Tuesday December 27, 2011
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Sup Guys, a lot has been happening that.... lm just kinda confused. My God Grandfather Jim Smith passed away Friday night being the closest person to me who has ever passed away up until this point in my life. lm still in shock and Thurs lm kinda nervous to go be there w all the friends and family as we say our goodbyes. lm just confused right now. l met Jim Smith and Nancy Smith as they took care of me while my parents finished college. l learned English through them and learned Chinese(Manderin) from my parents on the weekend. l was lucky enough to visit him before his condition got worse to just catch up. This picture is from my last visit in Oct.  My parents when they went to Kutztown University.  Well yea.... he was a really good guy and lm not just saying that. lm going to miss him a lot. l dont know what else to say right now. As for my week.... well Tues was just mayhem. Just chaos w a current home that was suppose to close a bit back and problems from the seller's side has gotten ridiculous. Even my mentor Mary told me, this is a outrageous first closing. Counter offers and excitement w Ryan's potential martial arts studio and yea... reading up on scripts. Hit home to chill and hit practice at Ryan's and had a really good practice. Working on the new sets. Just running them. They arent like READY ready yet but they're close. Good time just sweating and going over my junk. Knocked out after. Weds, hit Ryan's for more discussion and number crunching. After, met up w Hack for a lil lunch and catching up. l gotta drag him and his family out to see his fav homes soon but thats when the Holidays end so there is free time. Did a lil horse race betting and won my 2nd race betting on my lucky number 4. Got Amai and hit back and hit Brown's along w Joss to smoke and bullshit. Watched movies and junk and had a good time. Corona's and hookah. Its a lifestyle choice lol. Didnt think l was going to see Amai till she left and came back from Hawaii but l got her to come out one more night hehehe. Glad l got to see her before she left. Thurs did more work from home. Lots of stressful phone calls. Just things arent looking to good for me. lm nervous as all hell. It is part of the career tho. It could all be for nothing. Its not even my fault or my clients fault. Its just one guy who is screwing this whole deal to shit. My first closing is complete chaos. lm sticking it through tho. We'll see. Visited my kiddos from Rolling Hills. Havent seen them since last yr and got yelled at that l didnt visit earlier. l gotta visit them more often along w the morning group of both Churchville and Rolling Hills.  Met up w Brown to do some reading and talking at Barns. Hit Brown's after to chill and talk bout shit. Hookah and Coronas lol. Its nothing new. Just another chill night.  Woke up Fri and gaaa... l hate emails and phone calls. Just.... l see a new msg or hear my phone ring and lm CONDITIONED to hear bad news. Well things got better actually and also hit Ryan's to talk bout the potential of the new studio. Things are looking a bit better. After, hit Domkey's and then we hit the bboy event at Smart Mark's studio. Chilled and caught up w friends. Rae was there who l havent chilled w in over a yr and half and Kyung also made it through. Oscar wanted to battle as, last weekend was his first battle entering a 7toSmoke and l could use practice on my new sets so l entered w him last minute. We lost but lm mehh bout it. My set wasnt finished and l figure out some junk. No matter how much l practice and THINK l know where things are good and bad, l never know till l run it in a battle. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsFR3p3kPMM Not my best lol. Just so much has been on my mind lately. Domkey and Mario won and we pced out to a hookah bar in South St w the crew(Flock) and friends. Drank and smoked and had a really good night just having the squad together. Didnt really do much but just talk, make fun of music videos, tell funny stories of shit in the past and yea... it was a really nice night. Got pizza after and Mario and Oscar crashed at my place where we talked bout girls till bout 7am hahaha.         So woke up Sat and bullshitted all day. Black Nasty slept over as well and we just bummed it. Going on fb, talking bout dancing and girls and shit. Fun day lol. Got Domkey got Taco Bell and then hit Sunnie's party for Binh returning. Big party and got there early to pregame and smoke w people and then it was all bout dancing and shots. Henny and Jack aorihgaiohgrioahrigah god damnnn it. We were already pregamming hard as is. But yea, l took way too many pics but l had a lot of fun being w once again the crew and friends. l really like that whole squad that l met through DavidH.  Black Nasty dressed me hahaha.... Asian Peter Parker?! And not cause Spider-Man is on my shirt.           Hhaha yea... we had fun. Woke up Sunday and said late to Mario and Oscar as they pced home. lm glad they stayed the extra night even tho it was Christmas Eve. Slept in hung over as mixing dark liquor and light liquor is a terrible idea but gaaaa it happens. Woke up late, bullshitted, talked w Amai and hit Brown's to chill and junk. Same old stuff haha. Watching Curb your Enthusiasm and hookah plus Corona's. Chill night. Woke up today and just got on my phone. This one damn listing agent really has a phone call problem. l hate receiving a text back after waiting so long making calls. Like..... aodrighioargioargoairhogia well yea... nerve wrecking shit. Got my sister and we picked up her friend and me and Brown hit Hack's to meet up w Hack SteveO and Nelson to chill. Hit Fogo for lunch and aroighirhgoarhga SOOO GOOD endless MEAT!!! Hhahahaha very dope start, then some horse betting where l won betting on #4, then lost betting on #4 then switched to a #6 for $13 but if l woulda bet on #4.... l woulda won $169 but nope.... l had to change it from one loss. lm a fucking moron. We hit the mall as Hack got the new Star Wars MMORPG. Bounced back after to Brown's and said late to the guys. Smoked and talked bout junk hahahaha but yo... the future is looking crazy. A lot of plotting hhehehehehe.... corruptionnnn...    