Its crazy how much or how little you can accomplish in a day. Its weird that theres a mental stamina. Thinking A LOT is exhausting and over thinking is def a real thing. Try solving a puzzle but when you solve that puzzle, it turns out thats only a piece to a bigger puzzle and you gotta solve a ton of puzzles just to get a ton of pieces for a much harder bigger puzzle.
When you get to that point - its like..... fuck.
Starting on anything is the hardest point. WHERE to start actually seems to be one of the roughest problems. l have too many projects - most that are personal lol. l need more things to work on that make money so lm actually doing something productive for my future rather than my curiosity. l wish the government paid me to answer questions through experiments and research but lm sure there are people much more qualified than me.
K so my week.
Tues played a ton of Payday 2 still from Monday. So l always talk about it but lm gonna talk about it again. Completelting something that anyone can do is a waste of time. Its kinda like having a job that ANYONE can do - like working at a highway toll booth. There is no satisfaction of accomplishment. Finishing a level or beating a boss in a game shouldnt be expected, it should be difficult and you have to really THINK to accomplish it and be able to say proudly you finished it and that to mean something to others - just like anything else in life.
l just beat Shadowraid on Deathwish Difficulty Solo.... took me 5.5 hours but holy shit.... it was a really good time. And doing that is something that some people will NEVER be able to do lol. But in the end.... it was fun. l really like Payday 2 on its difficulty but stil being a stealth action FPS. Just like Dark Souls 2 having a reputation of being beyond difficult, its what makes it so fun. Because you think.... how can something that isn't human be smarter than me? And it beats you over and over again and you gotta play things just right to win.
Anyway.... followed my day up w a haircut from my usual hairdresser Sarah and ohhh soo good. She cuts so fast and seriously is the best. Hit Bed Bath and Beyond to get 2 $100 gift cards for clients as house warming/congrats gifts and then food from chick fil A and then to my office to work a lil. Long day.
Hit home late and finished it up w a lot more Payday 2 haha.
Weds morning started off w final walk through and a closing for Kenny and Linda!! Congrats you two!! Def really happy on their satisfaction and everything went really smooth. Another good smooth closing w Mike and their rates were great. Hit Vicky's and got her and we hit up Penang to eat. l love that place. l dont eat there much but they just have such good food. Mee siam is so dope. Afterwards, got bubble tea and macarons and hit back to my place.
Watching Pretty Little Liars and eating macarons, def a chill evening haha. Took a nice nap and later on Jieun and Brown invited us for 25 cent wings at the Langhorne Hotel which was like 4 mins away from us. So crazy how the TOWN of Langhorne is so close but we never go in it. l seriously dont know whats in there at all. l mostly just use our awesome ass shopping center by us and thats it.
Stuffed face w some wings and it was a good night for a lil just to do something different. Plus the wings were so cheap lol why not ya know? Hit back and chilled before passing out.
Thurs me and Vicky hit up the movies and watched Big Hero 6 and Taken 3. Both were really good and yoooo Big Hero 6 made me tear a lil. Taken 3 was dope as l like that lil series and yoo.... he's also in ANOTHER movie thats like Taken... first there was ANOTHER movie that when l saw the trailer, l was like 'is this the sequel to Taken?' but no its something unrelated w a very similar story line. Now theres a second UNRELATED but very similar movie he's doing w the same theme. Talk about riding off a type casting. After the movies, we hit up Express and Deb and got some shit and bubble tea and then hit the grocery store to get shit and snack and nap. We got up later making a huge thing of baked ziti lol which we ate maybe 20% off. Def really good, cheap to make and simple overall to cook. We ended the night watching Southpark w the episode about Kenny in a vegetated state and him helping Heaven fight Hell cause we were talking bout vegatative states earlier and it reminded me of the episode. Late night drove her back and hugged her good night for the fun 2 days. My fun lil adventure partner because if lm not w her, lm prob just in my room..... or partying lol.
