Sup Guys, my mind is split on 7 different things.
And I know I’m being shallow that everything isn’t perfect. And other friends just went through way worse or are currently going through worse. I just want everything to always be working out like all the time. I feel like laughing it off is the only thing that helps. I know I’m not like totally fucked or anything. I’m just prob greedy. But I’m usually not a down person.
You know that advice people give ‘if you can’t do anything bout it, no point in being sad about it’. Kinda like if you run into traffic or something. It’s out of your hands. But let’s say I’m in traffic and I’m on a bridge and it’s about to collapse. I’m gonna be upset. Trust me I’m trying to stay positive. And I know ‘you can’t win them all’. I play Souls games. And beat all the bosses without summoning. I can overcome stuff. Trust me. I think I’m just against 3 bosses. All of which who I just found out have a 2nd phase.
There’s multiple ways on beating a boss.
Gitgud
Level up
Change your gear and spells
Change your consumables
I know there’s a way to apply this to life. I just haven’t figured it out yet. Next blogpost I’ll be making fun of myself for feeling this way as I always do. But for right now, it feels good to let this out.
4/3 Thurs started the day playing a ton of Khazan. Game is so amazing for any Souls/Elden Ring fan. Headed out to chill w Shemmay. Just to chill and get mexican food as she was craving it. Stuffed face at this spot El Limon that was pretty solid. Got some groceries and hit back to her place to chill. Look at these corny ass flowers. I didnt get them for her…. But lm trying to gaslight her that l did. Im doing a bad job tho. Afterwards, hit the office and dropped off some items and then hit home to bum and watch youtube for a llil before sleeping early.
Friday got up and did mad errands. Got congee and crispy pork from chinatown and yooo congee is so fucking good. Hit back to watch Dune and then some youtube and then napped in the afternoon. Got up at 9pm for more youtube, hookah and play Khazan as Jeremiah played as well on the main tv. More youtube and chilling up all night.
Sat got up late and rushed to The Lab for the tournament and did horrible. I will never do well on sat tournament cause lm always dead tired lol. Went 0-2 and omg.. Aoidsfghiohga whats wrong w me…. Chilled for a lil but just wanted to get back home and play Khazan more. Just a food break inbetween w some youtube and then more Khazan into Sunday.
Sunday got up late. Just did some work for nightlife for a lil bit. Harassing the promoters to promote. Hookah food and youtube and just straight up took it easy. A bit after midnight Shemmay facetimed and wished me a Happy Birthday. The first one. Thank you. Played Khazan all night and at 430am worked on organizing a ton of stuff into Monday.
4/7 Monday my birthday. Weird being close to 30. Worked on nightlife stuff for a bit and then hopped on Marvel Rivals on my smurf account so l could practice Magneto and The Thing. I did use Peni Parker and Strange in spots l really would use them tho.
Back to working on nightlife and then headed out to dinner w my Mom, Dad and Grandmother at Applebees. Its just the default spot for us because its chill and close by. Had a nice dinner and just talked w them bout work, social life, what Allison has been up too and other junk.
Hit home to chill before passing out at 9pm cause lm old now.
Tues got up early and just did work during the day. Took a youtube hookah and Khazan break and then back to work. Later on met up w Shemmay and we hit up Nan Xiang Soup Dumplings by the King of Prussia Mall. I really do love this spot. We over ordered and went in on the soup dumplings. Thank you for the birthday dinner Shemmay. Afterwards, we left and went next door for bubble tea which was still the same building so we felt dumb. Got her sister to get cookies at Crumbl and then hit back to Shemmay’s to chill. Going over tax stuff for real estate, watching and doing tiktok videos lol. She just made me go. I rather preplan but l like the result of the video for just winging it. Hit home late and bummed for a lil and then slept early.
Weds got up early and just worked on nightlife stuff and had youtube on the side. Smoking hookah and ate a lil leftovers. Went back to sleep though as l was just not feeling well. Got up late and just did work and ate leftovers. Watching Dune and playing a lil Khazan late night.
