Saturday December 31, 2005
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Sup Guys, today was a nice full day. Wake up and get Brown and we both buy Dead or Alive 4 for XBOX360 and yo its sick. Brown got chinese food and we played for over 5 hrs. 80 some rounds just beating the shit outta each other and talking trash some of the time. 'l cant wait till you go home and play me online so l can ruin your ranking' hhehehehe Brown got really mad at me. So after that, he had to meet up with his gf and l went to the mall to meet up with Jenn and Chelsea. Oddly they met up with Jeff cause Chelsea broke her cell phone and needed a cingular phone for the time till she gets a new one so we went to Jeff's to get one. Went back to the mall and met up with Lou. The 4 of us hit TGI Fridays and beast out on some good ass food. Mushroom burger....... oagh4oiaehgoiaehgoih5goaighj I love it. Talked bout lots of junk mostly just bout whats been going on with other people. Was pretty fun just joking around bout stuff and hearing of other crazy things. After met up with Lauren Lauren and Jill at the movies. Nothing was playing so we went to Lauren's house and invited people over and drank some. Just flipped through all these satilight channels for a few hrs and talk. Caught up on some and talked bout tomm for new yrs bout Club Avalon in NY we're going to. The girls were eating scoops tortila chips with no dip. Kinda defeats the purpose but l thought it was funny. They played around on my phone and my wallpaper is now those 3 girls. Now its time for online with DOA4. Late.
Posted 12/31/2005 at 2:15 AM
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Friday December 30, 2005
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Sup Guys, today was simple. Wake up feeling just sick. Ate a lil food, got a hot shower and just did alot to make myself feel better. I was feeling just ill when l woke up. Later started to feel a bit better and played video games. Evan sends a text saying poker at his place at 830 so l had something to do. So at 830 meet up there and Brown Joss Nemz Adam Eric Jeff Boris and Dave all show. We played alot of holdem and a lil bit of other poker variations like 7card and omaha. So l put in $10 to start and in 2 hrs l was up to $30. I was really thinking 'this always happens and lm gon start losing this money slowly' but l was having a good time just being around friends who l havent seen in a LONG time and shit and maybe l could keep winning so l stayed and slowly within another hr and half my pile slowly decreased to nothing till l had no money  .
Oh well, $10 for 3hrs 30 mins with friends just sitting around talking
bout junk while playing a game was well worth it. Coming out with cash
woulda been cool but l dont care that much. I think of the gas and the
price of a movie ticket for to kill 2 hrs is like $10 and its just
something different. Later on when l got back l called up Jackie. Me and Jackie meet up at Dunkin Donuts to get some food but they were closed so we hit the suburban dinner. Caught up on ALOT of things cause there was alot to ask about and laughed alot cause the way she says things are just different and really funny. Time really flew by and l guess l musta got mad lost in the conversation cause what felt like 30 mins was really like an hr and half when her Dad called her saying it was late and lm thinking 'nahh its like 1 or a lil after' and it was 2am hahaa, estimation can be off. Walking out we saw Evan Adam and Jeff who l just played poker with and talked a bit. Pced out and gave her a hug good night. Def nice seeing her again. Been a while since partying and clubbing over the summer. Hit back and now lm gon play some video games. Dead or Alive 4 comes out tomm. People from all over the world will feel the humilation by this teenaged azn kid. Laaaate.
Posted 12/30/2005 at 2:40 AM
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Thursday December 29, 2005
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Sup Guys, lm so tired from a nice full day. So l woke up at 9am after sleeping at 6am and couldnt fall back asleep. Me and Brown go get our haircuts then eat chinese at some new place. The lady loved me haha gave me a free calander and triangles on the house. I made sure we left a pretty good tip. For a $9 meal we left $6 in tip, 66%. K so get dropped off and talk to Titus and Sameer(my new roomate) bout hitting Montana West. Talk to Laura and pick her up and hit Oxford Valley mall and browse through stores. Kinda dissappointing my fav clothing stores arent getting anything real good in lately. We hit my place and chill and watch videos. Caught up on ALOT and its crazy how things happen. Im really glad l got to see her finally, its been so long. Dropped her off and got ready for clubbing. So meet up with Sameer, Titus, Mike, Brian and Lawernce and we go to Montana West. Shared my remaining smirnoff with them and got there at 1115. Yo parking was ridiculous it sucked so bad then the line was RETARDED!! So they wouldnt let people in till people left and l wait till 1am. Yea, ridiculous l know. Met some people in line and junk and when l did go in and just ran around to dance with whoever fast haha. For $5 tho, its good enough lol. Its pretty big in there and the age group is much more my age which l like. Dance with some girls but not for to long. Saw some friends from Kutztown and people on diff sports teams and also some people that l went to high school with. Later a circle opened up and l was all hyped. So its 2 kids battling but l didnt feel like waiting so l interrupted. The one kid got pissed and l just kept dancing in his face and he backed off. Second l hit the floor for footwork, he stepped in my way and fucked me up and l stood up. He said 'you didnt put your lighter up' as he held his up cause the song was that gay ass 'peoples put your lighters up' reggaaaaaaay shit. I HATE that song by the way. Slow horrible beat with stupid lyrics. But yea, l put my energy into my footwork which was sharper and faster than anyone elses footwork there(sorry dont mean to boast) and had a clean finish and got cheers and was asking where the kid went cause HE LEFT!! Loser, couldnt even stand his ground. So he wasnt in the circle more hahaha omg that made me feel so good when people just leave while l get cheered on. I LOVE IT!! So yea, just danced a few times in the circles along with 3 other bboys. They were ok, bout a yr or two into it seemed and not like extremely serious. I hit some footwork and crap but not to much cause of my ankel which l managed to still hurt. Hit windmills and got cheers and hit flares to headspins and l didnt even do them well and still got alot of cheers cause no else was even attempting power moves. Positive attentions cool. Gets to 2am and we pce out and talk bout diff girls we danced with and our opinions bout the club. I like my new roomie and this coming sem. should be pretty with him. I gotta sleep now cause lv been up for 18hrs off 3hrs of sleep. Late.
Posted 12/29/2005 at 3:25 AM
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Wednesday December 28, 2005
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Sup Guys, wow tonight was the best clubbing night of the summer so far!! So yea wake up to phone calls. Play some video games and eat a lil food and then it was already time to go clubbing. Jack and Kyle come in and we chill for a bit b4 heading out. It was good the old bio class posse. I mean l go clubbing with Jack alllllll the time but Kyle hasnt been out much cause he was with Ash for a while. Its crazy its 3 yrs now since the 3 of us became good friends in that class haha esp since b4 that class l always knew them kinda, Jack from wrestling him when l was younger and Kyle through his sister. Sit in the car b4 going in and drink some. Thank you Jack for the 'Wolf Schmidst' or whatever hahahaha Wolf shit.. We do drank to a few things and chased with gatorades and energy drinks. Get in Club Shampoo and was already hyped. Attractive girls around and l was flipping out. Alot of the usual people of course and Jo0f comes!! Hahha always a good time housing with him. Sam(AST) and Alexis show up and we dance on stage some. Me and Jack tag team these 2 girls that turns out that he hooked up with this girl in the early summer at the memorial event night. The girl l danced with looks ALOT like my friend Laura who l should be seeing tomm. Dance with some gangsta biddies and that was a fun time in the hip hop room and then went upstairs with the preppy girls in the trance room and haha wow am l in a good mood. Look around and see Kyle and Jack grinding with diff girls and JP's bro was there house dancing and my sorority sister on stage, the vibe was awesome. Danced in some circles and couldnt go full out since my ankel l think actually got worse from sunday but still not to bad. Met some girls but didnt ask for any numbers. It just seems, l dunno elementary. That was for the 14-18 nights yrs ago. Ride back was nice just talking bout junk and future plans with clubs and parties and junk. Its good having outgoing friends. Been talking to Steph from KU again lately. I dunno, if l end up at Montana West tomm l hope she goes. Shes been clubbing alot lately too. Weird the things she doesnt like me doing, she does too. Late.
Posted 12/28/2005 at 2:59 AM
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Tuesday December 27, 2005
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Sup Guys, today was simple. Woke up to Dom calling and saying lets go buy things so figured ok sure. Just got him and hit the mall, best buy and target and shop around and got clothes and junk. Nothing to great. Saw some old high school friends that l use to jump with in track and caught up a bit. Later on got Bek and Lauren and TJ Shara and JP come by. Bought SO MUCH FOOD TODAY!! Hit 711 3 times throughout the day and taco bell. Damn you Bek.. and yea spent bout $15 on food. Just watched parts of anchorman and 40 yr old virgin and played around on the comp and shit. Free food by TJ, thank you TJ. Sweet and Sour chicken is always a good time haha. Text with Jenn a bit but nothing was really goin on. Tomm is Club Shampoo but not sure whos all going but l'll figure it out. Hopefully it'll be more hype than how its been lately. Late.