So afterwards, hit home, bullshitted and called Amai. Talked for uhhhhh 4.5 hours lol. She comes home soon and lm hyped. Crazy to be really dating someone again. l dunno.... l told myself l wouldnt take anything serious for a while now so l can focus on getting my life in order but ahhhh crazy what happens and how fast things happen. The girl is mad interesting and we got into an emo convo about life, the future, views on death and religion and yea.... it got really deep. l liked it a lot tho.  GU GU GU lm so gay. Well... gonna eat and knock out. As for everything.... the only word to sum up this past week is 'crazy'. Good things and bad things are constantly happening and the bad things that have happened are completely out of my hands. The good things are in the end because of my friends. l have a good time being w friends every single day. SHOUTOUT TO CHRIS NGUYEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111 l love that crazy bastard. Late.
Posted 12/27/2011 at 4:6 AM
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Tuesday December 20, 2011
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Sup Guys, lm applying for the position of Dictator for North Korea. I've always talked bout how lm gonna conquer the world by spreading my seed everywhere and making an elite assassination squad w my children and first start my empire by conquering the Philippines but now that North Korea is free..... l figured l could start there. l mean Korean's have a pretty fun life style. They're into amazing food like bonchon chicken and korean bbq(cause they're korean), into Starcraft 2 and Street Fighter, into bboying and everyone loves Korean girls tho they're a product of the Devil. So God DEF hooked me up. l still dont know if l believe in God which is why lm still agnostic which is why l choose only to drink Dr.Pepper(South Park joke) but l wonder if its a result from my sincerely asking God or if its cause l seeked out opportunity and because of effort and luck, things picked up or what but hey.... life got wayyy more interesting again. l have A LOT of things to look forward to in the next few days, weeks and months. lm hyped again. KK so Tues, woke up and posted that video of Eddie Murphy screaming good morning as l do some mornings. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kOobdhEE1_o So hit work and did the email back and forth game while doing Expired Listings. First time doing it on my own but l had some free time lately as sadly when doing this email tag back and forth game between, other agents, my clients, morgage companies ect.... l cant GO anywhere. So l have to just sit there. Might as well do other shit on the computer while lm at it. So if you dont know what Expired Listings are... its when people tried to sell their home and it didnt work out for some reason and so l hit them up and try to see if they would like to try again with me. Of course, you only go out of your way, doing your research, looking up morgages and shit to see what happeened on big homes. $500K homes and higher. So later on, left for my little date tehehehehehe       Haha so wont lie, lm a hypocrite again and used an online dating site. Well out of dickheaded mockery. l only made it to jokingly annoy people and make fun of my friends by showing them pics of me msging girls really stupid shit. Saying 'DTF?!' 'a/s/l/pic?' 'lm a creeper, wanna get sushi?'  Hahaha well.... l saw a cutie and l decided.... l'll say something normal and got a response lol. Uhh?! What do l do from there? l was thinking, pic of my dick but decided to go w it and yea... set up a date for Tues w Amai since my sced on my weekends are always all over the place and she was cool w it. So yea... l dont do DATES much at all. l do the 'hey we're pregamming at my friends and going to (club/house party) at 11. You and youre friends are welcome to come'. Its just more.... indirect, chill and l like being w a lot of friends. You are more yourself and comfortable around your friends and you'll get to know a person for how they really are if they are with their friends ya know? Ok so my date lol, l keep running on tangents. l decided that an interesting cool kinda date would be Byblos in Philly. Mediterranean Cuisine, a stylish restaurant thats also a hookah bar and a DJ comes in at 9pm every night who plays good music but yea, it can get hard to talk. Got Amai at 6 perfectly as l estimated traffic and she hopped in and we hit Byblos and got food and talked. Its weird how terrible or amazing l can be w words. lm extremely social so yea for the most part l hold great conversations but sometimes, l get stooopid and nervous and say really dumb stuff hahaha but thankfully we had a really good conversation that lasted from 630-930 at Byblos. After we finished food, we got a hookah and just kept talking bout just a lot of junk. Our career's, thoughts on people being a spectator to competitor, music, us growing up and stuff. At 9 when the DJ came in, the music really did get loud, louder than l guessed and 930pm pced out and dropped her off. Very fun date.  