we got on and talked to one of the Theta something something girls hahahaha oooopPppsSSaaaa l forgot. Theta Phi Pi?! But anyway, also talked to Christine, girl on the KU Dance Team. I always saw her around from dance team stuff like bball half time, 76ers game and the auction but never really talked to her. She seems really nice tho and it was a good way to end the night. My last 2 AXP shirts come tomm!! Late.
Posted 4/15/2005 at 2:8 AM
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Thursday April 14, 2005
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Sup Nukka, la toma tomaaahhh.. Tired, so lately been a bit stressed. Watching new anime's, Full Metal Alchemist and My HiME along with Naruto my fav. Teaching Jenna that dance like all day. Taught her a good amount tho, took me till midnight. After, basketball and tennis with Rich. Dance practice tomm and dinner with Whit it looks like. Social with some sorority tomm late night. I was told just drink as much as l can cause we're not staying long, we're just using them for the beer than having our own party at Harley's. Anyone that reads this, party downstairs of letterman's(Harley's). Aww look what Whit left in her away message. Auto response from LiL cHiCa 642: OuT i P@sSeD ZangerGB4: :'( ZangerGB4: thats me every night at 3am in bed ZangerGB4: cause l miss you hahaha, good people. Lately me and my roomates music video of numanuma has been pretty popular around campus. Ask me for the vid, we were just bored. Im feeling weak tho. Late.
Posted 4/14/2005 at 1:34 AM
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Sunday April 10, 2005
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Sup Foes, hahaha wow was last night fun/funny. NEW PICTURES!! So we get there and the dance competition actually started at 1 than 12. Practice and meet all these BBoys and BGirls. In the van was me Nieve Sam Jess Dave Julian and Dave. We got a beast camera and recorded all our battles. I saw and chilled with all my home boys Dom Ryan Amir who were the judges and good friends like Zack Sole and people l met at other jams. It was good seeing how much they improved!! So started off with the showcase of the judges, Dom Amir and Ryan just straight up showed off haha. After that was the toprock battles which l was in. I was in the very 1st battle and damn yo, THE DJ WAS THE WORST DJ, EVERYONE AGREEDED AND PEOPLE WERE YELLING THIS DJ SUX ASS!! But yea, he played the stupidest songs. Not hyped and not a fast beat. I just worked with it and toped(danced). I threw in half of everything in the 1st round then the guy l was against was a bit to gangsta. Being that Dom Ryan and Amir were judges and knowing Dom hates it even when l do the crip walk, l knew l had it cause they like toprock, not gangsta dancin haha. So 2nd round did all my other good shit, Knee hits, arm brush and all the other written shit l have. After the battle they didnt announce the winners but l looked at Dom while the next battle was going on and he lifted his eyes up and down so then l was up on my 2nd battle. The Dj played the worst song for that battle. Im use to songs slightly faster than 2 beats per second. This DJ played 1 beat per 2 seconds. It was SO SLOW!! Like it didnt look right. Rewatching the video, l look so stupid on this one move. I jump up on beat, then spin, then step on beat. Simple right?! Well the beat was SO SLOW that after the spin l pause for another second then step down. Wow did it look retarded. The guy l was up against was good tho and did alot of tri stepping which somewhat filled that time void. I lost sadly  .. After that, some popping where lil foot acted a fool hahahahahaha!! Wow, you just have to see this footage. He just fucks around the whole time against the person l 1st beat in tops. He pretended to cut off the guys head and take it and use it to suck his dick, then he ran around the room with his opponent's 'head' and have it suck off other people and people were humping it hahaha then he eventually boots the head back to his opponent hahaha it was hilarious. Later 4v4 battles. We killed it and threw out everything. Hit the kip up lean back pt. During my tops, l did a simple backstep, bounced and did a phone call motion and simple backsteped the other foot on beat and pointed at me, telling the girl to call me on song on beat. She smiled then did a hollowback. I was like 'fukkk'.. Mark hit his crickets like a beast, Nieve killed alot of it doing all sorts of crazy blowups and Julian did pretty good for his 1st battle doing floorwork. We came down to a tiebreaker but lost. Our opponents were pretty good tho and losing in a tiebreaker didnt upset me. We gave our all. It was good that we went to give alot of people experience. Afterwards we said pce to all our boys and headed to taco bell and l ordered 8 things on the new menu. 1/2 lb beef burritos, steak tacos and shit. Car ride there and back was enjoyable just talking bout all this stuff. Im really glad l brought Jess since we had one extra seat. The guys all really liked talking with her alot and l knew she was outgoing and would be cool with them real fast. The trip to PrinctonNJ with the KU Breakers Nieve and Jess was one of the best road trips ever. Late. PICTURES!!                                                               
Posted 4/10/2005 at 6:29 PM
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Sunday April 10, 2005