Posted 12/27/2005 at 1:9 AM
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Monday December 26, 2005
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Sup Guys, wow drinking and dancing on a bad ankel wasnt smart haha.. K so wake and l felt mad sick. Just ate food and slept and played some video games and got a hot shower to feel better. Called up my new roomate and turns out we know a decent amount of the same people and one big party l was at over the summer at Brian's, a friend of Dan's, we were even at the same party. The guy seems pretty cool and Dan said the dude is a party person and all that so lm hyped for another friend to party with. I just slept on and off till 850. By then Jack and Josh were coming to hit Club Shampoo with me. So they get here and we pick up Dan and drive up. Hit Shampoo and drink in the car. 5 swigs off that Smirnoff Black Cherry, was like intentionally giving myself paper cuts or something. So we get in and we're chilling and there was alot of people for 1030. The alc hit me really fast and l was stubbling around off balance easily through the next hr. My stomach was aching at 1st but got better through the night. Open circles danced in them a bit but was stumbling a bit and was kinda embarrased and by the end of it hurt my bad ankel all over again. Its pretty good now but it really hurt then. Go around to diff rooms to dance and there was alot of bboying and housing tonight. Just posture was off for alot of people, l dunno, people should watch in a mirror how they dance. Couldnt really break at all, just topped. I noticed alot of other people been working on their tops too. Its nice to see improvement. Said yo to ALOT of friends l havent seen in a while, just dancers in general lv met through other people, at that club or other clubs or wherever. Good reunion. Not that many girls tho tonight. Some of them tho could really dance tho. This one punk/goth like girl was pretty good at housing and l was really impressed and this other exotic high heeled girl later on def caught eye. Just my ankel is ehaigha right now and lm thinking of clubbing... Tues - Lifted Tues Club Shampoo Weds - Montana West Sat - Club Avalon in NYC for New Yrs Sun - Lifted Sunday Club Shampoo Yeaa... l hope my ankel gets better def. Josh - 'girls giving handjobs is like a person with downsindrome making a cake' Hahahahahahhahahahaha truely one of the best analogies lv ever heard. Late.
Posted 12/26/2005 at 3:13 AM
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Sunday December 25, 2005
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Sup Guys, today was kinda lame. Just woke and went to a family dinner in Chinatown. My mom.... just retarded, she still treats me like lm 5 telling me 'ok say good bye to grandpa now' 'do you remember aunt wan?' and l obviously do but omg its so annoying. Anyway, get back and hit Dom's and alot of people were there. Lou Bek TJ Nelson Shara JP and l was gon get Rach but later on she wasnt picking up calls. Got a light headache and alc was everywhere. JP somehow always has stuff but yea, nothing to much. Just talking to some friends from home and college and going to sleep soon. lm also getting a roomate this coming sem. Kinda nervous. Late.
Posted 12/25/2005 at 12:53 AM
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Saturday December 24, 2005
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Sup Guys, theres a mess everywhere!! My pants, my car, Dom's trailer and room.. Theres alot of cleaning to do.. So yea wake up and talk to some friends online for a bit bout plans and junk and then go back to sleep till bout 430. Wake up and just fix myself up and get ready. Lauren invited me to go to a NY Club on New Yrs and its $75 and you gotta buy tickets online and its from 9pm-9am and all this crazy stuff. l always wanted to go to a NY club and this is a good chance cause nearly everything is planned out. l dunno tho, $75 is alot and Dom is prob having a party, actually pretty much is and that should also be good along with all the other house parties around that will be going on that night. We'll see, l'll decide tonight. So yea, go to Dom's and we hit the mall and see alot of old friends. Just people from high school and junk. Later on we get Bek and chill in his room for a while and Joss comes with all this alc haha, twisted tea, bacardi silver, miller's in 6's and 40's and that was really cool of him. Thanx Joss for the Bacardi. Later we get Shara and Lauren and TJ and Lou come by. So we all hit Dom's trailer and just drink and chill in there. Just ridiculousness on that massive bed. Hahaha there were some really funny drunken falls off that bed tho, like tumbling and crashing into the walls with feet in the air falls. Later on it got retardly perverted haha just wait for these pics on my site.. It was really fun but we ran pretty late and people were suppose to be back earlier than we were out for. B4 leaving, everything trying to find their clothes was RIDICULOUS!! Socks, shoes, jackets, gloves, phones, keys, alc. It was EVERYWHERE!! Like we were just FINDING THINGS EVERYWHERE and being like whos this thing is this? In the end was me Dom Bek and Lauren and we pce out to McDonalds. So Bek and Lauren decide to hook up while l hand the guy money for the food and the guy just smiled and laughed a lil and gave me a free quater pounder!! Hahahhaah yes yes yes!! Free food is always cool. Bek and Dom also made quite a mess in my car.. Good job guys...... assholes. After drop them all off and said late and said we'll prob all chill tomm. Sounds good to me. My Dad also is mad serious bout having me come to china for some of the summer and teaching people english since l can speak both chinese and english and make money. Like apparently its really good money cause knowing english is a really important skill to have in China and he wants to buy me my own place and all this shit but l dunno. I may but l dont want to leave the USA. I mean my parents moved from china to live in America not for me to go back to China. My Dad likes to say he likes to go where the money is and thats cool but the culture is something to. l dunno if l can stand 1 million people who look like me running around eating rice and doing karate all day. I like my white and black and asian friends here who speak english and listen to the same music l do and do the same things l do. I have a feeling if l go over, that month or however long lm there, l'll be mad bored. We'll see. Yea tomm l gotta go visit family in chinatown for most the day then night time, prob Dom Bek and Lauren. Late.
Posted 12/24/2005 at 3:45 AM
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Friday December 23, 2005
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Sup Guys, l feel better bout my dancing and my sleep is pretty normal. So yea, l go to sleep around 330am or earlier now and wake up at 10am or so. Not to bad l must say. Im really tired right now actually. Just woke and got manhatten bagel for lunch with and some gatorade at wawa and played Condemned with Brown for god.. 5 hrs. We beat it and thank god cause that game was driving me border line insane. After get some Wendy's and Vee comes over and we scarf that down. Hit Council Rock South vs Council Rock North's Wrestling match and meet up with all these people from my high school. The matches were great to watch esp knowing the people and how they wrestle and just l dunno, l miss it. After said hey to some old teammates and coaches and saw alot of other high school friends in general. After drop off Condemned at Hollywood Videos and meet up with Jack and Josh. We hit Club Flow and drink b4 getting in. I had my smirnoff black cherry and the guys had vladimir and something else. Get in and dance with some girls. Later on it got MAD PACKED!! But yo, the DJ was calling all girls to go on the stage and no guys were allowed on.. Yea so the girl to guy ratio on the dance floor was HORRIBLE!! OMFG!! What a stupid MC and DJ. 'Yea l want all hot girls up here on this stage now' so all the guys can walk around and look stupid. So yea, alot somewhat good looking girls were up there and l couldnt dance with any of them. I found some girls tho but ontop of there being a much lower number of girls on the floor to dance with, not many were attractive at all. I was getting really mad. Later me Jack and Josh danced with this set of 3 girls and that worked out great and that put me in a better mood. Danced in some open circles tho my ankel is still a bit messed up, l was good enough to dance and got cheers. Ahh l love the cheers. Tonight l danced much better in the circles for some reason. I dunno, l guess its like if l dont care and theres no pressure then its me having fun to the music but when there is pressure its like me trying to impress and l dont think l dance as well in that situation but whatever. Now lm back and will figure out my shit for the next days as they come. Im just to tired right now. Late.
Posted 12/23/2005 at 3:19 AM
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Thursday December 22, 2005
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Sup Homes, god damn my life, lm so tired. So yea, lv been up for about 26 hrs now. Just been playing alot of Need for Speed with Dom and then at 12 lunch time me Dom Walt and Lou go to Tech to meet up with people and all get lunch in their student resturant. Not bad l'll say but it was just fun running around with people l havent seen since summer. Caught up with Jenn and Chelsea and then later found Bek and was running around with her till she slid down the hand rails and l did it only to fall and bruise up my right leg, as if the twisted left ankel wasnt bad enough. Got freaked out by some ahhh... yeaaa..... Other myspace people were around and l dunno, for such a simple trip, it was really fun. Then we hit AC MOORE and TJ MAX or some crap and just played these stupid childish games but we were entertained well. Hahha the Jesus jokes were fun. Later on yelling at old people on the street. I dunno, it was one of those days to just be obnoxious. Around 4ish get Bek and l get my new cell phone. I got a new plan with Cingular since they bought out AT&T and you cant even get AT&T phones anymore. Get the Razor and l love it but lm afraid to break it since its so small and thin. Later meet up with Dom Lou TJ and Bek at a place for pizza and crap and then hit back to Dom's to chill and watch Anchorman then we dropped off Bek and now lm here up talking to Vee and Susie. Hopefully will catch up with Vee tomm if she comes to the wrestling match and Susie and me are talking bout school and junk cause l failed history and she got a D. Damn you Susie. Late.
Posted 12/22/2005 at 12:40 AM
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Wednesday December 21, 2005
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Sup Guys, yea sleep and food is controlling me. So just been playing XBOX 360 with Brown and Dom ALOT. Need for speed at Dom's and Condemned at Brown's that we borrowed from Dom and then Perfect Dark Zero with either of them whenever at home or when we meet. Iv been feeling like shit lately, l think l got a cold or maybe the flu or some crap. My twisted ankel tho its getting better, still hurts like a bitch. Iv been spending money on food like crazy. $60 on food in 5 days!! I look around and see chocolate, gummy bears, hot friends, cheddar fries, ice tea, hi c, mug, lemonade, mcdonalds and some bags of chips.. Maybe l over did it with enjoying home food haha. Gon sneak into the tech school and eat lunch and roam around and who knows what. Everything has been random. Late.
