Monday, July 8, 2013

March 2008

Monday March 31, 2008
Sup Guys, ahhh nerd alert/anti-social sundays... l enjoyed it.

Hahahah been talking to Scarf on myspace(tho l dont use myspace much anymore) and shes getting her own place and throwing parties!! Hahhahaha one more party house for this coming summer... cant wait.

Woke up and litterally took pics, 65 pics of pages from the Excel book as l still needed to study but had to bring the Excel book back to Tracey. Washed up and then dropped off the book to Tracey in the cliffs and looked at pics from the week with her and Ryan. Got 2 meatball subs from Mark's and killed that watching some of Warlords, a Jet Li movie from China. l could understand a bit less than half.

Played Rainbow Six Vegas 2 with Joss for a while and studied during that. Weird but it worked. While running around, l was seeing if l remembered the formulas for the excel cells for what lm gonna be looking for. Took me a while but l think l got it down. Just really 4 big ones to worry bout. Got them down tho. Good shit. Talked online, ate more food, watched tv and been messing with Magic the Gathering online. Ok l think l can build in full my original red deck, the one l won so many tournaments with. The thing is, that was local tournaments. If l can win 90% of games online with the red deck, well l'll enter online tournaments, win the packs of cards to win, sell the packs for more tickets and use to tickets to get more cards... Pretty much, win tournaments and get more cards which..... was what l did when l was 14 hahahahaha, doesnt get old. In 7 days lm 22. 8 yrs later lm using the same deck. But 3 of the cards l use are in a old set that isnt online but some bots selling cards somehow has that old set even tho the main online site doesnt sell from that set and its digital cards so l dont get it. Either way, if l can find those cards, oh man. This deck is just FAST. The usual game of Magic lasts 10-25 turns. This red deck wins at quickest 3 turns to about 7 turns longest. Its just so fast. 2nd turn knocking them down to usually 75% health and 3rd to 5th turn is usually game. Ahh l cant wait. l miss winning in this game. l mean, l brought my deck up to Kutztown my freshmen yr and there were some people to play, but seriously just BEAT THEM ALL and that was that. Hahahhaa lm excited. This game Magic the Gathering, Chess and Counter-Strike are 3 games l have just put in way too much time into but.... l enjoy it. lm a nerd.

K so its 5am and me and Brown are still up looking up and searching and buying cards. Finding some cards are so ridiculously hard now. Some we found but they're expensive. 4 cards max per deck and mostly having 4 cards of each as the deck plays out more the same if you have more of the same cards obviously. Ahh, didnt really do much else haha. Pretty obsessed bout building and playing out decks.

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Posted 3/31/2008 at 5:12 AM

Sunday March 30, 2008
Sup Guys, lemme tell you how much fun l had today.

Its sad theres only one more month to party with these people till Sept.

K well woke up at 1030am and called Cory for the beer pong tourny and he was not waking up. Call Solecki that l may not have a partner and he said Bobby was gonna be there anyway and to ask him. So called up Bobby and he was down to play. Got cash and hit up Solecki's and there was just mad friends there, set up beer pong and started playing. Me and Bobby lost to some Kappa Sig friends 1st round by last cup, damn you then we won the next 2. 2nd game being quick as Bobby's second shot was the middle back and l followed it right after and made it b4 it was taken away and that was a cheap win. Made burgers and hot dogs and killed those as everyone vultured that shit. Went to 115 as they had a party last night but didnt finish the keg and me and Bobby met up with some friends from LXA and just drank and laughed bout some shit. Pced back to Solecki's, saw some friends who are new members of DZ and talked for a lil. Good seeing them since l havent really talked or seen them as much as l use to. So lost to Solecki and Steve on round 2. l was making cups like crazy, 6 in a row and we were in over time but Solecki missed a shot and it BY CHANCE fell into Bobby's drinking cup, making that game. What a way to go out. After drinking some more and eating more... bread, cheese and hot sauce meals cause we ran outta burgers haha, just pced back out at a lil b4 4 or so, l think.

l was drunk and just sat at my computer harassing girls online and playing Magic the Gathering like a nerd alert. This was still 4pm by the way. Played some Rainbow Six Vegas 2 with Joss and he's already decent. lm proud that hes back to his original gaming state... being good and dependable. Not unconfident, l give up, we suck Joss. Hit the liquor store and got the alc for the date social and got stuff for Emily as she had a friend up. Got cups and junk incase and dropped off the stuff to Emily. Chilled and played more video games then later helped Kayla get liquor and it was nice seeing her.

So 9ish, some friends from Kappa Sig Tyler and Adam get their speakers from my house as l was just pcing out. Met up with Cara and hit up the date social at Ziggy's. So set up junk and oh man.... this bar was ridiculously ghetto rigged. l love it, its college. It was a coffee table with 2 tv's on it and ontop of the 2 tvs was a wood board. That was our bar. Just wait for the pics. Haha we had the tv's on too and it looked bad ass. Just drank and socialized with the bros and yo, it was a very good time.. Unity. Its what its all bout. l mean, l love socials for the fact as they are usually better than normal parties cause they're more personal with the groups of everyone knowing everyone else so people act out more being in their comfort zone but its just good being surrounded by complete friends. Ziggy's mix drinks, still tasting like liquid candy. l was happy. Traditions are nice. Chip N Dales... thats something fun l look forward to each semester. That and.... well all the guys know the fun night of chasing. lm hyped as thats coming up hhehehehe see me on main st.

Hit back, grabbed shorts for a 'no pants' party, grabbed D and we hit up the party l got called on. Met up with Ang Poop Tracey Ryan Tonya posse and drank at State Farm. Very good time as its yea the usual crowd but l just havent seen a lot of these people in a while. Well except nearly all the same people that were at Solecki's earlier today at the beer pong tournament. But yea, had fun running around, dancing a lil, umm triple hehe, me and Koji still keeping our undefeated streak of undefeated in general winning a game and pcing cause we were just surrounded by dudes when we were playing and yo..... 'no pants' party is not where l wanna be surrounded by dudes. Met some new people as some seen me dance or are friends with some of my friends and seriously... l think l jynxed myself in a GOOD way when l was complaining how theres no one left to meet in Kutztown anymore being near the end of the year. l've been meeting MAD people at parties lately. l have been going to new places and places l havent been to in a while tho. Still, its nice meeting new people and getting add requests on facebook. l collect friends on facebook as if they were Pokemon. Did have an incident helping out a friend and glad everythings good. Just had a bit of a scare, well more like extreme worry. Another funny story but its kinda embarassing and lm not writing it but yo... so clutch indeed. l feel like a genius, lm just that bad ass. Just had a REALLY good time tonight and friends from other fraternities and sororities showed and not to sound corny but l do just feel like comfortable around people in Greek Life just a lil closer. Well people in organizations, Ku Breakers and Dance Team. Met a guy who is thinking bout joining the Ku Breakers as he's friends with Matt and hopefully he swings by. We need to expand. Met friends of friends and for real.... 'no pants' party is a good theme indeed hahahahah. Did get a lil lil sick since l was drinking beer through the day, then had liquor at night and then went back to beer. lm actually really surprised how sober l got. Mostly cause lm eating.

Just pced out at 240am or so and just got food from Turkey Hill and now lm here bout to shower and pass out. Gotta wake up early and copy some notes outta Tracey's excel book as l gotta get it back to her tomm early so she can study. Thank you Tracey. Fuck the bar for real, if people ask around, send a few texts, theres always fun parties lasting past 2am. If not, theres more to do than the bar. l dont have money for the bar anyway with the formal around the corner. Gas and food alone will be a bit of a bitch.

l love my life. Sux this was the end of sat night and now its work till thurs then party and formal!!

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Posted 3/30/2008 at 3:21 AM

Saturday March 29, 2008
Sup Guys, ummmm l def got lucky.

Wake up and hit my classes and it was funny seeing Tracey today in class after last night with her so drunk when we were pregamming. Just, shes two different people. She loaned me her Excel book to study which helped a lot, thank you Tracey!! So had my 'social time' with Katie and Christina b4 our 12pm class as always and talked mostly bout greek life and junk. Class was boring in Philosophy and pced out quick and got my Mark's, 2 crab cake sandwiches MmMMmmMM!!

So worked on making decks on Magic the Gathering online <- nerd alert l know. So yea, lm getting into the new sets but l dont like them as much. However they are bringing back older sets online so l can make my older decks. If l can make my main red deck that l used throughout jr high and high school(which l won a ridiculous amount of money from that l lost count, no lie) then maybe l'll enter online tournaments. Honestly, l know its mad dorky but... l enjoy it and lm good at it. l been playing on and off since 3rd grade hahaha, l think l should be decent.

So Matt gets me and me him MattH and Gus hit up Philly and roadtrip down, talked bout shit, blasted music and l studied Bus Info Systems from Tracey's excel book. Thank God the test wasnt weds, l was so unprepared after studying. l know A LOT MORE now. l felt kinda nerd alert studying on a roadtrip but whatever, l fool around way too much to feel bad bout studying every. Got to this huge ass Halloween store and found our shit for the JabbaWockeez costume. Got masked, white gloves and that MJ hat. This posse of lil girls was just harrasing us hahahah but whatever, they kept saying 'Oh how did you feel winning America's Best Dance Crew' and then saying Status Quo was better lol. Got pizza and chilled. Dropped off MattH as he was pcing tonight to FL. We hit Gus's and made some calls but not much at West Chester was goin on. Matt is taking Courtney to the formal after I TOLD him to invite her as he nearly gave up on finding a date. So we hit back to KU and omfg my phone blew the fuck up with calls and texts bout parties. People worry too early if they're gonna party or not. l dont think a college of 11,000 students there wont be 1 party. So yea, made some calls and found out bout a few things. 216, DZ girls, poop's house and 2 smaller more as get togethers.

