l cant help it and sometimes l feel like l have the best life ever. W work in Real Estate and Nightlife l dont work many hours, l work on my own sced, l work from home, l enjoy my work. Its fun. There is satisfaction at the end of a home sale or major event. l've never had a problem making tons of fun friends for everything lm into and l make A LOT of long term friends. l still have a lot of fun partying on the weekends, chasing girls and l get a lot of video game time w my Scumbag Squad. l make more than enough money to be comfortable. l have an amazing credit score and no credit card debt. l have a brand new 2016 civic lol. lm sexy.
But then..... sometimes l wonder if l'm making enough compared to other friends who are making a ton even though they are working a ton and are stressed. Like... should l be the same way because its the responsible thing to do? Like, l should take some heat and have some stress and make more for myself. Should l settle down like mad soon because lm getting old? Should l not be playing so much video games and partying so much? Am l truly immature?
Then l get a reality check speaking w strangers who are interested in renting my friends apartment and just talking w them.... its crazy how rough some people have it. How they're making no money AND stressed AND work 50+ hours a week. How terrible their credit score is that it hinders them from doing anything. How people dont know how they'll take care of their kids and yooo.... these are real world problems. Yes some of these of course are brought upon themselves and sometimes, its just bad circumstance. All divorces will destroy a credit score and theres not much you can do about that. Some people just dont have any good friends or they have a boring life.
Then l realize, lm spoiled and l should stop complaining. l'm totally greedy. No matter what l get, lm gonna want more. l just wonder if its a bad or good thing. Because l always get what l want but l wonder if because of that - l turned into a douchebag lol.
To sum it up. l'm questioning my life a lot lately. l have SO MUCH FUN but l wonder if lm doing what lm suppose to be doing or if society norms just drilled into my head that l should be working hard and making more money, be engaged right now, stop clubbing w girls in their early 20s, chill out on the video games and pretty much slow down on all the fun l have. Yeaaa...
KK so my week
3/23 Weds still up from the night before, l ended up watching Its Always Sunny while eating more spaghetti and then caught up to The Walking Dead. Daytime strikes and ended up on Discord w SteveC to play The Division. We had a lot of fun as we happen to be the same level and the game is MUCH better w friend. l feel like lm ONLY gonna be playing this game w friends, not alone. Fun freaking out, running from shit and we spend a good amount of time playing. Had work phone calls inbetween so l had to let Steve do his own thing while l was on the phone. Always fun playing games w Steve cause he freaks out and it makes me freak out and its fun that way. l know he hit ctrl+F 'SteveC' to see if l wrote about him and there... l wrote a good chunk about you. If you want more SteveC news, scroll to Sunday. Afterwards, knocked out at 4pm.
Thurs got up at 430am lol yeaaaa.... stuffed face w spaghetti and cheesecake like a fatass and it was awesome while watching Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia. Played the Bloodborne DLC all evening and now lm on NewGame+ aka NG+ OMFGGGGG as if this game developer couldnt make something more impossible. Even w other players helping me out. Its still ridiculous. Hit up The Lab for Pokken Tournament and Street Fighter 5. Learning Pokken from Jimmy and yoooo the game is sooo dope!! So ended up using Machamp because his reg grab does more damage than others and has more range. He's tied for highest health and in general does MASSIVE damage. Single hailmary hits or grabs can knock off 25-35% of a character's lifebar depending on the character. It's insane.
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31:00 pokken tournament
1:16:30 pokken tournament
1:48:30 pokken tournament
2:36:00 street fighter 5
2:45:30 street fighter 5
2:55:00 street fighter 5
Got my ass beat in Pokken of course being my first day only going 1-2. Did well in Street Fighter 5 for not playing much at all lately and went 4-2. Feeling myself. The thing about Street Fighter games is l can pick it up weeks later and take off where l left off. l actually usually do better as l drop bad habits. l recently dropped using command throw too much and its paying off big time. l use it when l KNOW its gonna land now rather than tossing it around. Its funny how that happens. Pokken is dope tho. Hit home late and couldnt stop thinking bout Pokken.
Friday hit up Statefarm for car insurance and yayyy l got life insurance too now. Hit the mall to shop but found nothing and then hit home to play Bloodborne. Took a nap in the evening and then got up and hit OJs for pregame. l love pregame.
So OJ got my fold up table earlier and we had beer pong at OJs. Its was Sami's bday and her sorority sisters came through as well. Waited for people to do well in beer pong so l could wipe them all out and be annoying and arrogant about it. Grabbed the girl near me, Kylie and we ended up going 7 wins 0 losses lol. We were being so cocky, it was wonderful. Playing 10 cup and when people were winning, they were talking shit. Then we'd win again lol. l love beer pong.
Party time at Rumor squadron deep. Dancing w friends all night. Aanchal brought out new friends and mixed it up between the hip hop and EDM room. Tu and his group got bottles and it was nice to have our own area to party in as the girls were getting creeped out by random guys. Very fun times in both rooms and totally burnt out my legs. Glad Sami had a great time for her bday along w her sorority sisters and OJ in general has been much more wild at the club lol. Def liked introducing friends to other friends and went home mad sore.