Posted 12/21/2005 at 6:32 AM
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Tuesday December 20, 2005
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Sup Guys, its all a blur and all random. So lv been sleeping at RANDOM TIMES now!! Its COMPLETLY random, just whenever lm tired, l sleep for an hr to 5 6 hrs or so. I woke up at 830pm just confused. Yea so like just play some video games and plan out some future plans for the week. The Council Rock South vs Council Rock North Wrestling match is this thurs. Its a big deal if your from the area lemme tell you. Im proud to say l was on the 1st Council Rock South Wrestling Team cause the reputation is so huge now. Rumor has it, CR South and North are #1 and #2 in the state, South also won states last yr. I cant wait to go and see the new wrestlers and see ALOT of old friends l use to wrestle with from South and North, esp l was on the last team when Council Rock was just one school so yea, theres alot of friends and coaches l'll have to def see. Also seeing who wins will be a big deal. Hopefully l'll see some of my old partners esp. So later on hit Dom's. We were gon meet up with Duron Ron Alexis and Amy but just ended up chilling in his room for a while. TJ drops by with hot wings!! YEAAAAAA TJ!! So l played alot of Need for Speed Underground on Dom's xbox360 and saw some of condemned which lm borrowing from him to loan to Brown. Honestly, XBOX360 is consuming our lives!! Got 1/3 through the game and its pretty sweet. Late night at 5am we run around town for things for Bek's xmas gift. She better like the....... well if she doesnt, someones gon get punched in the throat. Lately things just been a blur. I find myself confused all day haha like lm on drugs or some junk but yea, everythings not to bad. Just trying to find things to do but atleast l dont got big worries. My ankel is getting alot better already but lm still kinda sick. Late.
Posted 12/20/2005 at 7:18 AM
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Monday December 19, 2005
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Sup Guys, clubbing has gone insane. So wake up at 5pm again god damn l really wanted to wake earlier but couldnt and died a few times in mission9 in Perfect.. wo0t?! No wo0t. So yea, talk to some people online for a bit and get ready for Club Shampoo. Jack and Josh get here and we hit the club. They get drunk and we get in at 1020. Soon enough more people come in and theres a huge house circle. Yo this circle lasted FOREVER!! Just went out and at it in the circle a few times till l exhausted myself to the point where my mouth was ridiculously dry. Jo0f shows along with all the typical house dancers and bboys and l see some other friends from college. Danced alot actually, tonight wasnt a grinding night at all. Very few people were grinding and those who did seemed outta place. Tonight just seemed like an older crowd and it was more about approaching and dancing which l liked. Josh was drunk and confident and it was paying off. We later met these 4 girls from Tennent and the one girl we like to call 'the crazy girl' cause she was so fun. She just was all at it. She was cute but not that cute but her personality was so wild happy and fun, me Josh and Jack wanted to marry her. Later perculator came on and l just went mildly insane and went crazy. Hit the open house circle and KILLED that beat and got the 'Whoa's hahaha l love it. DESTROYED my left theigh tho omg it was so tight, like ROCK HARD no joke, its from squatting when l do that damn dance. But yea, got called out by some gangstar child in a circle. See l was dancing and l kinda slipped so to save it l just did footwork to pretend like l was going for it but did simple stuff and got up. So this kid thinks, oh he sux at bboying and l'll show him up and does more footwork than me... hehehehhehe he was set up and l didnt even mean to set him up, l just slipped a lil and recovered it. So hit power moves, hit the gainer and other footwork and then Joof went at him and yea, he didnt come out again. Its cool to get into a heated battle but dont be a straight up cocky dick <- ha 'cocky dick'. Whatever, had fun till l twisted my ankel real bad. Left ankel is a bit swelled. I rarely REALLY hurt myself dancing but tonight had more than usual. Skin ripped off my right elbow and knuckles of my left hand, cut lip from windmills and bruised hip. Oh well. Tonight was good and it was an interesting change seeing people dance more than grind. I like both and next week........... awwWw shiiiiot. Its weird that Dana from my college who l saw at Shampoo tonight is friends with this girl l always see around. Turns out l met her over a yr ago at a party in Philly watching the eagles. Small world. 'Zang murderd some kid in the perculator, seriosuly, ripped him, got me hype!' <- jo0f's blog on myspace. Late.
Posted 12/19/2005 at 2:37 AM
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Sunday December 18, 2005
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Sup Gangstarsssss, bullshitting around is ok, can be boring at times but its better than being stressed. So woke up at 5pm today. Yea l slept 13 damn hrs, way to fuck up my sleep scedule. Talk with some friends bout clubbing tomm and gon try to get a decent size group together for tomm. Just l dunno, l feel really confident at Club Shampoo cause lv been there 24624 billion times and just through the past and that l work on dancing, l feel good but just coming with alot of friends so theres def a SET group there for sure is just a really good securing feeling. Theres always the usual people who are always at Club Shampoo and some of my friends that work there but l dunno, friends to dance with and friends to chase girls with is always nice and the more of each, the better the time. So get Brown and hit Best Buy, ha there was a long line of people waiting for XBOX360's and we already been playing ours for 3 weeks. Im happy tho, when people start playing online, they'll be all these NEWBIES which l'll be SLAUGHTERING cause they dont know the maps or guns to well and haha wow lm gon knock up my ratio even more. The average ratio in an online game is actually 4:5 saying a player kills 4 people every 5 times he dies, saying the average player is actually hurting the team score cause hes not doing well tho only a lil. My ratio is 2:1 right now perfect meaning l kill 2 people for each time l die. So when the average player in this game right now kills 4 people, l kill 10. Ha, l love this game and always being best in each server, sometimes being 2nd best. I admit lv been a nerd and been playing ALOT. But yea, back to where l was, call up Dom and we go visit him and people, Lou Bek being there, meeting up with TJ at the mall and saw some old friends from high school including my Senior Prom date Steph haha, great seeing her again. Cait from KU who l also was friends with during high school was there and other random friends. Later back to Dom's and watched Brown play Condemned for a while. God thats a scary ass game and just sat around on Dom's bed and Shara came later and jumped in bed with all of us too haha. It was simple but a fun time. After me and Brown hit my place and play MORE XBOX360 on Perfect Dark Zero and play 4hrs 20 mins to beat 1 more mission........ We still got 8 more of the 14. So yea, we're 1 away from being half way done. This is alot longer than usual for us but oh well, its a good time. Tomm Club Shampoo and gon talk to some nesh people bout parties. Theres gon be something goin on soon lm so sure. Late.
Posted 12/18/2005 at 4:50 AM
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Saturday December 17, 2005
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Sup Guys, wow lm so tired. So woke up next to Jo, azn girl l met through friends and we just chilled all morning. Messed on our myspace's, watched videos some being mad tv clips and other junk. Around 2ish we hit Nesh mall to meet up with 2 of her friends and chilled and got food. Saw alot of old friends, some from high school and some from just party groups. Its crazy the news l hear and the changes made in time over a yr. Thats life l guess. So afterwards, Jo goes back home with her friends and Brown meets me to see King Kong. Yo good ass movie. Great action and l got a lil touched l must say. Hahaha theres a long ass fight scene between King Kong and 3 Rex's and yo it was just sweet. Esp the last kill. There were alot of disturbing things through the movie too and oh man, def a movie to watch. After we hit back and play some perfect dark zero. Get Dom and hit the mall for a bit and meet up with Lou a bit later. Got ALOT of food for video game time with Brown. Hoagies, gummy bears, gallons of lemonade and Hi-C, blocks of cheese, chilli, mac and cheese, chicken noodle soup, cheeseburger hot dog thing, buffalo chicken go go...... Yea l say today, plus the Wendy's l got, l spent a bit over $25 on food. Im gon go broke fast this break at this rate. So yea, we played alot of Perfect Dark Zero, finally beat Mission 3 and spent 4 hrs 30 mins on Mission 4. Thats the limit. Haha realized some other things too. We'll see how it all works out. Late.
Posted 12/17/2005 at 4:10 AM
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Friday December 16, 2005
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Sup Guys, hahahahah school is done for a lil bit!! So yea, got Mocha with Susie and study a bit b4 our History final. So l thought l had the essay's good and she thought she had multi choice good. I meet up with her and we take our final only to find l did well on multi and she did well on the essay and we both think we did bad. We got lunch at the SUB. Aww my last lunch and in the SUB. After we went to her room and got her books and got mine and sold them. $105 NukkkkaaaAaaa!! Yea so lm gon be buying a video game, go see a movie, get some applebees/taco bell hahaha, l love money. Visit the 314 girls and say our goodbyes. Im gon miss them over break but l know l'll be talking to them. My mother came to pick me up and pissed me off. Slept in the car and when l got back, slept more. Was gon see King Kong with Brown but l got home to late and l told my mother to wake me up at 9 and she didnt and l woke up at 930 and called Jo and Dom and said we're gon chill. Pick up Jo and go to Dom's. Lou Shana were also there and Bob got a haircut. Hahaha funny to see changes like that. Played some need4speed on XBOX360 and chilled and talked. Good seeing all old friends, its been a while. Old party posse from the summer. After me and Jo hit back and Jo slept over.. tehehhe. Laaaaaaate.