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Sup Foes, hahaha wow was last night fun/funny. So we get there and the dance competition actually started at 1 than 12. Practice and meet all these BBoys and BGirls. In the van was me Nieve Sam Jess Dave Julian and Dave. We got a beast camera and recorded all our battles. I saw and chilled with all my home boys Dom Ryan Amir who were the judges and good friends like Zack Sole and people l met at other jams. It was good seeing how much they improved!! So started off with the showcase of the judges, Dom Amir and Ryan just straight up showed off haha. After that was the toprock battles which l was in. I was in the very 1st battle and damn yo, THE DJ WAS THE WORST DJ, EVERYONE AGREEDED AND PEOPLE WERE YELLING THIS DJ SUX ASS!! But yea, he played the stupidest songs. Not hyped and not a fast beat. I just worked with it and toped(danced). I threw in half of everything in the 1st round then the guy l was against was a bit to gangsta. Being that Dom Ryan and Amir were judges and knowing Dom hates it even when l do the crip walk, l knew l had it cause they like toprock, not gangsta dancin haha. So 2nd round did all my other good shit, Knee hits, arm brush and all the other written shit l have. After the battle they didnt announce the winners but l looked at Dom while the next battle was going on and he lifted his eyes up and down so then l was up on my 2nd battle. The Dj played the worst song for that battle. Im use to songs slightly faster than 2 beats per second. This DJ played 1 beat per 2 seconds. It was SO SLOW!! Like it didnt look right. Rewatching the video, l look so stupid on this one move. I jump up on beat, then spin, then step on beat. Simple right?! Well the beat was SO SLOW that after the spin l pause for another second then step down. Wow did it look retarded. The guy l was up against was good tho and did alot of tri stepping which somewhat filled that time void. I lost sadly .. After that, some popping where lil foot acted a fool hahahahahaha!! Wow, you just have to see this footage. He just fucks around the whole time against the person l 1st beat in tops. He pretended to cut off the guys head and take it and use it to suck his dick, then he ran around the room with his opponent's 'head' and have it suck off other people and people were humping it hahaha then he eventually boots the head back to his opponent hahaha it was hilarious. Later 4v4 battles. We killed it and threw out everything. Hit the kip up lean back pt. During my tops, l did a simple backstep, bounced and did a phone call motion and simple backsteped the other foot on beat and pointed at me, telling the girl to call me on song on beat. She smiled then did a hollowback. I was like 'fukkk'.. Mark hit his crickets like a beast, Nieve killed alot of it doing all sorts of crazy blowups and Julian did pretty good for his 1st battle doing floorwork. We came down to a tiebreaker but lost. Our opponents were pretty good tho and losing in a tiebreaker didnt upset me. We gave our all. It was good that we went to give alot of people experience. Afterwards we said pce to all our boys and headed to taco bell and l ordered 8 things on the new menu. 1/2 lb beef burritos, steak tacos and shit. Car ride there and back was enjoyable just talking bout all this stuff. Im really glad l brought Jess since we had one extra seat. The guys all really liked talking with her alot and l knew she was outgoing and would be cool with them real fast. The trip to PrinctonNJ with the KU Breakers Nieve and Jess was one of the best road trips ever. Late.
Posted 4/10/2005 at 6:29 PM
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Saturday April 9, 2005
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Sup Dancers hahhaa wow breakin is still always politics!! Hahahaha, yo so tomm is the college vs college battle hahah its funny. Its weird cause some of my best friends Dom Ryan and Amir are the ones judging. Im here with Nieve just practicing and then we found out we're battling against Zack and Sole and l use to practice with Zack and sleep over Zack's and practice and eat his food and shit and Nieve and Sole are in the same crew hahhaha. Wow, its all split up. People are saying we may mix and match other schools. Converting people, splitting teams hahahah. Wow, politics are funny. We'll see what happens, also all the illegal none college kids entering with colleges. If they check ID's then Nieve is good but other people are so fucked hahahahaha. If not, its a diplomacy game hahaha. Cant wait to see what happens at the event!! Late.
Posted 4/9/2005 at 1:44 AM
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Thursday April 7, 2005
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Sup Nukkkkkkakakakka!! Whoa its my muh'fuckin Birthday YallllllllLLLLllllLlL!! WhoaaaaaaaaaaAaa Its my Birthday, skipping classes, ahhh doing something crazy havent figured it out, practice for my dance competition this weekend and get drunk with my fav Brothers!! With some sorority girls hahahahahaha WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! Tell you how my Birthday in a lonnnnnnnng list. Thank you for everyone who told me Happy Birthday today in person, phone call, online, myspace, facebook ect!! Happy Birthday to Jess Amy and Rob too!! April 7th NukkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaAaaa yeeEEEaaaaaAA!! I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY!! So much loving attention AHHAHAHAHAHAHH!! WHOAAaaaAAAAAAA!! Ahh.... time to enjoy myself being 19. Wow lm 19 a yr from being 20(no shit) hahahaha wow l feel so immature now. lm 19 and what am l doing with myself hahahahahah PARTY TONIGHT WHOAAAAAAAAA!! Late Nukkkkakaaaaaaakakakakakakakakakaka!!