Thurs still up, back to work in the morning. Doing research on lead sources for real estate as l hear very mixed reviews in general. Worked on stuff for a while hardcore. Took a good nap in the afternoon and then hit The Lab for Street Fighter 6. Mad chill time as always and went 3 wins, 2 losses. Hit home to just eat hookah and youtube.
Friday afternoon worked on my event for a while and played some Marvel Rivals ranked w Emma Frost. She’s so damn good. I dunno exactly what hard counters her. I dont hear of anyone saying that there is a hard counter to her. She just always seems viable and really good at all times.
Cleaned my house like crazy and then headed out to get Binh from a fashion show and we got dinner w Elijah to talk promoting for Go Rae. We ate at BubbleFish where I totally forgot Emily works at and she was our server. Yo BubbleFish is dope. So we got mad sushi and some appitizers and l was in such a good mood. Once l get into a sushi mood, l need it. Had a really good chill meeting and glad there’s so much going on for Go Rae. Thank you for dinner Elijah.
Afterwards, hit XOX to set up for our AfterBurner event w Kaizenova. AJ and Nick were already inside, set up and DJing and slowly the party kicked off. Villanova came through pretty hard again. Got the Villanova Sigma’s some soju bottles and a sign from their older sisters who l use to be really close with way back. KSA came through and got to chill w some of the members l’ve worked w before in the past and they’re all really nice. A bunch of my group came through to celebrate my birthday and we got 2 waves of soju bottles as we had a solid squad. Midnight more of the crowd came through and just had a really good time in general w everyone. Kaizenova(Nick and AJ) seriously play so damn well. Im def excited to start getting them into more places.
End of the night, piled in cars and a bunch of people slept over. Half from NY as l saw Jing was looking at air bnb’s in Philly and l said she and whoever could just crash at my place which ended up becoming a big sleep over. Mad a ton of kbbq and pasta at my house. Watching Kpop and just hanging out mad late. I like this squad a lot since they’re serious vampires too. Went to bed a lil before the sun came up.
Sat didnt get much sleep from snoring and stuff. Anita didnt either lol. We got up to get ready and bummed in the morning and then we hit Prince Tea House as Chloe set up a collab w them. We got a bunch of free food and later on, Chloe’s friend Eva joined too. Def wish l knew to order a lil bit more but l had my birthday dinner next anyway. Left Chinatown to go to South Philly for Nam Phuong for my birthday dinner and just had a bunch of the squad came through to eat and talk bout onlyfans lol. I need to corrupt them again. The food at Nam Phuong is so damn fucking good though. I really really think, Viet food is my overall favorite food. Stuffed face, got yelled at for my antics, Ryan was encouraging tho lol. Afterwards, we got Mr.Wish bubble tea and just hung out for a while. We do gotta get together more but l feel like its def just getting harder. Glad we got a lot of chill time together and gotta plan another thing soon.
Hit home and just passed out hard from lack of sleep the night before during the massive sleepover.
Sunday got up and just played Marvel Rivals all day irresponsibly. I was fiending for it. Ranked up a lil and then later on Ryan Zack Matt and Amy came over and we just watched some Black Mirror and Moonrise. Glad SteveC actually really liked Black Mirror and is down to watch past episodes. Mega chill night.
4/14 Monday hit Target to get mad shit and hit home to do mad work. Afternoon played some Marvel Rivals and then MattK hit me up to chill again. He came through and we did a ton of Street Fighter 6. My Luke vs Matt’s Ed. Ate, watched youtube on Fatal Fury and then got back on Marvel Rivals later on w MikeO to rank up a lil. Did some more ranked solo after he got off and ended the night w the food, hookah, youtube combo.
Tues Brown hits me up to come chill. MattK also hit me up to come chill and we just took it easy. Jeremiah talking bout watching Final Destination movies, which l only ever saw the 1st one and so we watched the 1st and 2nd one. Those movies really get to me. Its a different kinda horror. Later on, hopped on a call w Winnie to talk real estate for a lil bit and then on a call w Son to talk real estate for his business as well. Got back to work on real estate listings and research for a while.
Afterwards, just youtube and then Marvel Rivals ranked w Mike and later on, by myself and got back up to Platinum 2.