Got back, showered and Matt Gus Kelan Bryan Enrique and posse showed and we hit up 216 and had a lot of fun there. Good seeing a lot of friends who use to party at my house last yr. l felt like it was Chinaking. Just drank, played beer pong and was kicking ass till the end. Preparing for tomm haha. Sat around and there may be some wrong pictures on facebook in the next few days. Kate and Tara called up and l guided them to 216 and after the keg was finished, we hit up Poop's. Got beer from takeout and partied there and it was really crowded than usual. Had a good time for the most part besides being hurt from the bitting and pinching that everyone was doing. l dunno what was going on but l got bitten and pinched like crazy, everyone was. Drank and friends showed up and it was the most filled Poop's house has been. Her name is Katie but everyone calls her Poop cause of her last name and l honestly forgot her 1st name for a while. Met a lot of people actually and for real, l met a lot more people than l expected tonight. l feel like, theres no one to meet anymore but there still is. l guess its all just formally meeting people now. It was a good party and close to 2am we pced out. Got my car and me Courtney and Angela hit up Angela's place and ate noodles haha. Ended up sitting around and talking bout junk till past 3am hahahaha. Talking bout 1st kisses and how we use to dress hahaha funny stories indeed. It was a good time. Pced out and dropped off Courtney to her car and she may swing by the beer pong tourny tomm.

Hit back, got food from Turkey Hill and friends were over just all smoking. They smoked A LOT cause it looked like they all just got done crying. Now just gonna work on my decks and pass out.

Solecki's beer pong/bbq tomm all day which should be fun and then the date social with Cara. lm hyped. Gonna be a very drunk sat.

l feel really bad honestly now, judging people b4 really meeting people. l wont lie, l judge people fast and hahaha for a lot of the time, the wrong reasons. Just l dunno, l dont like a lot of people at a glance but after like talking and shaking hands and meeting people, they're cool people and l feel bad l wasnt friends with them earlier cause l had pre-judgement but whatever, lm friends with them now and thats all that matters. l gotta try to just stop already avoiding people l think are jerk offs when l dont even really know them and as many friends as l have, its always nice having more. The more friends, the easier and better everything is... DEF.

l love my life and tomm l'll love it a lil more.

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Posted 3/29/2008 at 4:25 AM

Friday March 28, 2008
Sup Guys, aoigh4iaheoighiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii so much things are happening, its getting my confused..

K so yesterday cause l didnt write.

l stayed up all night playing Rainbow Six Vegas 2 online hahaha l got beastly pretty quick from worst to best person in each server on average. Its all bout rushing people the long way where no one goes and flanking haha, its so nice to flank. l just take my time on the kills too. l also tapped a piece of paper real small on my tv in the center of the screen so my blindfires are perfect with the sniper rifle since you dont get crosshairs when not zoomed but you still shoot the exact center. Its cheap but whatev.

Hit my classes and just talked with Tracey as our test got cancelled wo0t. So we got stuff at the bookstore and she tried showing her FAKE ID when showing proof of identification from her credit card, l ended up paying for her junk cause l wanted to eat and well, l didnt realize it but l bought her tampons hahahah wow. So afterwards passed out a lil in Philosophy then hit back. Gave Scott my $20 for Cinco Demayo and whoaaaaaaaaAa thats gonna be fun. Got my haircut and played more Rainbow Six Vegas 2. My haircut is sweet. That extra confidence is always nice.

Hit practice and tired myself out. My right foot is seriously overworked. Well not overworked, just got unlucky and landed shit wrong. Ughhhhhhhh injuries are such a hassle. The worst being 2 winterbreaks ago twisting my ankle real bad and couldnt do shit for 2 months. Talk bout set backs.

Afterwards, hit some meeting bout Greek week and got info bout it. lm hyped. Just wish there was more games that involved more people at once through the event rather than a few games consisting of like 6 people per team cause our team is 89 people big. Like, everyone wants to participate ya know? There should be basketball and volleyball as you can switch in and out people a lot through the event. Theres some cool stuff tho and me and a girl from ZTA Marissa are our team captains haha. As crazy as l am bout Greek Week, never thought ld be team captain. But well, same about being social chair.

Afterwards hit back and by 10pm l was completely tired being up for bout 29 hrs and passed the fuck out. Woke up today a lil b4 class, 1140am and hit class. Class was class and skipped my 2nd class after logging me and Justine in for Bus Law. l cant stand being there.

Afterwards, chilled and played more Rainbow and beasted online. Tho all l do is dance, party and play video games..... atleast lm good at what l do. Made a lot of phone calls bout the party we were setting up for our new members as they got their bigs tonight and called some DZ girls. They had a shot night for Melissa's birthday so we ended up setting up a joint party. Made a lot of phone calls playing middle man between the girls and some of the guys making sure everything is ok to change things around since it was only just 7 hrs away till party time and we were changing location and plans. Everything worked out tho for the better. The guys were more hyped afterwards. So at 6, danced at Marissa's meeting for all the talent show acts and chilled there. Good seeing Marissa as always, shes so busy l feel bad.

Pced out and bullshitted around, showered and got meatball subs from Mark's. Their meatballs are banging. Good talking with Jon and seeing Amanda and hit back to pregame. Courtney came with mad people, l think 10 people and Kelsey and Kristen came and also Matt, Matt and Enrique came and we all drank and watched America's Best Dance Crew. Hahhahaha Jabbawockeez won as expected. So happy. lm sad the show is over tho. lm hyped for next season.

Pced out and hit DZ's house as l had our party set up there. REAL good time as its always a good time with those girls and partying with the bros. Good time with the new members and they were pretty gone as Old Crow does that. Took a swig and ughh still the same taste.... the strong ughh taste. Just had fun and socialized. Good being out with friends.

Hit back and now lm really tired cause well, lm back to normal finally with my sleep. Its almost 2. Ahh normal. Found my date for sat and lm hyped. Sat is just gonna be a drunk day as the beer pong tournament is earlier.

Always things to look forward to. Got fun things set up a few nights for the next 3 weeks.

Late.

Posted 3/28/2008 at 1:59 AM

Wednesday March 26, 2008
Sup Guys, hahahaha my life is still in the ruins..

So played RainbowSix Vegas 2 for a lil while and at 6am l went to bed. Couldnt really sleep tho, just layed there ya know. So by like 9am l got tired and fell asleep and then when l woke up at 1130am to go to class, it was just too hard and l convinced myself to skip again. So didnt go to class, didnt go to DeFran to study.

Talked with Dom online and he IMs me his 'O DIP' aka holy shit, so something was up. He says 'IT KEEPS YOUR NECK WARM' so lm like 'Scarf?' and then l realized.... O DIP indeed... SCARF!! Hhahhahahaha he found this girl's myspace we met at parties over winterbreak who we nicknamed 'Scarf' for her ridiculously long scarf b4 we actually met her. Serg was chasing hardcore haha. Its just funny what happens. We found Scarf. l forgot her real name tho l did get it, l forgot it. Shes just Scarf.

Woke up at 5pm and hit practice. Worked on flares to windmills and a few times, yo perfect. However something is funny bout it, l think l roll slightly higher as l chip my right shoulder blade sometimes which really hurts. Worked on hollowbacks and ouchies my shoulder, l'll keep up with it. Worked on the Jabbawockeez routine and went over it a bunch of times. Getting it better. Less screw ups but us being perfectly together isnt happening fully yet. We still got a while tho. Everyday theres noticeable progress so thats fine. lm not worried one bit. lm so hyped for it. So hyped. All of Greek life will be there along with just whoever else is performing and whoever else is coming just to watch. Kate came by to chill for a lil and Erin Caryn and Kristen from dance team bothered us some and its always nice to be bothered by biddiez... always.

So afterwards, got a lot of food from Chinaking as l need 2 meals worth as lm staying up all night AGAIN!! So got my Chinaking, ate my KU #3 and got a shower. Afterwards hit my fraternity event and laughter.... lots of laughter its just funny what people say and do. Its so weird just remember the days being on the other side and how much... well.... nothing ever seems to be serious anymore. Just wish l knew then what l do now. Life is funny. Had a good time chilling with bros and texting with a jackass. Katie said one of her wittiest things to me yet.. its my away msg

Me: haha werd whatchu watching? Knowing you, lm guessing porn
Katie: haha you caught me! Haha nahh l was watching rob and big
Me: theres a show bout me and my penis?
Katie: hahaha no that would be about you and your head.

l would say PWND but its on me. Did some studying and found some links on how to do some of the Excel 2007 things l have for tomm. Some youtube videos are even online but in like German haha great. So gonna shower, chill out, do a lil reading for History and then play some Rainbow Six Vegas 2.

ps just saw this..

DOMkeyordie: O
DOMkeyordie: DIP
ZangerGB4: yo
ZangerGB4: hahaha what
DOMkeyordie: t keeps ur neck warm
DOMkeyordie: IT KEEPS
DOMkeyordie: YOUR
DOMkeyordie: NECK WARM
ZangerGB4: neck warm
ZangerGB4: what?
ZangerGB4: scarf?
ZangerGB4: OHHHHH DIP

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Posted 3/26/2008 at 2:40 AM

Tuesday March 25, 2008
Sup Guys, ummm... my life is ruined from video games and sleep.

K so sat and sun l played a bit wayyy too much video games. Played Condemned 2 and beat it and played mad multiplayer with the guys of AFK Bots cept Brown wasnt on, damn his gf. Ok wait... saying that.. l look like the loser. Anyway, so last night l didnt sleep thinking ld just stay up all night and then go to class, study my Excel test for weds in Defran building and then work on my paper and hit practice then my meeting.

l fell asleep at 1015, 45 mins b4 my 1st class. So woke up at 5pm and hit the rec center to find it was closed. No class, no studying, no paper, no practice. WTFFFFFFFFFfffffffoiea54hgoihe5ghea gheaog iehgoie so yea, played RainbowSix Vegas 2 till my fraternity meeting. Meeting was good, everyone told me good job on the social hahahaha yess... that social was a good time indeed. Hhahahhaa talked bout the social and yo.... l know l wasnt the only one but whoaaaaaAaa didnt know there was more. Only a few know what lm talking bout and we are happy. We may have a date social on sat at Ziggy's with our infamous 'Chip n dales' night we do every semester cept we didnt do it this fall. Its a fun night def. If its going on, oh mannnn lm hyped. Not sure who to bring as a date. l'll find someone.

So yea, back to RainbowSix Vegas 2, beat the game on the hardest difficulty and now testing out some multiplayer. Enjoying myself and well school work will start tomm.

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Posted 3/25/2008 at 1:3 AM

Monday March 24, 2008
Sup Guys, l am such a waste.