So Weds woke up and partied cause l was all giddy lol. Hit Ryan's to go over paperwork and worked on that and our counter offer was pretty reasonable which lm really happy bout. The idea of 1 helping my friend get an amazing huge place for his business is awesome to be a part of, then yea, having a huge practice spot w high ceilings again and stuff would be really nice then finally.... payment awww DIPPPPPP hahahahahah theres a lot to gain and hope it really works through. Afterwards, got Nifty Fifties w Hack and we did a lil horse betting haha. l enjoyed it A LOT actually. Just seeing my horse creep up and up. l won on my 2nd race lol. He was in 4th and he just crept to first over time and just won and you know.... l got really hype. Talking w Amai on Tues bout spectating. The only time l can spectate and care is if...... 1. l have money on the competition. 2. If lm in the same competition and will have to face the winner 3. If lm learning from these pros to get better for myself l cant cheer for a team or person just for the sake of having a favorite team. Even in dancing and gaming, l dont get happy for people's success. That is THEIR success, not mine. lm happy to see people's hard work paying off but l dont flip shit about other people's accomplishments ya know? So more scanning and emailing back at the office and hit home only to go to Brown's and chill, watch movies and smoke all night. Talked bout potential business ideas. l love talking bout ideas. More what type of business would work and why and you know, we came up w a few good ideas but things lately have been..... well lets just say we have more opportunity. Opportunity is one of my fav words. Along w Ambition haha. So had a good time there and hit back and knocked out. Woke up thurs and oh man.... phone calls and emails hahahah its just problems and then solutions and then more problems and solutions. Things get really crazy fast. Its intense. Like.... it is a career where lm never done working. Theres just stuff constantly but at the same time. l went into this field KNOWING that so it doesnt upset me ya know? After work, chilled for a little, playing Skyrim and ate a lil and then hit Domkey's for practice at UPenn w the crew. Watching their routines, running my new sets which l have to figure out how to keep it centered. It shifts to the side over time which l gotta fix.  FLOCK So had a good time just being w the crew and other Philly bboys. Just a really good evening. Joked w the guys, talked bout potential parties and girls and junk. Its fun. So fri woke up and just got a lot of stuff squared away. Closing is delayed from the seller's side but they are doing their best to fix things up. l just want my clients to be reimbursed for anything they may have to pay for. Thank god l got Mary. A killer in my office who is my mentor. So in the afternoon, got Amai and hit Brown's as Joss came through too and chilled. Smoked, ate and watched movies and shows. Had a really good night just chilling. Nothing too crazy and l didnt mind. The thing bout the weekends are.... yea l like to go crazy, dance, drink, roll w a deep squad of friends and let loose. Those are the nights you MAKE MEMORIES. You dont make memories getting lunch, ya know? Lunch is nice, but its not something to remember. But in the end..... its about the people because l still really enjoyed Friday night. Just bullshitted and junk and yea..... Amai is mad dope. Brown and Joss on the other hand... mehhh loljkjkjkjk. So woke up Sat morning and dropped off my sister in Philly first and then hit David's as the crew and friends met up. Got in the massive van and hit VA. Biggest traffic delays ever as the Bridge on the Susquhanna was turned into 1 lane which added TWO FUCKING HOURS of traffic. Ran around, ate at stops and junk and hit the event. l got to MC at Mario's jam 'Remember the Name' and was a bit too conserve in the start and my mic was on low level 3 which l turned up later and then as friends battled and l had more fun on the mic and started cracking jokes and making fun of people, l got better. l know l said 'nice' too much hahah but joking about how a Porter brother died and when the other Porter when out, he respawned, talking bout people's ass cause we always talk bout this guys ass lol l know gay, joking about how some guy looked like Redfoo from LMFAO and other people coming out looking like Santa Claus. l had some jokes on the mic. Other jokes were a fail lol ooppssss.... GREAT seeing 5 crew as l havent got to chill/party w them in a while and also Mentally Unstable, pretty much like a brother crew. Good seeing a lot of friends in general and the other MC was either Mario or Goofball depending on the situation. Had a great time and good seeing my crew do well. Having a great battle against Mentally Unstable which was extremely close.           Afterwards, massive IHop squad lol as in this pic... even in the far far back is a ton of dancers. People were getting pissed tho cause we were really really loud. Some guy stood up ready to just flip shit but didnt hahahaa. Had fun just talking bout the night and joking around. Also good seeing Siweon as shes back from Korea. After, hit home and we heard amazing music by Deejay Spice from 104.3 Baltimore and Dj BeatStreet wired96.5 Philly and the mixes were ridiculous. Club Electro Trance like mixes that were really just amazing. We were all flipping out. Sitting in the front w my crew behind me, the highway at night, great music and the air blowing.... it was one of those PERFECT moments in life. Kinda like when youre drinking a corona in a jacuzzi thats attached to a pool or the prime time moment on the dance floor at a club/lounge w an amazing DJ and a cute girl dancing w you. Or a bbq w friends which is always just extremely relaxing. l had a really great weekend. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9U9_q6we6o My amazing commentary. Though l did some stupid stuff calling people by the wrong name. l called George whos bboy name is Shortz, by Shorty cause l wasnt thinking so everytime he went out l was going 'yo kill it shorty!!' hahahah and then someone made a pirate joke AGAINST Savage Pirates but then l thought he was one of the pirates so everytime the other crew went out AGAINST Savage Pirates, l was going Argg me matty and shit and then the crowd got confused who was who hahahahaha!!!!!11 Sorry Mario. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3HFH2Xsa3s&list=UUbrd6wMmeAKUQ30fq02Egmw&index=1&feature=plcp hehehe KK so Sunday woke up and got a cake and hit Vee's for Solena's and her mom's birthday. Ate pizza, wings and cake and had beers as we watched the game. Chilled w the whole Mao/Diep Family and it was a really good time. Ryan swung in too since he lived across the street. Bummed it, talking bout video games and new places opening up in Philly. Vee's family has always been mad cool in how their family just works. Its one big squad but its your family. Like, you didnt CHOOSE for them to be your family when you were born but they happen to be just chill cool people where you'd hang out w them unlike my family(besides my sister). Got a case and then got Amai and we hit Brown's. Joss Colin Domkey and Melissa all came through too and it was an AFK Bots plus girls night hahaha. Watched the finale of Dexter OMGOMGOMGO and then Lord of the Rings after, smoking hookah, feasting on all the food Amai got us on the way to the chillage and Corona's. Yea... it was a really fun fat night. Just had a great time making sex jokes half the time, watching Joss squirt lotion by accident on Colin during the sex jokes, and yea.... just having the Bots together. It was a really nice night. After, hit back and me and Amai watched more South Park and chilllled and uhhh stufffffff heh heh lol. lm mature. But yea, it was a really nice night and she knocked out a lot of the knots in my back. She said instead of a knot here or there in my back, l just had a big cluster of rows of knots in my back. Felt good and she pushed them out. Enjoyed the night and knocked out hardcore.        Woke up today and dropped off Amai. Got food and junk and on the computer researching if any of these Expired's had morgage issues. lve been watching clips of scripts on what to say when calling or going to their door to talk bout their expired but ahh its so fake but at the same time, its better than winging it. Its just.... weird overall but l think l'll be fine. Cleaned out my room like crazy, tossing a ton of shit but my FUCKING MOTHER IS SO STUPID. Theres POINTLESS furniture in my room and her response for why l cant take it out of my own room is 'its all 1 set' then l wanted to throw out an old PC litterally from 2002 and my mom flipped and then when l went to throw out a VHS CAMERA which is completely obsolete, she yells 'No its worth $800!!'........ she is so ridiculously stupid. VHS HAS been completely obsolete yet l cant toss a fat chunky camera cause it was ONCE worth $800. It drives me mad. This is the difference between my family and a family like Vee's. My parents and grandparents are straight up MORONS. l told my Mother that l will personally clean out the garage of shit buried under layers and layers of shit and she said no because she may use some of the stuff in there. Nothing in there has been used for literally a decade and its just a garage of shit. Her hording problem is sooo fucking annoying. No one is EVER going to watch or listen to the VHS and Cassette tapes in these boxes stuffed in my room when l left for college. Its drives me crazy how my Mother comes into my room, adjusts my lights and the temperature(fan/space heater) and then leaves as if shes the one living in that room. Like theres a REASON the light and temperature is the way it is in my room. Its cause l like it that way and she adjusts it to how SHE likes and then leaves. Its so ridiculously annoying. My and my sister plan on cleaning out a ton of shit soon. Her room is normal now but my room has A LOT of work. My Mother's argument for not throwing out stuff and freeing up space is 'Ok if we throw this all out, what are you going to do w the open space?!'..... l go slightly insane for how ridiculously dumb she is. Living w her is just a crazy test of patience. No one is coming into my room saying 'hey l like your 5 piece furniture set' or 'l have a feeling there was another piece to this furniture set and you threw it out'. l really dont understand how her mind works.  Having that corner of litterally boxes of old tax papers cleaned out, feels great. l cant wait to toss more shit. Family from Texas was over today as well. Napped in the evening and organizing shit some more. We'll see how things turn out. As for everything, things are great again. l got stuff to work on and stuff to look forward to. Besides that, my Mother still remains the negative constant of my life. For how l am, l wonder how much better my life would be if she was just normal. l probably would have had the perfect life if she was just not so stupid. Shes not a bad person so l cant fully fully hate her. Shes just straight up, a dumb person who interferes in my life a bit too much. Going through my bags, taking stuff out and not telling me. Re-adjusting my room settings w lighting and temp for no reason, her rudeness to my friends...... l really do wonder. Well... gonna shower, eat and play some Skyrim. Late.