Posted 12/16/2005 at 10:49 AM
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Thursday December 15, 2005
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Sup Guys, my sleeping scedule is the worst ever. So l stayed up all night and hit my philosophy final at 8am and then slept a bit and hit my His Civ II final at 2pm and grabbed some lunch. Ate and fell asleep from 330-1130pm <- yea l know thats really bad. I dunno if it can get worse but this is the only way l can study and wake up in time for my finals. I got one more final tomm which is His US and l hate that class so much and the teacher is such a douche with his tests and how he teaches. If l do become a teacher, wow l will def try to make the class as interesting as l can and have fun with it. Not talk in a single monotone voice for an hr and half and not get to know my students. Anyway, l got alot of studying to do and alot of terms to look up. So yea, tomm night l already got plans to see friends late night. Im hyped for that just to start off break with a lil sleep over hehehehehehehe.. <- this one was evil. Im gon be clubbing and playing video games with friends, late night applebees and taco bell inbetween every road trip. I think l'll be fairly set up nicely this break. Lastly, l love being a dick to people who think they have me. Douche bags.. Late.
Posted 12/15/2005 at 12:56 AM
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Wednesday December 14, 2005
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Sup Homie homes welcome to the show, lm alfred if didnt already know.. <- look l can rap. So yea played video games to the weeeeeee hrs of the morning and then at 2pm took my math final. ACED ACED that shit. If only all subjects were so easy. So yea, get lunch with Rich Butler Mike and this other dude and just talk bout racism and the parties through the sem. Its crazy, the sem is over!! How fast?! So yea, chill in my room and play alot more perfect dark zero. Hahaha lm such a mine whore its so sweet. Im going per game average of today about 18-5, a bit better than 3:1 ratio. What l do is just mine myself in with a window to shoot people and when they rush me, haha proxi mines give me one or two more kills. Way l see it, its just setting people up and l could run and gun and kill a person then die and next round just die then next time kill someone then die and go 2:3 kill:death, but why when l could blow everyone up? I love mines. K so yea, hit dance practice and that was fun cept l been trying more dangerous shit. Well, its not really MORE dangerous, its just l got use to my old tricks lv been working on and now lm working on these twisting inverted cartwheels and elbow airflares <- l know they're a bit extreme for where l stand as of right now but why not, ya know? Fell on my back PLENTY of times and knocked the wind outta myself. Posting up and having no idea how lm gon get down but crashing. I nutcrackered myself a good few times too, lemme tell you, that makes me wanna stop right there. Fucked my right arm real bad just completly all out going for the inverts with cartwheels and crashed with my arm all twisted and bent so yea, its a bit tight right now. Get back and lm in trouble for my music. Its been on at the same volume for a LONG time but just now l got complained on. How random. Guitar....... So yea lv just been listening to alot of bands lately and just been air guitaring in my room for quite some time. Heard this song by The All America Rejects - Stab my back and l really like the guitar melody in the song and lm just thinking, wow l might as well learn how to play so l can add in for the hell of it. So yea, lm just gon buy a simple guitar, nothing amazing and prob look up online how to play it, maybe l'll buy a book but doubt it. I always been interested to learn but l dropped both the piano(5yrs) and clarinet(3yrs) for sports(basketball,wrestling,track&field,tennis) and then l dropped all those sports for dancing my senior yr. But yea, l still remember how to read music no prob, just l wonder how hard it'll be. Im not gon write my own music or try to sing or go hardcore with it. Just another skill to pick up for the hell of it, prob wont ever be useful ever but it'll be nice for me privatly for my own enjoyment. Im really looking forward to it. Azn girls lately - wo0t. Late.
Posted 12/14/2005 at 12:20 AM
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Tuesday December 13, 2005
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Sup Gangsta's, l know you wanna roll a blunt and smoke with me as l
cap some gangbangers down southstreet but tonight its me time. So this entry will be lame. Ended up staying up all night again playing video games and on myspace msging old friends. Alot of people are wondering bout clubbing and the lm gon be hitting Club Shampoo for the next 3 sundays. Theres some big events and l cant wait to dance. Random biddies and good friends l cannot wait!! so yea, l hit the library and meet up with Grant(AXP) and alot of the brothers and sor sisters were there and we're all just chilling and studying. It def helped l'll say that. Mess around on people's ipod nano's and stop studying for a lil bit then back to work. I prob knocked up my score a good 15% or so cause of that extra 2.5 hrs of studying. Take the tests and yo omg this old fat lady is so annoying. Shes one of them mom's that is coming back to college but shes so ignorant. Just loud and immature and even had her daughter come in one day, l dunno.. But yea she had to make a big scene she couldnt see and took up 2 mins of everyones time and l give Susie this look like 'you gotta be kidding me' and Susie laughs and says outloud and points at me 'Hahahha he haaaaaaates her!!' and people started laughing hahahahaha. Im like oh man, l hate her but dont announce it esp with her listening but whatever. After me and Susie get food at the SUB and talk bout all this stuff. She told me a really insane story and its just getting good. Hahhaha the crazy things that happen. I went to sleep around 330 or so and woke at 930pm. Im gon stay up all night again and play games with friends back home. Friends back home.... haha good thing things are being set up. Im hyped!! Are you?! Late.
Posted 12/13/2005 at 12:19 AM
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Monday December 12, 2005
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Sup Guys, anti social sundays are always nice. So wake up at 2pm with my 12 hrs of sleep haha, gotta love sleeping my life away. Talk a bit online and grab some lunch to my room. Eat and watch Naruto and play Perfect Dark Zero for a number of hrs. Later on was the dance team meeting. Call up Natalie to return her shoes we forgot was in my bag after thursdays dance team date social. Dropped them off and go to my meeting. Look at some pics from parties and socials we've had and go over the plans for the break and weeks to come when we come back. Dance team sure takes up my time, alot more than my fraternity now. I'll be rehearsing the dances a few times over break, l got our CD. Im only gon have 3 weeks of break tho, the last week, sun l go back to KU during the day and come back thursday during the day. Its 4 days of ALOT of practice. At night we'll go out to the movies and have private parties. We got a special night too which lm looking forward too haha. Oh boy, l cant wait. Haha its gon be a bit diff partying with 24 girls, girl to guy ratio 24:1. Im use to the 1:1, the usual 3:5 or so and the rare but it happens cause girls invite dudes and not other girls, 4:15 not gon say names(Beck..). After hit my room and lv been playing Perfect again. Didnt study or do work tho EVERYONE else has. I got my shit done ahead of time. Im gon study tomm morning with Grant(Pres of AXP) and then tues night lm gon review some stuff and trade essay question answers with my suitemate Eric. I changed up my room too. Inbetween my 2 computer monitors l put my tv there. So now where l sit(right next to my bed) infront of my face is the TV. To the left and right are computer monitors, both on with aim, windows media player, ares and whatever website lm on(facebook,myspace ect.). Its sad the sem is over already. Im still dazed how fast it went. The parties have been amazing and my friends.................... you guys couldnt make me any happier with myself than l am. Late.
Posted 12/12/2005 at 12:51 AM
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Sunday December 11, 2005
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Sup Guys, some people are just stupid and they piss me off as it is but just knowing they exist makes me sad. So didnt really sleep last night, kinda passed out from 3-5am but then couldnt sleep and just did some school work and played video games online. Get breakfast with Ash and Em(314) and ate real well. The food was really good for upstairs weekend food. After l hit my room and do a lil work, not much and then play video games for a while and talk online. Jennie comes over for a bit to chill after she got her lunch and just chilled for a bit till she had to do her CA work. I just played video games for a long time. Later on l was suppose to chill with Jennie but l dunno, l was just not feeling it and told her l wasnt really feeling tonight and we pretty much bagged tonight's plan of ordering food and watching a movie. Ehh, l dont really care anyway. So then Carissa calls me and tells me party at 30 main. So l meet her Rach Sarah and Jason at Mama's and we hit 30. Met some people through other friends and just drank and drank fast cause when l got there, they started their just tapped the last keg. Later me and Jason beat Jason(BBoy) and this dude lv seen around and think hes on the football team, at beer pong. Haha 1st shot, Jason makes his shot and l bounced knocking 2 more and we just finished that game fast. Later one of the brothers of Sig Pi says he doesnt want me showing up there anymore and lv been cool with Derek and Larry of Sig Pi for a while and Fadious who is pledging next sem. But yea, this dude Mike thought l was another of my brothers and blamed me for bringing cans of beer to their parties and filling up my can. Yea, l never bring cans of beer to any party, ontop of that l wouldnt be filling up so l told him that and he said he has beef with Crow and asked if lm in AXP and l told him yea and l dont get it, one of my brothers are really close with some of their brothers. Like we almost had a quad social with them, dance team and cheerleaders b4. Where's the beef? But yea then some fat random kid is like 'if he said get out, you should get out' and appeared like he was gonna eat me. I was trying to fix this problem but apparently they just like to be hard ass's so l'll remember it and l left. I was so close to just nailing the fat kid in the face. I hate people that think cause they're bigger than you they can beat you up. Last time l was forced to fight a bigger person than me(Mike Wass) l broke his arm and the next day he asked me not to tell anyone cause he was embarrased. Little does that fat kid know ld have no problem in a real fight to take a bottle to his face. People are so ignorant at this age it surprises me seriously. It seems the more mature l become, the more immature others get. This is why l hate those two types of people which the fat kid seemed to be a part of both. Ignorant/naive people and followers.Walked back by myself cause being kicked out l couldnt find my friends. I just cant believe how some people are. People need to learn to be calm, relax and resolve things than make things worse, stupid shits. Late.