Wake up at 6pm and jumped on the computer. Yea so threw in my laundry, got sour cream and chives fries from Spuds and watched a few episodes of America's Best Dance Crew. Breaksk8... what a bunch of douchebags. l think its the one guy who talks briefly to the camera all the time who pisses me off the most who said 'l told you so' when they won their 'battle' one episode tho they were voted as one of the worst 2 crews EARLY into the competition and then when he says all cocky 'who entertained you the most' then when they got kicked off how the other guy was saying how people are gonna think bout them when thinking bout dancing on skates but yo.... l never think bout people dancing on skates cause l dont think of that as dancing. Weak arm motions as they are trying to maintain balance, dumb footwork as they only have a few options on skates and them doing the worm and handstands every 10 seconds.... just of that whole show, l hated them the most.

K so anyway, got on Condemned 2 and me Joss Hack and Dom just beat the shit outta cops for a while. Rushing with clevers and sledgehammers hahahaha l laugh so much. Its just fun. Just both sides of the game in Crime Scenes is fun. Either being the cops to rush in and shoot up the bums with shotguns or to hide around and laugh bout shit and set up and jump the cops hahahahaa such a good time. Later on everyone jumped off and l just finished up beating the single player part of the game. Good time indeed and l enjoyed it. Now its just multiplayer fun with the homies on the side.

Been watching the History Channel, got my laundry back and been eating junk food. Icecream, burritos, slimjims.... l got more chips and dip but l been eating chips and dip like crazy lately. Watching stuff bout UFOs and crusifictions on the History Channel. Yo, its pretty ridiculous how bad it is. lm gonna start on Rainbow Six Vegas 2 soon. Honestly, for being awake for close to 7 hrs, lm really tired. l dunno why. lve done nothing today. Oh well, its sunday.

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Posted 3/24/2008 at 12:51 AM

Sunday March 23, 2008
Sup Guys, hahaha l bullshit way too much. Tomm is a hw day tho.

K wake up late like 3ish and got on Condemned 2. Kinda stayed on... for a very long time. Had a blast on multiplayer being a jackass with Joss Hack and Dom. We played a ridiculous amount. Got Chinaking and kept playing. Just did mostly Crime Scenes and a lil Team Deathmatch. We are badass indeed. We just, nicknamed a bunch of spots, memorized how we all work together and within a lil bit of time, we were just destroying team after team. Deathmatch, it plays through 3 rounds, winning of the 3 rounds wins the match. Not only did we win EVERY SINGLE match.... we won EVERY SINGLE ROUND!! Hahahha l know l look like a major nerd alert and yo.. l am but thats ok cause l had A LOT of fun laughing with 3 of my close friends for close to 9 hrs. Ok so pretty much, we kicked ass.

Afterwards hit up the bar at The Pub and met up with Bobby and some friends of AST sorority. Just drank, socialized and watched people try to dance. l actually, kinda get mad seeing people so bad at dancing. l said it all the time.... girls started getting worse at dancing around the age of 21. l dunno why. Maybe its just where l was at when l was 16-19 and the places lm at now. l mean, lounges people dance good but clubs and bars.... wtfffffff... What happened to the girls that could dance good a few yrs ago. When l was 16 and they were 16, they were fun, now lm 21 and they suck, oh their 21 but they suck at dancing. Its really bad. l even had a talk with Tarin bout it hhahaha. Hit up Shorty's bar for a lil and talked with friends bout junk coming up and always good to be out and see people. Hit back to The Pub and met some people. Actually for not a lot of people at the bars tonight, l met a good number of people. Can NEVER use enough friends. Always good to meet new people def. Good also seeing Noel tonight as he's back for the weekend. Hits 2am, grabbed a burger from Sheetz and hit back and been talking with friends online and watched the 2nd half of Alpha Dog. Nut movie. Didnt expect that ending.

Tomm l just gotta work on my History paper, wrote 3 of 8 pages during Spring break. l hope to write another 3. Play some more Condemned and do my laundry. l need more chill out time tho l did just play video games allllllll day today. Its nice being at peace. Nothing to worry bout, only some things to look forward to. Def good to know people hahahah def.

2 funny things from thurs.

greeneturtlemd12: i had no idea there was everclear in the jungle juice
jade0228: lol hahah from what i can remember.. thanks for tellin us everclear was in the
jungle juice.

Hahhahahaha oh yea... about that.

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Posted 3/23/2008 at 3:57 AM

Saturday March 22, 2008
Sup Guys, today has been ridiculously exhausting by far. l had fun.

Wake up and went back to sleep over and over till l had class. So class was nothing but reviewing for the test with practice work and well... not really getting it or remembering how to do some stuff. Missing one class can be a killer. So yea... not too confident bout my Excel test for Bus Info Systems on weds. Afterwards, my Philosophy class had another sub but he was taking attendance so l stayed.

Hit back, got Spuds, talked on the phone with Dom bout Americas Best Dance Crew and Condemned 2 and him and Hack got it. Hit back, killed my food and played online for a lil. Talked to Calla and she came by to chill. Watched Americas Best Dance Crew and yo.... Status Quo... as people they seem mad cool, dancers compared to Kaba and Jaba... they shouldnt be #1. Their last dance esp... def wasnt feeling it and neither were any of my friends. Hoping Jaba wins it all. Afterwards, we got coffee and got Arby's. Well talk about ridiculous service. Just that trip was ridiuclous. Aftewards hit up Timothy's bar to meet up with my bros. Drank and played a few games of pool and some of the Alumni brothers came up. It was good seeing them and just seeing whats up. Good talking to them tho and they were gonna hit 710 for the party later on. Got a case of Miller High Life and liquor for Adam and partied at 710. Won 5 games of beer pong, 3 by myself till Calla aka handicap didnt pull her weight. Drank a good amount actually tonight and chilled with bros and friends from DZ showed up. Just a good night. Johnny getting his haircut haha and bullshitting around. Didnt really do much cept drink and ride around. Just got back a lil bit ago and played some online Condemned 2 with Domkey and Hackney.

Tomm is a full day to bullshit. In a good mood bout that. Somehow l spent nearly $40 today on beer and food. WTFFFFFF..

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Posted 3/22/2008 at 2:15 AM

Friday March 21, 2008
Sup Guys, life is good. l love being SOCIAL CHAIR.

l honestly decided tonight that l want my future career, most likely and reasonable to be Event Planning/Management. lm precise with timing, l enjoy contacting and negotiating with people and setting up events.

Wake up early as my sleep is still fucked and talked online with friends and bullshit around playing Condemned 2 online beating the shit outta people with sledgehammers and throwing bricks and people's face's. Had fun and hit my History class. Watched a movie and answered some junk on a piece of paper and got lunch. Sat and ate while studying a lil with Justine and l felt pretty good bout it. So took the test and talked with the Sig Pi guys bout tonight. They were hyped. Took the test and yo.... even easier than the 1st test. It was all on one topic so it was easier to understand. Pretty much, you'd get an A or you'd get a D. Hit back and talked with Bros. One bro hyped up as he saw ZTA's bake sale and was saying how hot the new girls looked. l'll give ZTA credit.... they also got some new good looking girls. l know not everyone will be happy with me saying that and damn, lm glad lm not a girl. Girls are vicious. l saw more evidence of that tonight.

Dropped off liquor to Kayla and bounced out to the rec center. So hit practice and worked on hollowbacks and airchairs and well tho there is a lil lil noticeable difference, it still hurts a lot. Worked on the routine with Matt and Matt and finished it up, now its just cleaning it up. Shouldnt take more than a week. After that, its just reviewing and putting personality into it. Good practice and Colin and his friend came by to learn some stuff. Enjoyed practice and pced out.

So wowoowow my phone, all day l was on the phone with Rine, Lauren and Becca(other 3 social chairs) and did a lot of running around. Keg, liquor, cups, table, food and daoigh54hag today was tiring. Ran around for over an hr and got my shit. Dominic helped me bring a keg in and cut up fake money with Becca Jenn and Rine. So got LaurenS and hit back to 30 and drank. Everyone showed up and yo aigfihea4gihae CRAZY ASS QUAD SOCIAL!! Drank and played beer pong and ran around, took mad pics. Funny things happened and woowowoww its ridiculous what people will do for fake money. Winner gets a fifth of Smirnoff Watermelon. Lets just say.... me and Rine KNEW the girls would be going crazy for this stuff. Esp after getting drunk. What a good theme idea it was. Well saw some things and other things happened and l wont mention it but....... it was def worth it, my part. ZTA and Phi Sigma Sigma girls.... lm actually amazed. Ridiculous what happens. Crazy things just happen in general actually. l think.... l love my life. Yea... yea l def do. Jake knows what l mean hahahahahaha. How did this happen tho?! Hahahhaah saying one thing and then... it happens later on. My Father taught me whats worth it and not worth it when l was 9 yrs old when l wanted to win a supersoaker with like 7000 tickets at Chucky Cheese's and he said 'Its not worth it trying to win it, if you really want it, l'll buy it for you'.. The Smirnoff was like the liquor. It was only $14 bucks. People went crazy to win it. 4 girls had a shitload of fake money. It was ridiculous after seeing one after another. l know girls teamed up and put their money together to win it too so its rough to say who really HONESTLY won the pot but who knows. Girls.... wowoowow. But yea, afterwards, walked Lauren to meet up with a friend and then hit back. The night was amazing. Just.... well things tomm should be fun.

Oh yea friends are saying lm gonna be pissed watching America's Best Dance Crew. l have a feeling JabbaWockeez are off.... really sure actually. l'll find out tomm.

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Posted 3/21/2008 at 4:4 AM

Thursday March 20, 2008
Sup Guys, yesterday ah4wghagihaa...

So woke up at 630am as l got too much sleep earlier the day b4. So bullshitted around, played Condemned 2 and junk and whoaaaaAa good times always. Its weird having MORNINGS to myself to just chill b4 class. So hit my classes and talked with Tracey bout the night b4 for Steve's as we partied together. She was planning on getting drunk again that night cause its 'wasted week' hahahaha jeez. Talked with KatieG and ChristineP at our usual spot waiting for our class and second l realized l had a substitute l skipped class. Printed out my Philosophy paper and pced back. Dled a Pendulum album and omfg the music is just ridiculously nuts. Studied a lil as l ate Chinaking and oh man, it was ADHD at its worst. The music is all hype as fuck and l wanted to just be on a motorcycle that was shooting rockets and everything as l chase down zombies, the zombies would be running from me cause l would be that scary.

Afterwards hit practice mad early. Like 4pm early. Worked on airchairs and hollowbacks and headhollowbacks and yo.. my arms were gonna rip the fuck off. My left wrist was gonna snap. Crashed on my back pretty hard a few times but for a lil bit, l felt the hollowback stick. MattH came by and taught me the dance for the JabbaWoockeez routine and maaaaaaaaaaaaan it is nasty!! Got must of it down by the end of practice but theres one part in One Rep that is confusing and PYT is just nuts as it is. Its badass tho, so badass. Had fun with it and damn lm so hyped to master it.

