l know it sounds crazy, esp since lm agnostic so tho l was asking sincerly, l didnt know if l was just being crazy or not. l stopped asking God for shallow shit around 2010 because l felt like l really had everything and l shouldnt be asking for anything. l feel kind of bad because l started asking for stuff again and l really shouldnt. The whole game of having 'everything in life' will prob always be endless. lm rarely content and l think its good and bad. Its bad because you cant be truly happy until you're fully content. At the same time, l def have gotten better things, experienced more things and had more fun in my life because lm always chasing after what l believe to be the best choice given the circumstances.
l guess what lm trying to say is that lm being greedy again but fuck it. l want stuff and as always, l'll find a way to get exactly what l want.
On another note, l've been extra stressed about getting things to go perfectly but when l look back on things... stuff always works out. l just wonder if things always just works out because or if they work out because l try so hard to get it to work. l care about a lot of shallow shit lol.
3/1 - Tues night l ended w tons of Street Fighter 5. Just testing out ideas and yooo l really have broken down Necalli down as a character to every detail. After years of Fighting Games. l know exactly what lm looking for and how to find tech pretty quick. lm aiming for the most solid safe play style while still having some bullshit incase someone is just straight up a more solid player than me. In Ultra Street Fighter 4, l put people in bad situations a lot and would win just based off probability and dirty shit in general. This time around, l want to beat people because lm straight up the better player.
Weds l got up made late, made wings and watched shows. Really chill weds l know. Played tons of Street Fighter 5 all night and watched Vikings. God l love that show. Its just a very different show and in general, its cool. Not much of a weds but it was really relaxing.
Thurs l was still up from all night and got my oil changed in the morning. Got my haircut and hit the post office to do old school mailing letters to people in my neighborhood about real estate. Lets see if l get any calls. Hit the bank and then got Subway. Got home and played Street Fighter 5 for the evening. So since l was up all night, l slept during the evening and then hit up The Lab where l got my ass beat again lol. Def learning a lot but losing close matches drives me crazy. Still l'll get there. lm wayyyy too aggressive. Hit home to practice more Street Fighter 5 while watching Vikings when it came up.
Friday got up in the evening and did some real estate work. Hit up pregame at Keisha/Claudia's and tons of friends came through. Drank, smoked hookah and socialized. Same as every weekend but l still love it. Later on we hit up Rumor and had a really good time dancing. Just having a big squad and we mostly stuck in the hip hop room. Partied till 2am and my legs were totally burnt out. Hit home to make korean bbq pork butt and finally got some food and slept.
Sat got up early as balls. 8am. Couldnt fall back asleep. Watching The Walking Dead while eating tons of chinese food l ordered. Later on l finally got to play w JustinR and we got a ton of games in and talked bout the game in general. lm glad he's liking the way l play. More The Walking Dead and then later on more games w Justin lol. Really fun sat.
In the afternoon l hit up Rita's to smoke hookah w her Chris and Rob and had a good bum time w everyone. l love going there to smoke and poop. Something bout her place, lm always pooping there. Its insane. Afterwards, gave them a ride to the casino and then hit up Keisha's to give her back her key since l stole it by accident on Friday.
Hit up Tim's pregame and we set up as people came through. Me and Tim went 15 wins, 2 losses. l was feeling so cocky. He's a good partner too. We were just being annoying about it but yo.... 15 wins 2 losses, of course that will make anyone feel like the shit. Later on l won 3 games by myself. Always was playing the high low blow people's spot up game. Those fuckers lol. Fun pregame as always and afterwards hit up Coda.
Got to Coda a bit early and it took a while to get going. At around 1am tho, more friends came through and had a nice solid group to dance w all night. Introducing friends to friends doing the 'he's cool she's cool' point just to acquaint everyone. Actually just stuck w drinking Redbull at Coda as l was really tired and just needed energy. Had a really good time dancing upfront w friends tho and partied till just about 3am. Hit home to eat, take a bath and knock out.