Posted 12/20/2011 at 12:38 AM
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Monday December 12, 2011
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Sup Guys, God read my Xanga and felt bad and gave me a good week w crazy shit to look forward to. Ok so l've done a lot of crazy things in general. Some stupid for fun things, some bad things l regret and some unorthodox things that is really opinionated. But yea... lm just gonna say, unorthodox is whats coming up lol. Only a few people and lm prob making it a bigger deal out of it than it really is but.... l find the future very interesting. If you're smart and can read inbetween the lines. You'll know when and where from this Xanga. But you guys aren't Batman. This past week has been VERY immature on everyones part... some parts as if we were in early high school and other parts as if we were in 3rd grade. My friends from all different groups had me laughing hard. KK so Tues was up all night, got shit done work wise. Its just A LOT of back and forth w paperwork and hoping that repairs are made and such. A lot in general is just outta my hands. But yea, not much of a day as my sleep sced all week was mad fucked up. Ate, watched shows and knocked out in the afternoon and slept till like 1am of weds lol. Stayed up, ate, Skyrim like crazy and when time came, got Hack and we looked at his main houses doing comparisons. Rainy day. We got Buffalo Wild Wings w Domkey after and talked bout my depression lol. l wasnt DEPRESSED... just bored ya know? But told them how l'll be MCing at Remember the Name, a bboy competition Mario set up along w the rest of Mentally Unstable. lm hyped. Me and Goofball hahaha it shall be mad fun. So thats one thing l got to look forward to. Never did this b4 but l think its pretty simple. Call out whos up to battle, whos on deck, count down for the judges, crack some jokes, cheer when dope moves happen. l think l'll be fine. Afterwards, crashed hard and woke up only to smoke and chill w AFK Bots. Smoked, watched the rest of Scarface and damn.... l finally watched it and it really is as good as its reputation. l guess, its just different to cheer for the bad guy and hes not like Dexter bad, hes just straight up a bad guy but you understand where he comes from. Slept, woke, slept and everything was a blur. You know in Mario Kart when you get the "Star" power up? l needed one of those. Thurs just working and reading on ways to improve my career. Theres just so much info and l dont know which info to trust. Different sources say different things almost opposite of each other. The OBVIOUS is the same but the detailed instructions of how to grow are different and l guess, maybe just different things work for different people and l gotta figure out how lm going to go about it. Ended up crashing mid day and sleeping through practice. Woke up Friday and l think l had my sleep sced normal. Work in the day and then slept at the afternoon but woke up and hit Jason's new place w his wife along w the crew and friends and had a good time playing UMVC3, eating candy and pizza and having drinks. Chill time w the homies def. Afterwards pced to Philly and hit G Lounge. Caught up w Alek who promotes in Philly AC and junk and got good insight on the promotion business. l use to talk to Ghost(Sonny(Sonnydc.com)) bout it and it interests me, it is a field l think l'd be great at but at the same time, l like to pregame and party, bounce around city to city and promoting sets your nights in one area. We'll see. Its GREAT money tho and l do gotta figure out my shit. Maybe when my life calms down some l'll get into it. But yea, Judy Jieun and Quyen came through and met their other friend who also was the door girl for Long for DNA. Caught up, did shots, got drinks and danced. Judy got pretty trashed lol. Havent seen or danced w these girls in a couple of months so it was nice seeing them again. Mantis Lien and Pete Nasty came through and we had our squad. Also KateB(KU Dance team/Sixers Dancer) was gogo dancing tonight and it was good catching up w her. Later into the night, back up shoes for SteveB and Blao and we all hit Whisper. Got in for free thanx to Clark and saw friends working and hit the dance floor. Also got to chill w JohnL from my high school wrestling team and he knew a big squad of people. Had fun dancing w some random, didnt get her name or anything but she was cute. As immature as it is to go up and dance w random people compared to when l was 15-19, its still fun. The whole.... maturity thing has gone out the window. Had a long talk w the guys at practice bout it. But yea, danced w randoms and danced w friends and just had a really great night out in Philly.     Haha so woke up early sat, played video games and shit. Ran through the show Game of Thrones as well and l fucking loved it. Like absolutely loved it. Went back to sleep in the afternoon cause my sleep is so messed up and woke up late night at like 930pm and Jackson said they were hitting Field House. Not my typical place as the music is more cover bands and awkward white people who dance funny but whatever, l was going to see old friends. So went to see KU Breakers and caught up w Jackson, Chris and then just KU alum was everywhere haha. Saw and caught up w a ton of people on the dance floor and upstairs. Maybe not a ridiculous amount but seeing like 10 friends from KU was pretty cool. Some l havent seen since l graduated. Its funny how, its the same thing, just different environment. Its nice that people you like dont change and talking w them after over 2.5 yrs is the same as when you sat next to them in class. RachM AndreaD Sang were on the floor and JB Hillary and people