Afterwards, hit back, grabbed a shower and the shrimp basket from Mark's. Ate half of that watching Southpark and then surprisingly passed out at 1030pm. EARLY for me def. But l was up since 630am. After that practice, lm not that surprised actually.

Well today l have a rush day. OI$WGHoih4waghaeo54gaga... l wish l had more ME time.

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Posted 3/20/2008 at 8:20 AM

Wednesday March 19, 2008
Sup Guys, ummm wtffffff is going on with my life?!!?!?13
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Ok so wake up, dropped off Lauren and played Condemned 2 most of the morning. Bum fighting in museums and shit haha, good times. So didnt really do much except eat more chips and dip cause l have no food here. Seriously, since my sleep has been fucked up, my eating habits got much worse. l eat at random times, wide spread from each other and its mostly completely shit. l dunno how my body functions correctly.

So hit my classes and my history Prof joked how there was an overwhelming smell of mouth wash in class yesterday hahahahaha, atleast they showed up. So yea, got food b4 my Bus Law class and scarfed that like an animal in the back of the big lecture class. Hit back and played more video games. See why l love my life?

Hits 4 and decided to take a lil nap. Well my sleep being fucked up, l didnt wake up till 830. FUCK.... missed practice again. So made a lot of phone calls bout a social lm setting up and the quad social is on thurs now. It works a lot better for a lot of people cause fri people are going home for Easter.

Got beer and hit 11main and partied for Steve's birthday. So played mad beer pong and me and Tonya won 3 games. Socialized and there was friends from dance team and other fraternities and sororities. Just chilled and had a good time watching Erin do a solo dance on a table and jumping in random pics. Speaking of pics, l forgot to mention, yesterday at the bar l took the guy's camera who takes pics for PulseWeekly and started taking pics at the bar and everyone was screaming my name and jumping in groups together to pose hahahahaha, crazy what happens when your holding a big ass camera. But ok yea, at midnight a ton of us hit The Pub for Steve. He did a good number of shots and just drank with friends and bros. Talked bout a lot of stuff that went on recently, mostly yesterday and good things happened and well, seriously, the more people you meet, the better life is. Its just good the connections that were made tonight. Everyone wins kinda thing. Its always good seeing friends become friends with your other friends. At 1ish, pced out and got my 2 meatball subs from Camillo's and killed one and now lm really tired again and passing out.

Life..... you know what lm gonna say.

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Posted 3/19/2008 at 2:33 AM

Tuesday March 18, 2008
Sup Guys, ok its tues morning and l still feel drunk from yesterdays St Patty's.

So yesterday, well... l didnt sleep sun-mon cause my sleep is just fucked up. So yea, played Condemned 2 Bloodshot which is bad ass. Just like the 2005 Condemned, lm running around, beating the shit outta homeless crack addicts. l mean theres more of a story than that but in brief.... lm pegging coked out whores with bricks and beating hobos with lead pipes.

So Bobby IMs me late night at like 5ish or so and he comes by at 6 for my KU ID to go to the gym and then at 740ish we hit up Shorty's for St Patty's day meeting up with Pete. Chip was there as well and just ran around and socialized. By 830ish l think, we checked out The Pub and a lot of greek life was there along with some friends of the dance team. So just drank, socialized and laughed at a ton of things. It was ScottF's 21st and got him shots with Justin and Scott said prob the funniest thing of the day. Well the bartender was playing on the bagpipes earlier and everyone was cheering and it was something different. Well anyway, Scott blurts 'Yo bagpipes, whats your name?!' hahahaha l seriously lost it. By 1040am l left to class, drunk.

Class went by fast and l actually enjoyed being drunk in class. Didnt make a scene or anything and still learned stuff in bus info system. Philosophy, l just PASSED THE FUCK OUT. l sleep a lot in that class and its bad cause its a small class but l dunno, l was out the entire class. After class, hit back to my place and at 1pm passed out.

l didnt eat, l missed practice which lm upset bout cause l love my monday anti social practices and missed my fraternity meeting. Woke up at 9pm and my screens were covered in IMs. 15 missed calls and 11 missed texts. A few people asking for liquor which it was too late for, some asking bout parties and others wondering where l was earlier. Called up Ginther to see what was up with 30 and he just woke up too hahahhahaha. So got some beer and brought a fifth of smirnoff to 30 as LaurenO and Megan needed stuff and the liquor store was closed. Partied and seriously, everyone was just in a great mood. l think everyone just missed everyone as much as we had fun this spring break, its good to be back. Just seeing everyone again, its only been like 10 days but since the last weekend to party together was 16 days ago and so, half a month, it really felt like we just got back from winterbreak. A lot of greek life and friends from the dance team were there and then just lots of other friends in general. Me and Lauren played beer pong and l had various partners as she was just socializing everywhere. Won 4 games till the party ended. It was still b4 midnight because the party started so early, some friends being there since 8. Jumped in cars and hit up the cliffs then another friends house and drank. People just running around everywhere hahaha, funny things happen. Later on me and Lauren just chilled at my place as theres been a lot of new music that l know she'd like. Mostly stuff me and Dom found on the electronica/dance radios on both roadtrips down to Maryland/DC/Virginia. l mean, we were listening for a good 10 hrs total, we were bound to find a lot of good shit. Just chilled and passed out.

Lots of obligations today but lm up early and l feel like l can get a lot accomplished. Looking forward to practice. Just working on flares and new poses. The past 2 weekends have been pretty inspiring with dancing. Just stuff to look forward to.

l just been doing what l like nonstop. l love my life.

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Posted 3/18/2008 at 9:26 AM

Monday March 17, 2008
Sup Guys, owowowowowowoww was the weekend ridiculous.

So sat we wake up at 4pm or so haha real bad. We hit downstairs and just eat patty's and rice with sushi wrap. Yo sooo0o damn good. l need to go to an asian market and pick some up. That just seaweed paper. We just grabbed the rice with the paper and it was simple sloppy sushi. Whatevs cheaper, l dont care how good my food looks, only how good it tastes. Lately l just been a pig. Hit up a Kohl's to find green St Patty's day shirts and by chance saw D-moe and the Dj for the party later for the night and helped get stuff for the party. They get mad sugar for the jungle juice. So afterwards, we hit George Town and go shopping hahahah. SO checked out Puma and Urban Outfitters. Me and Evan found new shoes and sweatbands and oh man oh man oh man Puma store, my dream. l was happy. If l were only richer.

We coulda hit a fashion show Peter(cat) let us know bout but decided not to go. We were gonna just throw a hat out and dance for money but we only had 2 hrs left over and didnt wanna be sweaty b4 the party. Hit back to Peter's house and a ton of us just chilled, played COD4 and junk and then party time!! So yo.... http://youtube.com/watch?v=3MYMzpCQWWg   aih4goieah54gieah4geai hahahaha it def got PACKED as balls. But it was a fun time def. Just a lot of people came through. Drew(whitelight) who l havent seen since the Ohio Roadtrip over a yr ago came through and Jolee and her friend came by and met a ton of more new people. Cops are friends with Cat and all them so everything was good and D-moe was on the mic. 2am hits and a bunch of us hit the basement and played a RIDICULOUS amount of truth or dare and then it got into just a bunch of deep shit. WHAT a ridiculous group convo that was haha. So by like 730am we pced out. Thank you Toyz for giving us a place to crash at and food. Drove back to PA, was on speaker phone with Nikki from Hawaii and got breakfast from Wendy's. Listened to electronica/dance music and copied down the names of a lot of new artists.

Got back and said late to Dom and hit back. Played online, took a bath and passed out. Oh yea this is sunday now. So yea wake up at 6pm and text Katie and pack my shit. Hit Nesh mall and me and her saw Semi Pro. FINALLY saw it hahah so relieved. It was funny and this one scene with a gun. It was so simple but prob one of the funniest things l saw in a long time. It was good chilling with Katie again tonight as l wont get to see her till the dance team formal. lm so much more hyped for this formal now that l have my date. The date is nearly everything to how fun a formal is... useless you ditch your date haha but l would never do that. lm really hyped for it tho. That and the pool, jacuzzi and being drunk off nice ass mix drinks.

Its 430am and l dont plan to sleep till late tomm night. As in my away msg..

staying up all night
hitting the bar at 7am
class at 11am-1pm
lunch at 1pm
bar at 2pm
dance practice 5-8pm
fraternity meeting 8pm-930pm
partying for St. Patty's day 10pm-midnight
bar for my friends 21st midnight-2am

Its Scott's birthday so l'll be partying there and then hitting the bar at midnight for his birthday along with the bar being ridiculous hahahahaha.

l said it bout 20 times this weekend at random moments but yes.. l love my life.

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Posted 3/17/2008 at 4:39 AM

Saturday March 15, 2008
Sup Guys, hahaha so like it wasnt crew on crew just who jumped in circles 24369022049682 fucking times.

Woke up at 4pm. UGHHH so just played online and then hit up Dom's house. Jumped in his car, brought my shit and forgot my phone charger fuck shit fuck l hate when that happens. So we drive down to Maryland and seriously, the ride goes faster everytime. SUSQUEHANNA RIVER!! Hahhaha yea, well gave Evan directions to Toyz's place and then met up with Evan and Toyz at Cat's place. Jumped in Evan's car and we up Geisha Lounge. So it said on the flyer, best dancer, best crew so we're thinking ok lets enter the crew battle and take gas money. It was just 2 big ass cyphers all night. So me Dom Toyz and Evan just jumped in circles and had fun. Saw a bunch of friends, Michelle, Ghost, Rich, Tay, Aaron, Gunjak and friends. Commando circles a few times through the night and had joke battles. Me and Evan against Domkey and Toyz. We seriously went like 8 rounds. l was gonna vommit. Had fun tho and was just full making fun of each other and bashes. We could not hit this ping in this song as the DJ changed things up. So l'd go to hit a part of the song like fake playing the drums as the drums come in but they didnt come in and we all looked fucking stoopid haha. We fell for some of these changes a few times and whatev, we were surrounded by friends. Had fun, met more people through friends and got drinks.

Dom: See all we gotta do is be cool with these girls and they buy us drinks!!