Posted 12/11/2005 at 1:36 AM
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Saturday December 10, 2005
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Sup Guys, ahh just fun days. I love college life, just chilling with friends all day.. lm really sad the sem is ending but parties, clubbing and late night applebees with friends back home will be fun. So l didnt go to sleep last night in the end. Just thought and thought bout things and how l was feeling and trying to analyze myself and figure out myself. Ha, l feel so fucked up but atleast positive outcomes have been occuring through my wrongful thinking. At 8 Nora IMs me and we talk and she stayed up all night too and she comes over but we couldnt get her in cause sign in is at 9 so we were gonna jump the gate till we got yelled at by a guy blowing snow around so we just got breakfast then chilled in my room from 9-11 and did shots of Smirnoff Black Cherry l have and relaxed. I missed Nora, we havent chilled this yr like we use to last yr when we both lived in Lehigh. After she pced out to class, l passed out from 11-545pm. Missed my last classes but ehh.. lm just preparing for finals. Spent bout 2 hrs looking up info on www.answers.com and just wrote down all these notes on names and events for a history final. Grab some dinner and play some Perfect with Dom online for a bit b4 heading out. Tonight's parties were sweet. Didnt think l was going out at 1st but Rach IMs me letting me know shes having a party, 2 kegs at 67 and hit that with Rich Zach and Mike and that was fun. A bit overcrowded but eh well. Saw alot of friends, that posse of Tanya Jason Rach Kim Lindsey. Other random friends were there and just all the typical party people of course were partying weekend b4 finals. Chelsea Mel Krystal and crew were there too and later on when 67 was low on beer, alot of us headed to 30, Sig Pi. Threw snowballs at groups of girls infront and back of us and ended up meeting them at the party... 'hey you were the kid who threw snowballs at us, l didnt appreciate it' and then 5 mins later, we're buds haha. At 1st it was ok and alot of 67 people showed there and chilled with them hoping group to group. Later on there was some dancing and people were asking me to dance and l said nahh sorry but l shoulda been smarter bout it since l was wearing my Ku Dance Team windbreaker lol, yea not thinking ahead tonight. Later it got really crazy and alot of other friends were showing up. A good friend helped me get a cup hehehe and people were still asking me to dance to the point where it was getting ridiculous. So like l was just chilling on the wall and Mel starts grinding on me as if l was that gangster child at a club and shes that girl all on me as l chill so l just chilled and drank and OMG so many people pressuring me to dance. I mean its really cool people know me for it but l dont want to be ONLY known for it. Like l rather have people know me as Rob Zheng than that kid on the dance team that breakdances too. Kid on the dance team and breakdances is just part of who l am, not me, get it? But whatever, ended up grinding and dancing with Mel, Chelsea and Kim. Yo Kim damn she can def dance too!! Body rolls... def gotta love them. Me and Kim are gon be hitting up Montana West alot of weds next sem and plan to go clubbing over break. Laugh with friends bout various junk and me and Zach and these 2 girls hahahahahahhahahahahaah 'yo my friend keeps bumping me' AAAAAAHAHAHAHAH 'YO MEGAN!! Oh l just knew your name cause she said it' AOIHOREWIGJaoieghjroikaehjrg yo we were just having laughs and we ended up being cool with the girls later anyway. Party starts to die off and go to Mama's with Zach and Rich. Chill and eat garlic knots with some friends in UP and then Tanya Jason Rach Kim and Lindsey come by and chill with them and walk back with them. Threw snowballs through some windows of some people throwing snowballs out their window hahah that was fun. Now lm back and talking with Brown from home. Lost my leather cuff around my left wrist lv had for over 2 yrs and worn everyday. It just musta been pushed off and oh well. lm really sad but l knew it'd lose it one day like everything else. People seem to try SO HARD now and people are so dillusional sometimes and try so hard to be king the wrong ways. Its so hard to get everything into perspective but l know what lv been been up too and what lm accomplishing compared to others and l feel proud bout myself. Def one of the most important feelings to have. Late.
Posted 12/10/2005 at 3:21 AM
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Friday December 9, 2005
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Sup Guys, ridiculous ridiculous nights. Confused  ????????????????? YOU BET I AM!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!Umm in words of Bill Cosby 'HOWWWW RIDICULOUS!!' its the only thing that fits. Wake up and decide to skip my classes tho it was my last time to have these 2 classes, history US and math and looked up information on people for my history civ II class. Play some video games online, Perfect Dark Zero and yo, people ARE SO STUPID!! I set up mines at door ways and just pick up people and when people realize where lm at and try to rush me, they run over my mines and die. Im racking up my score like a muh'fucka. After hit bboy dance practice and work on round offs to high backflips and posing in the air and shit. Work on smoothing out windmills with no hands. If l can get no handed windmills, that would be amazing cause of all the variations l can rip outta that in time. Decided that since lm working up to be at a higher level maybe l'll get a lil taste and try a level even higher........................... Elbow air flares............ l feel kinda funny that lm trying to learn them now but l should. I can already do one tho its mad sloppy and l completly crash after it. Drako helped me with the concepts and l already have the whip down from other power moves, just theres other adjustments and its a really good power move to have. Im going all out on dancing and as obsessed with dancing as l am, l can be a bit more obsessed and get a lil more better. Had fun fighting Marissa and everyone else today at practice hahaha oh man WE HAD LAUGHS TONIGHT!! I love my fellow bboys and bgirls. If you dance, your already my friend. So then got in and got ready for the DANCE TEAM DATE SOCIAL!! So shower and change into my nice clothes. Took my time and got some food and then l adjusted my tie so it was fucked up and freaked out that my tie was all blocky.. Lucky me some friends downstairs did a well job tieing it for me. Meet up with Natalie and we walk and talk on the way to the date social. Get there and everyone looked great well dressed. It was kinda weird seeing everyone so nice when you know how they ussually dress but cool at the same time your all wearing the same thing. There was dancing and lots of drinking of all these liquors and oh man, how sweet. My smirnoff black cherry, 99 bananas, Bacardi O, Smirnoff Vanilla.... Hahah my cheeks hurt from smiling when l saw all that amazing liqqqqquor but with liquor comes becoming retarded. Just got shit faced with my date and Natalie was pretty outta it later in the night tho we were talking bout how we're NOT getting completly obliterated. Im really happy Natalie got along well with everyone at the party. I was kinda afraid cause on the dance team is me and 24 girls so Natalie was the only girl who didnt know all the other girls and l didnt know all the other dudes. I knew some of the dudes through previous parties tho cause they're some of the girls boyfriends and was introduced. Throughout the night l met my dance team's dates and I introduced Natalie to girls on the team and it was really nice just half the people not knowing each other all slowly blend in with our team. Just a ridiculous night with some pretty crazy ......... events? Some things l found out and some l dunno, just ALOT happened. 3 things actually. Wait 4. Yea. Walk back and say Good Night to Natalie. Now lm back talking with Mike and Matt bout how their party night was and Brown and Dom back home bout all this junk and good hearing some good news back home. With everything lm thinking my friends are right bout some things. I was hoping it wasnt true but sometimes my positive goals are for the wrong reasons. Like maybe l take pride to much into consideration of what l do and l dunno. As long as my goals are right thats atleast good but lm gon have to rethink some things. Kinda not liking it but whatever. lm having fun and improving on dance. Im good. Late.
Posted 12/9/2005 at 2:57 AM
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Thursday December 8, 2005
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Sup Guys, today was a mess. Couldnt sleep till 8am. Just layed there. Finally slept and woke up late for 2 of my classes but went to my last one to hand in a paper. Get food with the girls next door Heather Marie and Em. Just talk and relax and stuffed our faces with the middleman's noodles. <- lol does that sound right? You know what l mean. Get back to my room and just chill till its performance time. Was gon eat some of my chinaking but got lazy to heat it. I know thats pretty lazy but l like REALLY easy food. Meet up with the dance team and chill and go over the dances. Hahaha there were no candy canes so l didnt have to pass them out. Talk with the girls bout all sorts of junk through the nearly 3 hrs we were there. I was feeling all gitty today and just being obserd, l dunno, it gets like that. Alot of friends show but the overall crowd turn out wasnt like last game being completly packed. I love it when its completly filled up. It gets me hype. Sat and talked with Tanya and Carissa b4 halftime. Halftime comes and we do our 'Bring'em out dance'. Was really fun just dancing there cause l didnt feel nervous but it was just fun now dancing on court with my friends. Thats how l see it now. Do fine and people were saying it looked better this time than last which is good cause improvement is always nice. No one was at the 1st game anyway since it was the tues of break. Finish up the dance and talk with my fav ladies of 314 and they took pics. Thank you. I liked the last one esp they caught everyone on the jump with one hand out and one hand planted. It looks really good. Talk with Susie bout the dance and how people liked the ending with my seperate motions. I hit a backflip while the girls go down and hit a baby freeze while the girls do this finishing jump and fall. Susie said tho girls thought it was cool more guys thought it was really good and gave me credit. I talked bout it with friends b4 and it seems like being on the Ku Dance Team gives me alot more credit to other guys over girls haha, whatever, credit is cool. Susie said its mostly cause they're jealous for various reasons of me being on the team and thats fine by me haha. Recorded the timeout when the girls went out and passed around my camera for all them to see. 2nd timeout we just did apache and it felt a bit ockward but who cares. Watched the performance and Jess came by and said hey to her. I love my dance team. Tomm, dance team date social with Natalie with my monster sized jug of smirnoff black cherry....... Awwwwwwwww shit!! Late.