Posted 4/7/2005 at 3:8 PM
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Wednesday April 6, 2005
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Yo0o WHoooooaaaaa!! Hahhahaha well lv been completly rushed lately. Stayed up all night sun night so l could get my sleeping scedule back to normal and to work on my dance. So next night l pass out at Jenna's working a bit on our dance and fall asleep around 12am YES!! But then Lori texts me at 401am and lm ussually ALWAYS up then but no0o my timing was bad. So l havent talked to her since OoppppPPSssSSaaaaaAayyyyy(retarted face with scewed jaw open and to the side).... Anyway, then last night l had to stay up all fucking night again hahahaa cause l had to work on my speech which l gave today, study for a test l just took and add on my dance. Yo l hit a streak!! I got like 3 8 counts done in like 45 mins then l hit a block and it took 3hrs till 815am to make up 5 more 8 counts. I was so pissed but its good. Trust me, l already got my ending planned out. EVERYONE COME TO THE SPRING SHOW AND WATCH ME DANCE IT MEANS ALOT TO ME APRIL 22ND RISLEY HALL 7:30PM FRIDAY!! Anyway, wake up to a shitload a missed calls, a list of things l should do by Jess hahahaha and it was 2:11 and l was late to give my speech since l shoulda been to class at 2. Later l saw Jess and got invited to a party but 76ers game tonight to see the KU Dance Team dance then l saw Jess and Whit and they said they wanna help me with my sleeping problem hahaha jk jk. Walk back and just see alot of the Brothers and yell at a 3rd Jess and her sister Becky and her posse how they always block peoples ways and yea, lm having a very good day. Leaving for the 76ers game tho. No time to teach Jenna my dance that 3 mins is due to show tomm. Not sure what to do on that hahahaha OoppoossSSSsayyy... Late!!
Posted 4/6/2005 at 4:4 PM
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Saturday April 2, 2005
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Sup Crew, OoopppssssSSSsaaaaAaa!! Ehh.. l was pretty drunk when l wrote that last entry.. Haha sorry for ahh being crazy.. Late.
Posted 4/2/2005 at 7:17 PM
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Saturday April 2, 2005
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Sup Guys, lm really pissed at two people who l thought were two of my best friends here at KU. Partied, had fun, stole plenty of cups of beer and took pics, played beer pong, danced for everyone who wanted me to dance, went to eat at wookies and shared pizza garlic knots and wings with everyone and walked the girls back. Anyway, yea l dont get it. Last week, l was getting alot of shit and l was mad pissed. Everything was fucked up and for a week l was feeling like shit. All l wanted was someone to say something that would make me feel a little bit better bout anything. Try reading the xanga entries from a few days ago.. Just some news but you know FUCK EVERYONE!! I started to feel better cause of my fucking self. I GOT MYSELF INTO THE SPRING SHOW WITH MY DANCE!! I ENTERED MYSELF INTO THE DANCE COMPETITION!! Now l have something to look forward to and l felt better. I fucking had to bring myself up cause no one fucking gives a shit bout me. Fuckers. Now that lm good, people have to do shit again to fuck with me. Its truely fucked up. I do things to make myself better and it seriously seems everyone wants bring me down. Why the fuck cant everyone leave me alone?! If your not going to help me, dont hurt me. Assholes. Now lm mad fucking pissed again and l wanna beat the shit outta some people. Been a while since l been in a fight and tho l say lm not going to fight anymore, l do miss the rush of it. I dont understand why its natural to ALWAYS take advantage of the one who lets things go all the time. l think deep down lm a REALLY nice guy and always people try to take advantage. If l act tough and become a jerk, everyone hates me. WTF am l suppose to do?! But what l dont get is why lm even asking.. No one likes to help me so FUCK YOU!! I help everyone out and no one helps me. Thats the fucked up system lm in. I dont get why l hook up my friends with girls tho l have a thing for the girl. HOW MANY FUCKING RELATIONSHIPS DID I HOOK UP IN MY LIFE?!?! Over 10 relationships that lasted over 6 months but no one has ever tried to set me up. Why the fuck am l introducing my friends to my other groups of friends only to be ditched by both them so they will all chill and forget about me and l am left with no one. Its called TRADING!! I do something for you, you do something for me you shits. Not l do something for you and you enjoy your fucking self and forget bout it. I could fuck over so many people right now if l wanted too. You know who you are and yea l could msg all of facebook your fucking secrets and you know what lm talking about. I could just tell one person and it'd be bad enough. How many lives can l ruin right now if l wanted to? In psychology l learned people dont feel so bad about the situation they're in as long as others are in the same boat. Im alone and could bring plenty of people with me. How much shit talking have l heard bout person to person that l could just pass off and say not to mention my name.. God damn, l try to take care of everyone and hope that everything is ok. Of everyone l look out for, half of them dont even realize lm watching out for them and no one takes the single breath to say 'thank you'. Disrespectable. I FUCKING HATE HOW EVERYONE ASSUMES IM THERE FOR THEM WHEN I COULD BE WATCHING OUT FOR MY FUCKING SELF INSTEAD. lm keeping to myself for the next few days and seeing if things will just bleed through. Right now lm pretty much pissed how everyone has treated me through the last yrs. Late.
Posted 4/2/2005 at 5:32 AM
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