It actually worked, forgot their names tho o0oOooppSSAaaA?! We just have no money. After the event we got 711 with our no money haha, we're so fucked. So now we've been up, playing online on 3 laptops. More girls are coming over hahaha wait ok they just showed up. Tomm hitting up some jam for a lil then partying at Cat's for St. Patty's.

Just fun being stupid.

Oh yea, some guy asked me to perform at some event and to get other bboys in it right after l did my very set of the night hahahaha so yea, if it pays.... werd.

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Posted 3/15/2008 at 4:5 AM

Friday March 14, 2008
Sup Guys, ughhhh l wish me and all my friends were just rich so we wouldnt have to worry bout dumb shit.

K so wake up and seriously, today l decided would be anti social day. GOT 3 pages done!! WOOOOT so damn happy. Did a lot of information hunting hehehehe. The internet..... my source of information bout everything. Didnt really do much thinking of it. Ate food, worked on my paper for a long ass time. Its always hardest to start but now with 3 pages done, the rest will just breeze by.

Played some Magic the Gathering online hahahaha l was really just missing it. Just the nervousness and trickery behind the game. Its all preplanning. Its like Chess that way. That.... 'make your move so l can hurt you' feeling. lm always shaking as lm such in a rush to go since l always have my next 2 moves planned out. Had fun and won a couple more games than loses. Using 2 different decks, both still play out fine and the same way. Rush... the best way to play. Its like... l rush them and attack as thats whats the decks are based on and then when they go to attack me cause lm left wide open, l intentionally take the hit anyway cause then they are left open but have less life and then l go full out again with cards based on attacks and attack damage. No defense hahahaha just like the old school red deck me and Brown built and use to win seriously EVERY tournament back in jr high and high school. Winning is everything, l dont care if anyone thinks its a corny ass nerd game. The fact that people devote their lives to this game and lm beating makes me feel good. And l just jumped back into it in close to almost a yr.

So yea, found my formal date. Decided to ask Katie. lm really hyped now. Pool, Jacuzzi then drinking and dancing!! MY FAVORITE!! lm so glad that my favorite thing to do ever is drink and dance cause you can do it ANYWHERE and with ANYONE and yeaa...... maybe thats why lm always so happy.

So this weekend hahahahah WE MUST BE FUCKING STOOOOPID!! Check this, me and Domkey are broke ass muh'fuckas. He doesnt get his check till mon and well, hes pretty much been broke all this week and l felt bad that he wouldnt get much food to eat at lunch. But yea, so we together have prob/hopefully JUST enough money for gas and tolls. The tolls are such a killer, esp on the way back as the Ben Franklin is like $5 on the way back as it is being the biggest one. But yea, its just like 4 tolls ranging from $1.25-$4 on the way there and all that plus more as some tolls are just one way fee's, dunno why, so yea...... we're gonna gamble it. Pretty much, theres a dance competition me Dom and Toyz are gonna enter at the club. We dont think any SERIOUS bboys are gonna be there and with Domkey and Toyz... and ME, ESP ME cmon now hahahahhahaha jk jk but yo, lm prepared, my sets are clean, precise, on point and l def dont need to worry bout confidence ONTOP of the fact my teammates are Domkey and Toyz hahhahahah we're so winning it.... l hope lol. Ok so if we win, we get prize money. We have NO IDEA how much it is but we NEED to win that money to get us home. If its enough, maybe we can eat too!! As of now, we're bringing our own food and hoping Toyz is a good chef.

ZangerGB4: l think lm just gonna bring 4 things of ramen
DOMkeyordie: we will be good with food
DOMkeyordie: toyz always makes meals

Toyz!! You azn, l want sushi!! Mr. Ching-Chang hahahhaha anyway.... lm hyped for this cheap broke ass risky weekend. Oh, sat maybe hitting a club but prob not but l dunno, just gotta make calls and see whats up. Our VA friends may just come to Maryland/DC and party. Cat is throwing a big party and l always hear of how crazy these parties are but never got to see. Finally will get to party at Cat's house with his roomies and friends. Should be a great weekend. Just it sux being so poor and lm gonna be BROKE BROKE after the trip then back to Kutztown on sunday. A lot of driving......

Life is ridiculous but atleast lm entertained.

Hyped for the future for a lot of things.

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Posted 3/14/2008 at 1:36 AM

Thursday March 13, 2008
Sup Guys, lm spending money like a rich kid tho lm an unemployed poor kid.

Wake up and get Dom and exchange my Express shirt from a med. to small. Hit Sports Authority and got baseball pants for dancing. They slide and stretch and they are black so it makes sense. We got Boston Market afterwards and MmmMMmMM Do l love cornbread!! Chickenpot pie and stuffing hahahhahahahahaha happiness.

After, hit back and bullshitted my time away. Ahh bullshit. Some Army of Two with Joss and playing online. No working on my paper today. Just.... l'll figure it out tomm, hopefully half of the paper can be finished. So yea, me and my new clothes. 2 shirts and pants. Still so much more to buy. With $47 in my bank and $7 in my wallet and a formal costing over $200 coming up and a roadtrip this weekend.... ahh... fuck.

So hit practice and met up with DOMkey and Evan at the gym in Bensalem. Worked on power and made sure my sets were good for friday. Worked on a lil flipping and my round off side flip is still fine, just on hard floor l know it'll be different and lm not that comfortable with it yet. Good to know my sets are just fluid. 4 sets that are well done. l mean, lm gonna work on those 4 sets for a lil longer to work on some more detail bout them and so they are second nature to me but for the most part, lm very happy bout them. l just wanna add more style and small things that will make it look 50x better.

Afterwards, got Katie and we were gonna go somewhere simple to eat, like a pizza place or something but nothing was open at 11 lol. So Applebees!! HALF PRICED APPETIZERS!! We got there at 1130 and they were closing at 12.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO $WGH$I HI$#HG OIH$G OIF UCKUF CKUF CFKUC FKUCFKU CKFU CKUFC UFKCUFKC UFKCUF KCUFKC UFKUC FKUCFKU CKFUCF k l coulda got so much fucking food for just $6 bucks. FUCK ME. So we hit up the Great American again hahaha. Housed my pasta and tried her sweet potato fries, not a fan of sweet potato. Talked bout a lot of junk, mostly bout drinking hahahahha always a good topic. Drinking and eating hahahahhaa do we sound fat?! Enjoyed my meal and good time chilling with Katie again. Dropped her off and it was already 1am somehow. Time flies fo rizzy mah whizzle frizzle.

So hit back and played more Army of Two with Dom. We beat it on the prof(hardest) difficulty and well, theres only a lil left to accomplish in that game. Been eating, took a bath and talking online. Its close to 6am. Ahhh tomm no plans. Just work on my paper a lil and chill. The weekend roadtrip with Domkey and maybe Hack and if we can get Serg, that would be fun too, either way.... its gonna be fun. Maryland clubbing with Toyz entering some bboy battle for who knows how much. If its 3v3, lm entering with Domkey and Toyz. HEHEHEHHEHE. Then sat clubbing with Sophia and her friends in VA and then back to Maryland to party at Cat's St. Patty's day party but hahaha l highly doubt we'll make it in time when its hyped but who knows, apparently they have insane parties so lm looking to check it out. l mean checking out 2 clubs, one being like superduper famous, l should be good. Oh yea, getting in for free at both hahahahaha if l dont have the hook ups, its good knowing my friends do. l love my friends.

l was complaining b4 bout how our time period, you cant accomplish big things and cant work on a bunch of diverse things like they did in the past, renaissance for example. They had so much free time to just work on all sorts of shit and l feel like we cant but thinking of it..... lm renaissance man 2008 werd?! l mean, l go to school and lm learning 3 fields lm interested in, business, history and philosophy. l still work with photography and videos along with photo/video editing. l still have the skills in my pointless games that everyone is crazy bout, Magic the Gathering and Counter-Strike and lm a beast at everything new Call of Duty 4 and Halo3 and l still get to play the stuff that will forever be played like Chess. l party like crazy and lm social chair of my fraternity and setting up parties is just a good time. Lastly, l get to work on dancing all the time. l got lucky with who l became friends with for real and l dunno, things seem to just be flowing my way. Been flowing actually, for a while. l dunno, my life is pretty full of enjoyment in the things l like to do. l just gotta find a way to make having fun my job. Other good things too and l have a better idea of who ld like to take to my formal and a lil backup list hahah just havent sorted out my backup list in order incase numero uno cant make it. Well, l havent full decided on whos numero uno buuuuuut l'll have it figured out soon, like tomm soon.

Fat kids arent the only ones eating too much...

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Posted 3/13/2008 at 6:2 AM

Wednesday March 12, 2008
Sup Guys, l have such a fulfilling life.

Wake up and its nearly 3 again. Wo0t. So got lunch with DOM and we got shirts from Express but the medium l got is just way to big so l gotta exchange it for a small. Talked bout junk, saw some friends around and beasted my KFC. l love fast food. So badddd... so also almost bought a pair of pumas but they didnt have my size. So hit back and tried working on my history paper. Well, l kept switching the topic of the paper so l couldnt really write anything. l just kept going over all the material and information l had and trying to pick what topic would be best to write the best paper possible. Well after 5 hrs of facebook, youtube, aim, food, a bath and lots of other bullshit, l finished my intro paragraph that l may change cause THERES NOT EVEN A THESIS!!! How the fuck did l bust out 8.5 pages yesterday and today l wrote prob half a page of an introduction. God ADHD blows sometimes. l've had this video on repeat for the longest time and l cant stop laughing..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Zzlj5wZBsE&feature=related

<- a big blame for my paper not getting done. The music makes me bounce around, l cant concentrate. l shouldnt be listening to music like that but l dunno, l cant sit there in silence either. So eventually got outta the house at like 1030ish and picked up Katie. 1st time seeing her in over a yr, not sure when the last time specifically was. Hahhaha kinda funny past history. So got her and we got food at the Great American. Downed my burger and talked about a lot of junk. Bout Greek Life at her school and mine and bout stuff from high school and people we knew. Good time chilling with her since its been so long. lm glad l didnt have to eat a shitty home meal alone again haha. So got back and played some Army of Two with Dom. We're still on the headset now on xboxlive but havent been playing in over an hr, just talking bout junk. Watching youtube videos, adding pics on facebook and watching 3 of the JabbaWoockeez's routines that me Matt and Matt are gonna use for Marissa's talent show during greek week. We're doing the one republic then lean wit it walk wit it and finishing with the entire PYT dance. Should be just a lil over 2 mins with it being mixed together and a intro and outro. lm hyped. Shouldnt be too hard to learn. Its only a lil more than 2 mins but its a lot of real detailed choreography but its gonna be sweeeet.