Posted 12/8/2005 at 2:28 AM
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Wednesday December 7, 2005
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Sup Guys, ahh improvement is always nice. So last night l played Perfect Dark Zero with Dom online on XBOX360 haha to 430am. We actually were doing REALLY GOOD for the 1st time playing multiplayer together. We started off with a simple tactic that works well in nearly EVERY online game against other people around the world. Rush close to the enemy while they set up, hide close by and wait, when they pass - shoot them in back. Hahah wow our flanking and ambushing was AMAZING. Esp with the cover ability and headset hahaha. Me: Haha yo check it out, guy down from the bridge, get ready. Dom: hehehhe ok!! Me: Hahah go go lm shooting him now!! :guy is ambushed and shot from his front and back sides: And a sucker dies.. K so yea, go to sleep around 5 something and wake up at 5pm this evening to my neighbors knocking on my door seeing if l wanted to get dinner. OoOppPssAa? Oh well, get dinner with Heather and Em and had a good meal. Just chilled and talked bout whatever was on our minds as always. Get back and do some research for the essay questions of my history final. BBoy practice went well. Windmills are mostly clean but not 100% yet. Getting there tho, on wood its just the same if not better. On wood l glide better but sometimes my hip bones take a lil bump or my elbow gets a lil bruise or scratch but oh well, the cheers will be nice. Worked on round offs and layouts(high back flips where l extend all my limbs out) lm trying to find 2 or 3 sweet lil tricks or poses l can do during these high backflips after round offs. Besides round offs looking nice as itself and looking nice as a set up for back handsprings and backflips, they give about 2-3 feet in height giving me more time to either freeze a position b4 rotating for the flip, twist and move my body in a motion not towards a backflip but still land the backflip or just in general float and flip and concentrate more on posing rather than getting over. Its a lil high l like ontop of hearing cheers and wo0ts. Hit Ku Dance team practice and work on our 'Bring'em out' dance and they practice the timeout. COME TO THE GAME WEDS @ 8 IN KEYSTONE, BRING YOUR ID!! I'll be passing out candy canes during a timeout, l'll feel a bit cheesy but who cares honestly. I was pulling on strings on my sweat pants cause some are to long and need to be cut and lm pretty much playing around my croach and l hear 'Rob it didnt fall off' haha thanx Jess.. I look up and all the girls are turned laughing at me as lm bent over with my hands on my D. Haha l'll get Jess back when the time comes. For now l'll wallow in humiliation. Just finished some research for answering 2 of 5 of the possibly essay questions for my history final and gon play some Perfect. Late.
Posted 12/7/2005 at 1:17 AM
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Tuesday December 6, 2005
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Sup Guys, everythings a rush. So last night l played with Dom on Xbox Live on our Xbox360's Perfect Dark Zero on Perfect Agent. Knocked out 3 missions like nothing cause l mastered this game's start so well. Layed in bed and couldnt pass out till 7am. So l woke up at 1130 and left my room at 1145. Meet up with Susie and hit Geo class. Grant(Pres of AXP) was finally at class, hes been MIA for a while. Im sure being president of a fraternity is alot of work. President of any organization lm sure is alot and l know hes been busy with that. Hit my other classes but l was so tired l slept pretty much through classes again today. Im there just to get assignments and help my attendance grade. After class l play some video games some more till dinner with Em Heather and Marie. Chill and ate mad good, l love the upstairs middle thingy where they cook the food infront of you. That's always been sweet. Recheck my clothes for the date social on thurs. I look much older, its sweet. I remember when l use to be a gangster child in 9th and 10th grade and l got changed for my 1st formal, Fall Dance, l laughed so hard in the mirror for how fake and old l looked. Its like that again. Got ready for dodgeball playoffs and they said we're not in it anymore cause of some error and they cant do anything bout it tho we have even scores with other teams in the league but they are playing and we arent so that was real dumb and a waste of my time. Esp it even said online that we were playing. Jackass's. Get to dance practice early cause of it and just sleep a bit b4 everyone shows. It was just me and Emily for like 20 mins cause she had kickboxing then dance right after and like me, theres no reason to go back to the room when lm just gon leave 5 mins later to dance. Practice the 'Bring'em out' dance and then the girls practice the timeout. Its really nice and elegant. I like it and its funny cause lm getting into jazz a bit more lately, since the NY lessons. Its not exactly something l'll be using alot or anything but for myself its good to know theres a bit more versatility. I realize more how much work the E board has sitting with Jess(dance team pres) and seeing her view of everything. I feel bad.. . Jess, next time at a party, consider your cup on me haha. Got a shower and lm gon do some work, 1st time in bout 6 days. Im eating flaming hot easy mac and my stomach is on fire. Im so hungry tho. Oh well. Also for dance, l got some sick ideas. Oh just wait.. Some toprock moves but more just really new ideas for bboying. Ahh l cant wait for bboy practice tomm. Then performing with the KU Dance Team at weds basketball game then the Dance Team date social with Natalie. Fri and sat.. who knows but atlesat things are hyped for the next few days. Late.
Posted 12/6/2005 at 12:11 AM
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Monday December 5, 2005
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Sup Guys, today was simple. Wake and play some video games. Get dinner with Mel Em and Marie. See some friends down at the cafe and Kev and Paul get food with us too. Just chill and laugh bout all sorts of shit eating downstairs. After that l play some more video games for a lil bit. Getting closer to accomplishing another perfect agent mission. Talk a bit online and time comes around for dance. Hit old main and do the photoshoot with the dance team. Practice, the timeout we were learning was really feminine and l felt bad there was alot of changes for me that was rushed to try to figure out what l should do so l decided to sit out for the timeout and l'll be passing around candy canes while they dance. I dont mind at all esp seeing the rest of the dance. Alot more of the dance would have had to be changed for me and if l saw a dance with a dude doing ALOT of diff thigns ld keep comparing and l dont want the audience to all be watching what l do compared to the team, l want the audience to enjoy the dance even if lm not in it, no biggie, its just 30 seconds. Get back and talk to some friends online and junk. Pass out for a bit and wake up. Im going on my 4th hr watching things on Leonardo DaVinchi. It's crazy how back then a person could accomplish so much and have such an interesting life over multiple goals. Though lm a big fan of school and education (not joking here) and l really like that theres alot to learn though much of it wont be used, it consumes so much time to learn that applying it isnt there. By the time we're set to go out to the real world, most of us are 22 yrs old. Century's ago many people have accomplished many great things at the age of 22, with art and conquering and discovering. I'v beat alot of video games in the last 19 yrs, fun shit but no one will remember me for that. I dunno, maybe l'll accomplish something great one day. Late.