upstairs. Met other friends of theirs who turned out to know people l use to date wayyy back in early college because some schools are so small. In the end... l feel like everyones more intertwined than most people realize. Like..... if you just go on facebook and click on a random friend and see mutual friends, you'll constantly be wondering.... how do these two people know each other?! It happens way too often. So yea, got free drinks thanx to a hook up hahaha and caught up, did childish things, point and giggle lol and yea.... felt like college. Actually... a lot of immaturity was going on. But yea, joked around and hit the dance floor. Analyzing people. l dont mind the people who are drunk dancing for fun, know they suck and dont care. Its just the same as karaoke when you know you suck at singing but you do it anyway cause its fun. Thats how l see it anyway. But the people who THINKKKKKKKK they are good, great, amazing who are actually terrible. l wonder what they've seen and experienced in the past that makes them think they are good. You can read it all over their face. 'lm the fucking shit' and it drives me crazy how terrible they are but they BELIEVE they are great. Same w people singing who cant sing or take yakitori boy karaoke wayyyy too seriously. We're DRINKING, its not American Idol. But yes, had fun w Kutztown Squad and friends. Ended the night w, well ridiculous shit haha but well yea... Nana.    So woke up early Sunday, video games and food and junk all day. Took it easy after all the drinking. Pced out at dinner time to meet up w Bots along w Ryan. Colin came over, we hit the new pho place in Bensalem along w Ryan Hack and Vee. Had one of the most immature dinners of my life. Just sexual jokes everywhere. First me and Colin ordered the number 69 and the waitress was like 'you both want to 69?' and we were all just giggling like lil girls. Then just everything from there sounded dirty and we were giggling... it was beyond immature but fucking hilarious. It was like "porn" was said every other sentence.  Colin: According to this, l like Cock  Too much sriracha sauce. l'll leave it at that haha oops. Ouchies. Well after dinner, me and Colin hit Brown's and Joss came through and the 4 of us smoked hookah and watched the latest 2 episodes of Dexter. Colin could read the shit b4 it was gonna happen like crazy. We were pretty impressed. Smoked and for once didnt make food cause we just came from dinner. Talked bout girls and my different situation lol. My situation will have A LOT of DIFFERENT reactions l'll say that. lm prob hyping it up wayyy too much and its not AS crazy as lm prob making it sound, but its still.... holy shit thats crazy. l didnt think they would be so judgemental tho. At dinner for immature as it was, it was very..... go w it like attitude. Had a good time w the Bots tho and pced out after watching the rest of Jackie Chan's 'Who am I?' after Dexter. We were surprised it didnt end last night on Dexter as usually the 2nd to last episode is the big episode and then the last episode is clean up. Woke up today and did a lot of work from home but then l realized, l had to print, fax and scan all this shit so l was forced to change outta my PJ's and into nice clothes and hit the office. Got slurpies and 3 bags of candy and got to work. GOT EVERYTHING done as lm fucking boss like that. My closing is set for Friday as of now. Also hit up Avi about the apartments and sced places for him tomm. Read up on building up clients and shit and aosirgaiorgaiorhga its a big blur. l'll figure it out. l'll stick "with" it. Just gotta get rich buyers right now. Working w friends is fun and all but... l just need that 1 guy looking for a million dollar home lol. We'll see. A lot of scanning and research was done. Also doing Expireds lol, its kinda like.... l dunno how to explain it but l just dont like hassling people or being too aggressive but everything from all sources teach me to be AGGRESSIVE instead of assertive. Always leave an appointment w another appointment sced, dont hang up the phone until you have a meeting, dont leave a meeting till they sign w you... ect. Like, l dont want to pressure anyone into anything but it seems THATS the way to be successful in real estate. l hope its not. l've done customer service jobs in a lot of different fields. Bus boy, host, lifeguard, player rep at Parx Casino, watching elem kids b4 and after school. l really really do believe, w great customer service, you'll be set. Like Zappos and Best Buy, they thrive on customer service so that you go back because it was so helpful and you tell your friends. We'll see. lm the business of Rob Zheng. lm still gun-ho about killing it in this business and lm sure l can. Just gotta learn more and more about the game and hopefully l can play it the way l wanna play it. After work, hit Skyrim for a while, talking to NPCs outloud cause l've lost my mind and then hit dance practice for more immaturity. LITTERALLY farting and laughing and they were not helpful at all.... well actually they did help me out on some of my sets but over 50% of it was just jokes. l deserve it tho for all the jokes l make when they ask about how something looks. Had a really good practice and just a simple nice night of practice w Ryan and Domkey. Hit back, showered and yea... gonna sleep early l think. Who knows. Well stay tuned for next week!! l'll tell you guys whats up but you gotta read into it a LITTLE to get it. Flat out saying it would be..... wrong. l dont know if its 'wrong' wrong but its not respectful. Thats the word. Well.... read closely. Oh l got a "date" tomm too lol. Lemme know if you figured it out and l'll tell you. Late.