Sat got up and did hookah w Rob to start the day. Took care of a quick rental for Ryan and found him tenants within the hour as l sced 3 potential clients to check out the spot. Afterwards, hit up Devnuts to enter Street Fighter 5 and Pokken that Kyle set up. Very fun tournament and really cool venue. Got my ass totally beat as it was my second day w Pokken but my 2nd tournament lol. Went 0-4 lol but learned a lot and thats all that matters right now. Went 2-2 in Street Fighter 5. Hung out and played a fuckload more of Pokken afterwards w Matt and then we watched a Capcom Cup event on the big tv w the guys till it was time to drop off money in Temple.
Stopped by Carmela's to drop off payment for the past Coda event and hit up Silk City and got food and drinks w Diamond David Sam Mike Amy and Sadia. Adam and Danielle swung by later and joined us. Stuffed face and had Tom Collins. Later it was time to dance. l use to hit up Silk City here and there but it always gets so crowded. Good music tho. Its def a place where you wanna come w your own friends to party w by far. The crowd is..... 'different' and thats what other people said to me first. Anne came through w her friend Nikole. Mica and Yuri made it out too. Had a nice solid party squad. Also Jack Jeff Fallan Eugune Mally and the rest came through as it was Eugune's bday and they just happen to be celebrating there. So two party squads. l introduced people best l could in a crowded loud restaurant bar lol. Had a lot of fun dancing w everyone but holy shit it was a fight for space on the dance floor. You had people just backing up knowing they were interuppting our space so they would have space. It was annoying that its even a situation to begin w. When we could dance l had a blast but it was pretty annoying having people walk through or push and elbow and it just breaks up the mood. Very fun times acting weird w everyone and overall had a lot of fun even w the crowded issue. Aftewards, me Mica and Yuri hit up Jack's place to hookah and chill for a while before heading home. Always nice stopping by Jack's place as the view is really nice and the place is just nice in general. It was my biggest real estate sale to date after all.
Sunday l got up and headed out to get tons of food and drinks. Having people over for a Pokken Tournament Day event l made. Invited the Scumbag Squad plus the typical bitches and some of the Philly FGC that l see often. Friends came through, lit the hookah and made food. After the backyard literally ran outta seats(and we have a lot), we had to shuffle people inside to game. So eventually had 3 set ups of Pokken Tournament and 1 set up of Street Fighter 5 in the kitchen. A lot of people were learning Pokken for their first time. Its cool cause its a great game but the execution barrier is very low so people could learn fast and play and understand what was going on and enjoy it.
Ordered pizzas and smoked more hookah. Glad a lot of the guys of Scumbag Squad came through to have a ton of us together again and glad they got to meet some of the FGC squad l chill w weekly. Fun trying out hookah tricks and cheering for Sam as she was really getting the game and l loved it everytime she would grab someone lol. Afterwards watched the finals of another Capcom Cup event w the guys. After everyone bounced, l passed out quickly.
Monday got up w house showings at a rental in Philly l have. Got Ly and we hit up some asian store to help get stuff for the Hot Pot night going on. Hit up Tanner's and holy shit there was so much food. So we filled the square and stuffed face and the food was fucking banging. l feel like Hot Pot is better at a friends house rather than restaurant. Its one of those things that you have to do at a certain place. Like steak needs to be done at a restaurant. You'll never make banging steak at home. l tried for over a yr. But yea, Hot Pot is better at a friends house everytime. Got mad stuffed and lit the hookah and just had a great time hanging out w everyone. Crazy how l see these people on my weekends partying and now weekly meal nights lol. Then they wanna drink during the weekdays too lol, l join that sometimes.
Afterwards, hit back home and me and Ly got SteveF's WiiU and Pokken to play. Played more Pokken and stuffed face w left overs. Very fun night.
Tues dropped off Ly and hit up Manayunk again for another rental listing. Rentals EVERYWHERE!!! Which l mean, lm doing work so l dont feel guilty as much as l did 2 weeks ago but l need HOME BUYERS. So afterwards, hit Gamestop and bought the Street Fighter 5 guide to read on the side because theres always info to find and then got my haircut. Feels great. Hit home and did a ton of work all responsible like. Played a lil The Division w Domkey as he was running me through missions and then knocked out a lil past midnight.
Weds got up and played Pokken allll fucking day. Learning A LOT now that l had time to get in the lab and test tons of stuff l was curious bout. Now l understand A LOT more about the game, tho l only had 4 days w the game, l feel like l'll do much better at the tournaments now. l have my go to combos now and set ups. l got some dirty shit too but l dont plan to abuse it. Rob came through later to hookah and chill. Later l taught him Pokken and got him addicted. Played a ton of matches and taught him Machamp to start. He has the itch as he's talking to me about the game right now. Dropped off the WiiU and Pokken to SteveF(thank you homie) and then hit up Ryan's to get paperwork for the rental and then hit Philly to drop off stuff to Allison. Hit back and got sushi and stuffed face while watching The Walking Dead. Scanned paperwork and sent it out and played The Division w Domkey JohnP and Bounme and talked on Discord. l love how clean and simple Discord is. Had a great time freaking out and did some Dark Zone finally which l was hype for. l like being nervous about dying and l like facing off against other players. l also like the tension between myself and other players when we arent sure if we're gonna be cool or try to kill each other. Fun night indeed.
^^ Me and Bae during the AFK Bots days
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