Sunday l slept..... allll day... got up and watched The Hobbit movies on TV while bullshitting on facebook. Stayed up all night into Monday of course and ate chinese food and played some Street Fighter 5. Catching up on some The Walking Dead and went out to get groceries and watched more The Walking Dead. Took care of work and started work off really early. l was about to make calls but calling friends/clients at 7am on Monday is a bad idea lol. More Street Fighter 5 while watching Bizarre foods and then slept in the afternoon. Got up at night at 1030pm because l like my sleep sced to be all sorts of fucked up lol.
So Tues up all night, started off making burgers and watching show. Plotting on how to get more clients and emailing friends who would be looking this Spring time. Played some Street Fighter 5 and tested other characters l thought l may like this time around. Birdie, Vega and M.Bison and you know..... they werent what l thought. We'll see. lm sure l'll see vids of people doing crazy shit w them and l'll try them out again. The thing is, l want to be truly open minded. In general, l think its really good to be truly open minded cause you may be wrong or miss out on things. In gaming, l found out l can connect w some characters more than l realize if l just gave them a chance. Cammy in Ultra Street Fighter 4 for example.
Anyway.... watched this movie The Assassin. So the lead role is hot for 39 yrs old and it was the Cannes Best Director award but hollyyyy shittttt its so slow. They just have moments MULTIPLE TIMES of people just standing around for 30 seconds at a time to - create tension? l dunno, it sucked, the action totally blew, the plot was pretty bland and l was pretty pissed.
Hit the mall to quench my milkshake craving l had. l NEEDED a vanilla milkshake badly. Shopped around and got wings and hit back home. Got a lighter, tinfoil and batteries l needed as well. Rob came over to smoke hookah out back cause its so nice out again. Cant wait to just have friends over often again. Good times just bumming it outside w Rob and Paola also called to talk bout stuff and also shes DJing in AC this weekend, so gonna try to get a group to go.
More Street Fighter 5 in the afternoon and ended the night catching up on Pretty Little Liars.
Weds got up early and did work. Got gas and tons of Boston Market cause l needed to eat real meals lol. Played Street Fighter 5 till l got the email l finally got into the Overwatch Beta. Really fun game.
Overall watching footage and seeing the abilities.... l knew ld do well w Reaper who l had the best kill death ratio w so far and in general, l just love his abilities. First off his normal attack is 2 shotguns that do massive close damage. His first ability lets him move faster and is unable to take damage but cant shoot so its a get out of jail card. His second is a long start up and recovery teleport for mostly teleporting behind enemy flanks to get some kills from behind before going invulnerable and going back to the team. His Ultimate just shoots like crazy around him which scores 2-3 kills usually when jumping down infront of the enemy. The thing is... it reminds me of Shadowrun. Its like having Shadowrun's teleport and smoke ability which l used like crazy. l also used the Katana so shotguns is a fine replacement for high damage upclose. Though the teleport isnt as good as it is in Shadowrun, teleporting always is good. If the start up and/or recovery was faster, it would be too powerful in this game as you could use it defensively(teleporting out of gunfire) or offensively(quick teleport next to someone w shotgun w no recovery time). Theres other characters l enjoy too but we'll see. lm prob gonna try to master 3-6 of the 21 characters so l got a character for each situation depending on map, gametype and what other teammates are playing.
Afterwards, more Boston Market and shows before knocking out.
Thurs ordered chinese food and took it easy watching Kitchen Nightmares. lm doing ok without History Channel 2. Theres a lot of shows l enjoy on the side but l still would rather have my documentaries of History Channel 2. Hit up The Lab for the Street Fighter tournament and did blahhh... lost to the guy who won the tournament first game, won my second game and threw away my third game making mistakes. Overall tho had a ton of fun and good playing w friends. On the stream too, a lot of the guys who couldnt make it - were on stream in the chat w us. l really love it when everyone can make it but l know things come up and not everyone can make it every single week. Hit home for some chinese food, catching up Vikings cause Vikings is an amazing show and then playing Hitman finally at 3am.
BAE ON DA FONE
Late.
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