Posted 12/5/2005 at 2:35 AM
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Sunday December 4, 2005
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Sup Guys, lm so tired, 3 parties is a killer. So l woke at around well early to a call from Jess(pres of Ku Dance Team) that we got our photo shoot tomm. Go back to sleep and wake up later at 330 and just chill for a bit, watching movies, playing video game demos, listening to music, talking online and playing on the internet. Nothing big but its good not to have worries. At around 530 l get dinner with Mel Nicole and Marie. Just eat down in the cafe and talk with some other friends from UP bout whats up for tonight. Go online and ask around everyone that parties what they know of for tonight and trade information for about an hr. Talk with a bunch of my fraternity bros and the sister sorority, some on the dance team and just other friends who go out in general. Meet up with the 314 girls at 930 and pregame a bit. Tonight's posse was Me, Heather, Heather's friend Jess, Mel, Emily, Ash, Nikki, Marie. We hit Mike's party and it was pretty crazy there. Mike went to my high school but graduated 2 yrs earlier than me. He's got a really nice place tho. There was a 'dance off' and people were asking me to dance but l dont want to dance at EVERY party lm at and appear like 'oh its the kid on the dance team and he has to show off his dance moves at every party hes at' ya know? So l just said lm not feeling it and played beer pong. Drank for free, good to have alot of friends always. Alot of friends.. Played some beer pong and me and Em beat these 2 dudes twice by her shooting and making a cup and l shot b4 they pulled the cup away and hit the same cup which is an instant win. Did it twice and the guys were baffled haha. Turns out one of the dudes Joe went to Bensalem and was at my friend's Duron's 21st birthday back home. I saw video footage of that party from a party vid and it seemed insane. It was def huge tho. But yea, Duron is a friend back home that l been dancing with for like nearly 5 yrs. Alot of CR people were there tonight and joked around with them. One friend called this girl l use to go clubbing with, Rachel and talked with her for a bit bout how l thought she was cutting hair for a career cause l use to go to tech with her and she went for cosmo. Danced a lil casually with the 314 girls and alot of the 115 guys Paul Kev Sean Chris and Ian were there. 314 and 115, my UP posse. After we hit Mama's and l see some of my friend's Laura and her sis Less and Rich and Zach. Head to Chinaking's party who baseball owns and partied there for a bit and just chill with some friends. Other dudes l use to party with alot last yr were there and caught up with them and just lounged around but was a bit outta it by that point. We all got food and chilled with different people all over Mama's. I got 2 sets of Garlic knots and Steph's big sis in DZ haha well.. its good to have alot of friends, def. See some friends on the dance team Tanya and Danielle and buddies Rach and Jason. I head with those 4 to 30 main, Sig Pi and party there for a bit. By the time we got there, there wasnt to many people but it was like 130 by then. We just chill and talked with some of the Sig Pi guys. I have to say that with fraternities and stuff, its not taking sides but its mutual respect (cept the new one) between fraternities. Im mad cool with a bunch of dudes from Sig Pi, Lambda Chi, TKE and LSU(two being my suitemates). The TKE guys like loved me last night at their party haha. Mad friendly guys. Its pretty nice. After we pce out and had a heart to heart talk with Rach haha bout just our past with people. It was freezing and my hair was actually frozen. I havent had that happen since 9th grade walking back in the snow from wrestling practice when ld miss the bus. Got back and chill with the 115 guys downstairs of UP who were playing football and visit the 314 girls to say night. Now lm back and watched some things on Nero, a ruler of Rome and looked up other mythology bout Hercules cause he was mentioned but l realized l never knew how he died and looked up all that. Haha since my 1st sem people been mixing me up with Rich Luong and calling me Rich sometimes and call Rich, Rob Zheng haha and lm talking to him now and he told me how people still called him Rob Zheng tonight. Throughout the night l was seeing people l met at parties from a while ago. I feel really bad saying it but l dont remember many of their names at all. Like just walking by a group of people someone will say hey really friendly and be like 'where you go to tonight' 'how was your night' like we've had a conversation b4 and l would have no idea who they were or what their name was. I dunno, l REALLY try hard to remember names just because its disrespectful not to remember, maybe not fully disrespectful but its not cool not to know if they know your name, ya know? But yea, people also noticed me for being on the Dance Team again but tonight l had the Kutztown Dance Team windbreaker on so anyone who saw my back knew that. Im trying to figure out somethings bout myself and what l appear to people and how people are appearing to me and whats with what but l dunno. Its hard to get the whole perspective. lm glad l got the wrong impression on some people tho and lm cool with some people now that l didnt really care to meet. On the other hand lm realizing some things bout others thats pretty disappointing. Late.
Posted 12/4/2005 at 4:9 AM
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Saturday December 3, 2005
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Sup Guys, ha lm confused...... look at that. So wake and IM Susie to see when l should leave to meet up with her. We were unsure if we wanted to go to class since it was snowing but decided to in hopes of an extra credit quiz. Walk to Lehigh to meet Susie and we hit Geo class. Good call Susie 'yo hes in a good mood, we're gon get a bonus quiz' and we did. Hahaha smart girl l must say, so after me and her got lunch at the SUB and talked bout all this junk. Its funny how crazy some things are and theres always someone else in a situation that your in. If only l could tell you guys. Hit back and chill in my room for a bit. Talk to Shannon and she invites me over to her place in Golden Bear South and chill there with her and Pam whos in AST. Chill and talk bout stuff and oh man, l just wish people the best of luck. Shannon isnt a complete moron or anything so hopefully things will work out. Chill with them for about 3 hrs and then get dinner with Rich. We got to the South Dinning Hall and asked people bout whats up for tonight. Things werent looking good at all. Actually it looked like a shit night. Food was good but then l felt mad sick after. Had to take a long hot shower to feel better. Thank god for hot water for real. Wasnt even sure if l was gonna go out tonight. Talk online with a ton of people just asking whats up for tonight and what the plan was and it was just stressful. I HATE worrying bout parties. Its a party, good time l shouldnt worry bout it and what sux is no matter what party lm at, lm missing a good time and missing seeing friends at other parties. Russ is an example tonight who was at 69 baldy which l was gonna go to but hit 2 other places instead. Oh well, l'll see him sooner or later. K around 930 we figure out we're hitting football at 10ish. So l chill with the 314 girls till then and we just lounge around and at 10 when all the girls were ready we pce out. We hit football along with Nick and we thought it was ok to start. Not to many people but a decent amount. Some girls on the dance team were there.. Jenna, Jenna and Katie and talked with them for a bit. Signed me and Nikki for beer pong. Chilled with Jenn, Chelsea, Krystal and people. Nick was my main guy friend for that place haha. Later on guess who drops by but Natalie haha so chill and talk with her for a bit here and there at the party. The party was getting mad packed later on and alot of UP people were showing. Tara shows and 1st time lv ever partied with her in general so that was cool and we were talking bout that. Met 4 girls from some other college starting with a L in the bathroom and just joked around l dunno, its funny bathroom time. The football guys were pretty nice guys compared to what lv heard. Mark on the team went to my high school so l knew him already and met a few others throughout the night. They had a sweet beer pong table l must say. Later on the parties 2 kegs get kicked eventually which seemed to have lasted for an AMAZINGLY long time. We lost Nick but me Nikki Marie and Emily hit the party at double deckers. So drunk we walked past it at 1st by a block haha jeez. So turns out TKE owns double deckers this yr, l had no idea. So at 1st it was a simple party, no more than 50 people there and 2 kegs. Just chilling and good music was playing. We also heard of 56 but lm not sure if it was my fraternity or another apt in 56. So me and Marie start dancing and we're the ONLY ones dancing. Marie says 'Zang we're the only people dancing' and l told her who gives a shit cause it was fun, l wanted to dance all night. We were dancing for like 10 mins just us and then other people started dancing. Then oh man do l love this but l hear people saying 'yea this kid breakdances' 'yea l seen him at the game, hes on the dance team' and other things along those lines, l didnt look up to see who it was but just knowing lm noticed was really nice. Later they even made a circle for me for me to dance in. There wasnt that much room so l didnt hit the floor and do any bboying and hit crazy shit, l just topped and did my best and got cheers and danced with Marie. Hollister and another girl get in the circle and everyone says its a battle so yea it was just a grinding battle of me and Marie vs Hollister and some girl. Later on me and Marie decide to get real nasty and start stripping like shirts and belts and shit. Simple shit but just the general fact we're stripping was sweet. We 'won' the battle haha tho it was just for fun who cares who wins that shit. See old friends like Adam whos in TKE and other dudes l met b4. The whole party ended up dancing. Like EVERYONE was dancing and it was sweet and l tell Marie 'look what we started' haha it was sweet. Grinded with Nikki and Emily some of the night too but mostly Marie for the night. Marie says l 'shit on everyone' including her but as a girl with sick body rolls, l know if l were watching a girl and guy dance and a girl was pulling body rolls, ld be staring at her and could give one shit bout the dude. We go picture crazy too and just wasted our batteries with pics. It was a great time. I could have tried to meet people but it doesnt even seem neccesary.. Like why do l NEED to meet new people ya know? Like yea def knowing more people makes everything easier and l'll feel more secure but lm so well set with everyone l know as it is, whats the point but whatever, l still met some new people and people came up to me at both parties reconizing me dancing at the basketball game. I been just really analyzing the shit outta myself and other people and really taking into word what people been saying. Im also kinda scared bout well something, l wish l could say but lm not gonna. The advice/feedback would be amazing but being an online journal, ANYONE could read it so yea.. But yea, l wonder if what l do is for the wrong reasons tho the goal is good. Get what l mean? Its crazy how much of Ethics class applies to me. Like how l helped people with beer with the pitcher and how later they helped me get my cup filled at other parties over a month later. Just alot of crazy shit happens and l dont know what the hell lm thinking. I love challenges so much just thinking if l take my time, l can accomplish anything. Even in video games, l play on the hardest difficulty from the start, excited l dont know what to expect but wanna accomplish it on my 1st try. 1st try, thats the most exciting time. Im just nervous tho this time around. Its amazing how much confidence l can have and how 1 person makes me feel so small. The past has been ridiculous. Just talked with Steph 1st time in a long time and she has a new bf now who shes been with over a month. I cant believe that, it was longer than a month l use to call her every night and plan stuff out with her. I wonder if things woulda worked out with me and Steph but honestly, it wouldnt have worked out, l know this and l shouldnt imagine. I just hope maybe lm not shooting in the wrong direction this time. Things are exciting, confusing, fast paced and l dont even know how to comprehend if things are going good or bad for me but atleast things have been interesting. Late.