Looking online for puma shoes and theres some sweet stuff but lm undecided bout stuff. Just if some shoes go with how l dress. l dress really 2 different ways, one pretty much A&F/Hollister and the other Express and mixed with more of just some guy from the city. l dunno, l was gonna make a puma shoe but the thing is so damn laggy. l made a shirt on Nike.com, cant wait for that to come in. Theres one puma shirt l may buy, its simple.

http://store.puma.com/pumaUSStore/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=PumaUS&category%5Fname=MensTees&product%5Fid=80748701&productType=Apparel&mainCategory=Men&shopBy=item&siteid=1

http://store.puma.com/pumaUSStore/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=PUMAUS&category%5Fname=WomensClassicFootwear&product%5Fid=34555501&productType=Footwear&mainCategory=Men&shopBy=style&search=1&siteid=1

http://store.puma.com/pumaUSStore/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=PumaUS&category%5Fname=MensClassicFootwear&product%5Fid=34365503&productType=Footwear&mainCategory=Men&shopBy=style&siteid=1

Got some phone calls to make. The 3rd one, they got a pair all white with a lil green that l wanna get but l think its like a dead shoe, no more are being made. Got some Puma stores to call. l found those Kendo Lo's l was crazy bout in the summer in California hahaha. lm sure l'll find it. Just money is a problem.

Why is it, theres always complications. Gotta find my formal date. l have a LIST of people lm considering just... its hard to tell of ALL people l know, who would be the VERY MOST fun outta everyone else. l know lm gonna have a great time just, the date does determine A LOT of how much fun l have. l dont want it to be someone l gotta take care of and cater too. l want an outgoing, confident, witty, cute date that can dance really really good.

Trying to find a date, trying to find all these different shoes and clothes and l have NO MONEY!! Oh, my friend from my freshmen yr, she was a senior, we were in the same dance show from dance classes and were at the same party after the show and she found me on myspace and asked me to be a guest teacher and lm def down to come into 2 classes and teach some kids some stuff. It'd be really fun since l mean, l did wanna teach but my GPA isnt exactly 3.0 and maybe teaching dancing rather than history is more my style and obviously more fun. Maybe l can even get my own class next yr lol never know? But yea, atleast thats SOME money. Life is ai4ghieah4gieaghieahgieahgoieagea...

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Posted 3/12/2008 at 5:3 AM

Tuesday March 11, 2008
Sup Guys, my eventful life, lemme tell you bout it.

Haha wake up at 3pm. Wo0t. So was gonna drive to the mall but my car was gone for an oil change, forgot. So called Brown and he got me and we got Joss, tried calling Hack but no pick up and we hit the mall. Saw Liz and talked bout the party from fri as she was getting a lunch break from Ab Kids and then hit that store to get Dom. So we got food and talked bout nerd alert shit. Video games.... yea, always a good topic... as long as theres no hot bitches around. Good just chilling and stuffing my fat fat face with burritos, tacos and mexican pizza's. Ahh good life.

After just hit back and worked on my philosophy paper. So yesterday l gathered all this info for it and today well..... l just hardcore busted out 8.5 pages and finished it. All my anger was released. Played some Army of Two with Brown and finished the 2nd and 3rd mission and talked with friends online. Crazy how things work out. At the Breakin Hearts battle bout 11 days ago, l see two girls working on a 2man routine and jokingly said 'if l end up battling you, lm gonna steal your routine and use it against you' and now lm friends with them haha. Michele actual was interested in what l had to say bout Buddhism and l sent her my paper. l'll be seeing her and Sophia along with a bunch of VA heads prob this weekend if the weather is ok. Roadtrips are fun indeed. Played more Army of Two with DOMkey and we beat the last level on the hardest difficulty skipping the rest of the game on that difficulty hoping to get the achievement of 'beating the game on the professional(hardest) difficulty) but the game knew l tried to cheat it and l didnt get it. Well atleast the hardest level is complete. Got a few more achievements to steal from that game.

Sux tomm l gotta start my History paper. Not so fun. l wanna get it outta the way tho. We'll see how that goes, l got 3 days to work on it since l busted out my Philosophy paper so bad today.

Well.... time to sleep then wake up with some video games and shit.

Oh yea... lm doing something stupid again, prob wont work but the past is kinda funny and lm curious.

lm stupid.

Late.

Posted 3/11/2008 at 6:6 AM

Monday March 10, 2008
Sup Guys, not much of a day and l have no problem with that.

Wake up at 3pm and played video games. Beat Army of Two and the last level is such a bitch. Had fun, played some online ranked Army of Two with Joss and we did pretty well after the 1st 2 games, just it sux people can just quit right b4 the game is over and it doesnt count. Showered, ate food, watched South Park Imagination land part II and Fist of Legend with Jet Li. Worked on my philosophy paper bout the all the questionable parts about Buddhism cause that religion is just fucking stupid. The American's that followed it too a few decades back cause some of their role models like John Lenin followed it........ those are the definition of 'follower'. Honestly, THEY DIDNT EVEN FOLLOW THE RELIGION RIGHT!!!!!!!1111 How fucking stupid. They say they're buddhist yet didnt go about the way of life for a buddhism. How fucking stupid. For real, talk bout following trends the wrong way. Only in the USA do other world religions become trendy. Anyway, watched an hr documentary bout Buddhism and its flaws and damn, lm gonna just bitch for 8 pages. Prob more with all the information l have and all the shit l have to say bout it. Ummm just been playing Army of Two with DOMkey and we're gonna call our fav VA head Sophia then afterwards, more Army of Two, mission China, MOTHERLAND!! Hahaha jk l dont really care THAT much bout China. Its history is important to me cause everyone should know their roots but as it is now, l dont care bout China like that. The USA is funny and lm all bout laughing. Yea thats been bout my day and l got phone calls and video games to play.

Late.

Posted 3/10/2008 at 1:37 AM

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yay, late night phone calls :)
Posted 3/10/2008 at 12:57 PM by sophiiiuh

Sunday March 9, 2008
Sup Guys, lm so damn sore.

So last night, we were on the phone with VA heads till 7am. Hit bed and woke up at 11 and got my practice shit, got Hackney and we roadtripped to VA. Me Hack and DOMkey, 3/5 of AFK Bots haha. So got food, 711 and we destroyed our stomachs. Talked bout junk, listened to a lot of electronica/dance/funk music and it was a good trip down. Flew by really. Got Toyz and then hit up the GMU practice spot. Odd l was there just last week.

So we meet up with all the VA heads that we met at the event last weekend and practiced for a good 4 hrs. Just worked on adding stuff to my sets. Figured out solutions to some things missing and its always so good to figure out problems. Just annoying when lm stuck, l think lm stating the obvious. Met a few more people and lm really getting to know a lot of the VA heads that are always at the events. Seriously, the bboy world just seems mad small. Like knowing the same crowds of people that are at each event from each state. Yea its small. Met friends of friends and cool finally meeting bboy Ghost. Cool dude. Me Dom and Toyz had prob the longest Commando Circle of our entire life. Hack jumped in a few times to fool around. We went through like 4 songs or so. We were so tired and l was running outta ideas. l just started to think of gangstarrr dances from the dirty dirty south. Had fun and it was a good practice besides creating that big fucking ass lump on my back again from crashing. This bruise on my back like reappears anytime l fall on my back as of on my entire back, l only fall on the same single spot.

Afterwards, met azn biddies and got their number bout parties. We were gonna party with other people but apparently last night he got thrown in jail and there was a big party bust so that wasnt flowing too well. The 4 of us got McDonalds and oh man, we dont like McDonalds. We all just got sick in the car. The azn biddiez got back to us but Dom didnt get service till much later so we said screw it and one girl was asking if Toyz was single. Hey hey Toyz haha. We were gonna go to a club in D.C but Toyz isnt 21 and we wouldnt have been able to get him in. We woulda got in for free too since Ghost apparently has the hook up like that in D.C. We were too beat anyway. From lack of sleep, getting sick off 711 and McDonalds for the last 2 days and then a 4 hr practice, we just hit back. Talked bout junk and l passed the fuck out. Later woke up to phone calls and junk and o00ooOppPSsAa?! All good now.

Got back and just hit home. Now l gotta shower, REAL BAD. l wreck. Tomm no idea what to do but l can start on my papers and junk atleast. Having no right click, yo its driving me nuts but atleast theres a bunch of alt shortcuts to do things, just annoying that some arent shortcuts tho.

Very tired and my room is all animed up from my lil sister. Theres just anime posters everywhere and manga in my bookshelf lol. Atleast theres no hello kitty hoodie on my chair or anything. If l meet someone this spring break which l dont think l will because l have no plans, but if l do, l dunno if my room is too smooth right now. Digimon jumping with some colorful dressed kid and stars everywhere around some like knight princess bitch. Yea... my room is sexy.

Late.