Weds got up for a photo and video shoot for a kickboxing class but then they just decided to run the class and they’ll just do footage. Fuckkk. So we did a class and holy shit, l got my ass kicked. I felt good at first and then realized how out of shape l really am. I dont LOOK like lm out of shape(l dont think anyway) but dude… it was rough. Cut up my knuckles and got in a good work out. We were all dying. Good class tho and lm glad we did it.
Me Ryan Kate Zack and Julie all got Acai afterwards. Thank you Ryan for treating us. Always glad to help out and it was good to get a work out in. Next hit Hmart for mad food and then hit home to bum and just ate like crazy. Smoked hookah, watched some youtube and ate even more. I cant believe my first work out in forever got me like this. I just kept eating all night. Ended the night watching the Escape Room movie and then sleeping early.
Thurs got up early and worked on things for real estate. Made spaghetti and watched youtube and then did Marvel Rivals ranked all afternoon. Later on Breslin and AdamW came through for Magic the Gathering Commander as AdamW was interested in getting back into it. SteveC came down and we had a chill big game of Commander, going over stuff w Adam. Played from 6pm-1am lol. Good chilling w the guys tho. Ended the night w the food hookah youtube combo.
Friday got up in the evening and booked showings for real estate. Cleaned my house like crazy and then later on, FGC friends started coming through. Had a solid sized Dumpling Sessions and got to play a ton of matches. Had 4 set ups running. Made pork, chicken and veg dumplings. Cooked up mad pork belly, broc and rice and just had a really good time w everyone. Hardcore wrestling talk for 2 hours in the kitchen and hung out till late night. Ended the night on a late night call w Shemmay at 430am cause l harass her when l cant sleep.
Sat got up and visited my god grandmother Nancy w my parents and grandmom. We met up at Longhorn Steakhouse and took our time w our lunch to catch up in person. Just going over everything l’ve been up to, showing her what Allison has been doing and talking bout old friends and family throughout the time, including our neighbors that we were close w growing up. Glad we got to spend time together and l know l really gotta visit her more often.
Hit back home and trained MikeO in Luke in Street Fighter 6. Just the mandatory stuff. A few punishes to get him the most out of when opponents fuck up and some fundamental spacing traps and other junk. We then hopped on Marvel Rivals ranked for a while and played till party time. Mike was feeling beat though, so gave him a ride back as he wasnt feeling the club.
Hit XOX to meet up w Binh Anita April Emily Jing and the rest of their squad. Mango came through too w a squad. TC was playing so got to catch up w them. Nick of Kaizenova came through too and got to meet some of his friends as well. Just took it easy, drinking, smoking and socializing as l was beat. Had a really good time w everyone. Partied till closing. Hit home to eat hookah and youtube before knocking out.
Sunday got up to hookah and bum. Headed out for showing appointment for a new client Son. A friend of past client. Checked out some properties and found potential for his business and got to meet the rest of his family. Got Five Guys on the way home and yooo the prices… I love Five Guys but everytime lm like ‘was it worth it? What other food could l have gotten for the same price?’ ya know? Stuffed face while rewatching Deadpool Wolverine. Took a lil break to shower and clean like crazy. Been hardcore cleaning. Watched Escape Room 2 w Jeremiah and then we watched some Secret Level and then l slept early.
4/21 Monday got up to hookah and youtube and then headed out to get Chloe Binh and Anita. Chloe set up collabs w multiple spots as she’s an influencer and gets mad free food and paid to promote various businesses. We hit NYC and hit a unique cookie spot first. Next up, we met up w her family and got lunch at a chill spot where we family styled food. Mad food came out but couldnt touch it till after Chloe got her shots first. Next we hit a thai spot and yoo pork belly… no matter how its done, its always amazing. Family styled a ton of food. Its cool that these spots tell us to just order whatever we want rather than having set things they wanna promote. Ate like crazy and yoo we were all so stuffed. We thought at the next spot, we’d just get the shot and then take the food to go. There was a Stussy shop that just opened up that they were hyped about so we hit that, walked off the food and shopped around. The girls doing some tiktok vids and just good to walk off everything we ate. We then hit another thai spot for food and Binh’s friend joined us. When the food came out tho… our appetites came back lol. Just the smell got me hungry again. We actually fully ate again and at that point, I was totally done. We had one last collab just at an icecream spot. Well… there’s always room for dessert. We got icecream and we were right by Maru. Too bad it was Monday or l’d say lets yolo go in. The girls shot their vids and we stuffed face. Finally hit back and dropped the girls off and yooo… I was so beat. Thank you Chloe for hooking it up w all the free food. For the cost of gas and tolls, the trip was worth it and it was good full day out w this squad. Hit home and smoked and bummed for a lil but slept pretty soon after.