Posted 12/3/2005 at 3:37 AM
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Friday December 2, 2005
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Sup Guys, wow tonight was fun. So it was good l got all my shit done on tues. Wake and take my map quiz in history and go to math and l need at 85 on my final to get an A in that class. After get some dinner early cause no one was hungry and watched ALOT of 'Shootout' on the History Channel, prob one of the sweetest shows ever. Its a show re-telling and re-inacting famous big shootout events throughout time. Sometimes its a bank robbery hostage situation, other times its a situation from WWII. Its awesome and its crazy to hear these true stories. Thats prob what makes the show so good, its true stories. Honestly, the History Channel itself is AMAZING. Im watching it now. Just good interesting information all the time. Besides wanting to be a history teacher, its just good interesting shit. After watching 2 and half hrs of 'Shootout' l played a bit of Perfect Dark Zero but didnt get to finish since l had to go to BBoy practice. Work hardass on windmills to smooth them out. There was improvement tonight which lm mad happy bout. Worked on keeping the mills on my head and arm and hand positioning. Burned some skin off my arm and back hand tho but its DEF worth it esp when l'll be using them. I KNOW everytime l'll be using them, l'll feel satisfied. Came up with new shit to, 6step -hand post on right hand, switch to left so lm like half a cartwheel looking then lotuz pike twisting my hips but its really hard but if l did it....... AWWWWWW SHIITTT hahaha. It'll be something to practice. After talk to the 314 girls and call up Matt Mike and Natalie and we all meet up and Natalie brings her roomate Heather and 2 other girls Kristen and Kati and this dude Josh. We hit 58 noble by word of mouth and nothing so we hit 30 and as always they had something. The walk in general was just really fun itself cause the group was fun. Stop by the tavern to say yo to Chris(Ku Breakers) and stop by dance teammates place and say yo to Jill Lauren Lindsey and Jess(Dance Team). Didnt know the people Natalie and Heather brought to well at 1st but by the end of the night l became pretty cool with them all. 30 was mad fun and ALOT ALOT of my friends were there. Didnt really meet that many people at all tho but oh well. Some of the girls on the dance team were there, Jenna Jenna Tanya Christine and old teammate Jamie. Some of my fraternity Rich Steve and Wade. Ku Breakers Matt and Mike came with me of course and saw other bboys Chris working at the Tavern Take out and Mike working at Mama's later in the night. Alot of just friends at 30 and just socializing the whole time. People were coming up to me like 'hey your the guy on the dance team l saw you' yada yada and it was awesome just chilling meeting people cause they saw me do something l love. Just how it is. Getting beer was a bit hard tho but it happens. Its really cool seeing my friends meet my other friends, ya know? Also Kati knew of me cause she was talking to her friend from Penn State Berks who knew Kristen from home and Kristen asked if she knew me. Funny how the whole world is connected like that. After the party we all hit Mama's and get food and saw alot of friends, the 115 guys, Rich Zach Mike Billy, the track girls, AST and DZ girls, alot of CR people too. It was ridiculous. Get some wings and perogies and hit back. Walk back and talk bout all this stuff and its good to have good friends who can be honest cause l gotta rethink something but something l realized could be really true. Im not gonna say anything cause its my lil secret but wow, l never thought of it that way. Walk by another dance teammates window and l saw her there so l say 'Yo Kelsey' and talked with Kelsey for a few mins at her window just seeing what was up and talking bout the performance and the date social we got coming up. Walk back and in a great mood just feeling like everything is set in place. It just seems things can only get better and lm hyped, really hyped. Oh yea, on Natalie's computer theres this girl by the artist name of 'M.I.A' and its ridiculous hip hop/rap. The beats are SO NUTS!! Yo lm so obsessed with 'Bucky Done Gun' the beat is so crazy. Trumpets and a hard bass aww shit its so obsessive, I dance so much better to new fresh beats and oh man, l bet l could rock out some sick moves after hearing this song a few times and freestyling. I CANT WAIT to see my improvement. Thinking back to high school and to have far l have come in dancing as it is, WOW didnt see this shit coming and the crazier shit that will be coming will be sweet. Just the future seems so promising and theres alot to look forward to in the near future(parties tomm and sat, dance team date social with Natalie, winterbreak) and far future (career, dancing improvement, dance competitions, dance team formal, summer). THIS SONG 'Bucky Done Gun' by M.I.A the breaks in this song, HOW SICK!! And people wonder why lm happy all the time.. Late.
Posted 12/2/2005 at 3:24 AM
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Thursday December 1, 2005
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Sup Homies, today was fun. Wake and meet up with Susie for our geology class. Hit that and my other classes and class was class and nothing entertaining happened esp since l was unconcious for most the part in all 3 classes. I feel bad sleeping in class but knowing how the tests are set up l KNOW l dont need to be awake for these classes. Well geology yea but def not philo or the history lm doing good in. Me and Susie got some lunch in between classes. Later on play some video games till dinner time. I DID ALL MY SCHOOL WORK in 3 days so l could party tonight and the next 3 nights. Got dinner with Emily Heather and Marie(314) and ate mad good. Walked back with them and got ready for the performance tonight!! So 1st off get to Keystone at 630 and at 7 l watched my dodgeball team lose 3-4 because it was 5v4 cause l couldnt play .
It sux, esp that we beat them b4. But oh well. Practiced the dance over
and over and it PAYED OFF. Got out there and chilled till half time. Yo
band people.... how OBNOXIOUS!! Hahaha lm sorry but it was annoying but
funny at the same time listening to them. They just made obscene noises
THE WHOLE GAME. I cant TYPE the sounds they were making. Saw ALOT of my
friends that came to watch me. Like l felt like a mini celeb. Half time
starts and we rush out. Line up with Kelsey and sit in my spot and
group 1 dances just thinking, oh man our 2nd performance but this is our
1st BIG one. As lm watching Kelsey's feet and listening to the song lm
just thinking 'oh man who else is here watching me l dont know about'.
So dance and think bout my head positioning again noted to a thank you
to Kelsey for yelling at me at practice haha, run to spot and look out
for Emily to mark my spot, dance some more, try to smile at the crowd a
bit but not actually look at people or l may get distracted. Double
turns, change spots and had a great time out there dancing infront of
alot of people tonight. Sit back and talk with some of my friends who
came by to see me and lm just really happy to be part of the team. Later
on Full time out comes on and rush out and do our time out dance. Funny
cause the score was like 70-40 or so Kutztown winning against Pennstate
Berks and l was like 'yo Carissa, l dont think they're gon call a time
out with 10 mins left cause they know they wont make 30 points so time
outs would be pointless' buzzer then Katie stands up and is like 'is
that timeout?' and yea it was so l was wrong. Then later l say 'yo l
really dont think we're gon have a 2nd time out cause theres only 4 mins
left' and then we did have a 2nd timeout dance. This time 'Apache' came
on and me the rest of the dance team and the cheerleaders circled the
mascot 'Avalanche the Bear'(who is not intimidating but seems lil bi but
Tanya has a crush on him or something so he must be doing something
right) and clapped and shook our hips and spun in a circle with our
fingers in the air doing the apache. Was fun and had a meeting after and
l just loved it. We wait for Jess and when she got in we all watched
the dance. It was sweet. Performing is sweet. Its weird HOW MUCH TIME
goes into practice for something under 5 mins. Its crazy, besides that,
when l use to wrestle and play basketball, jumping for track and tennis
and then with bboying practicing headspins losing my life to them and l
havent even done them yet infront of a crowd. Its crazy but it pays off.
Speaking of that, lv been getting dirty looks by random guys today. Just walking around in general, people looking at my dance team jacket then staring at me and even at the game these dumb faces just dulled blank faces at me by some random dudes who dress goofy and dont know what hygiene appears to be. My friends say they're just jealous of the attention l get for being on the dance team. Either way its just NOT SMART to start even the smallest shit with a person you dont know. Theres alot of crazy people out there, lm not one of them but lm not gon be nice to them now if l see them around or if they're cool with my other friends. They're like the useless people in society. I hate useless people. People that dont really have any hobbies at ALL and never really did and dont go out and just appear they only do things cause people sugguest they should and dont really think for themselves and esp when they try looking down on me, l cant stand that shit. I think l make great use of my time. Also the guys in that new fraternity that you just GET IN if you wanna join, your in!! How stupid.. Its like a BUNCH of random dudes who dont know each other well at all. They're not all best friends with each other. They dont have memories with each other. If they have a social with a sports team or another sorority and someone asks whos this person, they may not know!! Ontop of that, just by looking at the people in this fraternity, they're not exactly people ld like to meet anyway. If l asked them randomly 'yo whos throwing tonight' they wont know of parties cause it seems like they dont actually go but wish they did. I BET they couldnt tell me the greek alphabet which EVERY person in a fraternity or sorority should know. They seem to have joined it just to say 'hey yea lm in a fraternity, look at my letters on my shirt'.. THOSE LETTERS dont make anyone look any 'cooler' lm sorry. I wear them to say 'hey anyone else with these letters are my good friends, lm proud of my friends' and its to say who l chill with. EVERY single one of these guys in this new fraternity, l havent seen them with another brother yet wearing the same letters. They dont seem like guys that party but guys that want to party but dont know what they're doing, if you understand me. Like trying to make up for high school in some way or something, l dunno. Thats my beef with that fraternity. I didnt like the whole get in free thing and after seeing the people in it and how they maintain themselves and how they act, just on the impression they give me.. l dont really like them and dont really care to meet them. But on another note, l got parties to go to the next 3 nights. Looking forward to it since its the end of the sem. I know l'll be partying with Mike and Matt cause we got ku breakers dance practice b4 party time tomm and the 314 girls, prob Zach and Rich(AXP) and which ever bros come out and Natalie and Heather who l havent partied with in a bit. Oh yea, l asked Natalie to our dance team date social next thurs and she said shes down for going so lm hyped bout that, cept l dont know what to wear haha but oh well. I got a fun date for next thurs night and its def something to look forward to. Late.
Posted 12/1/2005 at 1:27 AM
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