Posted 3/9/2008 at 3:21 AM

Saturday March 8, 2008
Sup Guys, guess how drunk l am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!24poitjgiehgjehjgopgae
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Ok so wake and hit class and was drinking with Tracey at like 830 last night and so she wasnt in class hahahahaha l found it funny. Killed my philosophy test, well kinda, bullshitted a lil since l didnt buy the book or read ANYTHING l just went on what l knew from the past. God lm genius, well no but whatever, its not something l need my grade in, just fun stuff and filling my philosophy minor. After got shrimp and fries and killed that. Played some Army of Two and hit back home bringing all my shit BUT MY MOUSE for my comp so l gotta use a busted mouse with the right click broken. Lemme tell you how annoying it is with a busted ass right clicker. VERY ANNOYING.
So anyway, got to Browns and me and him hit up the mall to get food with DOMkey. So got Taco bell and just chilled and laughed. Very good time. So we tried getting Hack and Joss to party but..... cmon guys.... party. l dunno, lm trying to save my friends social life. Just, after we grow some more years older, we cant get drunk and meet girls and play video games at parties and jump in random pics anymore, things will be different. Its all bout living youre age. l mean, lm doing the bar/lounge scene but lm still new to it. lm use to house parties and clubs. We'll see. So hit home, hooked up my comp and 360, some more Army of Two and hit Dom's and we hit Serg's birthday party. Happy Birthday Serg. Saw a lot of old friends. A lot l havent partied with in CLOSE to 3 yrs, 2005 summer. Project Broomstick posse, wow weird how things change. Project Broomstick was pretty much our group from 2003-2005. A lot of my home friends(holland, newtown, richboro) and a lot of l-town, bristol and bensalem people. Our group was at its peak bout 40 deep and wowowow the parties we had.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6WWh194CNo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCuMkT0kK8Q
l mean, we're still all friends but, we're not that group we use to be. It was good seeing a lot of them tho tonight. Like seriously, l saw bout close to 10 people l havent seen over 2 yrs. Great partying with them. Played beer pong with SamM and aowigh4oiahga didnt recognize her at 1st or JessMo either. Chrissy wasnt noticable at 1st either. All 3 changed their hair but it has been over 2 yrs after all. Tom was there and me and Dom were laughing bout how me Dom Serg and Tom hit that crazy ass Jersey party over winterbreak and Tom knocked over the flipcup table infront of the cops hahahahahahai4hgoiaehgihae5gae5gae.5ghae5hoiahnoiaeh................. Chilled with Dom's bro and all the guys l met through him over the years. Actually, its how l met Serg back in the day, like 2003. Weird its 2008 now thinking of everything that happened. So yea, J-bo was taking 2349t6y23490623 pics and jumped in like 502390562 of them and hopefully l can find them on myspace later cause l didnt take many pics cause l plan to steal his. Def just had a great time. Met people playing pro skater on the xbox360 hahahaha, just grabbed the controller and played 1v1 on the who can do better tricks thing and met people... girls. l love my life. Met a lot of people actually. Just everyone was mad friendly and out to meet other people. Def had a fun time.
Hit back and now we're just eating. Me and Dom are fucking with people and joking around with VA girls bout cookies cause we're eating cookies, we were talking bout cookies and l said 'do you want cookies' but Dom jumped me and l ended up saying 'you want cocki' which l REALLY did mean to say cookie. Things come out so wrong. Well just eating food and playing around online.
Tomm VA with DOMkey and grabbbing Toyz and practicing with VA heads and then partying!!!!!!!11111
Life... is good .
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Posted 3/8/2008 at 2:29 AM

Friday March 7, 2008
Sup Guys, life is a rush indeed..... tomm till sunday is gonna fly by esp.

Wake up and really didnt wanna go to class. Went tho and didnt really get as much outta my classes as there was some speaker bout going to Germany for a semester and my other class l just passed out. Thought bout dancing for a while. Just trying to figure out the timing for everything. Thought bout dancing for a good 15-20 mins then passed out. Just lm sleepy.

After, hit back, got Chinaking and killed that and played some Army of Two with Hack. Ran through a mission and then had to hit practice. Had a good practice as l noticed that l get more done working on a single set rather than working on several at once. Added a lot more to my 'push up' set and lm really happy bout what l have. Just a lot of detail l gotta make sure to maintain. l noticed from watching old footage of myself and even recording new stuff lm making up that... l rush through it too quickly and miss the minor things that make the set have style. Its all bout style. Style style style. l mean, its dancing, thats what its about. So l slowed down my set a lil lil bit and made sure to be more crisp, sharp and to do the lil twist l originally came up with or to put emphasize on a rotation in a move, l think thats been my problem for a while now.

Afterwards, made alc runs for friends then showered. Hit Solecki's as he got a keg for pregamming. So a lot of us were pregamming at his place, bout 20 of us and hahaha there was so much left. l mean, people started drinking there at 7, l didnt get there till 830 but by 11, there was still a lot left. Watched America's Best Dance Crew with the AST girls and good chilling with them, its been a while. Hit up Volleyball house and saw a ton of friends and ran around. Some guy started with me tho and really wanted to fight for talking to my friend Courtney who he seemed to be obsessed bout. Some of his friends apologized to me and said he was just really drunk so lm not gonna take it as anything but its still kinda annoying. People really need to stop drinking THAT heavily. l was safe tho, some friends were watching over and its always good to have a lot of friends.

Afterwards, hit next door to Tanya's as her and a lot of dance team girls were over and just drank with friends there and caught up with some people. Met some other people and seriously, small world. Talking bout other schools and junk, everyones connected. Got some alc and me and Sweeta hit back to 30 and chilled with a bunch of friends there along with Sig Pi guys. Met some more people, some who live around me, drank and laughed. The ones laughing like that are high.... Had fun there and it def was a good full night.

Hit back, dials with Katie for a lil and aiming to chill with her this break. Been eating chips and spinach dip and sour cream dip. l wish l had real food for my much delayed dinner. Oh well..... this is why my health sux. Well what l eat anyway. l eat hoagies, meatball subs, chinese food and shrimp&fries. Oh and sometimes ramen and dollar tree microwavable food. Yep, l eat like shit. Its ok, lm not dead.

Got a big weekend ahead. We'll see whats up.

Late.

Posted 3/7/2008 at 3:9 AM

Thursday March 6, 2008
Sup Guys, atleast lm having fun... for now.

Wake up and just everyday its harder and harder to go to class. Spring break is right around the corner tho and skipping now would just be bad. So hit my classes and nothing special cept being called out by our prof that no one is to go on the internet while we're learning excel. Me and Tracey would write to each other's wall everyday in class haha. Passed out in Philosophy class again, just the stuff lm learning, l already know from just other classes, looking stuff up myself or just common knowledge.

Afterwards, dropped my financial accounting class finally, got 2 meatball subs from Camillo's and killed that and played a lil Halo3. Studied a lil for my philosophy test on fri and l should be aiight. lm expecting a B. Just 7 essays to study, 3 of them will be on the test and l pick 2. l wrote litterally 3 pages of notes all semester for that class.... cause l sleep so much in it.

Hit practice and worked on my sets. So my aim is to have 8 sets. l have 4 unfinished sets. All about 60-70% done. Just lm breaking things apart and adding new parts to the start or end of other sets. l really gotta just focus on what my aim is for each set. Changing up the end of the 'push up' set and thats seriously becoming my best set l ever made. Just gotta figure out how l wanna finish. Hopefully l'll be good, just as long as l dont 'lunch' aka crash/screw up as its a new term l've learned from VA/MA heads. Exhausting as balls practice and fustrating at times when l decided to take things out that took me so long to add on. Just.... thinking 'this set is ok' is useless. If its not amazing, theres no point in keeping it. l rather work for a long time and have a few amazing sets than double the amount of 'ok' sets because if l lose, l wont even be using them.

Afterwards, hit back, showered and been chilling. Was gonna study but nahh... Ate food and got more chips and dip along with lemonade and Ginther burned me Army of Two which is bad ass but it feels short. Within 3 hrs, me and Dom beat half the game. Tomm the rest will be finished.

For things coming up, l plan to just think out my sets for a while in my Bus Law class. Its an hour and half to just think bout stuff. l attend only for the attendance grade. Fri party at Serg's and sat practicing in VA with people me Domkey and Toyz met at Breakin Hearts and partying afterwards.

Things are good.

May play a lil more Army of Two in a lil with Dom. Sux the game is short.

Late.

Posted 3/6/2008 at 3:11 AM

Wednesday March 5, 2008
Sup Guys, aoighoiaehga my life.... what is going on...... seriously..

Wake up and really didnt wanna move but had to hand in my Midterm essays for History class. After dropping that off, me and Ziggy hit the lib to print out shit for our classes and got food in the AF. His second time eating there haha. Yo he owes me a favor AND money now. Damn asians. So passed out completely in my Bus Law class and hit back.

Video games till practice. Good few hrs always. Hit practice at 5 and worked on flares. Multiple flares, flares to windmills, flares to headspins.... practiced for a good 45 mins till l crashed so hard on my left foot over and over that it HURT to put weight on my left toes, esp the fat toe. Its seriously BRUISED. Hhaha l litterally couldnt stand for the next hr. Just worked on adding things to footwork. Added a LIL lil bit but still, improvement is good. And tho it was seriously only a thing of litterally half a second, now l have a NEW place to get creative from. B4 l was just STUCK as all fuck.

Hit up the playoffs for the basketballl game, recorded the girls on the Dance Team's dance and sat with them along with Matt. Close game but we lost. SO MANY people were there, l wish all games got that filled and that hyped. Its fun when people get hyped. Thats why going to games in stadiums and concerts are fun. People are crazy and its fun to be around crazy people.

Hit back, got my Chinaking and hit up my fraternity event. Comedy hour!! Seriously, every semester its the funniest 6-8 weeks of my life. Ahh..... nostalgic feelings. Def fun times and yo..... laughing is ALWAYS a good time. When was the last time it was bad to laugh?! Even if it was mean, it was still funny.

Now l been back, watched the movie 300 on HBO and been bullshitting a lot online. Just talking on AIM and watching History Channel. Always interesting stuff. Got stuff to look forward to this spring break haha.

Life is interesting again. l had a shitty past 3 days but things are good again. Laughing bout shit and listening to good new music.. yeaaaa... life is good again.

Late.

Posted 3/5/2008 at 1:50 AM

Tuesday March 4, 2008
Sup Guys, today was tiring.

Woke up and decided that lm dropping my fin. accounting class. Teacher is just a douche and lectures us bout how bad we suck after each quiz cause all the scores were low. Maybe you dont teach the shit you write on the test... muh'fucka. So hit my other 2 classes and that was that. Got meatball subs from Camillo's, printed out junk for my History class and returned the keg from sat.

Just wrote out my philosophy answers for the midterm as he gave us a sheet of 7 essays and 3 will be on the midterm and we choose 2. l should be good. All this stuff bout hinduism and buddism is common knowledge to me. People believe in mad crazy shit. But then again, some of us DID actually think Santa Claus was real. The difference between our society and theirs is..... they didnt tell the truth when the kids got older cause they thought their God's(our Santa Claus's) were actually real. So you start a lie and never tell the truth, people will believe your lie forever until it is disproven but when the subject of God(s) no one every tries to prove their existence cause you cant.

K rambling there. Hit practice and practiced alone for a good 2 and a half hours. Just working on sets, changing up stuff and damn... l got 4 uncomplete sets now. lm changing A LOT now. l mean, l got a bunch of side stuff l can add to anything really but l dunno, l want like 6 good FULL sets with some back up spare sets for whatever. Side sets are mostly unsure things l have, risky stuff that its all or nothing. Its fun to just gamble everything in the air. Fail - o00OopPpsA?! Hit it - Party Time!! Yea had a good practice tho.