Tues woke up to Brown saying he was coming over. We just bummed for a few hours. I think he just likes to get out of his house here and there. I get it when you work from home, sometimes you need a change in scenery. Hit Giant for mad food and ended up cooking and watching youtube. Later on got on Fatal Fury City of the Wolves to train and play some ranked matches. Right now, lm maining Vox. He’s very Luke like. Land heavies into your launcher for big damage. A short range fireball blast that is the same range I use Luke’s fireball in footsies. Has a forward moving plus special. A dragonpunch. He just also has a divekick and command grab. The command grab is nice for just beating delay tech, the damage is solid and spending meter is a way l can go into Supers. Also, when l block sweeps, l get my heavy punch into a full combo rather than just sweeping back. But apparently, he’s one of the worst characters. Still viable as everyone says that all characters are tournament viable but he is considered ‘B- or B’ on most tierlists.
Got on Marvel Rivals w Mike for some ranked matches later on and then ended the night finishing up Deadpool Wolverine.
Weds got up for Fred to come by to install the new floors and toilet in my downstairs bathroom. Looks so good and lm so happy. Esp the power flusher. Thank you Fred for the amazing work. Worked on real estate for a lil bit and then worked on things for nightlife. Hit Papa John’s to just get a pizza and hit home to stuff face, hookah and watch youtube. Got on my PC to organize shit like crazy. I know l prob dont really appear it unless you really know me but lm really organized when it comes to note taking. Real estate, nightlife, gaming notes, my To Do lists. Files, my To Buy folder. Just had to clean up and organize along w delete or buy shit out of the To Buy folder. Anytime l see something l wanna buy. I screenshot it and put it in the To Buy folder. Later on I go through it to see what junk was actual bullshit and what stuff I still want. And then some items, l order. It prevents me from buying every single impulsive thing l want. I do buy a lot of bullshit.
Later on played some Fatal Fury w Jeremiah and then got on Marvel Rivals ranked w Mike to climb the ladder a lil. Ended the night watching this movie Morgan cause l just have a big crush on Anya Taylor Joy and yoo the movie was really dope. I wonder if I like every movie she’s in because I just like her or is it that she only takes roles in good written movies or a bit of both. Like everything I see her in, l love. Split, The Gorge, Queen’s Gambit. Ok The Mutants is meh but l still liked her in it lol.
Thurs got up to get my haircut at Room 209 by Happy and then had some time to kill before Shemmay met up w me. Walked around and saw foot massage - $30 for 30 mins. Just went up and got it done and yoooo this spot, which l dont remember the name of the place or anything but it was totally worth it. Plus tip, for 30 mins, so worth it. It was just mad relaxing. Its more of a foot and calves massage.
Shemmay got to Chinatown and we stuffed face at Tai Lake as we been talking bout going for a bit as one of the top places we wanted to go to eat at. Celebrating her closing. Ordered a ton of food and yooo the fried fish was so banging. Always good to try something new while getting other staple items like peking duck and honey walnut shrimp. Also the fish maw soup… dude… l get it now. Commercial chinese food really sucks now that lm use to actual solid chinese food. Or asian food in general. The only issue living in the suburbs is that solid spots arent that close. There are of course good spots but to find GOOD ASIAN spots… l just gotta go into Philly or Cherry Hill. We stuffed face and then got bubble tea. Had a good time running around Chinatown. Thankful that stadium isnt being built up and potentially changing Chinatown. I really do love Philly Chinatown so much. IF l were to ever move into Philly, it’d be Chinatown. I like the idea of walking out my door and just having sooo many amazing locations to eat at. It’d give that college vibe again of just food right outside your door. Its fun, its nice and l like having variety. Afterwards, hit my meeting at XOX and met up w Edwin. Collected from the past event and l gotta get things in order for the next event. Will be doing something different. Well possibly. Or new ideas in general. 2 new things and 1 thing that lm always doing. Its just colleges are done right now besides Drexel so the crowd l pull from isnt around in the same way. Since l focus on college organizations to do the promoting.