Fri got up mad late and caught up on work for a while. Rushed and got a quick shower and ate some baked ziti rushing out the door for Rodeo for Hak's first going away party. Smoked hookah, had drinks and sang Karoake w everyone and chilled. Def good being w everyone for a lil while and taking it easy w Hak. lm gonna miss that guy a lot when he moves back to Korea in early Feb. Afterwards, had to meet up w others and then find Villanova Sigmas and got them and met up w my sister and her squadron all at the Delta party. Huge party and just ran around, drank, met some people, socialized and danced like a retard w friends. Typical 'rager' and it was nice to be at one again. It use to be every weekend for me years ago.... ohhh those days.. but its nice to jump in the chaos again and be at a reckless open party. Def had fun and laughed a lot from the chaos, the dancing, Kimmi's one retarded dance move that had me stop dancing and laughing and MayZ bringing me a selfie stick hahaha my first time using one. Def cool partying w Jasmine and Celeste again and cool meeting others. Partied till it was over and took the girls back home afterwards. Stayed up late playing games and passed out early morning.
Afterwards, played a ton of fucking Payday 2 again into Sunday.
Sunday more Payday 2 all morning and decided to stay up for 24 hours(ended up being 27 hours) to fix my sleep sced since it was so fucked up. Later on in the morning was messing w Ultra Street Fighter 4 trying to find a PERFECTLY safe but offensive set up after a forward throw but fucking delayed wake up complicates it so bad. So the game plan is
Come up w one set up that MOST if l cant find one that can stop ALL responses that leave me in an offensive position.
Then make up one set up that is similar but is not safe against all set ups but l can switch in every now and then to mix things up to land attacks on opponents.
Even without delayed wake up tho... its rough. Air fireballs helps big time since they slowly fall on opponents and l can wait till they are in blockstun and follow up. The problem is getting that in there while being in a threatening range while being safe while getting into that range. We'll see. Its why throwing people in the corner is SO great cause l can neutral jump and throw a light air fireball on my way down and get FREE offensive pressure but not midscreen.
Afterwards, at around 12pm me and Joss jumped on Minecraft on Xbox One w Matt and Corey and later Hack joined us. We seriously played for 8 hours together with food breaks and Corey took a nap haha. Its seriously relaxing tho... playing and talking. Just like being in a group phone call and getting shit done. Finally got that portal up to Hell - l think its called Nether, the hell you portal through too. Its crazy how deep that game gets. But yea def a good time and Joss made us shrimp tempura in the evening while playing. Hack joined up late and was learning the game as we are diving into Hell lol. Def a fun night.
Monday got up early cause l fixed my sleep sced. Cleaned up a lot and did a lot of work and started off Monday super productive. After all day of stuff, spent some of the afternoon in training room in Ultra Street Fighter 4 still working on a new set up for Akuma. l mean - l figured there was nothing so good cause pro players woulda already discovered it and be using it. In the gaming world.... copying pros is encouraged. Wait for the pros to figure it out and then mimic them because they are the ones winning everything lol.
Afterwards hit up Long's place to talk and get VIP braclets for our event this coming Sat night and then got Vicky. We met up w David Diamond Amy Sam Zen and Adam. The 8 of us had a full night of bowling and snacking. Def a really good time playing for fun and messing and cheating around. Throwing 2 balls at once or rolling one slow then throwing a second fast to catch up w them. Best score l had was a 107 haha l suck but bowling isnt something l care to improve on to care for. Still fun tho and def had a good time w our massive table of food haha. Very good times w everyone and it was a simple good monday night.
Hit back and me and Vicky actually passed out pretty early.
Tues wake up early and well kinda just bullshitted around during the day. We got food at Ruby Tues and got quesadalialeies however it spelled and burgers and fries. Hit back and chilled and later napped again lol so bad. We always napping but l love it. Later on got dinner at Chima. Me Vicky Lisa Minh Sunny and Bao. Def a good time at Chima and hmmm between Fogo and Chima... l think l do like Fogo more because there were more YOOOOOOO meats than Chima but Chima was still really good. Been a while since l've eaten at a braz steakhouse. Def a great dinner and really nice being w everyone there again. Also saw other friends coming in and out as well who l may see this coming Friday.
Afterwards dropped off Vicky and glad we're ok. lm glad she puts up w my stupidity hehe. Hit up Villanova and dropped off VIP braclets to Jasmine real quick and then did the same to Drexel Sigmas to Pla and Diana. Thank you Rach for helping me find active Drexel Sigmas lol. Then off to Chris' to drop more off for Allison. Hit back and been chilling since. Def a nice full week.
Late.