Afterwards, got Chinaking and hit my meeting. Quad Quad Quad!!!!!111 Finally got my way!!!! Thank you Ziggy, hes not all bout it but he said ok after l begged and whined. l feel bad that l never learned to just accept l cant get my way but l mean, if childish tactics gets me the quad social l want, GOOD. Its my fraternity AXP, Sig Pi fraternity, ZTA and Phi Sig sororities and it should be a good time. lm hyped.

Hit back and been playing mad Halo 3. Waiting for Army of Two still.. Gonna eat some mo food while watching the 2nd Matrix on HBO and shower.

Things are picking up excitement wise. Well theres St Patty's day in KU after spring break, spring break in general, Serg's party back home on fri and Toyz's party in VA on sat me and DOMkey are gonna hit up. So my entertainment is taken care of for this weekend.

Haha..... such a good spy l am. But no one calls me shady ,

l love me.

Late.
Posted 3/4/2008 at 3:40 AM

Monday March 3, 2008
Sup Guys, today was better cause nothing happened.

Pretty much woke up and worked on my essays all day. 6 pages, answering 2 big ass multiple related questions, watched America's Best Dance Crew and Thats Amore after, girls are such bitches, talked with friends online and ate my shrimp basket from Mark's. Amy stopped by to get her keys as she forgot them in my car last night. Ahh besides that, l didnt do anything today. l just sat here, reading and typing. Its like second everything is ok for everyone else, my life comes to shit again. l'll win the lottery tomm and lm sure my friend's dog will die the same hour. l dont get it.

Besides that, uploaded some videos.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MxzgABa6LU
<- my battle

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yj2PkTEr6k8
<- with the dance team

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUGSAq2-F2A
<- acting stupid with commando circles

l gotta stop being stupid. ADHD sux too. l really dont give a shit bout much going on in Kutztown anymore. Not saying lm 'too good' for Kutztown just the only thing lm looking forward to in Kutztown is Greek Week and the Dance Team formal which l still have no idea who to ask. lm not like that with any girl anymore. Kinda weird. The one person l was actually reconsidering to ask.... well def not asking her now after recent events. l cant believe how drunk people get sometimes and then they use it as their excuse. Well atleast l didnt see my son's killed b4 getting my eyes cut out as some guy did in Jerusalem, l dunno, lm watching the History Channel.

Been talking to a bunch of people that l met from the event on fri about Circles9 coming up in April. Just sux its the day right after my formal with dance team. Whoever l take, hopefully they're into roadtrips. May enter the Bonnie and Clyde battles(2v2 boy and girl teams) with Tynee from PSU.

Hopefully something good happens sometime soon making life interesting again. Right now, lm on that low point.

Late.

Posted 3/3/2008 at 12:38 AM

Sunday March 2, 2008
Sup Guys, 1st time in a while... lm actually really upset.

l was expecting this day for a lil while now..

So wake up and was feeling sick. Forced myself to wake up and grabbed a shower. Usually shower and good music make me feel better but l guess l was just expecting a rush day and to be stressed out. Ordered Spuds and got changed and rushed to the Ode 2 Hip Hop event Black Flame was having. So ate food and talked with the guys and figured out our shit. Was there at 5 but found out we werent dancing till 7.

Found out my tap got stolen from the Theta Phi house on thurs and had to call Joe for his tap. Called Joe and we got my table and another table from one of the Theta Phi girls and got the keg and dropped it off the house we were having the social at. Thank you Joey... you know you're my homie. Me and Amy were on the phone back and forth figuring stuff out for the social and got things worked out. Did a lil school work and then helped Amy get the alc for the jungle juice and gave her some punch power mix. Continued watching previous episodes of America's best dance crew and honestly the ONLY two l like is Jabba Wockeez and Kaba Modern.

Rushed back to the Hip Hop event as we were performing early and did a few sets and pced. Just performances... not to act big headed but l dont practice to perform infront of a bunch of people who know nothing bout bboying. l can shit on the floor and they will cheer.

Hits 930 and me and Rich get Lauren and Amy and get my Chinaking and set up the social. Hahhaa we made the jungle juice taste like bathwater and vodka hahahahahha it was so bad.... Me and Amy hit up Weis which was closed so then hit up Turkey Hill and got more 'Orangade' to mix into the juice and it tasted much better. The social was really fun and eventually a bunch of the bros came through. l was nervous at 1st. Thank God for friends right................... yea.. Later on got more people, invited other friends and turned it to an open party. Lots of flip cup. Too much. Play Gauntlet Flipcup, like Gauntlet from the real world where you pick someone from your team and the opposing team if you win to go heads up, loser pces. Other shit happened and damn..... life is rough indeed.

With everything well................. theres only a few l count on. 3 from home, 3 from school. l dont even know if they realize who they are or not. Just last night on the ride back from Virginia talking with Dom bout who we're friends with now, who we use to be friends with, with how reputation works and how things just come to be..... l realized a lot. l been caring about THE WRONG things in life. Sometimes the wrong people and was reminded tonight about that. lm really weak when it comes to self control. Self control in all aspects, l have none. l learned to work AROUND my bad habits but never tried to just discipline myself and thats my problem. When it comes to screwing around like an ass and having fun, thats never been a problem but when it comes to the important long term events in my life, lm still so lost. Honestly lm just fucking terrified for the future. l have NO FUCKING IDEA what lm gonna be doing after Kutztown and theres so much l know that l dont wanna do... working in a cubical being my worst fear. Just being sick, being rushed ALL DAY, losing money as l had to front the keg money myself and didnt make it all back and finally.... just a bad ending to the night jeezzzzz... its like God is trying to see how far he can push me tonight. Its been a really bad day. Tomm lm only working on my midterm essays for my History class which sux but l guess will relax me. Working on 2 papers, History and Philosophy on monday and l dunno.... just seems like nothing is going right.

Having a million worthless friends is just useless. l truely am a tool and Matt was right. l gotta stop worrying bout satisfying everyone so that the whole world likes me and yo................... l truely am stupid. Just l worry so much to help others out IN FEAR that my own friends wont like me if l cant help them and yet, EVERYONE IS FUCKING USELESS when shit is coming down on me. Atleast l got 3 friends in Kutztown to depend on. That quote 'if you want it done right, do it yourself' is completely true, just sometimes you cant do it yourself because you're not in the position to because of who you are. Pretty much..... things went to shit for me. lm trying my best to just be thankful for everything I DO HAVE but lm still fucking upset. Why cant things just be fucking perfect. Just work out right the way they should. SO MANY FUCKING STUPID PEOPLE in this world ruin it for everyone else and no matter HOW FUCKING HIGH you are on any fucking ladder, the people below you are fucking lazy ass pieces of shit and instead of working hard to climb that ladder, just aim to pull you down. Fucking stupid hierarchies. And in life, everything is a hierarchy. It just seems no matter how great and amazing you can be in one category, you're a piece of shit in another and its impossible to be the King in everything and it sux, it really does. l dunno how my one friend deals with it. l have ONE friend that understands my view on things but he's able to go through it perfectly fine. Now lm just rambling. lm drunk and typing in a fucking online journal. So fucking cool. Seriously what am l doing with my life? In 3 yrs... lm just fucking terrified if lm just gonna be a ghost to everyone. l fucking hate it but l know to a lot of people, lm just a bump in the road, an information desk, a stepping stone, a bridge to meet other people and all this bullshit and yea..... l am a tool. Just to be cool.

Everytime l try to change my life, l just fall back into where l was. Tomm lm just gonna do my school work and maybe work on some dancing. Tomm, go to class, school work afterwards and then dance practice and my fraternity meeting.

After tonight... tomm cant be worse atleast. Thats the only good thing l realized tonight. It sux that after giving people another chance after so many, that lm immediately disappointed again. l trust people because it makes me feel better thinking everythings ok but l really just feel stupid now. Lose/Lose situation. It sux.

Tomm will be better def.

Late.

Posted 3/2/2008 at 3:6 AM

Saturday March 1, 2008
Sup Guys, a0gh4wieahg a what a full day today was haha.

K so wake up and skipped my 1st and 3rd class. Only hit Bus Info Systems and got a 84% on my Excel test wo0t wo0t!! So hit up L-town back home and jumped in Dom's car and then we roadtripped down to VA. Susquehanna river!! It surrounds us l swear!! So had a long talk bout a lot of junk and found the jam being held at some college, l already forgot. But it was in Fairfax VA if anyone gives a shit.

So got in and stretched and entered with D-moe as 4F(flyingfistfromthefloor), Domkey and Toyz entered together and Gunjak entered with Kid Glide as another 4F. Had fun watching the battles, screwing around the university and battling. l stretched my 1st routine out a bit hahah o0oooO0opPssaAAa but live and learn. Had A LOT of laughs and was very entertained tonight bout the dancing. Had a great time and as always, this jam reminded me why l practice. So much has been going through my head what l wanna do and fix up and make up and work on. In the end Domkey and Toyz won, no surprise there. Each $100 cash. We hit up Denny's with Gunjak and Kid Glide and other dancers and killed food talking bout the battles and the people there. Seriously the bboy scene...... small world as always. Just nuts who l end up meeting, who lm affliated with and what happens. lm mixed into history. Big history. Afterwards dropped off Toyz and always a good time chilling with him and hit back to L-town. Me and Dom talked bout dancing, girls, the past and all sorts of junk on the way back and the drive flew by like nothing. Talked bout fame and just reputation and how things work and we relate a lot on how we react to it but at the same time, we are noticed in different ways. Things are crazy indeed. Found out he wont be hitting up Circles9 as him and Toyz are judging Soul Cypher in Florida for $800. Damn, l need to get a name for myself so l can get paid to judge events. Also found out bout Duron trying out by not making it to Vegas on So You Think You Can Dance and how Tynee is GOING TO VEGAS!! Fuck, l wish l knew bout the tryouts. l woulda went for fun. Had a good long talk and it was an entertaining drive back. Always a good time with my homie and l'll be practicing back home with him and the rest of BeatWhakz as lm on spring break. Hit back to Kutztown and now its 615am hahaha. Got a very long day tomm then sunday is all school work on this midterm exam for history class and working on what l dont finish on mon... but hopefully l do a good job and my ADHD doesnt kick in too hard so l can finish in one day.

Well my life is really good... still. Got my mind mostly on dancing and hyped to practice on mon.

l must be crazy.

Late.
Posted 3/1/2008 at 6:19 AM

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