Hit home to bum for a lil and then hit The Lab for another chill night w the homies and games. However, l played like complete assssss. 0 wins, 2 losses for Street Fighter 6. 1 win, 2 losses for Fatal Fury. Well Fatal Fury, theres 24396 things l gotta learn or wrap my head around. And then Vox being low tier doesnt help. Im not married to the character but the other options - Billy, Kevin and Rock l havent explored enough of. Still had fun chilling w everyone. Hit home to bum late night.
Friday just back to real estate and nightlife work. No weddings lm doing relatively soon. Just later on in the year. I dunno why I do it. I hate public speaking and get mad nervous. But I do like attention lol. Ate and watched youtube and then just took it easy playing a shit ton of Marvel Rivals ranked all night. Played w Mike and Hmp for some of the night too, slowly ranking up. Tho l still play Dr. Strange for the portals and to help teammates playing Scarlet Witch. Im mostly playing Peni Parker, Emma Frost and The Thing. Magneto here and there if we got another Emma so l get the team up and to just push the front hard with her. Ended the night watching some youtube.
Sat got up early and bummed. Later played some Fatal Fury, trying out some Billy. Took it easy all day and then at night hit David’s for another one of my birthday celebrations. The 4th.
Birthday Celebrations
Dinner w Shemmay
Dumpling Sessions
XOX Kaizenova
David’s House Party
The squad pulled through and just had a chill night w drinks and hookah. Did drinks a bit too much though and felt sick lol. It happens. Also thank you guys for the Nanoleaf lights!!!11 I love them so much!! They pranked me first w a gag gift. Just friends running around from the living room and kitchen in a big hang out. Thank you David for hosting this for me. Partied late and ended up passing out at David’s cause l was too drunk to drive back lol.
Sunday got up and packed up. Thank you again David. Hit Leon’s birthday and caught up w everyone of Paula and Brandon’s squad. Just took it easy, talking w everyone bout various topic to topic things. Leon got huge so quick. Good to see things are going well for Paula Brandon and Leon. I def gotta visit them myself just to spend more quality time w them.
Hit back, got a burger from Red Robin and just ate, youtube, hookah and then watched the action movie Havoc on Netflix which is a lot of fun. Ryan Zack and Jeremiah joined me later and we watched Lord of the Rings War of Rohirrim and other stuff all night. Installed some of my Nanoleaf 4D lights and it wasnt easy but once when you get how it works, it makes a lot of sense and is pretty clever. Just starting from scratch, its a bit much. I really do love the lights. Watched some youtube to test the lights in different settings.
4/28 Monday bummed all day and did real estate calls in the afternoon. Also on a call w Shemmay to help out on real estate. Got on Fatal Fury ranked for a while just to practice and then later on MattK came through. We played some matches where he beat my ass and then worked on adding more of my Nanaleaf lights. Adding the Hexagon’s to the wall. Good bumming w MattK and then later on just watched the movie Mickey 17 which is a fun movie. Also late night watched The Accountant since l was going to see Accountant 2 on weds.
Tues got up and hit Home Depot for various tape to help w my Nanoleaf lights and then hit BJ’s for house junk and food. Blew money and yooo.. Everything is just so much more expensive. Average BJs trip a few years ago was $70-$110. 2 years ago, the new norm became $130-$170. Now its always over $200. Im talking bout just getting laundry deter, bagels, frozen fruits and toilet paper and other junk. Just like home prices, the new hike up is the new norm. Its not going to ever go back down, l know it. The real solution to so many problems is just get rich… thats all. Im gonna start an onlyfans. I dont even care anymore.