Posted 12/12/2011 at 11:41 PM
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Tuesday December 6, 2011
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Sup Guys, God has forsaken me. l use to be Rob Zheng the happiest guy you know. Lately, just a lot of incidents have happened all at once thats really just making me pessimistic. lm honestly extremely optimistic but l dunno whats going on lately but lm sure its more my fault than l realize. Well w some of the shit, it is my fault when l had clear black and white choices and l clearly realize now l made the wrong choice. Theres other things that probably arent THAT bad that cause of everything else, lm just seeing them like the end of the world. Nothing work related as theres always stuff happening and l take care of it like a boss. Theres a lot bullshit along w this too. l dunno, maybe l just need things to look forward to. My sced is pretty clean for once and l dont really know what l wanna do with my next few weekends. K so last Mon chilled w the guys and smoked hookah, eating shit and being fat. Good shit as always. Talked bout females and politics which are more related than l realized haha. Just a good chill night w the Bots. Tues hit work and finally got to eat at dinner time. Was really outta it and had a headache and layed down and had my sleep sced all screwed up. To add to it, Vee invites me out to drink w her cousins and decided ok.... Yaki Tues use to be a hit back in the day so went and got her and met up w Solena and Somano and friends and ate and drank and ended up in some chugging contests. Some singing and Solena really impressed the crowd. Me and Vee ehhhh lol yeaaaAaa bout that... More chugging contests at another bar afterwards late night. For only several drinks, l got pretty drunk that night prob cause l didnt eat much that day tho l did eat right before going out. Hit home and crashed hard.   Weds woke up early and got a lot of shit done w work. Had a very productive day at work actually thanx to passing out early from drinking haha. A lot was done really early morning too as other agents were on their emails and if l woke up at 11am or later, a lot of what was done may not have been accomplished. Thank you beer... for knocking my ass out as soon as l got home. Took it easy in the afternoon and had a simple night in. Kinda needed it w the mayhem as of lately. Thurs woke up early for Hack to see the final few houses. Checked them out and he liked some and we got hibachi. Stuffed face and junk and knocked out in the afternoon. Slept all afternoon and woke up late night, ate, gamed and shit and started my Fri.   Got work done in the morning again. l feel l can work at 9am cause lm like 'suppose' to be working then ya know? Like enjoying myself during a weekday during the day feels awkward. Same w doing work in the late afternoon. l can do work late late night when the worlds asleep tho. Well anyway... napped a lil in the afternoon then got Black Nasty and hit Domkey's to smoke and play UMVC3 and chill. Bounme and Kotey made it through later in the night and we pced out to some party lol. Ended up by CHANCE seeing JennT as her and her friends were parking in the city as well for Rumor and they had a hard time parking and l happened to be behind them watching lol. As we drove by, we started to clap for them and l saw Jenn get out of the car and said whats up. Small world. But then again Philly's night life is pretty compacted into just a few areas. Swung by the hotel party along w seeing friends on the street and we couldnt figure out the room so hit another party not too far. Got drinks dancing and junk. Hahhaha it was some theme and Tommy was going nuts. Ended the night a bit early and had a fun massive sleep over lol. Video games, hookah and food. Team Omni slash hahahahah.     Fart jokes and giggling before passing out haha. Woke up and played more games and got spare change of clothes incase l ended up in the city. Met up w Bounme and Kotey in NEC12 watched matches and didnt get to play my first match till mad late night. Ate food and ran around watching matches. It was kinda mehh at the start but as it got closer to finals of a lot of games, it got interesting and fun to watch. You can see use on stream on team spooky in the front row watching hahahaha. Met more people and got to know some people l met 2 weeks ago at Charity Event a bit better too. Saw a lot of big name players and well known players from youtube and so forth all there. It was a serious event. Lost my match in UMVC3 and was told my 2nd match would be Sunday. So pced to party w Vee Dan and everybody late night.            