Hit home to fix up my Nanoleaf lights and then me and Jeremiah watched 3 episodes of the new and final season of YOU. I love this show. Sad its coming to a close. Did some Marvel Rivals ranked w Mike and Hmp for a while, more slow climbing. Then ended the night w youtube and rewatching The Gorge cause Anya is amazing.
Weds got up to get my oil changed and played some Fatal Fury for a bit before going to the movies w Ryan Jeremiah and Ron to see The Accountant 2. Fun movie but they really leaned into the special people can be amazing or even better than other people. His character was a bit different too. Before it was he didnt get social norms and seemed mean because of it where in The Accountant 2, he realizes he doesnt understand social norms and is lost and confused and vulnerable because of it. Hit home to watch youtube and played some Street Fighter 6 ranked for a while w Luke.
Thurs started off the day w mad real estate calls. Still getting friends going. Glad things are picking up but not doing much house showings yet. Hit the Lab early to help set up and plan w Mike as we were in charge. Jimmy had a concert w his daughter and we took over so it could still be open. Got chinese food and yooo we had a solid turn out all around.
2 wins, 2 losses in Street Fighter 6
1 win, 2 losses in Fatal Fury
Had a good full night hanging w everyone and l like how the back area got set up as the new hookah lounge area. Always changing up the vibe. Chilled late w everyone and then hit home to bum w the hookah food youtube combo.
Friday got up and hit the movies w RyanW to see The Thunderbolts which was a lot of fun. It had that good blend of a lot of action, some feels and some comedy but when they do comedy, they do it amazingly well. Hit home to chill, played some Street Fighter 6 ranked w Zangief just to ENJOY the game lol. Got Zangief to Diamond 4. Close to Master. Aiming to get Zangief and Mai to Master for fun.
Back out to dinner. SteveC jumped in the car and met up w RyanW and AdamW for dinner at Nikos. Thank you Ryan for taking care of dinner for me for a birthday gift. Dinner was damn amazing. Just a really solid handmade place. Mad chill, fancy food, vulgar conversations - the way l like it. We stuffed face like crazy but there’s always room for dessert lol.
We hit back to my place to chill and rewatch The Raid cause we just wanted to throw something fun on. Watching twitch w Adam bout a new extraction shooter that seems mad fun and then ended the night late night playing more Zangief ranked on Street Fighter 6.
Sat got up late and just had real estate work all afternoon. Still thankful things are picking up. Got a lot of good friends looking to buy so l know the house showing process will be enjoyable. Im really greedy that l just like working w friends and my friend’s friends. They’re just reasonable and nice to work w. Feeling sluggish and laid down for a bit. Undecided if l was going to ABG night at XOX but eventually bailed out feeling so outta it. I already missed the tournament at The Lab earlier too. Just ended up finally going back to First Beserker Khazan all night.
Sunday got up late and just did real estate and nightlife work in the evening. MattK and Amy came to visit. Played some Fatal Fury w MattK and had the hookah lit. Just youtube on the side and had a chill night. Always love them coming by. Later on, me and Jeremiah watched some YOU on netflix and then played Khazan again late night into monday.
5/5 Monday still up playing Khazan. Still loving this game. Though it has gotten much easier. AMAZING game but l dunno, l def think it was insanely hard at the start and now keeps getting easier. Sure lm leveling up and getting more moves and stuff but then the bosses should be harder to balance that out but prob from just understanding the game better too, l guess it should just get easier. Im talking some boss fights being 2-4 tries. Well actually, one boss, the mage bitch took me 2 hours. My build was not built for chasing down. Figured out lunch, lit the hookah and watched some youtube till sleeping at 1230pm.
Got up at 7pm, got Taco Bell and stuffed face and watching youtube. Hopped on Marvel Rivals w MikeO and we got another 5 wins. From then and a few days ago, 10 win streak def is nice. Getting to Grandmaster 3 wont be hard since lm so close and still got 2 months till the end of the season. The aim is Celestial 3(after passing Grandmaster 1). Worked on finishing up my last set of Nanoleaf lights, adding the lines to my set up. Watched some youtube late night and took it easy.
Now your moment of Hack.
Late.
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