So yea, met some people by chance through beer pong, got an ugly sweater from a friend as it was an ugly sweater party and played beer pong and danced all night. Drank from the kegs and it was mostly a post Rider graduate party but of course l meet the underage girls. By underage l mean 20 lol. Showed off cause DanZ had me to work on some plot w him and this girl. Slipped around like crazy tho as the smooth wood floor had a nice glossy layer of beer on it haha. Pced out late night when the party ended and glad l got to see a lot of friends l havent gotten to party w in a while like Damien, DanZ, SamT and her current/post roomies. Woke up early Sunday and back to the tournament. No Bounme and Kotey back up squad so just socialized and met people day at the tournament. Watching matches and Top 8s and checking on my match. l got Disqualified from UMVC3 cause they DID play out my match sat night even tho the guy said that it wouldnt happen till Sunday. SOIGHSOHGOSIGHOISEHGOISHG oh well... Sat on Facebook on fb chat w MelL and people l met the night before at the party. Ordered chinese food and it was pretty cool talking and getting to know some people whose videos l watch on youtube to be a better gamer. Got merked in SF and pced out to chill w the Bots. Colin Brown and Joss and watched the latest 2 episodes of Dexter while smoking and eating pizza. Always a good time. Colin should be a detective. Watched the first Mortal Kombat and laughed so hard. 6 fights in a row and then shitty dialogue hahahaha its crazy what we thought was cool in 1996. Had a good time and pced home and crashed early. This morning still feeling like ass. Not physically but just.... looking at how people hold themselves up and what people look for and junk... l dunno, lm not saying lm anywhere near perfect but the way in general how society thinks. The simple reasons are usually what makes the most sense but l guess people like to over complicate things and make it into something bigger than it is to give them purpose in life, ya know?! l dunno if maybe lm just reading into things too much or what but lm kinda annoyed w how things are in general. The only really good thing l got going for me is my friends. Everyone from my close friends to broader party friends from different areas and dancers, l've never felt truely alone ever in my life. And lm glad thats what l do got going for me. However just w the future in everything lm into and everything in general actually. l hope things turn out well but l just dont know. l try to do well in so much for myself. l dont worry bout impressing people because l know my friends will be there regardless and strangers..... well theres a ton of them, who cares. l dance to get judged to see if my creativity is better than someone elses, l game cause l want to see how smart l am against other serious gamers, and lm doing real estate cause l think l can make a lot of money doing something involved w people skills. lm not worried bout impressing strangers at all, l actually do the opposite w the whole..... show'em youre ugly side and see who sticks around. l dunno. l just ranted a big paragraph. K so today got a lot of shit done. My email was like aroighiahgrioahrg and l was like aorihgaihg fuckkk but l got shit handled 1 by 1 tho l did feel overwhelmed for a little. Got everything done amazingly and visited the kids l use to watch for an hour and caught up. Just playing w them, gossiping and junk. They took my phone and did some things that if it was last yr, would be TOTALLY fine but because of the situation.... l was like 'NOOOOOOO DONT!!!' and l was too late. Hahha l dont wanna point names but if l told you the exact incident, you would laugh. The kids had no idea things changed and they were surprised when l told them. Talk bout odd timing. Just talked to this person the other day too. Ahh.... yeaaa l should know better to let kids go through my phone. Nothing bad or corrupt on their part, they were just fooling around pranking me. And they got me. Pced out and said late to everyone an hour later and hit home only to bullshit around and go to practice w Ryan and Domkey. Had a good practice but still lost on finishing my 2 new sets. Def my best sets now. l just need a clear finish. Like length wise, they're long enough and just a nice lil pinch at the end would be perfect. Ahhhh l need to finish these soon. l do like how these sets were built tho. From making up a ton of random lil moves and bridging them together rather than building it as l go. Hit home and did a lil COD w EricM and his friend and just talked and caught up. Gotta eat tho since l didnt eat when l got home cause l had practice. With everything.... l mean, if things get worse, l think l'll just be mentally numb to bad circumstances. l really do feel like God has forsaken me. l dont fully believe in God and l kinda only ask him for stupid stuff. l dont really pray cause l'll ask him for stupid stuff while driving or some shit. My rule is that l have to have a clear line of sight to the sky is all. Usually it works but for a while, l just stopped asking thinking l would jynx myself or run outta wishes so l'd save'em for a while. Now that lm asking again, he hasnt been there. For the stupid and the bigger picture of things. Or maybe he doesnt exist. Beats me, lm agnostic aka l dont know if he exists so lm gonna say l dunno if he exists. Hoping tomm will be better. l gotta have something to look forward to in the future is what l think is lacking. Maybe then l'll feel better. Candy and slurpies helped a lil today haha.   Late.
Posted 12/6/2011 at 12:51 AM
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